Hi, everyone. This is my first time I am posting on this forum. I apologize for the long post but I want to describe my experience as clearly as possible. I think I managed to Astral Project for the first time and I want your opinion as I am too confused.
It all began while I was lying in my bed and waiting for the alarm to go off. I had about 1 hour left so I had to relax and sleep. Then I realized that I am relaxed enough to be in a dream or something and I attempted to raise my body. I did raise it up to a point but I find heavy resistance among with a high pitched buzzing. I tried again but I used as much force I could, trying not to wake up. I started spinning and I started to hear some kind of strange noises (some were robotic voices). As I spin I started to lose my control and fade, I became angry because of failing again. Then I remembered that each time I do this my heart pump like crazy but right now I don’t hear my heart beating so hard nor my heart chakra. Then I focused on the heart chakra and made it to beat harder and faster.
Then it happened, just a few beats, they were more than enough to separate completely. I couldn’t believe how easy it was. After the separation I had a faint, blurry and very narrow vision. I wanted to run away from my body to avoid its pull. I was flying backwards and close to the floor in my house. But it wasn’t my house, it just looked like it but had unknown corridors and rooms. I was too scared believing that something might attack me (I observed many unconfirmed moving things while flying), I let it go and returned to my bed.
I tried again, pumping energy from my heart chakra and I did it again. This time I stayed in my room and looked at my sleeping body (I was a bit scared to look at first). It looked exactly as I left it, sleeping on its side. I looked at my astral hands for a moment, they looked fine except the color was a bit off (slight purple and reddish). I decided to approach my sleeping body. As I flying towards it, for a moment I saw two very bright spots/strings/light flares at my left about 1m from my bed, they were purple and green and they were close to my feet. I approached my body but I didn’t feel any pull at all (or it was so weak I could easily overpower it). I looked closely at my face and decided to end the astral projection (or whatever it was) by gently entering my sleeping body.
I couldn’t believe that I did it 2 times!! I wanted to try again!! The same way, raising my body up to the point I meet the resistance and fire up my heart chakra. A few beats and I was levitating in my room!!! I decided to fly upwards and while I was between the clouds I decided to go to the Akashic Records. I kept this in my mind as I flew through the clouds. Then large black temple like buildings start to appear (I found a photo with two temples that look like the ones I saw). I said: which one of those is the Akashic Library, I will just land to the largest building I see. After a while a large black building with two massive round pillars appeared and immediately I thought that this could be. I landed in front and I observed the large half open door. Then I saw some people but I already started to fade and returned to my bed.
I cannot distinguish this experience from a lucid dream so I need your opinion. The only difference from a lucid dream was at the first stages of separation I could feel my real body and I could wake up any time I wanted. The feeling was strange as I was receiving data from 2 bodies. After a while I was only feeling my astral body. Also the color of my hands was different (in lucid dreams my hands look unnaturally real).
It all began while I was lying in my bed and waiting for the alarm to go off. I had about 1 hour left so I had to relax and sleep. Then I realized that I am relaxed enough to be in a dream or something and I attempted to raise my body. I did raise it up to a point but I find heavy resistance among with a high pitched buzzing. I tried again but I used as much force I could, trying not to wake up. I started spinning and I started to hear some kind of strange noises (some were robotic voices). As I spin I started to lose my control and fade, I became angry because of failing again. Then I remembered that each time I do this my heart pump like crazy but right now I don’t hear my heart beating so hard nor my heart chakra. Then I focused on the heart chakra and made it to beat harder and faster.
Then it happened, just a few beats, they were more than enough to separate completely. I couldn’t believe how easy it was. After the separation I had a faint, blurry and very narrow vision. I wanted to run away from my body to avoid its pull. I was flying backwards and close to the floor in my house. But it wasn’t my house, it just looked like it but had unknown corridors and rooms. I was too scared believing that something might attack me (I observed many unconfirmed moving things while flying), I let it go and returned to my bed.
I tried again, pumping energy from my heart chakra and I did it again. This time I stayed in my room and looked at my sleeping body (I was a bit scared to look at first). It looked exactly as I left it, sleeping on its side. I looked at my astral hands for a moment, they looked fine except the color was a bit off (slight purple and reddish). I decided to approach my sleeping body. As I flying towards it, for a moment I saw two very bright spots/strings/light flares at my left about 1m from my bed, they were purple and green and they were close to my feet. I approached my body but I didn’t feel any pull at all (or it was so weak I could easily overpower it). I looked closely at my face and decided to end the astral projection (or whatever it was) by gently entering my sleeping body.
I couldn’t believe that I did it 2 times!! I wanted to try again!! The same way, raising my body up to the point I meet the resistance and fire up my heart chakra. A few beats and I was levitating in my room!!! I decided to fly upwards and while I was between the clouds I decided to go to the Akashic Records. I kept this in my mind as I flew through the clouds. Then large black temple like buildings start to appear (I found a photo with two temples that look like the ones I saw). I said: which one of those is the Akashic Library, I will just land to the largest building I see. After a while a large black building with two massive round pillars appeared and immediately I thought that this could be. I landed in front and I observed the large half open door. Then I saw some people but I already started to fade and returned to my bed.
I cannot distinguish this experience from a lucid dream so I need your opinion. The only difference from a lucid dream was at the first stages of separation I could feel my real body and I could wake up any time I wanted. The feeling was strange as I was receiving data from 2 bodies. After a while I was only feeling my astral body. Also the color of my hands was different (in lucid dreams my hands look unnaturally real).