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Ok this all happened about 2 to 3 months ago and lasted for about two weeks. Well it started out one night with me laying in bed doing my energy work and preparing to project. Anyway I'm doing the full body circuit when I feel movement and pressure to my right like something is moving around on the bed I stop what I'm doing and and focus my attention trying to see if it was just my imagination after about I'd say a minute or so I decided it was and then decided to go bad to my energy work, right before I started however I felt the bed sinking in again to my right about six inches from my body and I had a very strong impression of someone there and that the indention was a knee. I knew that it was nothing in the physical because I had already open my eyes and taken a look so being in the meditative state I was in I willed my astral vision to come into focus and instantly it did I was looking directly at my ceiling, from this perspective I couldn't see what was next to me so I forced the perspective to change over to my right. What I seen was what looked like a man on one knee looking down at the foot of the bed. I probably spent about 20 seconds looking at him when he turned around I realized that it was me. We made eye contact and instantly the expression on his face changed from one of anxiety I'd say, to one of pure rage and hatred, he looked severely ticked at me. Instantly he hopped over and landed on top of me and proceeded to rain punches down at my face. Aparently some how the paralysis had managed to sneak up on me without me knowing, because when I tried to move I couldn't all I could do was sit there and take the punishment he was dishing out. I could feel punches landing although they didn't feel like real punches in the physical there was a feeling of force behind them and I could feel a sharp sting everytime one of them landed and a strong metallic taste in my mouth and nose. Finally I manage to twist my head over to the left, broke the paralysis my astral vision switched off and it was over. I got up moved around, felt at my face, I wasn't really injured but my face was definatly tender with a type of raw feeling, and the metalic taste was still there. At this point I opened my window turned the fan on and lit some candles and inscence. I did a cleansing ritual and prayed. After about 4 hours I decided it was safe to attempt sleep, of course I was wrong because as soon as I would become relaxed my astral vision would kick in with the paralysis and he would continue to attack me. Anyway like I said this continued for about two weeks I was suffering from a major lack of sleep and my rope was at it's end I had tried everything I could think of to do I had finally decided that I wasn't going to let this thing run my life. I laid down in bed with the intent to project and start dishing out some punishment of my own, I prepared myself by doing some protective rituals and visualizations but when I got out it wasn't there nor have I come into contact with it since. Anyway I was just doing some surfing and came across some case histories about doppelgangers in which almost every one I've read where people see their own end up with their death in the near future. Anyway I've just got a bad vibe about this and any ideas you guys have on this would be appreciated.

What's going on, it's not like I'm saying anything offensive, more like the flow of information is being contolled.

Ok to start off last night I was feeling quite sick and my throat was progressivly getting more sore.  I decided to do some energy work to see if it would help out.  I started as I usually do with the full body circuit and then into some chakra stimulation.  Only difference this time was that as I did the excersises I worded everything that I was doing in my mind and it seemed to  help me focus my awarness more intensly.  The thing is from the very beginning of my exercises I felt an intense burning where ever I pushed the energy, I could almost feel flames licking my skin and inside me.  Except it wasn't even slightly unpleasant, just very intense and different.  I've had localized burning everynow and then and even blisters resulting from energy work but nothing on the full body scale.  This continued up until I finally reached my brow and crown centers where it felt as if my head had turned into a furnace that was about to blow from the heat and pressure.  I even started to perspire heavily.  At this point I apparently fell to sleep even though I was wide awake at  that moment I have no memories afterwards.  I woke up feeling much better, but also I felt much lighter for whatever reason.

Well I had a similar situation happen when I was in middle school...I had came home from a very bad day threw myself down on the bed and begged for god to take me that I didn't want this life anymore.  Almost as soon as I finished that thought I felt a very powerful wind pulling me from my body trying to get me out.  Well it managed to pull out my entire body...except for my head...It felt like my 2 heads where locked together, I tried to help the wind out and push against the bed but had no luck.  Finally I just gave up and when I did my heads separated and I was pulled away very rapidly.  Next thing I remember is waking up the next morning.  I think the problem was simply physical tension...cause when I quit fighting I just slipped out. Hope that helps.

That is definitely common. Fortunately things that occur like that when working with energy tend to go away quickly. Muscle aches, bruises, marks on the skin, and blisters can occur. Old injuries which did not heal completely will be irritated and then healed. Sicknesses can show up and then pass away. You can take medicine for pain if you want to.

I wish I knew of a place like that.

Nice Job!  It's good to see progress being made on the board.

quote:I soon realized that I was too far asleep than I needed to be so I brought myself awake

How do you wake yourself up?  Do you get out of bed, walk about a bit, stretch, stuff like that?  Because I'm always waaay too tired to continue at night.


Glad you could share all your experiences with it with us.

~Squeek

Hi Matthew, the same thing happens to me, it's like having xray vision, even tho the eyes are closed you can see everything. I have been wondering if this is already projecting? Never really thought about it until recently. I do know that when I can see with my eyes closed that I  will AP if I do not close myself off.  

Because of what I have seen I do not think you are hallucinating. Parallel worlds is what I think.

take care, Lyn [8D]

The trance state can be scary with all these surprises. What you can do is to stifle the fear with positive thinking. Say a honest prayer, surround yourself with good feelings, think of love, light, peace. Also avoid going to bed with a bloated stomach.