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I'm very curious about this. How come when I ask a question on here most of the responses I receive are about what I should or shouldn't believe in where most of the time the answers are not even relevant to what I am asking? Same thing happened months ago before I became inactive with this site and that is the reason why I haven't came back in almost a year's time.

I come from a different background from most and I experience things differently from other people. I know my beliefs system and patterns are not what people would expect from themselves but I didn't expect people to tell me that I have an unhealthy relationship with my fiance or that I'm living in a fantasy world.

I never had said I am struggling or being treated horribly by the entities that I associate with so I'm just wondering why people must say these kind of things to me when I'm asking questions about my spiritual life.

Just remembered something that had happened to me recently. I was on the computer and I could feel something like tongues maneuvering around inside my mouth. It was happening constantly but there wasn't any physical property about them that I could see on this physical realm, but my fiance told me telepathically that they are tentacles projecting from my mouth and that it is possibly a new found power/attribute that I am experiencing.

I already know that I'm not originally a human but something harboring some great darkness. I'm still trying to figure out specifically what I really am.

I have no problem and I like being what I am, I just have a hard time coming up with what I can label myself, especially after what happened.

Demon, some sort of monster, something.

Anyone know a way to connect with dark entities more? Like some sort of ritual, or some sort of spell etc.?

Besides connecting with my fiance who is a creature of darkness I have had many encounters with dark-like imps, demons etc. who have made me feel happy and comforted and of course empowered over the past astral projections out-of-body encounters and telepathy. I would like to find a way to connect with them more so I can empower these feelings and gifts I have received over the years.

(I'm not looking for whether or not dark energy is bad, a sign of fear and negativity nor ways to try to harm people/steal people's energy just a way to connect with my element of choice just like any other person who connects with an element).

Thanks 

Been a while since I been on here, but I have a question. I am looking for anything to reference what I been seeing over the course of a year's past.

I have a fiance who I speak to through telepathy etc. And while looking at him with my third-eye I have seen him in his one form, that I know really well, but also his true form which is depicted as a very dark shadowy creature. I don't know the exact height but I'm assuming that he is flexible on how tall and short he is (based on what he has told me). He has very bright red eyes, similar to cat eyes in this form and ground-sharp little teeth. He possesses a non-human animalistic structure in this form as well.

Many times I only see his eyes floating above me in a dark room and other times just lying in bed looking at me with an emotionless face.

I typed many versions of what I say on the search bar for Google and I keep coming up with shadow people/ghosts/animals (but he's not a ghost, just a being from another dimension and  keep getting shadow people are ghost of dead relatives).

I know about as much as what he's told me. "A being created by scientists who tampered with dark energy". He had found a way to create a physical form to match those as an anthropomorphic hedgehog.

I'm not looking for whether or not, "that's an evil entity stay away from it or you're just seeing things". I'm just looking for any clarification and a category I can put this in to what is known to the people on this planet. Like would that be a shadow animal, a type of demon etc.

Hi, I'm just wondering what a standard mythology course in college is all about from those who experienced it or had a friend who took it. I need some insight to know whether or not I should be taking this course or another class.

Recently I had to drop a literature class due to the fact the teacher was very discriminating to my beliefs and my opinions on a story called "Oedipus" which led her to yell at me in class saying to leave and see sent me an email telling me I need to see a therapist.

Here are some important things to note about me:

•I don't believe in the teaching of psychology (I don't believe people can justify with "truth" of why someone does something or what kind a person someone is.) I'm not bashing on anyone who does study Psychology and/or loves it. I don't want to create an argument, sorry, but I'm very big with this and is one of the reasons I dropped my literature class.

•I don't want another teacher signalling me out and bashing on me and also sending me emails to go see a therapist because of my beliefs.

Questions:

•Is mythology about Greek beliefs? or (from what I read online) is it looking though a set of beliefs that are considered to "not be real/myths and how it effects society?"

•Is it a "touchy" subject?



I'm already beginning to think I should change it. It seems a bit touchy for me, and I am quite sensitive about certain things discussed. I rather take something "lighter" like detective literature or child literature for that matter. But I would like to know your opinions.



Here is a description of a Mythology class at my college:

ENG 230 - Mythology

Literary, cultural, psychological, and historical study of mythology including such cultures as Greek, Roman, Norse, Mid and Far Eastern, African, and mythologies of Americas. The course emphasizes creation, nature and hero myths as they shaped ancient civilizations and discusses how these myths affect global cultures today. Three class hours.

Please don't just tell me you like the class etc. I need an honest answer from any of you, from what I described myself above, if this class is right for me. Thanks.

Don't know where the best place for this topic should be.

Hi, does anyone do and enjoy sparring or any sort of battling when in an OOB state? What are your favorite weapons, tactics, skills etc.?

•Who/What do you like to fight with on the Astral?

•How would you rank yourself in terms of strength, speed, etc.?

•What/When was your first battle?

•What are your favorite weapons to use?

•Do you buy them from a store on the Astral or make them with energy?



My favorite weapon I like to use are claws.



•I prefer speed and strength when I fight.

•I manipulate energies to make the weapon I need to use for combat.

•I haven't actually had a battle during an OOB or Projection but I have in dreams of fighting and I work on manipulating energies into the things I use. But I do want to spar with my spirit lover.

I just attempted OOB after a few weeks of not doing it. I was relaxed for a little bit then I felt my bed rock and I woke up. Probably was my spirit lover or me having a spazz attack while awakening.

I went back to relaxation. A few minutes later I got into a deep trance. There was no stinging feeling in this OBE.

What was new to my experience was the amount of empty space I could sense with my eyes closed. It's weird and hard to explain. It looked sort of an illusion kind of thing. It felt as if my surroundings inside my closed eyes where getting larger and more spacious in the darkness.  (Note: This was what I saw, not just a feeling).

During the OOB attempt my right hand, index finger, flicked itself.

I could feel my body get into this inflation /or lifting state (This always happens the many times I attempt OOB). Then I woke up.

I do feel like I am getting better at OOB. I been able to get into the deep state faster this time.

So, what are your thoughts? I need to sleep now. I'm tired.

Just an idea that came into my mind. Has anyone, during astral projecting and OBEs,ever seen someone similar to this?:

I just finished drawing this a few minutes ago. This was an unintentional picture. I was in the midst of drawing something else then I made this.

Your answers will be much appreciated. Thank you.

   I've been looking through the forum and from my knowledge, many people believe in aliens to be the average stereotypical breed with large eyes, massively high IQ that ride in flying saucers.

   I was wondering why most people believe that? Wouldn't a lot spirit guides, entities be considered aliens? And if so, don't they come in the form of angels, demons, animals, humans etc.?

   For me I believe the term "alien" is just a name for a being who was originally from another planet outside of Earth. Based on on that thought, it makes my spirit guides and my spirit lover aliens since they are from different worlds and different dimensions, ie. Planet Mobius.

• I'm just curious to know, do most people's spirit guides originate from Earth?
• What are your thoughts of what Aliens are?
• Do you think your spirit guides are aliens?

Thanks.

Sorry for any misspelling and grammar errors.

[Anxiety]

This was just a strange little dream I had last night.

I remember talking to some guy who wore this black robe and had short black hair. He was telling me how much he hated people and their religion. But more importantly how he did not like when science is not even considered to be anything anymore from others.

This guy was on a master computer while I sat behind him. He told me that he liked me for accepting him and his ideas. I was a bit bewildered at what he said but it seemed like he knew who I was.

Later on I find myself in a sewer as I was confronted by a bunch of guys who wanted to kill me then some kind of power engine in the depths of the sewer blew up and I was engulfed in the explosion.

Some song I never heard was playing in the midst of it. It went something like this;

"(mumble) (mumble) "There is no tomorrow." (mumble) (mumble) "There is no tomorrow."

I eventually woke up and asked my spirit guide about the dream. He suggested that the sewer part was mostly something Anxiety put into my mind when sleeping.

Anxiety is a bad entity of mine who I named since he forces me to get into an anxiety state through many methods. He has long purple hair and lives in some sort of void in my mind. He's more like just the negitive part of me, if that makes any sense.

That's about it.

[Physical Life]

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Physical Life

   Hello, I am from the United States and I am currently in college. I am a 20 year old female.

   I major in Commercial Arts and soon will be transferring into 3D Animation.

   I dream that one day I can get out of the city-like life and live somewhere in nature where I can feel like myself and not deal with the troubling lifestyle that stumped my past and the here and now today.

   I am into gaming, I like; Pokémon, Sonic the Hedgehog, MMORPG (Massively multiplayer online role-playing games) including Digimon Masters Online) and so on.
And I hope this isn't too mind-boggling but I'm very big with the astral realm and spirituality.

Spiritual Life

   I cannot explain everything that I deal and experience in my spirit life since it's such a massive topic for me. But hopefully I get to share more through my profile and threads later on.

   I'm not part of any religion, culture or other known faith to be honest. I go by my own beliefs and intuitions. I do not follow any kind of order/rule of a God/Goddess etc.

   I used to be a traditional Satanist mostly because my ex. boyfriend was one and I had a distaste for other religions. I also used to follow the same path of beliefs as my formal astral friend (IRL) but stopped since he began controlling me and forcing me to believing strictly to his ways and for me to change mine.
I don't have any hatred to religions anymore. For me I just find myself someone who doesn't follow any path but my own.

   I believe in the existence of Demons, Vampires, Angels, Goblins, Fairies, Werewolves, Fictional Characters from Video Games and other media etc. God, Satan, Zeus, Poseidon, all the other biblical, fictional and religious, mystical beings that exist in our knowing in this world and those that don't.

   I don't believe that all demons or other beings considered to be "evil" since I have/had friends both physical and spiritual who are demons. In relation to my belief in that all angels are not always "good" this goes for me as well in a sense. I just see them as entities with many pros and cons just like humans etc. having their own beliefs and ways of life.

   I am a HUGE fan of Sonic the Hedgehog, and over the years I had grown acquainted to my spirit guide and lover Shadow the Hedgehog. Since 7 years ago he was only a mere voice in my mind. I had no idea or any knowledge of Astral Projection but he was always there for me during the rough high school years.

   I also have other spirit guides who I like to consider as my closest friends; Ansem the Seeker of Darkness and many of the Heartless (Kingdom Hearts), Beelzemon & Lucemon from (Digimon), Sonic the Hedgehog (Sonic Franchise), an unnamed Goblin-looking fairy self-proclaimed demon who is also close to me etc. They protect me and love me dearly as they help me throughout everyday life.

More...

   I believe that when I die I will become my "higher-self" which for me is a dark angel. I believe that I will be able to travel to any dimension I can and correspond and experience life on other worlds.

   I love sparring on the astral and spending time with my astral friends.
I am also not a super expert with astral projection but I had a few memorably experiences with OBEs and paranormal-like instances during my introduction to the astral realm from my former friend.

   Currently I am trying to do an intentional OBE and hopefully see more of what Shadow the Hedgehog looks like (based on my reality perspective) and travel to Planet Mobius (Sonic The Hedgehog home planet) & other places, and focus on achieving a positive physical human life.

_{So many "I"s in the start of each paragraph}