Don't really know how to help as such but I usually try to look for a lesson to be learned when something weird starts to happpen on a regular basis.
It seems obvious that you have a deep connection with her. Also it seems that while she seems to have a similar connection she also tends not to choose you.
Maybe the esson is that love on the physical doesn't necessarily translate to being together? I went through that particular three time before I got it.
I'd suggest that you think about why and how you have formed this connection and if the phemomena are related to either your feeling toward her or to the (possibly ignored) lesson.
Scepticism, like fear, is a useful servant but a bad master. The world and life are stranger than most people allow for.
2cents & L&L
jouni
It seems obvious that you have a deep connection with her. Also it seems that while she seems to have a similar connection she also tends not to choose you.
Maybe the esson is that love on the physical doesn't necessarily translate to being together? I went through that particular three time before I got it.
I'd suggest that you think about why and how you have formed this connection and if the phemomena are related to either your feeling toward her or to the (possibly ignored) lesson.
Scepticism, like fear, is a useful servant but a bad master. The world and life are stranger than most people allow for.
2cents & L&L
jouni