New here but I've been following for a few weeks.
I vaguely recall being able to AP when I was younger. I'd float to a small library filled with books and other people I seemed to know. I don't recall their faces. It was a common occurrence for a while until it stopped altogether as I grew older.
The last 10 years I've been studying and I've had 3 different people tell me that I was "special" for a reason or my aura was beautiful. I had never told them of my AP experiences. I've been more in tune with my ability lately. I experience the strong vibrations, the buzzing but I haven't been able to pull myself out. I know part of me is fearful and I've been working on that.
Anyway, last night my sister gave me a 1mg xanax which knocked me on my butt and there was a lot of in and out of my body and sleep paralysis, false awakenings which I swore were real.
Now, the 1st time I went through the vibrations and immediately I was floating. A little sideways and I believe I felt like my knees were bunched together and my fingers were stiff. I floated around my apartment trying to interact with my animals. Woke up with some sleep paralysis. Out again and I was outside at night and there was an older couple getting out of a car and I think I was trying to help the man get out of the back seat. The people weren't really surprised top see me floating around or helping them. They were very nice. Then I ended up in another older couple's home. They were on the couch, think we had a chat. Again the husband had some sort of ailment, cast on his foot and I tried helping him try to stand or something. Woke up. Back again to what seemed like my apartment. There were 3 maybe early teen girls. Ginger hair, fair skin and all seemed to be a little amazed at my appearance. They were friendly and we talked, or I tried but I was actually trying to speak in my sleep so my words were like slurred so I tried to use my hands. Anyway, for some reason I started picking up random objects with my hands without touching them and I guess I was showing off for some reason. I remember them saying to me that I'm just going to progress and tomorrow is going to be like a whole new world to me. At this point I'm not sure if I fell asleep or what but my sister was in my kitchen and I was showing her that I was able to change the color of her hair by thinking the color and using my hands. I turned her hair ginger.
Also, earlier that morning I feel into the vibrations and floated up but couldn't move and for the 1st time ever I heard male and female voices but no one was there. They kept saying "she's almost there or she's doing it." It sounded like more than 2 people. Freaked me out and I woke up.
Now, I've tried various methods but I'm only able to AP spontaneously and I can never see clearly or get out.
Any thoughts, suggestions, advice? Was this a real AP?
I vaguely recall being able to AP when I was younger. I'd float to a small library filled with books and other people I seemed to know. I don't recall their faces. It was a common occurrence for a while until it stopped altogether as I grew older.
The last 10 years I've been studying and I've had 3 different people tell me that I was "special" for a reason or my aura was beautiful. I had never told them of my AP experiences. I've been more in tune with my ability lately. I experience the strong vibrations, the buzzing but I haven't been able to pull myself out. I know part of me is fearful and I've been working on that.
Anyway, last night my sister gave me a 1mg xanax which knocked me on my butt and there was a lot of in and out of my body and sleep paralysis, false awakenings which I swore were real.
Now, the 1st time I went through the vibrations and immediately I was floating. A little sideways and I believe I felt like my knees were bunched together and my fingers were stiff. I floated around my apartment trying to interact with my animals. Woke up with some sleep paralysis. Out again and I was outside at night and there was an older couple getting out of a car and I think I was trying to help the man get out of the back seat. The people weren't really surprised top see me floating around or helping them. They were very nice. Then I ended up in another older couple's home. They were on the couch, think we had a chat. Again the husband had some sort of ailment, cast on his foot and I tried helping him try to stand or something. Woke up. Back again to what seemed like my apartment. There were 3 maybe early teen girls. Ginger hair, fair skin and all seemed to be a little amazed at my appearance. They were friendly and we talked, or I tried but I was actually trying to speak in my sleep so my words were like slurred so I tried to use my hands. Anyway, for some reason I started picking up random objects with my hands without touching them and I guess I was showing off for some reason. I remember them saying to me that I'm just going to progress and tomorrow is going to be like a whole new world to me. At this point I'm not sure if I fell asleep or what but my sister was in my kitchen and I was showing her that I was able to change the color of her hair by thinking the color and using my hands. I turned her hair ginger.
Also, earlier that morning I feel into the vibrations and floated up but couldn't move and for the 1st time ever I heard male and female voices but no one was there. They kept saying "she's almost there or she's doing it." It sounded like more than 2 people. Freaked me out and I woke up.
Now, I've tried various methods but I'm only able to AP spontaneously and I can never see clearly or get out.
Any thoughts, suggestions, advice? Was this a real AP?