Here's my problem. And I hate to by a whinny baby about my problems to complete strangers especially when it is about something that is so personal, but I do not know where else to turn to, and was really hoping someone, ANYONE could please shed some light and give me the answers that I seek.
A atheist friend of mine has basically proven to me (without even trying hard at all) that there is no afterlife, that once we die, that is it.
I of course after months of research and stress can not live with the thought of never existing after I die in any conscious way.
I found out about, a challenge made by someone who would give over a million dollars to anyone who could please just prove once and for all in a controlled setting that this OBE or AP belief is real to the point where at least ONE person can claim the money. So far to this day, nothing. NO proof, and no claims.
I heard all the boo hoo excuses of how it is bad karma money, or how money is not important, and blah blah blah.
Then damn it do for free and give the money away to charity.
I do not understand what to believe anymore. Can someone please use reason and logic to help me. Because as far as I am concerned, there is no point of living, I am very depressed with this realization, and I know it is not anyone job to make me feel better. But I can not understand how if there are so many people who make the claims that they can make, but yet no one wants the money? Or at least to prove it is real?
Also the rubber hand and rubber body for inside the mind outside the body experiences is not helping either.
Please someone help me with this. Thank you.
Signed,
Sincerely MR.depressed, and afraid of the infinite end.
A atheist friend of mine has basically proven to me (without even trying hard at all) that there is no afterlife, that once we die, that is it.
I of course after months of research and stress can not live with the thought of never existing after I die in any conscious way.
I found out about, a challenge made by someone who would give over a million dollars to anyone who could please just prove once and for all in a controlled setting that this OBE or AP belief is real to the point where at least ONE person can claim the money. So far to this day, nothing. NO proof, and no claims.
I heard all the boo hoo excuses of how it is bad karma money, or how money is not important, and blah blah blah.
Then damn it do for free and give the money away to charity.
I do not understand what to believe anymore. Can someone please use reason and logic to help me. Because as far as I am concerned, there is no point of living, I am very depressed with this realization, and I know it is not anyone job to make me feel better. But I can not understand how if there are so many people who make the claims that they can make, but yet no one wants the money? Or at least to prove it is real?
Also the rubber hand and rubber body for inside the mind outside the body experiences is not helping either.
Please someone help me with this. Thank you.
Signed,
Sincerely MR.depressed, and afraid of the infinite end.