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So last night in bed ...
I've now been able to get completely relaxed and deep in meditation w/o breathing or other senses creep back up on me. I was only aware of a portion of the right side of my face.
I was doing a tactile exercise to try to appear in that exercise ... and what I was doing was getting in and out of my van. I would slam the door on the way out, and slam it on the way in. I could feel the response of many different memories of getting into the van. I had about 8 different tactile responses. I could actually feel the vibration of slamming a door on my back, or of the rush of jumping out. After all this, I got discouraged because it didn't tug me out. I then just did some visual projection techniques, all seemed half-effective. I tried expanding 6' outwards to the side, twirling; shooting out the top of my head by a golden line tugging at my crown, which caused me to briefly see a point of light. Other than that, I got completely frustrated and had to swallow, for my mouth was full!
I probably should have tried to induce hypnogogic imagery to reach the edge, for I was partially awake.

How do you guys take care of saliva build-up before you shut down and stay awake? Have you guys had success doing those exercises still partially awake? How far did you have to go to break out?

Earlier that day I took a nap for an hour, and I remember waking from two dreams and checking the time after each. I remember once I came out of my second dream I came full force back through my heart.

So I know most of you know about chemtrails, and the many theories and common beliefs about them.
I've recently been watching Ultraman. It's a Japanese show, similar to Power Rangers, Godzilla/Pokemon. Look it up, it's a really interesting series.
But I just made a unique connection ... So chemtrails can produce this shadow affect directly above the trail, very peculiar.

And In Superior Ultraman 8 Brothers a mirage prequels the unveiling mystical events common to the series. Also, the Ultramen are normal people who remember their past selfs, and one Ultraman has OBE's that either trigger events or broadens the picture.

So ... how is this fantasy that is common place in Ultraman depicting true events to date? What is the film suggesting through these connections?

So I have posted before about this, but it's developed.
When I'm going to sleep, I will see instant flashes of light, constant low-redish dots (seem to be relative locations of energy sources), and developing fields of rainbow darkness. The flashs usually occur when I'm in a prime sleeping state before relaxing in bed. The red dots are not my subtle visual stimulus from underneath my eyes, for i know i'm staring forward. Also, while staring forward, it feels like I am staring. I can also notice when my stare blinks. I also tested myself to make sure I didn't have my eyes open, and would be able to open them physically. So, with this meta-physical stare and blinking, I notice my field of observation developing into the shadow rainbow. I believe that this with time will develop into fully developed vision. I know there are a few of you on this forum who are more developed than me, and I'm almost on to my own path. I was just wondering, what would be a good validation for the red lights? And what about the instant flashes, does anybody have an explanation for those? Are they similar to the flashes one enters while going into an OBE?

I've realized some recent past dreams have been about the future and past events that I've experienced. Does a recent spur of psychic dreams mean I'm on the right track? I mean I've been practicing NEW energy, separated from PEEDs (positive energy emitting devices) for extended periods, sensing more psychic tendencies, etc.

So, in my dream last night, I lifted off the ground with relative ease trying to cross over some trees to land on the next street over. I kinda took a squared route, but my descent was blurred as I approached the ground and I lost consciousness. That was last nights dream, but I've had instances where I've landed, but in a warped way, where I appeared in where I guess I was supposed to be but didn't intend to be.

So, has anybody else had problems landing while flying through dreams?

So the other night I had been out and up late. I went to bed around 2, I had been smoking previously; I was in an altered state of consciousness before sleeping. These factors were favorable for me to attempt something. Initial sensations were: heavier breathing/cosmic winds, free flowing mind, deep relaxation, little discomfort. I then began to trail off on multiple trains of thought. I did remember what I was thinking before I engaged a silence within. This engagement was particularly new; I felt in a state of Om, i felt it vibrate steadily, slowly expanding and pushing other thoughts away. I knew I wanted to achieve this and was reluctant to have done it so easily. I then remember hearing some little voice yelling out "Help". It sounded like Navi off of Zelda. It made me think of a crystal(idk why), and it was very unique. I then started thinking,"Where are you?" Then the voice started repeating something I couldn't quite hear, but was consistent.

So that was it for my experience. I knew I was gaining major ground on something that will play in later to myself. I also want to note, before I even entered my house, I was a little paranoid, so I thought I saw a pale girls face gasping from inside my car. I also swore I heard this demon w/ red eyes. Now I wasn't directly looking at these, I saw them from my peripheral. And this demon was one I remember experiencing in a dream once that was tormenting my house at night, very quick and forceful movements, all of which were intimidating. I wasn't that scared by it all though, thought it was feeding off my paranoia, so I calmed myself and ignored it. It had completely subsided once I entered my house.

Now not entirely my first OBE, but of this kind yes. It was this morning. I had awoken at night early enough to go back to sleep and be more conscious (by accident). I then relapsed into consciousness some unknown time later into a false awakening. I remember that I was alert about my surroundings, because something bothered me near the door. I then realized my alertness towards this drew me towards it. I fluttered in consciousness, arriving about 6 ft away from where I sleep.
Some distinct qualities of this state that made this OBE a first and unique: I felt like my surroundings were different, kinda like a twilight state; I felt like I was in sleep paralysis; my consciousness included my visual perspective; and I could feel what I was passing. Also, I noticed almost a matrix of orange wide weave on my ceiling, a little luminescent.
I had then returned to my bed position, and again willed myself forward, but progressively getting closer to my starting position, and returning back to bed. Then I awoke from there.

Any comments??

This felt like a genuine OBE, being that I was starting from SP, and recognized it as such, but then was able to do something new and in the frame work of going OB.

Is there a way to identify concepts of our collective reality in the astral. IE, how our subconscious depicts a lot of our choices; is our collective subconscious similar to our collective reality?

The point I'm trying to get to is, Can you change the collective subconscious to affect the collective reality? This concept reminds me of the movie Inception. Like they go into peoples subconscious to make them think something. In the physical, we subject ourselves to a lot of effects from movies, tv, etc. Is it possible at all, or do people have to heavy of blinders?

http://www.trufax.org/convers/conv1.html

Ok, I think it is on the third page, but they mention the mapping of the brains magnetic fields on a control, and three meditative states, and how the imaging relates to the state induced by the meditation. Entirely a very peculiar read. Any questions or responses??

I also just realized that correct posture is more comfortable and sustained longer when I feel like my energies of focus are at a higher position than my body (built by building energies naturally), kind of like the pendulum method of OBEing. Anybody else experienced this? FYI I just had experienced this while reading, it was like a revalation/realization, and now I feel more inclined to does so.

I have observed this weird, quick glitter of light right after I close my eyes for energy work. Is it my third eye's production and consumption of energy, observable by my being? I know it's not normal light production, because it's not redish nor in front of my black space, but it's very quick, white, and like a flash. I also  have a downwards peripheral vision constantly when working with energy, and everything looks slightly lighter and more colorful. I don't know if it's just that I'm actually seeing things through my barely closed eyes, but it seems different.

I've been very interested in buying some crystals of desirable qualities for energy work. Does it have to be anything fancy? I looked at simple lemurian crystals, and at wands. I wouldn't mind spending $36 for a wand,
http://cgi.ebay.com/4-6-RUBY-FUCHSITE-QUARTZ-WAND-Crystal-Magic-Healing_W0QQitemZ110507903985QQcmdZViewItemQQptZLH_DefaultDomain_0?hash=item19bac8cbf1
, but if a simple lemurian quartz would do the same thing then I'd go with that. So please let me know what i should do.

So this event occurred last week: I awoke in the state capable of going obe, I could tell my body was completely done with the vibrations, being dissociated, and focused in my head, then I was aware for a period long enough to will myself to move. I decided to float down to my floor by rolling to my right, and since I sleep on a loft, I could feel everything pass me as I landed down. I was amazed at being capable of doing this, and took it further. I knew I had to be around 6' away from my body to completely go obe, so I willed towards the door. I could feel all of my brothers makeshift bed skim underneath me, feel the carpet, and catch the door. Thinking I was far enough, I though to myself," I need to see." So i decided to grab my eyes and try to open them. This was the end of my obe. In scale it was great accomplishment. Next time I think I'll ask for clarity.

The next event happened last night:
-while going to sleep, I had a great session of energy work and dissociating.
-I focused on my breath at first, in a basic sense. I usually focus on the a symbol like ying yang, but it is more box like, with 4 edges, the left side is white, the right side is black, the top and bottom are grey, and they all have 4 ridges( the beats i hear during each out breath, in breath, and pause in between determines how many ridges are on the edge). I focus on this symbol in my head to get the pattern ingrained into my procedures.
-I would also focus how on my down breath my stomach is doing the opposite by going up, and vice versa. Then I would image myself floating down calmly, but I would be the only white presence, and the surroundings would be black.
-Then that made me progress into thinking about energy work, and color breathing. I then focused up my chakras, starting with my feet. I had a peculiar energy build up in my feet, then I felt the energy flowing. Did the energy chakra matching up to my throat, and that produced a fine body dissociation, especially when I passed my heart and naval.
-My throat itched, and couldn't seem to transfer that energy on up, so I coughed hard and that ended that development. It was pretty successful, and I felt glad I could still get into that state.

So yeah, I don't know if I ever had shared my process of dissociation, but that's it. I've had previous problems returning to that, but now that I had accomplished it by non-coincidence, I feel like I can do it easier. And on the first event, I feel like I should try and raise my energy, ask for clarity, and/or walk further. I feel like I'll be able to obe consciously soon!

I believe I'm experiencing a feeling of psychic ability, kinda like m. nightshamalon's signs, but because i'm really high. Has anyone ever felt like they're capable of chrono-kinesis/pyschic ability? What real world links exist out there?

Does anyone try to network outside of this website? I tryed doing some local searches, and searches on facebook, but was unsuccessful? I was just wondering if someone had like a dojo, or place of relaxation, that is specifically inclined to know about A.P. and OBE's. I would also like to sample some orgonite before i buy some, and thought a meet up could work. So please tell me of your circle of buddies who also know about this stuff and are interested in it as well.

actually i think it would be better to share where u live and if u know of any groups, meetings, or prominent public figures who endorse this.

I live in Portland Oregon and only have one friend who has similar experiences as I yet unaware of it till recently. Someone else got me started on researching APing. Both of these people are un-involved with others as much as I hope to become. I know of no existence of interest in this topic in Portland.

I'm just wondering what the best plan is while lucid? What should be my intentions, and what should i test? I'd really like to have an OBE/AP, and i'm willing to go from an LD.

My most recent LD ... I first i was in total control, i looked for a solid object, and ran my hands through it. My hand like whoosed blue, then the true color faded back. Is this a real incident, or did i 'make' this up? After that i just ran with the dream. It changed a couple more times, and i got confused and bored. I had tried flying out of dreams before and had difficulty, is this normal?

recently i've been having more memory of my dreams, some semi-lucid, one almost lucid, some just remote viewing ... and i've also been able to reach hypnagogic state easily, and do all my relaxing and energy work just fine. but when i reach the point for hypnagogics, i usually get caught in the feeling, but i'll end up like five minutes later semi-lucid in a dream. Hypnagogics coming on have to be the weirdest feeling for me though. It's like i'll be so relaxed and focused in my mind, then i'll just feel a scenario coming on, and sometimes i'll twitch and have like silouhette visions of things.

This morning i had woken up at 7 hours sleep, got up for 5 minutes, and went back to sleep. I've also been tossing around more often, but that's how i usually sleep. I was semi-lucid in a dream shortly after my hypnagogics, and I was looking at the night sky and moon. I was enjoying the clouds, and then the moon disappeared. Then i followed this cloud that looked like a sea shell disappate and reappear as a lollipop. Then i heard a voice say, "Don't do it." That voice had shocked me awake. I then noted to myself that i had nothing to worry about. Now that i look back, i think that the next time this voice tries to frighten me i'll be prepared. I'm almost able to induce my own OBE!!!!

I was wondering if someone could link me towards someone describing deeper states of relaxation, like levels 8-14 ... i just wanted to know exactly where i am.

Now i just read some interesting articles on exopolitics. It does pertain to 2012 ... from translations of the Book of Enoch, it could be understood that extraterrestials and celestials interacted in earthly affairs. First off extra's came down, breed w/ humans, and divulged secret knowledge and the results were an unfair advantage to those inhabited and chosen by the extra's. 'God' had sent down his celestials, who possesed greater powers than the extra's, and protected humanity from failure. Said and done, human race continues with original plan. (take note these events occured way back in human history)

Now it's present time. Who knows weather the next statements are correct. Secret knowledges could have been divulged to the current elite way back when, oppression sets in, humanity at risk, and what should happen next? Armaggedon yes, the unveiling of knowledge worldwide to even the playing feilds, and judgement to those who descended and those inhabited. This is my current prediction to what is to occur in the coming 3 years that is extraordinary.

I just want to make another statement, that i believe in extraterrestrials and celestial beings, that there is a universal knowledge, and spiritual enlightenment for all of us. Someday, it will all be realized ...

For me, being 17 years old, and probly still maturing, and having a lot of hormones running haywire, do you think that makes it less probable for me to OBE?

When in the process of APing is it appropriate to ask for help? After hypnagogics? Do u have hypnagogics every time u lay down at night to AP?

Does anyone think that we'll have mind powers during 2012 (date i don't really know), like telepathy, or instant AP? mind controling?

I'm not quite sure what's up with spirit guides, but who are they? How/when exactly can they help me during and after ap? Jw, cuz i'm wishing someone would help me experience my first conscience obe. Could i even call out one of you on this forum to come help me??

Just wondering about a few things, please clarify this for me.
I was doing my relaxation techniques, and i think i felt my body cavity expanding and getting big(what body is this called again?), then i just imagined me climbing a rope(ap technique). I felt the vibs, vertigo, and i continued process. I then actually felt my legs and arms slowly go up. I actually tryed feeling my 'new' arms climbing, and my chest later moved up. I couldn't release these thoughts from my head, and that was the hardest part to release(my head). I could hear my head slightly physically coming up so i knew something was wrong. I was happy with the progress, but don't understand what i did wrong. I'm patient and determined. I gave up shortly after that, but i knew the symptoms were right, I was almost out! Also, since i'm 'pulling myself upwards', will i go through my celling? I was on my loft bed, so i'm only 3 feet from the celling. What should i do next?