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[MOON]

Hello Everyone, ive been trying to lucid dream for a while now, but have not suceeded, till now!

about two nights ago...I had been hanging out with my friends at the lake, (in Real Life) we were looking up at the stars and the moon...the MOON here, is important as it relates to my lucid dream that night...

I went to bed, and had many short, non-lucid dreams as usual....but then, I found myself walking slowly on this brick plaza-like walkway along what seemed to be a beach. (because there were Palm Trees) I was walking forward with my head turned to the left looking at the sky....I then stopped in my tracks as I saw a very large, shiny, glowing object moving out from behind the trees from my right to the left when I was facing it. It was "the moon" no doubt in my mind. I was intranced by it. It was beautiful. it was most likely 3-5 times as big as a full moon is in real life, it had a faint glow as if it had an Aura, and it was smooth, Silver, and Metallic looking. 

Anyways, I had stopped in my tracks because I came to the sudden realization that the REAL MOON, isnt that big, isnt silver or smooth, doesnt move that fast in the sky, and just is not made of metal! lol I had the thought...."Holy Crap! if that moon isnt real, then ive done it, this is a dream!!"

Just then, not even 5 seconds later, I got distracted by a big group of maybe 10-15 people (that I had a stange sense I knew them) were walking toward me after I had become lucid. They were talking and laughing, and for some reason, "Out of Body Experience" popped into my head. Then BAM! the scene went BLACK...I then felt a gooey, slimey feeling all over my body and I was unconsciously walking forward through this "Jello-like" thick barrier.

I immediatelly thought "this is what leaving the body feels like?" All I could see at this point was a VERY blurry and foggy outline of a room. I guess the word BODY in my sentence triggered my head to snap around to view my body behind me and when that happened the whole room blurred into a jumbled-mess and I got pulled back. Next thing I knew I woke up in the morning.

My guess is that I got too excited about the lucid dream, but I had little to NO control over the experience. ALL the control I did have was in my head...my thoughts were clear and I KNEW for a fact I was dreaming, but I was wondering....If I actually DID leave my body when I thought (OBE) in the dream, then WHY was the air so thick and gooey like walking through jello???

Also, WHY was the room blurry and foggy...I mean, I have bad vision and wear contact lenses in real life, but I wouldnt think my "astral eyes" would be bad too?

Any thoughts or help will be appreciated. thanks. 

Hello Everyone, I have recently been very interested in contacting my Spirit guides and other helpers. I've been having a rough time in my life lately and I thought what better way to find "guidance" than from my Guide. lol

So I know a lot of people DONT believe in Sylvia Brown and all her stuff on tv and the books and how she is a fraud. I myself am NOT too fond of her either, BUT I do have her guided meditation CD for contacting your spirit guide and I actually quite like it because she describes the setting and environment and gives you the freedom to make this "place" the way your comfortable and safe. It seems to help me a lot with my visualizing.

Anyway, about 2 weeks ago I made contact with my "supposed" guide while listening to this cd, but when he walked down the 3 steps at the "gazebo" in the field and revealed himself he was "shifting" looks like 3 or 4 times after each step he took. I was confused, but then I guess he stuck with one look of a man, dark brown almost black hair, a short stubble/beard, ans he looked very friendly. I accepted that this was him and went on with my meditation.

Well when it comes to the point where you ask their name, I got 3 different variations of names that sound alike. Mike, Michael, and Migel....I told him I would just sort of MIX them into a name and call him Mikel. Pronounced (Meek - EL)

We then went on down the path and were supposed to ask them a simple question that would yeild a shirt answer. (Since I've lost my job and been trying to find a new one, I asked him WHERE I should work) and he told me something that I did NOT agree with at all. He said "JC Penny's" Yeah, like the retail store! if youve ever heard of it. I dont know WHY he told me that, because I hate retail, and would never want to work at that place. lol

Anyways, fast forward to the next few days after my meditation and for about a week after I met him and he HUGGED ME, I felt drained of energy, exhausted, irritable, grumpy, and lonely. I dont know about all of YOU, but arent you supposed to feel uplifted and refreshed and full of HOPE after meeting your guide???

I finally was on the brink of complete breakdown one night laying in bed and I told him out loud "Mikel! LEAVE ME ALONE, stay away, your NOT my guide, GO!"

The next day I felt more relieved and in a better mood.

Now Im confused and contemplating whether or not I should attempt to contact my REAL guide again and IF SO, how do I know Mikel wasnt actually my guide and I hurt him or what if he really did leave and now Im stuck with just a few helpers or something?

Did this happen to anyone else?

Please leave responses. Thanks.

[CRACK]

Well, I just have a few questions for all of you about what had happened to me a few weeks ago while trying to project. ok, first I layed down for bed. (im a night owl, so Im used to staying up late and so I dont have to worry about the morning technics because I already have an abundance of energy at night) Anyways, I took deep breaths and relaxed my body on every exhale. feeling myself getting heavier and like gravity was pulling me down to the floor really strongly...

I did this I think for around 10-20 minutes. thats when I felt like someone had put my head in a pressure oven...it suddenly got really hot, only in my head though, and then it was like someone had their hands around my head and were trying to crush it or the feeling you get when you swim down really deep in a pool or lake and the pressure starts hurting your head, yeah like that.

Anyways, I kept relaxing until my hands and feet felt numb and started to tingle. then I started seeing colorful flashes of light swirling around behind my eyelids...then my heart got faster, and faster and beated harder, and it felt like someone injected me with adrenaline. I dont think I was getting excited, because my conscience was still pretty calm.

Then I guess I lost focus for just a split second as my eyes were following the "pretty colors" and I looked UP (so to speak) behing my eyelids and it was like a loud CRACK!!!! and a briliant bright FLASH of light  almost coming from my forhead, and it felt like when that happened, my heart skipped a beat, my head pressure went away, and everything was "still" for a second.

Then, I was confused...I didnt know what to do next. I didnt want to risk trying to stand up or something and move my Physical body, so I tried feeling like I was moving or "swaying"...but it didnt work. 

So can anyone explain what all that was and why the "click and flash of light" ended everything?

Hello everyone, I just registered here, although I've been reading through the forums for several weeks now. I just thought about sharing my first and only Out of Body Experience with you all and to introduce myself. First, I'd like to say that I'm impressed by how supportive and understanding a lot of people are on this website and thats not something you see very often.    I hope to contribute to this positive environment as well with my own insight and stories as well. I'd like to think that I know quite a bit (Booksmarts/research) mostly, but I have a keen gift for finding useful information and putting all the puzzle peices together with many different things. I hope some of you can help me on my INexperienced side of the equation...

I guess onto the story of my first OBE when I was 11. Well, I'd like to start out that ever since I was about 6-8 months old I've had HORRIFYING nightmares and my mother used to tell me she would find me crouched in the corner of my bedroom as a toddler screaming and terrified, POINTING at spirts/demons/entities/etc whatever you wish to call them...I prefer, interdimensional beings. Anyway, many times she had to throw cold water on me or poke me to wake up, for I was also a sleepwalker...and I sleepwalked with my eyes OPEN most times. 

Well, when I was around 9 or 10 I got into spirituality and all this stuff about spiritguides and other dimensions, etc. I guess it really got to me, because I would always have this re-occurring nightmare all throughout my life and it was inside a giant warehouse type place and there was a floating Orb-type thing that looked like a shapeshifting hand made of transparent clay or sand. it would get fat and then really skinny and would put me into a trance. I feel frightened by this point. then I get jolted into another huge room with grass and a poisoned river where I fall into it and its only about 8 inches deep, but then I hear screeching/growling noises and I think they are aliens. then I am lifted and I blackout for a second, and I'm glued to a conveyor-belt and there are stompers and slicers trying to cut me, but they never actually touch me, just to scare me. Then I come around the corner to the left and enter a small room with a dropoff cliff of blackness to my right and to my left is a small, probably 12 foot by 7 foot white house with a white picket fence and a single, beautiful tree in its grassy front yard. I feel as if things are looking up, only to realise I'm STILL on the conveyor and I get moved into this dark vertical tube, it stops, I look up and I see a glowing ring. then I hear the scratching of metal as I notice that I'm about to be SMASHED into a pancake by this tube thing coming down on me. It flys down and BAM! I feel a thump on my chest, and I'm back in the same room, facing the cliff side of the room witht eh small house behind me.    I then notice when I look in front of me across the 12 foot pitch-black gap to the slightly illuminated wall where there are 3 giant tubes. They look like metalic, ribbed, rusted Air-tubes for ventillation or something. Then I get sucked INTO the middle one, FLYING at what seems to be LIGHTSPEED!!  its terrifying, but then after a the shock goes away its sorta fun.....UNTIL. I see the tube getting smaller and tighter, until I realise my fate, I'm going to be ripped apart going this fast and be turned to jelly when this hole gets too small. 

THAT, is the dream/nightmare I had that night right BEFORE I had my OBE...

When I woke up, I was sitting indianstyle(crosslegged) in my bed. The room was spinning and jumping up and down and what I noticed was my alarm clock was bouching around making this really annoying screeching sound!!! I started hitting and punching it. haha I didnt know what else to do. I didnt know I was having an OBE, I didnt even know what an OBE was! So i freaked out, ditched my alarmclock after apparently it fell off my desk from bouncing around so much and me hitting it. when i jumped down onto the floor....or LACK, thereof. the floor was blackish gray and it looked cloudy and almost like walking on a giant waterbed while drunk. lol I didnt care to look back on my bed, because like I said I didnt know ANYTHING about OBE's at all, so I just thought I was having a stroke or something. lol

Well, after falling over a few times from lack of balence and not seeing where I was walking, I got to my bedroom door. it felt like it took 30 minutes to get that 10 feet across my small bedroom..ugh.  I went to reach for the doorknob and to my surprise, my whole hand went THROUGH the door!!  I was like OMG...then I tried another 2 times, but didnt work. I then paniced and suddenly I thought of doing what any kid would in a crisis...HIDE UNDER THE COVERS!!! haha....immediatelly it was like a rope was tied around my waist and it a milisecond I fly backward across the room and slammed onto my bed laying on my side and then blackness...

I woke up the next morning, with THIS memory I just told you and a bad headache. lol also, my alarmclock had NEVER moved an inch.

What are all your thoughts?


Thanks for reading, and sorry if it was a lot of reading, but I felt I had to explain it in detail for you all to get a good picture in your head of the experience.