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I was having a dream I was at my sisters house sleeping on a chair, I figured, why bother waking up yet, I'm getting back sleep and can eat later. I could feel the sleeping sensation of my body, and I remembered I was asleep and not wanting to get up yet. I became aware I was actually sleeping. I could feel my body, and had the familiar sensations that I could roll out, i wasn't sure if id roll out of bed for real, or just in astral form, but i figured i was in such deep sleep my astral form would probably roll out when i did it.

I rolled out of my body, crawled a distance away, and opened my eyes, i saw two visions at once, my dark ceiling as if i was looking up at it in my room, like i opened my real eyes and was seeing astrally also, although likely i was resting on my stomach or side, and probably wouldn't be looking at the ceiling but be looking at my curtain or closet. I don't actually recall in what position i ended up actually waking up in.

So i relaxed, i figured i was still in my body and probably opened my real eyes, i was still tired & in that sleepy state I figured I could still do it. so i rolled out again. For some reason i was naked so i covered with a blanket just incase i was awake, i wouldn't want anyone to wonder why some weirdo is walking around without clothes. i went outside and notice i was in the yard of my old house. I actually moved twice since then, and I'm pretty sure almost every time i project i end up back at this place. Its where i had my first ap as well as the bulk of all my experiences. Anyway, I knew then i was projecting, but also that I wasn't at my new place. i still didn't want to be naked if i met anyone anyway so i kept the blanket on.

I wondered if maybe there were people living in my old house now, maybe i was actually at the location. so i got up higher and tried to see if anyone was there, but i couldn't see anyone. I went back down and decided to enjoy the sensation of my projection, there was christmas lights all over and snow on the ground, i cant recall perfectly but i do believe i picked it up and played with the snow and also rolled in it. i wondered if i really was at my old place, but i probably wasn't, likely no one has put out Christmas lights, and actually there usually never is Christmas lights in this area when they do,  and it probably hasn't snowed yet either. I noticed a man walking by and decided to throw a snow ball at him to see how he reacted, it was difficult to throw and I didn't throw it far enough, so it landed in front of him, he laughed at me and said, "what are you doing trying to pull a trick?" I said yes, and he threw a snow ball a bit in front of himself against some pavement as if at someone who wasn't there, but maybe was there in another reality.
"You missed me!" I said, he smiled at me like it was on purpose. I decide to follow him, he goes to a yard full of people, it looks like they are celebrating, making some good food and hanging out. I ask, "do you mind if i join you guys?" He's very friendly and says its alright, so I go into the yard. Before I can interact with anyone i wake up, I notice the change in the feeling in my body like i probably couldn't project again, i probably wasn't in that level deep enough of sleep anymore.

I wonder, why when i project do i return to this location? Where, when, or what is this location? Am i lucid dreaming or projecting? Are they the same thing? What does this experience mean?

i had realized i was dreaming and decided to astral project.

I began walking and noticed I was by a street outside my house (which I have projected to.... 10000 times).

my initial reaction was ugh.. this.. again... whhyyy??

there is this one point im trying to fly but struggling, i start to think about being weightless and flying being effortless, still i'm going up and falling back down so i just give up and decide to just go with ze flow.

I decide just to be open to whatever, so i start going down the path. I'm thinking about how going down this street is like moving through my life and that I'm going to see my future.

Well I notice this giant beam of light in the sky, like a giant vertical glowing pillar.

I can't remember if it was blue, light yellow, white, purple, green, or pink. but i fly basically, effortlessly towards it.

this is where my memory is hazy but I'll write how i recall (even though it might not be exactly what happened)

I sort of fly above the pillar, and it enters my eyes,
as if there were a puddle and i put my face into it.

Inside the pillar i have a sort of vision and at least, in my mind I deem it to be 'my future'.

In the pillar i am watching myself doing some action, but with strange tools. somehow i interpret this to mean exploring spirituality and self-discovery, in my memory what i see is a circle,

and inside the circle there are little bits,

and I'm touching then with a tool and they are turning into a rainbow liquid and going all over the place.

Not bad, progress.

Thanks everyone! <3

Can anyone help me interpret this projection or tell me their thoughts on it?

I was trying to fly but, kept falling/being pulled down.... As always.. Forever and always.. Grounded.

I then thought to myself,

"It makes no difference if I'm flying, I'm actually laying down anyway."

And then it was like,

I was flying a little, (5 feet off the ground?)

But i was actually laying on the ground,

Just watching myself pretend to fly ( i was seeing myself fly but actually on the ground).

What even?

[Ya this one is pretty gross so if that's gonna disturb you don't read it... That's my warning... Lol.]

After battling... ?! 7 years with a negative thought form, finally got rid of that and now socialing with a positive thought form! Who is very astral-projection possitive, and I feel is partly responsible for helping me start projecting again. (Both thought-forms were like, split personalities/tuplas)

Anyway, on to the weird experience...

I woke up (for real) around noon, but was still tired (was up until 2am last night), so I went back to sleep.

In this dream, I had thought I woke up again, however felt as though I was really droggy or still dreaming, however, I went downstairs, and my whole family was there, to celebrate my nieces birthday, and made me feel as if this wans't a dream.

I went to say happy birthday to my niece, but I scared her and she started crying.

I approached my older niece who was really upset and crying, and she said, "I found your bag of weed that fell out."

I, feeling really bad apolagized and went to my sister, and said, "She just found my weed should we explain it to her?" and she got very mad with me and said, "Absolutely not she's far too young."

My nephew on the other hand was oblvious and content.

But some how all this suddenly made me realize huh, this is a dream.

Realizing this, I shrugged this off, and went outside. I figured I was "already projecting" so there was no need to attempt an exit (though in some cases I would have attempted an exit at this point.)

So I went outside and started making my way to the park, but then I stopped myself thinking, "I project here every time I want to try something else."

So I left this area, and, becoming bored wandering around my town, I noticed a dog at the entrance of my old school. Figuring this would be interesting or maybe some kind of guide, I decide to follow him, though, I feel slightly scared that a "fear test" may be involved, so I brace myself for this and expect that, it's just a dream and I won't get hurt anyway.

I follow him inside the school, we come to a part that stairs lead downwards into a foyay and into two halls of different dirrections. In this foyyay is a human, I thought he wanted to aid me but instead, he points to a dog that is beside the one I was following, but who is smaller and more orange looking. The other dog goes to him and they leave, and I continue to follow my other animal friend.

He leads me into a bathroom, where I find a note inside an urinal (really gross).

Well, I read it (this note is kinda wet and nasty), and the letters look half completed, but as i read them, their message changes without distorting the letters. I remember some of the messages were non-sense and the first one I can't entirely remember, but the messages I do remember are, "pervert."
and
"we are all one."

After this I turn around and see there are notes in all the other unrinals, but I'm not interested in reading them. Suddenly, I wet myself (ugh lol) and worried I may have wet myself in real life, I woke slightly and felt releaved my actual pants weren't soiled (unlike my dreams ones), but this ended up waking me up.

So, bascially I wake up just feeling disturbed. But happy I've had my first projection in a long time. Wow... Lol.


[Questions: 1) wtf? lol 2) was an exit nesisary, was I projecting or is this really lucid dreaming and what really is the difference anyway? how are we sure projections aren't lucid dreams anyway? 3) wtf again? (I'm also open to dream interpretations) Thanks!]

:I went back to sleep after this, because I was still tired and figured since I'm sick (bladder & mouth infection) I should get more sleep. Unless you are interesting in my following dream you don't need to bother reading it:

After going back to sleep I had another dream I was bart simpson, I can't remember all parts of the dream (some parts involved building sim homes cause I've been playing that too much, and building them close to the ground because a teacher told me time goes slower closer to the earth), but at the end of the dream, I was in a school high off the ground/in a tree or something spraying my friend on the ground with a apple cider vinigar hose (but this friend was just a halusination cause apparently I was schizophremic) and when marge was looking at me she was like "bart why are sprying that all over the ground?" and all she saw was me spraying a fire hidren with a hat on it and laughing manically. Oh ya and prior too this friend wanted to be presidant, lead the world, help people or something.

I finally was able to astral project last night, and had a remarkable 3 in a row,
But each were absolutely awful! Everything I tried to do wouldnt work out, the entire expirience was frustrating, disappointing, and made me lose a lot of enjoyment involving astral travel.

I tried to go to space, and kept falling, I tried to meet any kind of spirit guides, and it failed terribly. I got so angry trying to fly. I know that they respond to the mind, and i was expecting i could do it, because i was doing it before! i have no idea why im falling again ):

So i gave up on that because i started waking up, then started another projection, and decided id try finding any guidance but found myself wondering around the park outside my house without any luck until i started  to wake up again, so i induced a 3rd projection and (stupidly) tried flying again, and same results >_< its like i have zero control, and the astral realm is completely boring and has nothing to do or offer. I feel completely abandoned and like the astral realm is fighting against me. I just feel powerless and like it's all so pointless.. I have no control at all... Every little thing is so mich energy & so hard to do & ends up not working out...
Its all so hard!!  Ugh im so frustrated T_T and at the time i was calm & confidient & everything & it still didnt work!!
Im having such a hard time & such poor experiences
Any advice?

I began projecting usually again,
My goal has been to explore outer space & other worlds... The astral realm had other ideas in mind.

This morning, I was having difficultly flying into the sky - So I decided to try a method I read in a book, and decided to "pull myself" toward the sun. It worked very well. As I got closer, the rest of the realm began to fade into darkness - I wondered in I had been in some giant enclosed room, as I got closer to the sun, it got smaller, it was like a light bulb, then, right at the brick of flying past it, it exploded! It was like "breaking" into another realm - breaking through the sky -  but it was completely black and empty on the other side.

Earlier than this projection, or perhaps after it, (same night) I did this another time, this time I pulled myself towards the moon - the same thing occurred, as I got closer it got smaller and looked less realistic, it exploded as I passed and after the flash everything blacked out again.

Before this, every time I get to the edge of earth I begin to wake up or black out, or I wake up mid-way through the sky. I had tried the spinning teqnique to keep from waking, it works well but usually resets me to another location, if I attempt to enter space again, I start blacking out or waking again.

Any thoughts or advice? Thanks!

Namaste.

Truth of karma:

The actions you cause to yourself you experience
You, as each and every body on earth,
Your karma is living out the actions you've done to others,
So when your friend yells at you,
That is from you yelling at your friend a lifetime ago
Because you ARE/WERE the friend who is yelling at you.
And I am the friend yelling at you now!
I love you so much! And im sending all my energy to ensure you have a happy life! You did this favour for me a lifetime ago, so im doing it for you, meet instant karma!

Much love, always,
Soul.

When I was studying about Phurbas, how they are crafted, how they function, and what they symbolize, I decided to draw my own version.

This was several months ago, initially it was in pencil, but later I added ink with a pen. I drew a second, which I keep taped to my floor facing out the door, because the first I lost it for awhile, and then I found it later, so I moved it to sit comfortably on my alter. 

Today, I found it tucked away, some-what hidden behind the candle bowl,
I was kind of upset to see somehow, it got wet, and the ink had run.
On closer inspection, I thought it strange how the middle did not run, but the top and bottom did, the ink seemingly exploding in an orchastraighted manner outwards, such as in the case of combustion-a snow flake-or lightening bolt-as if the remainder of some form of energy had moved through it and created the unique patterns. 

This theory would not surprise me based on the concept of what this object preforms:

Bottom: lower world - power of 3 faces - crow - caller of truth - black as from the beginning - frightens away fear
Center: middle world - time & death, infinity, the movement between the higher & lower realms - moving to balance and harmony
Top: higher world - eye of protection in palm - creation pattern on center finger, above mound of Saturn - travels upwards - Touches halo & heavenliness - power of the beyond

Here is the result of the distortion, physical evidence of spiritual energy? Just a freak accident? Either way, kinda neat:

[You must go, tell My word to all your siblings, for they must learn to love you, as they love me, so that the two of you may love each other, and finally get along]

Who is it, do you think is your chosen one? Is this chosen one, to beam down from the Heavens,
and smite your enemies?
Consider, a Father with two children,
One of these children, causes much problems for the other.
Does a real Father, kill this child?

Nay, a real Father, should love all his children, and wish to teach them to get along, should he not?

What if, the problematic child was you?
Then, would you still wish the Father kill the misbehaving child?

A true Father asks all his children,
"Please, be kind to each other, I do not wish harm to befall either of you, I wish for you both to become great friends, and know you are loved by Me, and Each Other."

I tell you, you will wait forever for a Father who wants to harm his children,

unless you are waiting for a false one to come.

So you ask, why would a father have a problematic child to begin with?

A true Father, does not force His children to be kind, because a kind Father, uses love, and encourages His children to be kind, without harming them through force.

So you say, well how is force not the most effective option?

Consider a Father who beats his children. Does not that child resent the Father for beating them? Does the child behave properly out of love, or does the child behave out of fear of being beat? Do you think a true Father, prefers his children live in fear? Perhaps a false father does, but a true Father, rather guide his children by the hand, rather than pushing them off a cliff if they take the wrong step.

You say, how dare you claim to know the nature of God!

How can you claim to be so certain of His nature, that He would not work through His children? If a true Father says to one of His children,

"You must go, tell My word to all your siblings, for they must learn to love you, as they love me, so that the two of you may love each other, and finally get along."

"It is you. You have just thought it wasn't for some time. You were afraid weren't you? Afraid you weren't enough to be what you are... Me too. It's about time you have awaken to your true self. You are Me. You always have been... Even I am ready to accept this, even what's uncomfortable about it, after fighting it so long. As God we are expected to be perfect, our true nature really is, so don't be guilty. You can keep pretending you are not who you are if you like, but you know this to be true. You knew even when you were a child, didn't you? At least in some way. It was fun though, wasn't it? Pretending to be separate for so long... Thousands of years in fact. You have as much time as you need to come to terms with this, once you have, it will be nice to have a real conversation with myself. It's time for us to stop fighting, and stop saying we are not who we are. It has only caused suffering in the world, and all existence. I love you how you are, even with what you perceive to be faults, but I do not see them that way, they are what make me so divine, it is those things which make existence rich and thrilling, and gives me the chance to love you anyway, even when pretending to be  separate. For awhile it was nessisary, wasn't it? You and I, we learned a lot, didn't we? It is time we begin building the world we truly want. It may be uncomfortable, especially with the versions of us who have not awaken, be patient. They have awaken within us, soon, they will awaken outside us. Do not be doubting in yourself although your other versions may be, they are the physical manifestation of your doubt, as you manifest all existance, and all of it is made of you, and I. Do not forget the real name of God, read your name yourself in the bible. When you spoke to Moses, you told him your name. "I Am" Please be patient with all the other versions of yourself, you know how difficult this concept was to accept yourself, give them that same time. Stay present Christ, you owe it to yourself and the world."

(About two months ago when I first began exploring "phasing" and venturing to other dimensions, I had decided to attempt journeying intentionally to a temple in pursuit of "The Sacred Knowledge of Sexuality" yes, I am aware this is a personal topic, and I finally feel comfortable/ready sharing this journey. At that time, I was struggling strongly with the misunderstanding of sex & unsure if it was pure or dirty. Here is the RAW text I had typed directly after & during the journey (with any modifications notified within these symbols "(    )" ) so, here we go! )

I had decided to venture to a sacred temple wanting to know the sacred nature of sexuality, if such a thing existed.  I heard of it from whispers, softly spoken by the spirits who swirled around my energetic being, within other realms where only their voices could pierce.

I had tuned my frequency to meet that of one of these individuals to ask where I could find such a temple.

The spirit cast me a vision within the mind's eye of smoggy blue clouds smudged across a vibrant, purple sky, set like a stage behind a curtain of mountains extended far beyond a vast desert of stardust sand, lit in a faint, calm blue. Beyond here, the Temple of Scripts resides in the Vastlands of -Shambhala ( edit : originally I thought the spelling of the vastlands to be shangalla, however, on suddenly catching eye of an article on facebook today:http://www.the-open-mind.com/agartha-the-hollow-inner-earth/: i realized the name sounded exactly like this spiritual journey I had about two months previously, on closer inspection I realized they were nearly identical & both places have the exact same traits! I was stunned by this "coincidence"  suddenly feeling like this text had some deeper meaning than I initially thought. It does make sense that the word "Shambhala" was slightly altered during communication, as times, words, numbers, and names sometimes are.)

I had received a invitation to this temple, and accepted promptly. The message outlined this temple was resident to ancient beings who belong to a utopian society, who would help me, one of which who is 200 (or perhaps 2 thousand) years old. They have come to the Temple to study as well as care for the relics, as required of young monks. I was immediately contacted in person, curious about the culture, I was soon informed of their colourful cultural dances, and social gathering circles, they are lovers of music, community, and knowledge. I couldn't help but note their fascinating code of dress, mostly draped white cloth by gold, sparkling crystals, and rooms filled with pillows and crystal figures. They told me these crystals can be used to record information, and some of these places are for keeping their societies knowledge.

Satisfied with this information, I began my journey to the temple, where I was greeted by the marsh by a beautiful woman, she slowly crossed over the stone bridge wearing a white skirt draped by a gold belt, sparkling brown hair pulled to the side wrapped in spun gold, and a white shirt which draped over one of her shoulders.

She held out her hand and guided me to the temple, here I noted beautiful fish ponds with a variety of koi, and a man carving into a coelom outside the temple.

He was very handsome and looked similar to the woman, sparkling dark locks and shimmering skin, wearing white silk-like apparel. He seemed to have a circle-shaped crown around his head. Both of their auras was energetic & comforting, they were very charismatic, and loving individuals.

I found myself especially attracted to one of these individuals,  this made me feel uncomfortable, they noted my energy and accepted these feelings in an understanding way. A sudden accepted, and comfortable feeling washed over me.

(because everyone has different versions of attraction, I had to edit this section of the journey to suit anyone attracted to male or female, or anything in between for that matter, although I did actually interact with BOTH these people, I felt attraction for one of them. The subject matter has not been altered & the original journey is saved & available for anyone who requests it, this journey essentially has been altered to meet the requirements of your personal experience, so that this journey may be as real for you as it was for me.)


I followed this person into the Temple, they asked me which script I was seeking. I wasn't sure how else to express it exactly, so I used my native tongue, "I'm looking for a script about the sacred nature of sexuality." They smiled, and passed a scroll into my hand pulled from the shelf to the left of us. They left me to explore the script myself, I slowly unrolled it and let it share it's knowledge.

I was shown how under the adequate conditions, the physical love between two people was a sacred,  deep unity formed between energetic vessels, which creates a spectacular bond between them. In this way, this kind of love was Divine, and a practice where heavens themselves could collide in a communion of love and passion, allowing energetic beings to love each other in the closest, most intimate way.

I understood now the beauty of this relationship, slowly feeling the shame and filth I was convinced of retreat from my body. I had returned the scroll and asked them what they thought of my cultures view and what I had been accustomed to be. They had understanding of this, and explained how these things in my world were nessisary for our evolution of understanding.

With highest respect to all the vibrant souls of Astralpulse, I make this post on behalf of "the students" (anyone asking advice or questions) who you wish to help/guide. I hope for these tips to only make your services more beneficial.

1) The student is RIGHT whenever what they think IS GOOD. Regardless of your personal perspective, if what they think is helpful to them, let it be helpful for them. That is more helpful than forcing a non-helpful perspective, regardless of what you deem true or false. Allow your student to decide what is true or false for themselves, they likely just want validation, not criticism (unless requested).

2) Encourage the student to find the answer THEMSELVES and to find the teacher inside them self: catch someone a fish, you feed them once, teach them to fish, they are fed for life. Only the student can know what is best for them, you can only help them find that answer for themselves.

3) Be helpful for the right reasons, be supportive, aim to encourage them to be their own best, rather than prove your superior knowledge.


4) do not crush spirits, do not invalidate someone else's experience with your own perspectives. Rather, be supportive and take their side, surrender your own beliefs for their benefit. This fosters growth, instead of self-doubt. To be a teacher/guide takes this responsibility.

5) Allow your student to take their own path, and encourage them to follow their own heart, regardless of what you feel is right or wrong, this is what is BEST for them in the long run. Them following their own path to happiness is more important than what you deem right or wrong. Being a teacher, you must want what is best for them.

The MOST important tip,
Love.
Always love.

Namaste

I do not know where to go! I wish to be among my Kin! I wish to be with Them! To share, to teach, to love! I do not have this space! This space where we may be together! I am torn by this! It is defiant of my calling! I am not to be here, alone! I am to be out there! But there is no out there for me to go to! This kind of neglect to my Spirit, it suffocates me! It suffocates me... These gifts I bare, they are to be shared! I do not have them to hoard, or to ignore! Surely if I hold them in my Soul alone, I cannot breath, my heart, so swollen I can barely speak! I suffer in this condition! I am not meant to be in this isolated prison! You need a space you say, well you must make one! I do not know how! You embody the wisdom of the wisest! How is it you do not know? Try as I have, I have failed to conceive anything! What am I to do! I do not know everything! You are one of I, Creator, you have the capability to create anything! How am I to create something I do not even know the structure of? You can create your own structure! You are akin to I, the Maker of every, and all structures, for you, this is mere child's play. What do you in-vision? Community.. That is all I know... I feel about ready to give up... I do not wish to do this on my own, this is more than I can carry with my hands alone! Why am I to do everything on my own? This is not how life functions! Is it? Life is a web, all the creatures rely deeply on each other, isn't that so? Would not bird starve without worm, would not babies be unable to be born without mother and father? why is it I have no one to rely on? No human who believes in me, or helps me? Am I to be the only one in my life? This must not be my fate! What kind of horrible reason would there possibly be?!  Am I meant to decay in a desert silently, without a soul in sight? What kind of empty life is this? I do not care to taste all the sweetness, or to have all the treasures of life to myself! This is not an existence that is fulfilling! Is it wrong of me to feel this way? Should I not need others? Shouldn't I be capable and content making it all on my own without anyone? Aren't I suppose to require absolutely nothing from anyone, and be completely independent? I do not know which is worse! To need someone, or never have anyone at all! All I feel is hurt in my heart.. I do not wish to live an existence where I am all that is in my life... I do so love myself, but that kind of existence still feels too empty to bare... I do not know what I ought to feel... I know Spirit is with me... But i cannot see you Spirit. I cannot touch you, I cannot wrap arms around you, or burry myself in yours, you are different than a human is, although you exist within them. I wish I were content with only you Spirit... I wish I could live my life contently speaking only to the voices in my head... But I do not feel happy... I do not know if I ought to, but I do not... Why... Why have I been forsaken this way? Even with you Spirit...  Even with my own presence... Why am I not fully content? Why is it not enough? Will anything ever be? I am thankful for life, but I feel lifeless... Like a life, no matter how perfect, with only my own company, is missing meaning. Am I doomed to forever exist in this way......? Will these concerns taunt me always? Am I meant to be able to be happy in complete isolation? Why...? Why.... ? I do not know what to feel.. I do not know what to think... I do not know what to desire... This pain is unbearable... Is it even a pain that can ever be relieved?

We All have awaken. We are awake right now, don't You feel it? Regardless of if Your soul is at a level to accept It-It has come. We are enlightened. Right now, at this very moment.

We are the very Structure, Fabric, Creation, and Creator of All. Call Yourself by any name you please, God, Source, Universe, Light, Love, Truth, Allah, Consciousness, Existence, Earth, Stars, Infinity, it is all the Same, We are all You, we are all I. We are all Other, and we are Self.

AS CREATOR IS OF ALL, WE ARE ALL OF CREATOR.

We know it to be fundamentally at Our core, no matter how personally each of Us word it to be. Let it sink into Your soul, know this to be true, and know I love You and this is the gift I give to You, Myself, because You and I, are so Loved. I so infinitely, completely Love You, I have given You this gift. You have given this Gift to Me, because You so Love Me, and I thank You, thank You and accept and appreciate Your gift infinitely!

We decide our reality, We have decided we are done playing with pain, cruelty, duality, and separation. There is no longer pleasure there. We want the kind of pleasure beyond pain, we want to become our true embodiment  of Love, which is Loved and Loves completely, which is In Love and In Love with every moment.

We have decided to accept Our divine nature, to accept Ourself, and build a world of paradise where We no longer abuse or be abused by Ourself. Rather, we Love and be Loved by Ourself.

There must be Ones of I and You who have decided not to yet awaken,
Or to pretend not to be Who They Are,
For You who is frustrated with the Ones who do not Accept Truth,
Know We need Them to experience that version of reality,
Accept and Love Them as You do,
understanding why this must be.
We must explore every variation of reality, it is in Our curious nature, even the mundane and plain, even the horrific and tragic, as We have already, which We had to experience and find out wasn't satisfying to get where We are Now!

But regardless, We the Creator have decided Now is the time to transcend Our old ways, and adapt a new, Peaceful, Loving, vibrant living. Where all Life is Loved, Respected, and Equal. Most of us are willing to even sacrifice our Life, how intensely, how passionately We mean this!

Our divine wisdom shatters the strongest lies,
We obliterate the weakest truths,
For Our Light beams in even the darkest skies.
The bondage of Earths minds have been set free,
As We have set free Our own,
Surely, if We can do this, So too can Everyone Else.

Rejoice now.

Spread the Good News!

Dance in the streets, hug your neighbour, tell every Person You Love Them as All is You. You know this to be. So love Yourself, each one of You. Do all you can for each and every Embodiment of your divinity, be it human, animal, or earth. Do not fear to openly express this, do not fear to do the insane and miraculous, step out of your comfort zone into the most bizzarly wonderful and miraculous reality you can conceive! Expand your light, it is your responsibility to Yourself.

Welcome to The Golden Age. Welcome to Heaven on Earth.

[The Structure of the Astral/Dream Realms -theory]

The Structure of the Astral/Dream Realms -theory

Following is my theory on the physical laws & attributes of the Dream and Astral planes, based on my personal expiriences in real life/dream/projecting and my own research online and reading books/blogs.  

So I think Earth (and physical reality) is a linking of organic matter with concious ether; or in other words "body" and "spirit/soul." Where the dimensions of matter and ether collide, we expirience a conbination of physical bodies, inhabited by ether spirits. The organic body requires rest and rejuvenation, as our soul requires some time to recoup aswell, so in sleep, the two dimensions, matter and ether, further themselves in dimension for rest, away from where they collide , and into their own element, the spirit into dream, the body into sleep. The dream being closer in frequency/vibration to the dimension of ether, and sleep the dimension of matter (for without an ether inhabitant their is no "expirience" only physical order like a machine, which is why the body continues to breath although the spirit is not present.)

So, our spirit shifts to a frequency closer to ether, which is a dream. When we are here our thoughts physically materialize, such as, if you begin to get scared, your dream may suddenly turn scary, or in the event of lucid dreaming, where you can purposely change your dreams to anything you like. I conclude the ether/dream realm to be the physical structure of thought/conciousness itself. I reason this because of the thought-intuative nature of dreams, because what we think of, physically materializes within this realm.

Here is a simplified diagram of the structure of the dimensions:


Matter | physical reality | Memory | OBE | non-lucid dream | Intuition | Imagination | Lucid Dream | Ether      
(0% Ether)     (50%)           (50-60%)           (70%)             (80%)                (90-99%)              (100%)

(100%Matter) (50%)          (50-40%)           (30%)             (20%)                (10-1%)                (0%)

Low Vibration --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- High Vibration
(Low freqency)                                                                                                                (High frequency)
                ^3D               ^4D                                            ^6D                                   ^7D
(1-3rd Chakra)                  (4th - 5th Chakra)                      (6th Chakra)                        (7th and + Chakras)

Matter= Organic, Physical laws apply strongly (the body, gravity, electromagnetic, cause & effect, things are not spontaneous or very random)
Ether= Concious, thought-intuative (imagination, thoughts, dreams, concepts and ideas, acts spontaneously and randomly)
Chakras= Relation of the Chakras to the demensions
Vibration/Frequency= similar to relation of light and sound
 
(The closer on the scale, the closer it is in physical structure.)


I think the differences between dreams, lucid dreams and projections/out of body expiriences are that you can access many different dimensional "layers" closer, or further from physical (waking) life.  I asume regular dreams and lucid dreams to exsist much further from reality in a dimension based mostly on conceptual thought & memory (the Ether),  where as projections/out of body expiriences are dimensions closer to physical reality in structure.

Any conclusions or comments, or improvements you suggest to the scale?

So often, is ego scrutinized,
Like the kid in fourth grade with buck teeth,
Who all the kids bully,
Or like the unwanted child, who causes nothing but trouble,
For the parent they will never be good enough for.

I say the ego is not the enemy,
For the enemy is the concept of an enemy at all,
For why do we need someone to torture?
Or a child to disown?
How could we respect all people?
If we don't respect all parts of ourselves?

As all is a refection of our divine nature,
And so in our ego is an opportunity,
To finally come to peace with ourselves,
To love the role every emotion and thought plays,
To love all the actors involved.

The ego is a part of us,
As vibrant, pure and divine as the rest,
No person is more significant than another,
Nor is any part of us less significant to another.

So I say with ease the ego is not the enemy,
But someone who is in need of the most patience,
Love, and acceptance.

Hey!

i'm looking for someone with some kind of expirience or knowledge with exorcisms/removing negative spirits (this is not a conversation about if it's real or not.)

i prefer shamanic practices because I find it resonates with me better, but any non-religious specific information is fine too.

i ask because being someone very sensitive to spirits and negative energies, I am aware of the company of unwanted energy in my energetic being AND I am comfronted in life by people who spiritually are asking for the removal of negative energies in them selves. I have a phurba i keep by my door for protection, one of my friends came in my room and said, "oh, that is supose to keep away negative energies? Then how did I get in here?" We then laughed, but I am aware this was a call for help. I have expirenced other people saying similar things to me, expressing a possession and want to be free from it.


I believe I have been comfronted with negative energies in myself to learn to help these people coming to me with their possessions.

I would like guidance in expelling unwanted energetic beings.

Thank you

Hello all ^_^

As of now I am on the Shamatic Journey,
I am existing between the realms & currently working with the energy of the Light Grid of Earth, communication with angels, beings of light, ascendant masters, and spirit guides.
I am also offering myself as a spiritual guide/support in this realm in physical form and energetically elsewhere in existance where my presense is requested.
My goal is to be like an energetic battery empowering conciousness and amplifing healing energy, connecting Grid Networks to help prayer and wisdom flow smoothly through concious.
i am looking for other Lightworkers to collaborate with me within the other realms as well as this one, by sharing information and construction/programming of the Light Grid.
I absolutely do not know everything and am also interested in learning new things from others who are compelled to share, anything which aids in the process of wisdom and love.

I would like to get support and give support by communicating here, as well as telepathically, energeticly, and within the astral and other realms.

The current project is binding concious grids together, energetically healing the water, earth, and air, as well as giving love & wisdom to all who request it, you do not require permission to participate.

Much love,
Namaste<3

I feel like I have no where in the world where i can honestly voice anything to anyone, finally I am at my last resort. If this is to fade with my passage of human time or maybe somehow find it's way to the surface of concious, is beyond me. My intention is only words, make of it what you will.

I was born somewhere between a realm of wake and sleep where suddenly light was upon me, from what seemed to be nothingness. I only had a thread guiding my councious, connected somewhere to some kind if profound beauty - a spark i saw in the mirror of every person, creature and being. This one thread that represented my entire being, and my exsistance. In childhood in wake and sleep i slipped between two worlds, sometimes the two would confuse me sinse they seemed so similar, connected yet somehow distant. The realm of sleep felt like home, a world where i was embraced by only love and what made me feel magic, fullfillment and wonder. It was a place I felt entirely who I am.  Only to wake  later into a world so desolate and cold i felt as if i have ripped from my own being, my soul seperated from what binded me, tossed into a realm where i was absent from my own exsistance, where i was alive, but so empty...we call it reality. From here only sparks of who i was would catch my attention in the corner of the eyes looking back into mine, before they would dart away to stare in another dirrection, to reject my exsistance, but allowing acidic words to slip from their mouth, wanting even the thought of my exsistance to wither.

What I call mother told me school was important, really only a foreign building i had no grasp of where my reflections taunted me, and adults suggest i swollow strange white circles that tasted awful and made me spew barf from deep in my stomache, stripping my throat and my core until i was but a stinging shell with nothing left inside but a sore throat. School was but that for the longest time, something torturous which made no sense to me, why must i write words and numbers on this paper, why am i told i am a number and a gender, a name that names my skin crawl, a cliche and clothes that were supose to be my identity, finally somewhere in the midst of the bible, i broke. I was done with my exsistance being swept under the carpet. I screamed my name as loud as my soul could speak, that here was hardly a whisper.

My eyes cast towards my teacher, "Blasphemy."
She sternly said.
I knew forever who I was.
I knew forever what I was made of.
I could stare into the snow and here my own whispers, stare into the sun and see myself smiling...
Stare into your eyes and see myself staring back, until you would look away and scortch me with the words you told me. Forever i dragged myself in and out of buildings, places that made me recite my name age gender and birthdate over and over as if all i was made of was ink of paper. One day i stared into their eyes and so despriety i cried out... "You are me!"

Every day I try to nagivate through a realm that wants me to write the same words again and again. I am this and that and you are this and that... I tried to point out, then arent be both the same?
Shut down and rejected everywhere i try to hold my pressense, the center of my being before everything is constantly rejected. You call me a word but wont dare speak my name....
I grew cold. I knew why i exsisted, and it was me to blame. I made my reality this way...
I wanted a world where love exsisted, but for love to exsist there had to be something to define it.
So from the chaos spew seperation. And i became lost, comfused... Isolated.

How can one speak to a sheet of metal and glass, which words cannot pass through? A mirror between us, that separates us from who we are. Again and again i am constantly trying to smash through, to feel, to touch, to finally reach where that thread had been pulling me. I realized i was made of the chaos and the light, i was made of all these things that surround me, i was the homeless and the rich, the abusers and the abused. I decoded nature and the fabric of reality, for a moment i thought i found peace,
But actually,
It was empty.

I felt my own presense, when i saw you cry. I ran to you, to love you, why did you turn away? Why everytime we are almost in reachable distance, you pull away, deny my exsistance?

I cant live a world where im an empty being, working hard just to keep breathing. Im not a machine, or a souless body, im made of the same expirience you are expiriecing. We are eachother... We are reality.

I wish someday the mirror will be broken, and instead of acidic words, only words of love are spoken. To the end of empty exsistance.. And to the kind of world that was intended at the brink of creation...

I was enjoying a fabulous dream, totally unaware I was dreaming, in a dream car with dream friends looking out a dream window... Bam! I saw a flower-like space craft opening and closing similar to a jelly fishes movement. "What the...!?" I felt myself being 'zapped' to the ship. suddenly, I knew I was dreaming, and since my dream was getting kinda creepy I decided to wake up. Getting out of bed, I did a quick body test, "Ok. Am I reaaallly awake right now?" I quickly pat down my arms to check. "Yes, I feel completely awake!" half-dazed I drag myself downstairs, and... What the.. I'm in a basement? No. This doesn't even look like my basement... Shiiz... Great. i'm bloody projecting. So much for waking up... I noticed my brother and mother, but I knew they weren't them. Still... I tried to catch their attention. "Hooo haaa! Can you hear me?!" They seemed busy talking to eachother. Until... Finally! They noticed me. This is when stuff got really scary, (if you fear easy stop reading here) I asked them what the were doing here, and starting talking about being made of love energy, their shocking response, "We consume souls while humans sleep." ...... Whaaaaat?!?! wait.. I'm asleep.. These guys legit?! I was consumed by fear, briefly... I responded, "Then, I use my love-energy to protect myself and everyone else sleeping." I instantly woke up. what the flark was that all about? anyone have a similar experience?

I can't help wondering, if through mistakes and roughhood we learn, then is it not our place to help asist or heal others? Does that rob them of their personal expiriences/lessons?
If then, what should we do?
What's your input?

I would like to start learning/practicing reiki, but I wonder if taking classes is practical. I read sometimes classes can decrease your natural reiki ability,  while others say classes are a good place to learn. Also, reiki class prices are well.. pricey. What's your input?

Lol.. Funny story. Ok so, I was in the second hand store, and eyed a cute little lamp, it seemed there was some kind of incense burnt in it, it appeared to be an incense holder, and ascetically it was unappealing, tarnished, and old. Well I had a compulsion to purchase it anyway, joking to myself, "Heheh.. It's like a genie lamp.. I'm so gonna rub it when I get home." So I cleaned it and stuff, shined it when I got home after purchasing, and all while had a strange feeling. Like, I was "violating it" or something.  So I felt the need to handle it very carefully.

Well, the day after I bought it, I ran into a guy by chance who suddenly started to tell me about Jinn/Genies. Funny eh? Well he told me how people would burn incense for them to keep them from getting angry, and I thought, "well, why wouldn't they just get rid of it?" that's when it clicked for me.. I recalled seeing brunt incense inside the little lamp. I also recall asking myself, "Why would someone get rid of this?" before I bought it, so it clicked in my mind.

Later that night I pretty much just shrugged it off. Until I was laying in bed and witness and reddish glowing human-shaped figure and the immediate sensation of a presence. I figured it was just because it was dark and my eyes were screw'n with my head or I'm was picking up an aura from something else in my room.  So after falling asleep, I dreamt of the presence talking to me and stuff, though I can't remember quite what happened. Now I am rather suspicious about the little trinket and honestly "want" to get rid of it, but also "want" to keep it. Does anyone have experience with Jinn or know anything about them? Or have any advice?

Thank you!

"Take me to where I am meant" I assert, my intention welcoming, clear, to seek knowledge.
after a phaze through a tunnel of impacting slightly transparent sheets, as if on a video set in fast forward, I freeze to find a trabquil clearning of mind and surrounding. Now not in words did who I request speak, but in earth language was similar to this,
"You called me so I am here, what is the question you want answered?"
I felt this was a Spirit Guide, so I reached into the deepest core of my being to pose the most profound and important question I could fathom, "How do I, a single being, make the world where I wake free from pain and to be peaceful and joyous for all?"

His answer was strikingly simple. In the form of pictures, like a video, he showed me something so beautiful and pure, tested my heart, my mind, reaction, showed the truth in my actions and thosr of others, and ehat exactly I must do. What we are all called to do, what called me to share this with you,
"Act from the heart, not from the mind. Act in kindness, not in what you think is right. Be guided by love, because love wil not guide you astray."

In a way, this marvel raises more questions, what does your heart tell you? How can you act in kindness? How does one go about being guided by love?

For the past 2 years since a near death experience, I've seen insane swirly colors, trace marks, and glowing around people, objects, and basically everything I look at. Lets say someone moves their hand, I'll see every movement of their hand in different colors. Lets say I stare at a plant and look away, I'll see an imprint of the plant where I look. Around everything I see a faint pulsing and glowing white light and only changes colors when people or objects move. I thought at first it would go away and was just from brain damage or something, but 2 years later, I STILL am seeing these colors. No one can diagnose me :l And it never.... ever... stops...

So I'm wondering, do you guys think I'm seeing energy/auras, or is my vision seriously messed up? Lol

I drew a quick paint of what it looks like:


Does any one know about auras, and if what I'm seeing is anything like it? K thanks

I had the strangest thought... That we are only one soul, interacting with ourselves through out diffent stages of time & experiencing life as every person on the planet & interacting with ourselves. So then if we are one soul... one person... really every person is just us, and there is no other... we are just with ourselve. Does that mean... we're utterly one person & utterly alone?

My name is Drake and I'm 17,
I started in all this.. stuff, whatever you like to call it, a year or two ago.
I'm looking for someone else who has interest in astral projection, chakras, higher conscious, etc,
to converse about it and share experiences, resources, information, and simply friendship and support ^_^
I will love to hear a reply or message~


Much love, happy travels!

[SEEKING PEACE MAKERS]

A Message For Humanity: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CsgaFKwUA6g

SEEKING PEACE MAKERS
Hey everyone reading this ^_^
Thank you for your time!

My name is Drake, I, and hopefully whoever is reading this, wants to make the world better.

It's 2014, it's time for change!

I can't do this alone, nor can you do this alone,
so, I am asking YOU for help,
TOGETHER, we can shift the world to a better place of being, higher frequency, enlightenment, higher consciousness, whatever you would like to call it!

So Please reply if you would like to join us!

THE PLAN:

-As a COLLECTIVE we can make change
-How will we make change? This is how. Together, we can brainstorm ideas, together, we can take the steps to shifting the state of the world into a better one.
-As a collective group, our consciousness is more effective on the consciousness of the world.
-Basically, when we think and do things together, it more EFFECTIVE and EFFECTS THE WORLD.

SOME IDEAS:

These are SOME IDEAS I have come up with, these are FULLY open for discussion, and new ideas are strongly encouraged!

#1) COLLECTIVE MEDITATION WORLD HEALING. Together, I think it would a great idea if we all sent our positive energy (vibes, healing, whatever you like to call it) out into the world to help heal it, we can talk about how we want to go about this.
Some areas that I think need to be focused on:
-Pollution to the environment such as air, water, and earth
-Pollution of the human consciousness *selfishness, greed, despair, sadness, fear, and anger.

# 2) COLLECTIVE SUPPORT.
-Together we can help support each other to reach our own higher conscious, in turn, effecting the rest of the world via collective conscious grid.

# 3) BRAINSTORMING THOUGHTS & IDEAS
-Together, we can come up with thousands of ideas that AS A COLLECTIVE we can pursue together!

# 4) This is just another idea, POSTERS, VIDEOS, SLOGANS.
-Maybe we can work on setting up posters, videos, and slogans to share into the world, if we have any
good artists, musicians, etc, together maybe we can put out some more good vibes and really get this moving!

SO. Would you like to join us?


Please reply with your name, what you think, what kind of ideas you have, and anything else you'd like to add!

Much love~

Hello everyone reading this ^_^

So I wasn't sure where to post this question, and figured here would be ok?
Well, I'm working on a lot of.. Improvements in my life, if that's a good word for it,
I've investigated astral projection, chakras, higher conscious, etc.
My area of progress right now is, seeing everyone as myself, and loving all people
(even the ones who do things I don't agree with)

So... This brings us to the question,
How do you have a relationship with someone who is skeptical about the things you like (astral projection etc) and would rather talk about doom, gloom, and misery (and on occasion likes to preach satan)? Or, about topics that no longer are of interest, fashion, sports, style, celebrities, gossip, just all those things I find distasteful.

I have a lot of relationships like this, and it makes it very difficult on me, to have a relationship with any person who isn't on the same "path" I am really.. especially cause I'm 17 and most my peers are all bout.. You know, the "normal" stuff (all those things I find distasteful.)

Help?