hi i have recently had some weird experiences ; more of dream states.
i was hoping someone could shed light on weather im lucid dreaming /try to astral project or if its just vivid dreams and my imagination !
this is extracts from my diary of what has happend.
1. dream.
I was stood in a room full of people armed with guns i was watching ; a man stood up he said " id rarther be executed then live like this " they asked him how he said " lethal injection" then he ran out into a corridor .. I ran after him I was crying and so was he ; we got to a door labelled "staff emergency " a person who looked like a nurse was sat on the step on the stairs through the door ; I said to him " dont do this we can do this together " he looked at me and the next thing I knew he was on a trolley been wheeled into a room ; he was shouting for someone called "mary" I was with him ; I was crying badly ; he said to me " if we could go anywere now where would it be " and I said " I wouldent id stay here with you" I put my head on his chest he said " your miss populer " ... I laughed and I saw an injection next to him then I said " ill never forgot you" ;; he smiled and then I woke up.
with this dream i knew i was physically awake but i just couldent do anything it was a sense of moving from one dream universe to the other but without any control ; i know u are meant to be able to control ur dreams if its lucid but this felt so real ; i felt the emotion ; i heard him talking i still remember his face.
the second one came the night after.
before this occured i did my meditation with brainwave entertainment and told myself " i will lucid dream " and i imagined where i wanted to be but this happend instead :/
2.
this was not so much a dream as an experience I still try to work out ; after restless sleep from 9pm – 12pm I started to see little white shapes and swirls in my vision ; then it felt like it was sucking me in through my vision I was getting deeper and deeper into this "world" I guess ; then I felt like someone /thing was tugging at my arm ; like my arm was trying to break free and when I looked up my arm was in the air it just look suspended I couldent move any of my other parts of my body ; this was then followed by what I can only call an "euphoric " feeling . then i "woke up".
was this my body trying to travel ?
if anyone could shed light on these experiences i would be grateful.
i was hoping someone could shed light on weather im lucid dreaming /try to astral project or if its just vivid dreams and my imagination !
this is extracts from my diary of what has happend.
1. dream.
I was stood in a room full of people armed with guns i was watching ; a man stood up he said " id rarther be executed then live like this " they asked him how he said " lethal injection" then he ran out into a corridor .. I ran after him I was crying and so was he ; we got to a door labelled "staff emergency " a person who looked like a nurse was sat on the step on the stairs through the door ; I said to him " dont do this we can do this together " he looked at me and the next thing I knew he was on a trolley been wheeled into a room ; he was shouting for someone called "mary" I was with him ; I was crying badly ; he said to me " if we could go anywere now where would it be " and I said " I wouldent id stay here with you" I put my head on his chest he said " your miss populer " ... I laughed and I saw an injection next to him then I said " ill never forgot you" ;; he smiled and then I woke up.
with this dream i knew i was physically awake but i just couldent do anything it was a sense of moving from one dream universe to the other but without any control ; i know u are meant to be able to control ur dreams if its lucid but this felt so real ; i felt the emotion ; i heard him talking i still remember his face.
the second one came the night after.
before this occured i did my meditation with brainwave entertainment and told myself " i will lucid dream " and i imagined where i wanted to be but this happend instead :/
2.
this was not so much a dream as an experience I still try to work out ; after restless sleep from 9pm – 12pm I started to see little white shapes and swirls in my vision ; then it felt like it was sucking me in through my vision I was getting deeper and deeper into this "world" I guess ; then I felt like someone /thing was tugging at my arm ; like my arm was trying to break free and when I looked up my arm was in the air it just look suspended I couldent move any of my other parts of my body ; this was then followed by what I can only call an "euphoric " feeling . then i "woke up".
was this my body trying to travel ?
if anyone could shed light on these experiences i would be grateful.