I don't remember the beginning... (as usual in dreams). What I remember is that I felt I am gonna die, the world starts to blur, and go out of focus... only sounds and feelings... then I go deeper and deeper... Now I know whats happening and am worried about people who love me, specially my mother. I worry how she will cope with the fact that I am dead... I go deeper and deeper and swooooosh! gone.
then I regain consciousness... I see the world again, but I know I am dead. I tell myself to "stay focused and not to loose control"... I head straight to see my ex
(yeah I know, weird!). She is actually married and has a kid, but she was one of the closest people in my life. I 'feel' that she is the one who could 'see' me.
As expected, she sees me... I gesture to her to come to a place where my body is and she comes and I show her my body. I can see my body, in green t-shirt... with folded arms, in a bench. mouth a bit open (teeth visible), as though I am asleep seated. Felt weird seeing my dead body. She says something like "Oh my God" and she calls her mom.
Her mom doesn't know I am there and she can't see me... but she asks my ex "there's a weird smell around this place" pointing to the place where I am hovering in the air!... So I quickly fly to the other side.
Then I remember I am walking with them on the road... Now I am actually talking to both of them. I am very sad and tell them "I don't know how my mother is gonna absorb this shock" and they tell me not to worry and that they will take care of it. And I also worry about the people who are dependent on me, about how they are gonna support themselves and all...
After a while I woke up... still feeling the same sadness.... But once I opened my eyes and saw the room faintly, I was like "oh god I am not dead yet"... felt very relieved. But throughout the day, I still feel a bit off. Cos' this is the 1st time I have seen myself die and also seen my dead body!.
So is there any significance to this dream? Anything special seeing one's own dead body? Waiting for your replies eagerly
Peace.
then I regain consciousness... I see the world again, but I know I am dead. I tell myself to "stay focused and not to loose control"... I head straight to see my ex
(yeah I know, weird!). She is actually married and has a kid, but she was one of the closest people in my life. I 'feel' that she is the one who could 'see' me.As expected, she sees me... I gesture to her to come to a place where my body is and she comes and I show her my body. I can see my body, in green t-shirt... with folded arms, in a bench. mouth a bit open (teeth visible), as though I am asleep seated. Felt weird seeing my dead body. She says something like "Oh my God" and she calls her mom.
Her mom doesn't know I am there and she can't see me... but she asks my ex "there's a weird smell around this place" pointing to the place where I am hovering in the air!... So I quickly fly to the other side.
Then I remember I am walking with them on the road... Now I am actually talking to both of them. I am very sad and tell them "I don't know how my mother is gonna absorb this shock" and they tell me not to worry and that they will take care of it. And I also worry about the people who are dependent on me, about how they are gonna support themselves and all...
After a while I woke up... still feeling the same sadness.... But once I opened my eyes and saw the room faintly, I was like "oh god I am not dead yet"... felt very relieved. But throughout the day, I still feel a bit off. Cos' this is the 1st time I have seen myself die and also seen my dead body!.
So is there any significance to this dream? Anything special seeing one's own dead body? Waiting for your replies eagerly
Peace.