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i wish i knew when i first started all of this stuff... (obe, lucid dreaming, clairvoyance, all of these psi things...) that all you have to do is meditate. i read online so many techniques. which is not a bad thing... but really when you boil it down you don't even need techniques. no climbing ropes... nothing. just learning to be good at quieting the mind to the point you can do that at will and boom.... it's as easy as that. Follow that up with an intent and sky is the limit.

just thought i would post this its just crazy that is all it takes. like really all this takes is to become a good meditator and learning to focus the mind... and then that's basically it.

if you can learn to quiet the mind completely (very good zero thoughts...) for like ten mins... whenever you need to... this seems very significant. can you imagine if this was taught in school?

hey everybody. i had a quick question if any of you have experienced this. i will try to explain the best i can. every so often (especially lately) i will have VERY VIVID dreams. A lot of these feel like low awareness obes. i will have an intense experience and then wake up from it feeling very jolted. everytime this happens i wake up and lay there and brace myself because i feel a intense surge (almost like an adrenaline rush) shoot up and my heart beat starts going like crazy and i get dizzy and have to take like 12 huge deep breaths to calm my body down.

i cant stress enough i am not having any fear. they experiences are just causing me to be severely overwhelmed. for example... i had an experience i was flying out of body in the middle of a desert. it was really cool! it started becoming very lucid. i would glide on the ground and then look at the sun which was very bright and actually felt pain.... like you would if you looked at it in this reality. right when i looked into the sky my consciousness shifted within a split second to a view from above... looking down to where i was on the ground in the desert... but i was at the height of a passenger plane. this jolted me really bad and i woke up in bed.... and felt sick. i felt the adrenaline rush come to me and my heart felt like it was gonna pound out of my chest. after about 30 seconds my body feels normal again. but this is so uncomfortable. I had another experience i was on the top of a very very tall building and i looked over the edge in my dream. i got massive vertigo in my dream and woke up like my eyes wouldn't be able to focus on objects right even. like an alarm clock will sway from left to right sometimes accompanied by a headache. it's almost like i have symptoms of an astronaut thats been in space too long or something... its very uncomfortable.

when i get strong visions i can get really bad headaches. same when i go out of body. Why? i shift consciousness back here with a screaming headache.

last night i had a dream i was looking at this object in space. (i cannot explain to you the size of it.... it was scary big. it looked like the sun but it was right in my face and started making this "ommmmmm ommmmmmmm ommmmmmm" vibration sound and the experience was so intense i felt the largeness of whatever it was like i was part of it and it was too big.... it got bigger as it got closer to me so imagine seeing jupiter in front of you and then "the size of jupiter enters your mind all at once within seconds" it was very uncomfortable...  i woke up.... and braced myself because when i wake up fast like that i feel that surge start in my stomach and then my heart beat and body... once again gets really "jolted" i guess is the way to explain it. Maybe i am waking up too fast and its causing a jolt in my body which causes my body to just trying to calibrate again is the best way i can explain.

but guys this is no joke the sensations i get in obe are just as real as here. and when i can feel pain etc too.

has this happened to anybody else? :/ i have near lucid dreams almost everynight so im no stranger to vivid dreams but sometimes its just so intense it's causing severe physical body symptoms. i wake up jolted and almost in shock with some experiences. ESPECIALLY if it involves heights. None of these are negative in nature its just way too intense.... i cannot even begin to explain. One time i was meditating and i felt my mind like it was expanding into infinity and it wasn't going to stop.... like my mind was stretching beyond comprehension and all i saw was blackness but it got bigger and bigger and bigger and felt if i went any further my mind would explode. it was painful. i have meditated before and the space in front of me gets large and its so pleasant.... this was VERY different. It was not a blissful experience.... i am totally open to experiencing the oneness but that experience actually hurt...

i am not fearful... or i would stop. this stuff hurts... and in turn effects my body. was hoping someone could give some advice thanks! If we really arent even in our bodies to begin with why is my physical body being so effected after these experiences?

Another time i had an obe and it felt like something grabbed my legs and started swinging me across my room as fast as possible. Let me paint you a picture. you know how fast a helicopter rotor is? That's how fast i started being swung in my room.... i felt like my body was gonna rip apart (it felt like my physical body too) i screamed bloody murder for it to stop and eventually couldnt breathe. i woke up gasping for air and my room was "spinning" or rocking back and fourth. it took my body a minute to calibrate again. and after that i couldnt even meditate for months. it was terrible. wtf is this?? why does nobody else report these things?

I don't feel in danger.... (althought the being swung as fast as possible i was sure i was gonna die) if i had a heart problem i would be concerned.... but i dont. other than that i want to keep exploring and i am hoping these experiences stop because i am learning nothing from them

i edited this because it was way too long. long story short gonna be taking a break from the pulse until i can fix some stuff.. i noticed my posts have been a little on the angry side. thanks for all of the awesome members i get to talk to over the years.

but anyway take care everybody and maybe see you one day again and if not here maybe i will see ya on the other side sometime. i might lurk from time to time ~astral hugs and fistbumps~

hey everybody... i wanted to make this topic really quick. try to keep things positive and upbeat. i have no idea what's going on in the world right now but it's pretty crazy as you all know. i wanted to know if you think things will maybe get better? or do you feel it's gonna just go down freefall style and life is about to get a whole lot tougher?

i have felt better about things... and i feel 2021 will be a lot better. just a gut feeling. i love watching nascar and nascar is back... big NHL guy and hockey is coming back... so it's cool to see these things. i thought covid was enough but now we seem to be having race wars. which makes no sense to me cuz i don't focus on skin color.

i keep wanting to do things but im not allowed to because of covid... and people keep saying im the only one holding me back and i create my own reality and my fear is getting in the way lol. is this rubbish new age talk? im literally being held back because of covid and i didn't create covid   so i always chuckle at this. i mean i get i do create my own reality because my choices and stuff but im a very positve dude. i live alone in middle of nowhere so how am i creating all that bs... xD

Anyway i just wanted to hear your opinions... what do you feel? will it get better? or will earth shake us off like bad case of fleas?

hey everybody i just wanted to share this really fast... cuz sometimes i meditate so well and go into deep trance and it feels so good. other times i meditate and i can't stop thinking about life. relationships... goals... what im gonna do later that evening... imagining things... and it's really hard to quiet it.

i tried something earlier that helps a bit for me... and i hope it does you. you know those heart monitors? to measure heartbeat and you have a flatline if someone has dropped dead? it looks like this on the machine --------------------------- and the machine goes eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...... lol. and when it detects a heart beat you see all those squiggly lines. what they detect for arrhythmia and all of that...

try imagining a flatline in front of your field of view while you are meditating and keep it flatlining. if you have thoughts make it zigzag likes it is detecting a heartbeat but instead of a heartbeat make it your thoughts... and right when you start to think say no no go back to flatline..... where there is pure silence in your head.

it's just a  little visualization tool i tried and helped me a lot. keep that flatline in front of you until you want to let it go. use it as a tool.

i don't really like this a whole lot sometimes because the whole point of meditation is not to try to keep this in front of you and you want to "let go" instead.... but its great if your having a bad session and you really want to stop your thoughts. when your mind really relaxes and calms down you can drop the visualization but it sure did help me. im meditating everyday now and my goal is to become a full time medium so i am stepping up my practices a notch.

i hope this helps you.... and if you try it let me know how it worked for you.
-mars

hey everybody. i often hear people talk about when they get to this void or point consciousness state voices talk to them... give them profound information. its very clear and as real as someone talking in this reality. crystal clear and gives them answers to their questions etc... whether its an interface from source being a guide or another being all together... i always thought this was really cool.

however my experiences are completely different and give me zero information. i hear these pretty fast upon getting into a trance state... if i can quiet my mind good enough maybe 10-15 mins in this will happen. i will hear quick noises or what appear to be words but cant make out what it is for the life of me.

i always ask for clarity when i hear them or say "slow down" etc... but i dont get any info after that. no more experiences.

i will hear things i cant make out what they are saying itll be like.... "chimla?!" really fast in a high pitched chipmunk voice or something. or sound effects like zaps are pretty common. i sometimes hear i guess what is older person type voice? but have zero clue on the word. its just a mumble...

other times i get robotic type voices thay say things like "dillamalaau" and im sitting there like what in the? i cant explain how fast it is too. not even 1 second long so its impossible to get any more information even if i ask its just dead silent.

now i hear people saying how they meditate and now have voices talking to them while they drive their cars or having conversations with people in everyday life not even meditating and they are having conversations with source etc. is it possible to get to that point??

i have only heard a voice once or twice clear as a bell... and one of them was a ticked off lady speaking to me in german and my ear bone was even vibrating. that was upon waking up. the other time was a beautiful eye that appeared clear as day in front of me and a beautiful female angelic voice said "nobody cares..." really slowly. then went away. i didn't know what the hell it meant but at least it was clear so i know its possible.

is this common and do you kinda just ignore that stuff i cant make out? it gets annoyig when i really want answers and really desire to build this relationship with source that all i get are goofy sounds or split second words that i cant make out that sound like a damn chipmunk lol

hello i was just wondering if anybody has any ways to help understand what reality they are in when they open their "sight" third eye or whatever... when i see other beings sometimes its just bleeding through to this reality and i am afraid to say things sometimes... because i would be one of those people who say "hey look at that old man on the swing in that cool jacket! i wish i had a jacket like that.) and nobody else sees an old man... but these beings seem to appear just as real as physical people so it is hard... sometimes when i see them they are "ghost like" or shimmer etc... but how can you tell the difference?? theres no fear here its just i am not sure how to tell who is here in this reality and who isnt sometimes... do you experience this and how do you get around it?? i love clairvoyance its just i wanna be careful what i say to people. i could be talking to a person in front of me in public having people watch me and there is nobody really there that they can see... it seems it could get to this point the more i open my sight up or expand my awareness to the greater reality. do you have any tips and do you experience this sometimes? thanks!

this always happens. i actually love the feeling and its so strong it makes me smile but i cant put my finger on what this is...

i will get to point consciousness state (usually takes me about 7 mins...) if i am really good at quieting my mind. I get REALLY INTENSE vertigo. the whole room feels like it's spinning sometimes and it doesn't stop. I experimented and stayed in a trance state while slowly standing up.... i still felt it while standing fully. the space in front of me was really big and i had crazy vertigo spinning feeling. it only went away when i opened my eyes and then i started laughing and tried to "come back to this reality" so to speak. i jumped up and down for a second and then took some deep breaths and did some math in my head... and it only took me about ten seconds to snap out of it. now i feel really dreamy and ungrounded and spacey but i actually like it...

with time will it get easier to come back here and not be so loopy after trance? and what the heck is that spinning feeling? sometimes i cant hardly feel my body anymore and the whole room just spins like crazy... it doesn't scare me one bit it just happens all the time. usually after about 5 mins of quiet and when the space in front of me gets bigger.

i kinda have some derealization going on right now writing this but i don't mind... lucky for me i don't have anything going where i need to be "fully here" i can kinda play around with trance states. if i feel to weird i will take a break for a while but it doesn't bother me.

does anybody else get this spinning?? its like a crazy intese vertigo and sometimes it feels like the room is even spinning. 

Hey everybody. I heard this is normal from some people but I hear it's not healthy from others and I wanted your opinion. I'm really trying to stop talking to myself... it seems I can shut off my mind and be okay but during waking life I actually have conversations with myself or just talk out loud about life and what I need to do Etc... it seems really obsessive. Does anybody else do this? I really just wanna learn to be still... during waking life. I have my personality and stuff and that feels fine.... it's just when I am processing things like anger or even just bored I just have a chat with myself and then even answer myself like it's two people talking.... and I feel nuts. I'm trying to just get to where I can be quiet and analyze things in my head... instead of using English language and goin back and fourth with myself. It doesn't seem right at all. It doesn't feel right.... does anybody else struggle with this and do you have any advice on how to stop this? I feel like it's not healthy. If it didn't bother me I wouldn't care but something feels really off. I do this so much probably more than the average person... cheers

It's about time again to talk about time... sorry I had to. :p

I had a couple of questions and wanted to hear your take on it. I heard so many different theories about time... the biggest one I hear is that a lot of people say if you drop dead for example.... you can choose to go back and live a life in the 1800s... etc. this doesn't make sense to me because then you would never be able to look into the past... right? I always saw it as what's happened has happened.... and there's no going back... but you can remote view situations in the past and maybe observe them as they happened? But I never understood when someone said you can go into the past and live as something that already happened.... or they say you can experience what it was like to be a soldier in WW2 or something. I get how you could "peak in" on this... but that entity that experienced that is not you... you have the ability to peak in and look at what happened but what happened cannot he changed...

They also say there are so many parallel universes and stuff that you can go live back when Hitler took over Germany and stop it from what happened as we experienced it. Again this makes no sense to me... but can someone help me understand? It's the same with the future I always thought you could look into future events but it doesn't mean it's going to happen... there are many factors involved and nothing is set in stone... but some people say you can meet your future self and idk what this even means. Like they say your future self if living a life right now...

I just can't grasp this... and I always thought being present and choices we make shape the future. But some people say the future has already happened... It just doesn't make sense to me that way though.

I hear a lot of people say the past can't be changed but it can be observed... it's all about the here and now... and our choices shape the future. That makes more sense to me. For example if earth is destroyed it's bye bye earth... you can't go back there... but it doesn't matter because there will always be some other reality to go to. It's never ending. However you could remote view into the past at what earth was like for people etc... this is how I see it

What do you think?

hey everybody... i wanted to share a really cool track i ran across. its so blissful to me. i could just close my eyes and nod off for hours to this... no thoughts. i hope you enjoy it!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-0zUIvXUgnM

if you enjoy that one i really like this one too

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3AUspnFaQ2I

Okay so I always see it as whatever you want it to be... it's just consciousness and gender is a human avatar thing... but how come people (who are good at getting out of body) say they talk to "him" god... etc. are these beliefs? I remember when I was really struggling once I prayed while in meditation and the most beautiful kind of ancient looking eye popped up and a female voice said "they don't care..." which made total sense to me because I was really struggling with people and what they thought of me at the time. It was a beautiful female voice... very angelic. Even if this was a guide I see all guides as just source or source self... giving me something to work with. Or maybe it was another being???

Because we are all source... so wouldn't it make sense that source can be anything you want it to be while talking to it?

I heard an interview by an incredible medium... and he can get out of body at will... and the interviewer asked him if he had ever seen god and he said "of course! I've talked to the man face to face."

I've yet to hear anybody say anything about source having female qualities. If each of our higher selves have more experiences as a man or a women maybe that determines what each experience? I call my highest part of me "source self" because I was told we may have more than one higher self? So I took it up another level and say source self is the absolute top of my individual consciousness that parents all my higher selves.... everything.

That's just my analogy or metaphor so I understand it better... we got source and then my source self which is everything my own individual consciousness has ever experienced etc. my "spirit"

I was just curious as to what you all think. I always saw god or source as an energy... and it takes on male or female it don't matter... but so many people are saying it's a male entity. Yet they aren't very religious... but some are. So what do you think??

Hey everybody... merry Christmas!!!

I was curious if meditation during watching tv is a good practice.

I am trying to learn to meditate even in public. I just kinda close my eyes and focus on the blackness in front of me and trance out periodically throughout the day. Even while sitting at the computer I will play some games and then after a match is over I close my eyes for 30 mins in my computer chair and trance out... then at night I have time with no electronics around me. Sometimes some peaceful music in my recliner but that's it.

Basically I'm trying to be able to meditate even at a grocery store. I heard tom Campbell talk about meditating doing the dishes etc. I saw a great video of him on meditation and how to apply it to everyday life. So I guess what I'm doing is good!

My main question was is it possible to have an one or (shift consciousness) in public while walking? Or while watching tv at home? And you can learn to just pop in and out? When someone gets really good at this practice is that when realities start to blend? By that I mean perceiving this reality and other ones at once... seeing other beings walking around etc.... I assume as one gets good at meditation and god, source, whatever sees that it starts to just kinda all blend.... is that true? It seems so amazing that someone could get to that point.... it would be like your entire life would change. Not saying it's a bad thing! Just wondering if I got this right....

Hey everybody. I don't use labels much... but it helps me have an understanding for things better in this subject... so I have to use them to make sense of things. I was wondering how it goes in order for you?

When I meditate all I connect with is

"Source" which I consider god... (all that is and ever was and will be) or tom would call this this larger consciousness system.

Then my "spirit" which tom would call an IUOC or "individuated unit of consciousness" but I call it my spirit... could that be the same as a higher self? Because I heard a spirit can have a ton of higher selves that branch off from that original being.

Anything else like soul... etc I don't really focus on because a lot of these people say soul is just still part of a personality you have with ego etc and is one step above the avatar and isn't the spirit.

When I meditate I just connect with my IUOC and source. Which I know is so close to the same thing... just IUOC would be my individual eternal spark of source.

What labels do you use to make sense of this stuff? I've heard people use god/god self too. I know this doesn't really matter to a lot of people but to understand information better I have to use them! Haha

I was wondering what you all think.

Are we eternal? Is there an end game? Eternity is a long time... but I like that it never ends is what most people say.

Tom Campbell talks about how there is no end game and even if you evolve to a point where you can't even go anymore there will always be something to do and somewhere to go. Because I assume that realities are being made everyday... There has to be countless reality systems out there with endless possibilities.

Do you think we will always be our own higher self for eternity? I hope I am saying that right...
It seems so cool because we get to keep all of our own individual experiences forever even though we are still all one.

do you think certain spirits or IUOCs as tom explains it stick together for lightyears? I have heard COUNTLESS stories of people saying certain being stick together pretty much forever. and I know that's a long time... with a lot of change... bodies, genders, personal growth, experiences, evolving, etc...

but I really like the sound of this concept. I know some people say they don't want eternity or a never ending thing... but knowing that we will never run out of things to do it sounds pretty cool to just keep gaining our own experiences. It makes experience that much more special to me. everytime I do something fun that really touches my heart i say "I can put that in my giant file of experience...!" haha

especially when it comes to relationships... if you find someone you really love I found that those beings have a gazillion lifetimes together in different roles. So many people talk about this.

What do you think? Does it ever end? Will we get bored? i am confused but (i think it was tom again) said higher self can even be split.... but at the very top is the individuated unit of consciousness that never blips out of existence and combines all the experiences from ALL that individual consciousnesses experience and that is always there for a being to go back and look at.

I can't word this right so lets use the word spirit.... will i always be my own individual spirit to keep track of all my experiences? I know we are all one but it makes it funner when we split up to do our own thing...

Anyway just thought I would ask what ya think!

Hey everybody. I just did some trance work and I'm super happy about it. I was able to get to point consciousness state I think... I was hoping someone could tell me where I was at! I laid down on my couch and started listening to some music and I quieted my mind down pretty good... enough to where I started seeing some colors and pinpoints of light a little bit... then all of a sudden the space in front of me got huge. It happened within seconds it felt like a mini shift......... I had an intent to see something but nothing happened. I didn't really care because being in that space felt really nice. I started laughing randomly when the space got big and had a huge grin on my face because it made me so happy I was making progress. I felt my body kinda fall for a couple seconds but nothing happened. I stayed in that space for probably 5 mins.... I talked in my head to source and got nothing but it just felt good... I thought talking in my head would snap me out of it but the space stayed big and I kept seeing green color every now and then. I finally just opened my eyes and everything was normal... I closed them again and the space wasn't too big anymore but it felt like it was kinda still there.... and now everything is normal again in beta brain wave state. Where was I?? Any ideas? Is that point consciousness? I got there in probably 25 mins which is really good for me since I'm still practicing quieting my mind. It made me happy

Last night I woke up from a dream (wasn't a bad one... that i remember) and like 4 seconds later I saw something in the "blackness in front of" start to form. It was a women and it was more clear than I usually get... usually I get things I can't even make out what they are...

but this women looked really nasty. she had black all around her eyes like she never has slept a day in her life and she looked very trashy and gross to be honest. she had a weird smirk on her face. I went with it and noticed that image went away. didn't scare a bit but what i saw i felt really gross energy. the next image started to form and i caught myself thinking it was gonna be the same kinda thing and it was a monstrous face and again didn't scare me... but i finally rolled over and decided to go to bed again because if that's what source is gonna give me after weeks of asking it to make contact with me and establish an awesome relationship then i was getting bored and wanted to go to bed.

I think on the second image i probably created it because i assumed it was going to be the same as the first. but the first image? after weeks of trying to make contact? A little disappointing. :/ I guess I didn't react out of fear that's good. I still get nothing when I meditate throughout the day. The only time I am really able to do that stuff is right after waking up because I would be in the theta state. But honestly I have gotten better at meditation and I completely can trance out within a matter of 5 mins. so i have no idea why I don't get anything but maybe i'll try asking different things? Right now I am asking for source and my higher self to give me an interface to talk to and ask questions I am comfortable with. I get nothing so far but I will keep trying.

As for this nasty women (and i say that because she looked negative in nature... and had a nasty smirk and didn't appreciate her showing up. I learned nothing but I hope that was just the first fear test and source will start taking me more seriously because this is something i really want. I wish i could see my grandpa who passed away or something cool instead of this or a really "fun" being etc. I have had countless OBES so this is so frustrating

Hey everybody. So I don't really know what to do and I am at a loss

I been trying to meditate more often but simply am having the hardest time.

I can't listen to music anymore which really upsets me. I enjoy oldies and 80s and cyberpunk and new retro wave type music. The problem is I get horrible repetitive loops stuck in my head. Very rarely do I not have a song stuck in my head... I realize that I have been this way since forever but recently it's a lot worse. And since I am meditating more I think my awareness of it is stronger of just how much noise is in my brain all day. I'll try and explain the best I can.

I repeat commercials in my head so I stopped watching tv and when I watch hockey games that I love I mute commercials. It takes me hours to get them out and sometimes I even have two of them at once. It's the same with songs. Sometimes I'm playing two songs in my head over and over. And sometimes this lasts for two days. I will go to sleep and wake up and it's playing again. I looked on google and it said people who do this need to see a doctor because it could indicate brain cancer or an underlying medical condition because it's not normal. I have aspergers and horrendous OCD since I eas a kid and I am very hyperactive. Yesterday I had a song by Gary Numan (80s) stuck in my head for two days... I had been listening to those songs a lot so I switched to classical music and something I wasn't familiar with... then that got stuck in my head. So I looked online again and saw that chewing gum can help. I got so desperate I went to the gas station and got some gum... my thoughts were so obsessive when I got back home I turned on thunder sounds on YouTube and jungle ambience noise to help. I had an anxiety attack and after two hours things kinda calmed down... I went for a drive and turned on my music and quickly shut it off. I turned on the AM radio and a song came on for 15 seconds and then that was in my head for another 2 hours.

I went to bed last night with a song stuck in my head and woke up with a song I haven't heard in a while stuck in my head.... then as I was taking a shower 5 other songs would start looping.

I have always struggled with OCD and obsessive thoughts but I don't know what to do guys I meditated yesterday and had some visions wanting to pop up and I even heard some random astral noise and that made me happy I am even able to get some data with all the loops I have going on my head everyday...

I'm gonna mute all commercials when I watch hockey (I don't watch tv anymore except hockey games) but whenever I go to my grandmas house those insulting to my intelligence commercials are always blasting as loud as possible so I am screwed...

I'm gonna stop listening to music for a while I guess and just stick to video games since those don't cause any loops and actually calm me down...

I can't even listen to talk radio anymore because they play 15 seconds songs and that's all it takes for me.

I have so many neurological conditions so I hope this isn't an underlying severe problem like google said. I don't want to go on medication I have been on many of them... right now all I am on is valium and I take it responsibly. I don't drink... don't smoke... (I tried marijuana but it gave me panic attacks) so I stopped. I love nature and for the most part live a very stress free life. I'm hoping this is just severe OCD I also have Tourette's so I mimic things a lot... like a freakin parrot.

I can't explain how beautiful it is when I can shut my mind off completely. What's scary is one time I had an out of body experience and I was walking down my street cussing (tics) just like I do here. I hope I'm not like this forever.

If anybody has any suggestions that's not medication I would appreciate it so much.., my diet is okay but I probably intake a lot of sugar... I love juice which I know has a crap load of sugar but everyone else does it and is fine... I don't really eat junk food and I drink clean healthy mountain well water...

I know I could make such progress if I could get rid of these loops in my head they are really stopping me dead in my tracks right now. I naturally have always been pretty psychic but I've stopped all tv... except watching hockey on my computer and it doesn't have commercials that way... I stopped all music even classical music and maybe I'll stick to ambient noises. That sucks though because music makes me happy I love oldies and synth like Gary Numan, psybient type music... really happy stuff.

Like I said even if I don't listen to music my brain likes to think of songs I know and loop them anyway... :/ sometimes this can last for two days.... idk what's wrong please feel free to PM I would also love healing if possible. I'm really trying hard and know I would make a wonderful medium which is my dream. I just gotta figure this out. I've seen doctors and specialists my whole life for this stuff and they don't help. thanks buds

Hey everybody. I hope all is well! Hey i had a question... I went ahead and posted this in the dreams section because well you will see.

I have heard so many stories of the afterlife and what happens but one really stands out to me. I HOPE it's not the case. I guess the only way I will know is when I die... and when i get better at obe. Robert Bruce, whos back astral dynamics is really awesome...! said recently that when someone dies if they basically haven't mastered meditation or became like the dalai lama and are REALLY advanced you don't even have much choice in the afterlife. You die and very quickly it fades into dream mode... and without choice you just "automatically" come back to earth. This really shocked me because even tom campbell says you make choices in the afterlife. I think RB was saying was you lose awareness very quick after death and go into the "dream realms" I don't wanna put words in his mouth but on multiple occasions I have heard him say this. I can kinda see this maybe? He relates it to when people have an OBE they can only hold it for 5 mins if that.... (I can only hold it to minute)... and he says death is the ultimate obe and if you can't hold your awareness and have trouble controlling your thoughts you just start dreaming and come back to earth automatically. Boy I hope this isn't the case... I would think I have choices in the non physical too... and since I would no longer have this body maybe it would be easier to be present over there like it is here because that would be our primary reality... What do you think? It sounds like tom campbell says the exact opposite as does william buhlman... which is a little more comforting to me! If RB is right then pretty much all of humanity is coming back here over and over until they can master meditation and their thoughts. That's a lot of people coming back here over and over and over without even a choice :/

That being said I do see how this experience over time can fade into a dream because you will be living other lives etc and it wont matter much anymore... But you can just take you awesome experinces you had here with you and hold on to them forever in your spirit or your IUOC as tom calls it. I see it as more of a letting go.... I remember dreams I had when I was 4 years old so..... lol

I'm trying to get into the psychic medium business and every mentor I see says I need to work with my "guides" trouble is I have tried contacting them and learning who they are for four years now. I ask them to please help me with my dreams because I usually have nightmares and they don't help with Jack... I'd love to think I have other beings helping me but even in meditation or out of body.... I've been out of body and asked to see them and I get nothing. Do I need guides to be a psychic medium? It seems better if I just asked source to give me help when I need it.... these mentors I have seen said I have a guide for each area in my life... my relationships guide... my career guide... and like 5 other things. I think she even said my financial guide.... or something. This sounds very new age. She says everyone has guides. Most people on this planet never even wake up to the fact they are a spiritual being so that sounds horrible to me. Seems like most guides would just be standing there bored. Because they can't help unless someone asks... and quite honestly mine don't seem to care. I feel like working with my spirit or higher self would be better. Are guides just my higher self taking different forms? This lady I talked to said when she does readings her spirit guides stand behind her and then the spirit guides of that person stand behind them. Another thing that bothered me is she said "your spirit guides have now given you permission to do this" that really bothers me because I don't need permission.... that's like telling me what to do.

Something about the whole guide thing just bothers me but everyone with a really open third eye says they talk to them and see them etc... I just said out loud I fire my guides... and I went on a huge rant of how sucky they are at helping me. This lady said to ask them to help me with my nightmares and they never do. I pray for 20 mins sometimes and it don't do squat. It's really starting to irritate me. I feel bad because I called them a bunch of names and told them to f****** off. Pardon my language. It's just frustrating they never help me. My physical cat I have here in this life is a better friend and gives me more help then my "guides" if I even have them in the first place. She just said it would be impossible to do readings if I don't have help from spirit... and I probably just blew it because I said out loud I fired them. They're useless to me they never help me ever. Lately I been asking source to send me help and that's all I do. I feel that's a much better way.

Are guides even real or am I wasting my time?

First off I just want to say this isn't bashing any form of diet out there. I just had some thoughts and wanted to share my experience. Back when I was getting out of body more than I ever have I was on a very unhealthy diet. Diet soda, fast food almost daily... and while I do not think this is healthy at all I would randomly just have astral sight kick in on a nightly basis and had powerful astral projections all the time. Meditation was easy and I didn't sense sugar was causing any kind of problems for me. I think everyone is different though. I see a lot of people saying you can't even eat meat or this stuff is impossible. Through experience I leaned that is false. I'm now on a pretty good diet and drink well water in the hills. I see no difference... in fact I seen a decline in my obes etc. back when I ate like crap I was in a healthy state of mind. As the years have gone on I'm processing lots of traumas that I experienced and I think I've really accumulated beliefs that are blocking me from my highest potential. I wanted to ask.... how much of this is just beliefs??? I'm not sure diet even has an effect on this stuff. I'm not promoting junk food or anting like that because when I eat healthy food I do feel good but I see diet right now having zero effect on this stuff... through personal experience. What do you think? I used to drink fluoride tap water and I was having remote viewing experiences that were too intense I had to "snap out of it" again I'm not saying fluoride is good!! But I wonder if the belief that fluoride is bad.... makes it harder. Back then I wasn't really aware of food and even fluoride. I had zero problems... I wonder if this all boils down to beliefs and intents

Hey everybody. I am not sure why I wanted to make this topic but I was curious if anybody else has done the same. I just am announcing that I deleted Fb because of many reasons. I really only had like 10 friends. I always was posting pictures of myself and my car etc and it just hit me who the hell am I even talking to?! It's like I was talking to myself. I am really hoping deleting Fb will help with many things in my life. I kept messenger... so a couple people could reach me on there that's it. The only social media I have is YouTube where I will be uploading videos of games I play.... and that's it. I don't comment on things. I'm also practicing not reading comments. I can't believe how toxic things have gotten. I am crossing my fingers this may help me with obe! Instead of checking Fb all the time I can meditate instead or go outside... I found myself refreshing damn Facebook like every 5 mins and that can not be healthy... I feel like it hijacked my brain and I'm just done. I had a fear that people would not be able to find me and talk to me or if I die see pics of what I looked like etc... I know it sounds so silly. Then I realized nobody gave two craps anyway!!! Lol. I always been a loner... I'll never be going back to Facebook or Twitter. Only YouTube... because I'll upload gaming videos (I'm a big gamer) anyeay I just wanted to ask if this might help me with obe... I feel Facebook is just toxic to the mind. :/

Hey everybody I was wondering if someone could tell me toms stance on negative entities, extremely severe psychic attacks etc. I want to start by saying I follow toms videos because so much makes sense to me that he says. Mostly only the applications though... and psychic abilities etc. when he talks about philosophy on pretty much anything he loses me. I don't believe in earth school, I don't believe if our loved ones visit us in a dream it's just the system trying to make you feel better and it's not really them or at least their spirit on a higher level, I don't believe the answer is love, etc etc you see where I'm going. But i strongly agree with a lot of his terms and how to get out of body and open psychic abilities and such.

I will not go into detail but a long time ago I played around with evps. (Talking to dead people through a recorder) I got myself into serious trouble. It seems tons immediate response to this would be fear lose the fear... but that makes no sense because I had no belief in this stuff and I wasn't fearful. I got out of body once and this shadow thing came out of my wall and threw me up against a wall and I stuck like a piece of bacon. The whole room shook and then I came back to this reality in my room and everything seemed normal... when I got out of body that day I was so excited. I smiled right when I shifted consciousness and I said wooo! What can I go do? Then in split seconds I was attacked by that thing. No time to react. Nothing. So many people say they are "fear tests" thats BS because I had ZERO time to react. I was being scratched and burned physically and was having breakdowns and panic attacks and basically 6 years of my life was ruined. When Tom calls these things "data" it's really weird to me. Wtf was scratching me and burning me and giving me nightmares? The funny thing is I was NEVER scared. I had nobody to talk to. It was like an adventure to me.  Since then I have come a long way and I'm in the process of becoming a psychic medium. I recently came across a show called the dead files. This show so many episodes is exactly what I went through... normal happy people who move into a home and are getting burned and having things beat the crap out of them in their dreams and little 6 year old kids seeing "monsters" all this stuff....

My question is it seems to be a lot deeper than anything tom can say. I watched a video on ghosts and he tried to explain. He said "they are as real as the data and data is real" and went to go say ghost hunters can cause experiences just by thinking of them etc etc... it didn't help me much.

He was asked about aliens and said it's just data... he seems to avoid the subject.

When I meditate I feel my third eye pulsate... but he says that's just a metaphor. Then what's pulsating? :/


My question is do you see these beings who do this stuff just data and self created? Or are they separate spirits outside of yourself living their own lives?

I know black magicians who can do things that are incredibly powerful and have experience with that... by witnessing it. Tom would say that's not love and that the larger consciousness system would shut their abilities off because it's not interested in that stuff. But that makes zero sense because they surpass these people who claim to be all about love and light etc... in fact the people who claim to be all about love and light seem to be getting psychic attacked all the time from my observations.

What exactly is going on here in your view?

Edit: I just wanna say also Clairvoyantly this planet has some really nasty critters on it... everyone seems to be messed with. Shadow people everywhere... wtf are these things? I'm not the only one who observes this either... I'm a loner but I live a happy life by myself. I'm comfortable in my own skin etc etc... people say all the time I create what happens with my thoughts... and I what I see in this reality I create myself by my own thoughts. So that means I created 9/11? Columbine? The homeless people I see everyday or the heroin junkies eyeballing me like they want to kill me when I go to the gas station? When I go home it's beautiful but society not so much... none of this makes sense and whenever someone says that it sounds like a bunch of new age mumbo jumbo.

Maybe these beings are best thought of as a virus? Because it's very real... and I know very happy people who move into dark homes and suddenly their life just gets destroyed. I see this stuff all the time. I guess I just want to find a video where I can agree with tom because I really like his videos. The "it's just data" doesn't do much for me

Hey everybody. When I get out of body I seem to be okay at first except I start losing awareness after 30 seconds or so. When I shift somewhere I intend to go everything goes black... and I feel a force like I'm flying but I never regain vision. Just is all black... and I usually end up back in my bedroom wide awake. Always happens!!! Does anybody know any tricks? I wanna visit people but honestly I end up asking higher self to bring them to me now... and sometimes that works sometimes it doesn't. Maybe depends what they are doing at the time?

I was curious as to what people think about Tom Campbell's theory on the afterlife and what he says about psychic mediums.. and how they are just tuning into the larger consciousness system and that they really aren't communicating with the "being" that whoever it is you wish to hear from etc. I have a couple examples of a reading that mom got. A lot of spirits came through and the reading was so accurate that it blew my mind. So nothing against Tom at all... but he makes it seem like that when a loved one dies they basically move on and aren't connected to you whatsoever anymore. I do understand that when someone dies they probably move on and do their own thing and live other lives etc... but part of me wonders if them or their "higher self" or spirit whatever you want to call it still help out their loved ones. It's just very hard for me to think that when a loved one does pass away you're never gonna see them again. Tom has said many times in the afterlife if your loved ones approach you it's not even them. It's just the larger consciousness system giving you comfort. That SUCKS. Especially if you have thoughts about this and sense it may even be possible... So they're just gone? I know they aren't the avatar they were here anymore and that they are an energy that can be anything and do anything but I'd really like someone to say that I'm misunderstanding Tom because they makes me very sad.



My grandpa died in 2009. So who knows what he's doing now. Apparently nothing because Tom makes it sound like he's just a part of the larger consciousness system now almost like a hologram just to give you comfort. During the reading he came through and told my mom things like "don't sell anymore of my guns those are so important to me and I want them to be handed down in the family" Now why would the larger consciousness system care what we do with his guns if he doesn't even exist anymore? There were so many more examples of what he said that made it really sound like it's definitley his spirit. My mom recently had neck surgery and got a bone from someone who died and donated a bone for people like my mom with that specific surgery. HE even shows up in the reading appearing as what he was here in this life and the medium said he was curious who ended up getting his bone. And that he was very happy it's someone as sweet as my mom. Is that too just the larger consciousness system giving comfort or making it seem like they are still there?



There are so many more expanples I can give in the reading but there were so many cool and accurate things said... I know that these beings are not the avatar they were here... gender... appearance and stuff like that but I always thought spirits can shape into what makes the person feel comfortable etc and that the energy or being (spirit) they were and memories are what still exists.


For example if a loved ones passes away and then I die 40 years later and see them again like shift consciousness to where they are.... maybe they are living life as an alien or something? But I could say hey! It's me!" And that hopefully whatever they are now would embrace me with a hug even though it has a totally different life form than what that energy had on this earth etc... and I realize beings may change a bit over time obviously but it's still "them" at the core. Their beliefs and their memories and spirit etc..." and that exists forever.

Am I right on this and just not understanding Tom? Or when someone does die is it bye bye forever? Thanks everyone. It sucks because I love everything Tom says and it makes so much sense but this brings me sadness to know I could never see them again and if I do it's just the larger consciousness system making me feel better...

hey guys. I was wondering what you think... If I remember right in William Buhlmans book adventures in the afterlife... He talks about sleeping at a nice house when he passes away from cancer. It's near the beginning.

I was wondering do you think we sleep in our afterlife? Just like we do here? Have dreams.... then wake up in whatever realm we are primarily focused in? Do spirits sleep?

I ask because I get tired of being aware all the time.... Wouldn't it be nice to just black out or go into a coma style blackness whenever we want?  Then kinda wake up later... when we are refreshed and be like oh yeah... okay... and carry on with whatever we are doing?

I dream every night and sometimes I just want to black out into nothingness... just for one night... because it gets so tiring. Some times that happens here in the physical... but what about when you die? It seems like if we are "constantly aware" for eternity... every now and then it would be amazing to just go into blackness. Then snap out of it and be like aw yeah okay... with all memories still intact... and feel nice and refreshed in consciousness instead of perceiving forever and never taking a break.

what do you think?

Hi guys... Last night I came back from a dream and rolled over in my bed to turn on my light. I found the light wouldn't come on and I went oh hey! I am out of body! So I walked through my door into my living room.

I really wanted to see my friend and in the past whenever I went to go visit someone I get lost... So I tried summoning her. (Dunno if that's the best word) But I basically put my hands over my heart and said higher self... please bring me (So and so) to me please.... 5 seconds later she comes walking through my door real as real can be. It was definitely her. She looked a little different than here... but it felt physical. What's weird is I didn't pay too much attention to what she looked like so next time I will really have to try. Everything was so fast and it was only a matter of time before I knew I was going to lose awareness so I act pretty fast...

I had some things I wanted to say and I told her. Her personality seemed a but different... but it was still her. Was this her astral body? Or another aspect of her? When I get out of body sometimes I feel really clumsy too... Like I am still me but not all there.

Anyway we ended up looking each other in the eyes and she kissed me and it felt absolutely amazing. She seemed to "have a mind of her own" If that made sense. It was all her. She knows I am pretty crazy for her... and I remember talking about how I just wanted to really make it work (she is actually seeing someone else in this physical life)... :/ It's been an emotional time. I just dunno if it was really her or not... I can't figure this out. After what seemed to be a couple minutes my dream mind kicked off... things got too weird and before you know it I was completely unaware in another dream all together.

The last time we met in the astrals the same thing happened but we both remembered it as a dream. We both had a vivid dream with eachother and we matched up the details to a T the next day. That was a while ago. I noticed she looked a bit different in that experience too. But it was still her.

I just know we are so multidimensional... and when I ask higher self to bring her to me and she literally comes walking through my door 5 seconds later... what aspect am I working with? Is this her astral? Or did I create her all by myself?

When I call for people like that ( I have done same with my grandpa who passed away a while back) I can see a mist like figure approaching me... walking closer and closer... and then when they get super close their face pops up etc. Sometimes when I called for my grandpa he didn't show up... Other times he shows up in seconds. Sometimes I called for one minute and nothing. Was he busy doing something?

The only other thing that sucks is I am summoning them in the real time zone (What robert bruce calls it) So it's really kinda dark and sometimes not all that real... and it feels like a ghost town. I lose awareness quick too and my dream mind starts up so I can't stay out too long.

Thanks guys...
-mars  St e

Hey guys... you may remember me..  A lot happened to me... I kinda vanished there for a little while. I really hope everyone has been doing well. I see familiar names. Some people I remember I don't see anymore though... but I will pop in when I can and hang out. I'll see ya.