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I know that if you feel you need something, you recieve it. Also if you feel you want something, you also receive it.
It's also true that if you cry, you are consoled in some way. Also, you can KNOW something to be true.
One time I made an assumption that there was a tsunami the size of a planet approaching, and I was overwhelmed with intense fear, it really felt like the tsunami was there.
Feelings are important. If you feel good you get good experiences.

I have a dream, a real world dream of becoming a space pilot, and fighter pilot. I've read wished fulfilled by Wayne Dyer. He has a chapter on the importance of feeling, The idea is called, "assuming the feeling of the wish fulfilled".

He says that we can access this feeling in every cell of our bodies.

This has me a bit confused because I don't really know how it will feel. I have an idea, that I will be overjoyed, enthusiastic. But I've climbed into an airliner, and I know those feelings are very profound, I don't think I can feel right now in my body, what I felt climbing into that airliner. Second if we could actually assume the feeling of the wish fulfilled. We wouldn't need the wish fulfilled. If I could feel in totality, to be at the ISS in my mind, I wouldn't need to go there.

I read something from the book that said, "feeling the joy in your smile". I suppose this is the main idea. Feeling the joy which is principally felt in the head.

So an analogy would be looking at the sky, shooting out your fist, screaming oh ya!!!! and really feeling that joy in your body of watching a fly by of a jet fighter.

So maybe I can't "feel" myself on the fighter jet, maybe I can "know" myself on it..

I watched "The Secret" movie. It focused on two elements, thought and feeling. What I got was that thoughts are important, but feelings are really the dominant factor. So than I felt afraid, because I have ups and downs in my life. I just can't feel good ALL the time. So what does this mean for my dreams. If I feel bad, can I still affirm, I AM a fighter pilot. I AM a space pilot, and still have my dream come true?

I think I know why I never manage to astral project through meditation. I always become surprised and wake up once I see hypnagogic imagery. Do any of you know how to get pass this?

The movies I watch, the texts I read, the people I meet, the news, It reflects my emotions on a level that I think is too extreme now. My mind is in the process of forming mental associations based on everything it observes, making it all relevant to my emotional state; but at the same time programming my subconscious so that a few days later I totally forgot it, but it manifests into the conscious in some form; As a belief, etc.

I suspect that what I'm living is a skewed form of some absolute reality that I have split from.

For example, I am able to immediately pool homonyms from the words in a media (movie, book etc.), and suddenly, entire phrases all become relevant to me, but more precisely, to my emotional input.

A couple weeks ago I figured out that the UFO phenomena was a mental phenomena. You could basically "summon" a UFO with your emotions, and control it in the same manner. Except... The people around me aren't disturbed in any way as I do this and watch these hallucinations.

But the scarier part is when the people around me start reacting to this delusion of mine as if it were real. A day ago I was in a field with my classmates, and we were using a drone to take a school picture. I "controlled" the drone in the sky with my mind with the same concept as controlling g a UFO.
Back in class some guy said.. "...That drone was trippy as f*ck, it kept shrinking and getting bigger..."

idk... This stinks.. Watch the movie "Lucy" for example and you'll understand as Morgan Freeman talks about how our conscious is just a minute portion of our whole mind. Then he goes on theorizing what would happen if we could use more then that fraction of our mind. How about 20%, how about 40%? etc. We'll be able to control other people, manipulate matter...

How could that movie be so pinpoint on my mental situation? And I just happen to watch it at a time when I feel I have the same problem?
I may be trapped within my own mind if I see all this reality control as actually happening.

I'm faced with a great dilemma if the "all that is", is just a reflection of me. My teacher told me to follow my heart. Right now my heart tells me that I need to see everything around me as real and that I should be more open to people about myself. My surroundings become more lively when I just let go and admit to myself that I have no control. Maybe that's my purpose here, to resolve this subconscious conflict, and literally watch as the entire world changes around me.

[father]

My dad passed away 10 of June 2010. It was extremely painful emotionally. These things are popularly thought to mark or lives, but in the end we have to get passed them; move on... On the same date the following year I attempted suicide, for a seemingly irrelevant reason. I was conflicted with my self about God, I thought God would never accept me into heaven, that I would be tormented for ever in hell. Catch the symbolism? The biblical God is the father. During the first "cycle" I thought I would never be with my dad again, and felt much emotional pain.

These events do grow in magnitude with regards to physical experience, but are emotionally the same... 2015, January 10. (get it? January 10, June 10) I felt the same emotional pain. It's like being trapped in an oscillating wave. How do I overcome this subconscious program? I have 3 ideas in mind. Classical conditioning. So I reprogram the negative emotions associated with the months june, and january (or another similar concept); Hypnosis, which theoretically I could explore my memory and find a way to resolve the subconscious conflict. Finally, astral projection. I could OBE and go observe something that will change the whole way I see my dad. I'm thinking of speaking with a professional. Specifically a psychoanalytic psychologist.
http://www.simplypsychology.org/psychoanalysis.html

What do you guys think?

I think that there is a higher self that is creating what I see in the astral and here on Earth. I think that it is me at a higher level of awareness; It creates this reality just like we can imagine and visualize things without "intention". In the same manner that we can move our arms and legs without intention, it can create worlds. I think that this higher self is beyond the ego, and all that characterizes the ego such as desire etc. I think this explains why the subconscious is essentially programmable by our will. A lot of these concepts I learned from Dr Wayne W. Dyer, in his book, "Wishes Fulfilled". My aim is to become this higher self.

[future]

The basic principle of manifestation is that you assume something to be happening in the present using feeling, knowing, etc. (which isn't objectively happening in the present).

But the problem with this is that most peoples minds are programed subconsciously for negative thought patterns, so it can sometimes be very difficult to do this.

A few day ago I was in class and I heard the teacher say that library fines for books would be 50% off. Then it hit me! I was always trying to manifest things in the present, I just chose not to bother with the library fine, and so all the time I had a very overdue book, and all the time I had expected to pay an enormous fine.

I expected something bad to happen in the future. That's the key! I expected negativity to occur in the future. Anything believed to happen at a future time period by the mind will be inverted, so the opposite is experienced. Since most peoples minds are programed for a negative outlook, this method is perfect.

An example, I was astral projecting a few months ago and I wanted to go to an outpost on mars. I couldn't change the landscape and started to cry. I thought to myself that I would never be able to do it. Suddenly the landscape changed and I was at mars.

A day ago I slept with the constantly repeating thought that the universe would bring me pain. I had good dreams, and I woke up to an exceptionally peaceful morning.  update:: I wouldn't do this; expecting others to bring you pain, causes them pain.

I guess this post deserves a warning. I'm willing to do this even with the risk.

[one]

Has anyone projected into a reality where they genuinely attempted altering it through feeling, intention, or knowing, but it didn't work? I understand these are thought to be different planes of existence. My goal is to become one with a planet, star, galaxy, the universe even. I want to experience consciousness from that perspective. If I find myself in one of these "denser" planes how do I move into a less "dense" plane?

In my OBE I looked at a wall and thought to myself that I wanted to experience an exotic sensation. I thought of the possibility of "horrifying beauty" and I made it manifest on the walls with my feelings. It manifested as symbols. Sure enough, the symbols gave me this sensation of horror intermixed with beauty. A wonderful experience. It's just to show some of the awesome things you can do. Perhaps someone you know who you don't like. In the astral you can change your perception of them so, even without changing there appearance, they look attractive. Stuff like feeling powerless against something majestic, or any sensation are all possible. Think outside the box. Or you can even use the astral to manifest new exotic ideas about what to do.

["I am the galaxy!"]

I astral projected this morning. In the OBE I said to myself, "I am the galaxy!" , and I felt it within me. The experience that followed was completely unexpected. I was viewing the ground from the air and I saw.. I don't remember to clearly but what it was in essence: A pilot of a fighter jet had hit, or shot a person or plane in front of if it. He felt guilty, he had hurt another. Next to them there was what I can describe as the edge of the world. This edge looked like a glitchy 3d rendering. Beyond the edge was an abyss. The side of the abyss connected with the edge of the world was a giant wall of what I can best describe as lava and water. Well the two pilots felt they were damned, so they willingly threw themselves into the bottomless pit. I was now in first person view watching them jump in. I was  unconscious as I watched all this so you can now understand that what I saw next was me jump into this abyss. As I fell I noted how beautiful the wall of lava and water looked. I thought it would be a long way down. But then remarkably, I fell not into hell fire, but into a pool of water. As I floated upward to the surface I saw children playing in the water. There was an ambient feeling, hard to put in words. Like being a primordial child, having fun. I was then taken back to my room where I woke up.

I thought about how I employ feelings to create stuff in an OBE. I thought what if I loved something then the universe would reflect that back and actually alter the object/event to make me fall in love with it. It doesn't seem to work that way as far as my initial experimentation goes. I created a battle in the air between aircraft, and proceeded to love the battle, but it didn't change in the way I'd hoped. I'm not sure though, I'll continue to test it out. Among my thoughts on the subject Id hoped love would serve more then simply a feeling of affection. I also thought the battle would have turned into something magnificent that I would be in awe at.

[disassociating my feelings from external stimuli]

I've given it some thought and believe it to be a real possibility. What if the physical is actually the same thing as the astral except a person just got subconsciously "gridlocked", in the sense that they made distinct facets of reality entangled with each other. For example instinct. When I play a video game as a soldier and start seeing the enemy fire power, the fear based mindset can kick in, and I automatically start associating that firepower the enemy possesses as defeat. But when I have my feelings under control, I can defeat the enemy by disassociating my feelings from external stimuli. Thus I gain a control akin to that of the astral planes.

Now picture that scenario but for all of the physical reality. If we get rid of these gridlocks we can start transforming our physical reality into something increasingly similar to the astral.

This has marvelous implications, for example the world we enter after death may not even be the astral we normally know, but a product of life long belief systems about life after death. For example for a religious person, the life after death would not necessarily endow the person with the same freedom we find in the astral, but may be a very unique physical with a different set of rules.

And the only reason we may have astral travel is because of our inexperience, also when we think OBE its more prone for one to believe in a reality full of much freedom and possibility. This area hasn't been substantially gridlocked, but it can happen hence the people who have difficulty flying or are stuck in rtz etc...

Perhaps in the beginning, all of us were one with the source, and by "grid locking" our subconscious we structured reality in a way we wanted. So in essence all of reality, the universe, and people are subconscious aspects of ourselves.

Even our minds, the way we think is subconsciously gridlocked to an extent. We think in a structured manner via language. Think of separate words as separate objects in the physical. Learn to not think using language, and then you can apply a similar technique to dissolve the physical reality.

Finally imagination, visualization, is the same thing as the physical but it isn't gridlocked. That's the impressive part, and also probably the reason we chose to create this structured universe, because we got bored.

==update==
I was playing a video game and started thinking that I would "feel" my team to be as a pyramid. The reasoning behind this is that subconsciously we see pyramids as being monolithic structures that stand the test of time. So I used this association to my advantage.

Then I thought in retrospect at how I would dissolve the strength of this symbol so I could just use raw strength of will. And my train of thought was that I could subconsciously reinforce the idea in my mind that pyramids aren't so strong.

Then bingo, I figured out I could use this same technique to strengthen my control over the physical. Through visualization I can imagine myself altering great facets of reality. Things I am not aware of have much control of. The objective is to reprogram the subconscious, thus gaining more control.

Does anyone else feel as if they are way too powerful in there manifestation abilities? My life, the people around me, even the larger world reality is being shaped by my mind, its as if I'm some sort of god.

Here's a snap shot of what I'm living: I wonder about sensations I've never experienced, like a new exotic taste of fruit, and how I can possibly create something that I can't fathom. The following day I'm introduced to a new exotic fruit that I've never heard of and I get to eat it.

My family insists that I learn  to drive, I grab the drivers handbook and get to the part where it warns of cyclists on the streets. Today, my aunt got a ticket when she tried to go past some cyclists.

The weather is what freaks me out the most. I can make it thunderstorm within minutes. Make shapes in the clouds. I've verified this with my family. Some of it happens subconsciously for example heart shapes. I went on Google earth and a giant heart shaped weather system was over South America. I was in my pool, and a heart shape formed in the clouds, then that cloud disappeared, and another heart shape formed.

I was on the radio listening to 107.9 and I thought of electromagnetic interference that can be caused by weather. I managed to make a weather system that made the radio capture another frequency while the radio read 107.9.

Little things, like accidentally giving a person a headache and curing it within seconds.

I've made my computer screen and the lights around my house flicker through a fear based mindset.

From my perspective its as if I'm the only creator. I theorized that I'm not really creating but shifting through different frequencies of reality, in which case we are all creators. Right now I'm working on major world events. A world with more freedom and with positive people. I'm moving to a frequency where that starts to develop. If it does then I have made the ultimate realization

So I was playing this level on a game that I just couldn't beat, and this feeling of frustration was arising. Well, I had theorized before that I'm living on more then just the physical plane, part of me is being influenced from the astral, specifically I thought, by astral beings. I threatened "whoever", was making me feel frustrated, and suddenly I felt neutral towards the game, the frustration was gone instantly.
I've used this phenomenon before to change my dislike of a game.
Halo 2, for some reason, that game felt depressing to play.. Well, I willfully altered my feelings, giving the game more life. Feeling as if I was there.  In theory, the astral location that I was being influenced from would change to whatever I felt. It worked, suddenly Halo 2 was more vibrant, it felt like I was fighting for something real.

Off course, for the first event you don't have to threaten, you could use love or something else. It's just that a long time ago I had a negative experience with something similar, and suffice it to say, that this influence that had motivated me to feel frustrated I'd interpreted more as hostile.

In past life regressions are there patterns that stand out? Like an oscillation of personality and experience during each contiguous life cycle?

When I sleep say 4 hours then stay wake for 3 hours, sleep again 4 hours. (Note, I haven't really been keeping track of my sleep but that's more or less how it goes), I'll lucid dream, more so I'll see myself laying down on my bed, with the vibrations going, ready to astral project. I don't feel like I lost energy, actually yesterday I slept from about 2pm to 5pm then from about 7pm to 1am, finally I completed the night sleeping from about 4 am to about 6:30 am . I don't feel like I've lost energy, but that's just me probably    

Last time I tried this I remember it also being successful at waking up lucid inside the experience.

First sleeping session I astral projected which I recall, 2nd one I didn't even remember, third one was a lucid dream that I successfully recalled.

Today's a school day, I'll probably sleep early wake up around 1 am then spend 2 hours awake, then sleep the rest of the night. Sweet dreams hope this helps!

So, when I first go out of body, its like I have more power to do superhuman feats, such as jumping of stair wells without getting hurt, even flying. However for some reason there is a limit to the altitude I can fly at. Also a strange thing.. Sometimes when I just enter the OBE state movement becomes difficult, My "astral body" becomes too stiff to move!
But then I have done a secondary OBE. Rolling out of my body once more while in the OBE, and I get more freedom of movement, for example, flying becomes natural and I can reach higher altitude, (haven't checked if there is a limit there though..). Well I was just wondering if anyone has experienced something similar. And even if its just a self imposed limitation from my subconscious, it might turn out to be a good technique for someone to gain more control of their experience.  

A few months ago, I was playing a space game called StarMade.  The game-play works like this, if the character your playing dies in the game, then you return back to a spawn point. I was flying around in my ship, and I accidentally exited my ship while it was in motion. So my ship ended up a long distance from me. I started space walking toward my ship but was intercepted by pirates and the spawn menu appeared.. I quit the game, and went to sleep. I dreamed that night that I safely made it to my ship without being intercepted. And the following morning, I didn't appear at a spawn point. I was right where I was the previous day before being intercepted, with me just about to start space walking to my ship. And this time I safely made it.

I thought of the ghost phenomena, of the popular, flickering lights, that these ghosts sometimes cause. All this has awesome implications. Electricity must be easier to manipulate from the astral. Why? Perhaps because of its insignificant mass.  Well, I'm thinking we my be able to save "screen shots" of our astral travels inside computer memory. Perhaps create complex programs on a computer, from the astral.  There are so many applications in this area.  

I think I may have found something important. Some people may have aspects to themselves that they do not desire to have. Such as recurring negative thoughts. I thought about an idea I read bout. Tulpa's, (sentient solid state thought form (solid in the sense that the thought may persevere or re appear even when not thought about)) and I searched out how one would go about getting rid of a hostile tulpa. http://www.ehow.com/how_8655466_rid-tulpas.html The part I highlighted for myself: "You can also try visualizing the tulpa as disbanding and returning its energy to the universe during sessions." I reasoned that these recurring negative thoughts resemble "solid state thought forms", so I pictured these negative thoughts like a shell, leaving me as if they were no longer a part of me. These negative thoughts r less frequent and less powerful now. I no longer fear negative outcomes like before.
I thought that I may also give myself new qualities which I desire. And that is what I'm currently working on. Visualizing shells of desired qualities coming to me and me becoming them.

I took a philosophical approach to understanding reality and the astral, but it seems as if there is more to it then simply being an observer to reality and having an intent. Ive been reading on the beliefs of ancient Egyptians and found that they believed that even the spiritual side of us needed food, hence the offerings they made to their dead. I've heard mention of how astral travelers recharge themselves at pyramids. How does our need for energy even in the astral, work out in the grand scheme of things? Why cant beings just consume energy from the fabric of reality itself? Perhaps the astral is simply another level of physical reality?

And if we are just pure consciousness then what is stopping us from astral projecting and channeling an IMMENSE amount of energy to change the entire nature of this physical realm to our individual liking? Let me go into the astral and channel enough energy to create another star for example?

What is your experience with willing yourself to feel a certain way while in the astral? We may be used to our environment causing our emotions to go up and down. Perhaps we may have direct control over them ourselves. I mean, at least, here we don't necessarily have to have a life event create a corresponding emotion. It may be something as abstract as biochemicals, or light, that changes our mood. It'd be very useful in a variety of situations, such as an entity that taps into your instinctual fears to get an upper hand in a confrontation.

I wnt to astral project, change my perception of time so to spend maybe a 100 years in one minute of physical reality time. I think... If we just astral projected and slowed down our time perception, wed never have to come back in billions of years. Maybe never. Its one of my goals right now. Any thoughts from experienced ppl here?

For example, would we ever run out of sounds to make music. Would we eventually bore ourselves from experiencing all the potentials? A good example is color, are there a finite number of colors? Or is there infinite potential. This is a question I've longed to have answer. In space we have 3 directions, x,y,z. Would we eventually expend all possible perceivable forms?

In laymen terms, is it possible for there to be an infinite number of possible polygons, each with its own uniqueness, without them eventually appearing redundant to one another (having only slight differences to each other)?

An OBE I had a few months ago. I was outside next to the apartment I used to live in. I decided I wanted to fly, so I flew up..up. Before I knew it I passed by stars and went outside the "universal boundary". To my intrigue the universe was shaped like a cube with a thick greyish white border. Any thoughts?

For example, sometimes you'll find da person dat has a stove and prepares food for you, when I can just materialize it. Has anyone shown these people how to use the power of their mind? What was it like? Were they awed when they could make anything appear with just a thought, thankful even for bringing da fact to there awareness?
Or perhaps they are living in a "physical reality" of sorts. And we are da "super man/woman" to them. You think beings of amazing telekinetic and telepathic capability have come to Earth/are coming to Earth?

After a traumatic event, there were these undesirable, negative thoughts appearing. For example, when attempting to visualize a person the visualization turns out distorted, like something you'd find in the negative astral... Thoughts appear that try to counter my positive thoughts, for example if I were to try to send positive thoughts to someone, again negative thoughts will surge and I could find myself trying to prevent these negative thoughts from affecting da person.
So, I wnt to heal dis in da astral. Thankfully, my mind functions better in da astral.
But I thought, dis could be part of a larger picture. Indeed this could be a form of telepathy. Could my mental radio (I imagine my brain as a radio tuned into my perceiving self) somehow be jammed to the negative astral?

Anyone know how I can do that? Basically OBE to the desired location and place myself right at the desired position and with my intent make that my new bodies location, or is it more complex then that?

Basically, constantly throughout the day, think and feel that you love yourself. I became aware of this effect through a simple lucid dream experiment. There was a tornado, I feared the tornado and it came toward me. I loved myself, and the tornado stopped coming toward me. I was looking to influence my reality in such a way that bad events wouldn't happen to me (3d physical life). So I started this effort, "I love myself!!" And this resulted in frequent lucid dreams!
From lucid dreams it's not difficult. U simply separate yourself from your body, with your intention start the sleep paralysis, and leave the body.
(Imagine u are pealing yourself from your body, pulling yourself out of your body, a force pulls you from your body, etc).

A change of perception due simply to the power of your intent, achieved higher intelligence, looked in the mirror and seen instead of a human, a brilliant light. With just one good intention, do you believe you can forever change the way you perceive in the astral and maybe even here? Instantaneous memorization of anything, a change of personality, acquiring da knowledge and power to transcend your  average astral composed of people and experiences largely molded by your subconscious, and perhaps even a way to leave the physical. There must be many of these transcendent people, considering it just takes the power of your intent to manifest this new reality.
Anyone wnt to share y you think dis is possible or not? Anyone here wnt to do it?

One of my primary questions is, what is so unique about our 3d physical reality that it has the quality of perseverance (resisting change by our thoughts)? Pyramids I believe have the quality of concentrating energy. What if some beings decided they would create a whole environment of their thought manifestations and place it under a universe sized pyramid? The pyramid giving power to the thought manifestations making them more resistant to change, and somehow the pyramid not giving other beings the energy potential to change the creators thought manifestations.

How have pyramids affected your astral travels?
Have you felt an increase in energy when around them in the astral?
Is it easier for you to create objects around astral pyramids?
Is it harder to alter the already existing scenery with a pyramid nearby?
Will placing yourself under an astral pyramid give you the power to alter the physical plane?
warning: may not be safe, Ive heard of the possibility that beings have energy tolerance limits whatever that could mean...

So ya, I astral traveled last night around a small pyramid and had an ice cube appear in my mouth that wouldn't go away even when I spat it out it reappeared in my mouth. (Like us when we astral travel we reappear in our bodies? hmm) There was a lady who told me to eat the ice cube and I ate it and it went away. Could she have placed the ice cube in my mouth on purpose? possibly. But I like to look at the major possibilities.