hey guys (and girls offcourse) 
I'm Male (23) and coming from Germany. My english is not really good, so sorry if it is a pain to read my texts
About me:
i started at the age of 11-12 to inform me about spirituality after i had a poltergeist at my house who came back every 4 years.
a few years (6-8?don't know exactly) ago i had a big argument with my sister..after this i was going in my room and closed + locked my door.
i then took my mp3 player and heard music while leaning against my door. suddenly the door slammed wide open with a huge speed and
i got smashed to the ground because this (the door slammed me to the ground). first i thought my sister had kicked the door in.. but my sister was not in range & was in another room at this time.
i was totaly alone at the house, so basicly.. no one there who could kick my door open (without damage!).
so basicly.. it was a poltergeist (atleast i think this).
this experience was the startpoint where i began to inform me about spirituality and then began to practice several things like out of body experiences.
i experimented a lot and had a few experiences (psychokineses, telepathy etc.) and too a few out of body experiences.
99% of them were not longer than maybe 10-20 seconds.. after a few seconds i got slammed back in my physical body.
in my whole life i had like 10-15 out of body experiences, but i can't get them anymore.. wayne what i try, nothing seems to work.
as a kid i got into the "void state" without knowing what this state was.. the first time i was going in the void state i was scared like hell..
it feeled like my body is changing the frequency and shifting to another reality (like when you change the channel on a radio)..
it was like i change "my frequency of reality" from the physical to a unlimited 3d black area where i was floating around..
the first time was scary, but after the first time it was exciting and relaxing to be in this state
the problem is.. now i can't even get to this void state anymore.. i don't get any vibrations, noises or sounds, visuals or other stuff i know
from a few years ago where i had my out of body experiences (i know, it's not really like i would leave my body.. anyway).
i really try'd much stuff.. monroe's techniques, robert peterson's , william buhlman's, techniques from this forum here (noticing etc.) and other sources on the internet,
my own techniques i used as a child and much much more.. nothing worked. i read really much in ebooks and in the internet and basicly know really much about the topic..
i know a huge load of techniques and what to do at certain moments (like in the vibration state,how to exit the body, how to gain vision etc.).. but i can't get a oobe.
because this, i got really frustrated and stopped to experiment with the out of body state.. i try it now every few months again and again, but everytime nothing happens.
i know that it's in theory not that hard to get this stuff going, but for me it seems like it's really hard.
as a child i just needed to lay down, relax without think too much and wait 30-50 minutes and then there where vibrations, noises,
suddenly scenario changes (it was like i teleported into another room / reality) and much more.. but this don't seems to work anymore.
so basicly.. i try to get the out of body state working again because i really love out of body experiences.. but i have really hard problems with it^^
it feels a little bit like something is blocking the experience for me or something. i don't know
now i training phasing with techniques from this forum here because i think this is the best way to get a out of body experience.
the whole idea and concept of the phasing is exactly that, what i too think is true and i really like the idea because this.
but yeah, it's not that easy to get anything going^^
i hope that i get some effects if i train every day one hour for a while.. like a few months or so.. don't know.
greetings,
Kusuri^^
p.s: sorry for my bad english, i hope it's readable..
I'm Male (23) and coming from Germany. My english is not really good, so sorry if it is a pain to read my texts
About me:
i started at the age of 11-12 to inform me about spirituality after i had a poltergeist at my house who came back every 4 years.
a few years (6-8?don't know exactly) ago i had a big argument with my sister..after this i was going in my room and closed + locked my door.
i then took my mp3 player and heard music while leaning against my door. suddenly the door slammed wide open with a huge speed and
i got smashed to the ground because this (the door slammed me to the ground). first i thought my sister had kicked the door in.. but my sister was not in range & was in another room at this time.
i was totaly alone at the house, so basicly.. no one there who could kick my door open (without damage!).
so basicly.. it was a poltergeist (atleast i think this).
this experience was the startpoint where i began to inform me about spirituality and then began to practice several things like out of body experiences.
i experimented a lot and had a few experiences (psychokineses, telepathy etc.) and too a few out of body experiences.
99% of them were not longer than maybe 10-20 seconds.. after a few seconds i got slammed back in my physical body.
in my whole life i had like 10-15 out of body experiences, but i can't get them anymore.. wayne what i try, nothing seems to work.
as a kid i got into the "void state" without knowing what this state was.. the first time i was going in the void state i was scared like hell..
it feeled like my body is changing the frequency and shifting to another reality (like when you change the channel on a radio)..
it was like i change "my frequency of reality" from the physical to a unlimited 3d black area where i was floating around..
the first time was scary, but after the first time it was exciting and relaxing to be in this state
the problem is.. now i can't even get to this void state anymore.. i don't get any vibrations, noises or sounds, visuals or other stuff i know
from a few years ago where i had my out of body experiences (i know, it's not really like i would leave my body.. anyway).
i really try'd much stuff.. monroe's techniques, robert peterson's , william buhlman's, techniques from this forum here (noticing etc.) and other sources on the internet,
my own techniques i used as a child and much much more.. nothing worked. i read really much in ebooks and in the internet and basicly know really much about the topic..
i know a huge load of techniques and what to do at certain moments (like in the vibration state,how to exit the body, how to gain vision etc.).. but i can't get a oobe.
because this, i got really frustrated and stopped to experiment with the out of body state.. i try it now every few months again and again, but everytime nothing happens.
i know that it's in theory not that hard to get this stuff going, but for me it seems like it's really hard.
as a child i just needed to lay down, relax without think too much and wait 30-50 minutes and then there where vibrations, noises,
suddenly scenario changes (it was like i teleported into another room / reality) and much more.. but this don't seems to work anymore.
so basicly.. i try to get the out of body state working again because i really love out of body experiences.. but i have really hard problems with it^^
it feels a little bit like something is blocking the experience for me or something. i don't know
now i training phasing with techniques from this forum here because i think this is the best way to get a out of body experience.
the whole idea and concept of the phasing is exactly that, what i too think is true and i really like the idea because this.
but yeah, it's not that easy to get anything going^^
i hope that i get some effects if i train every day one hour for a while.. like a few months or so.. don't know.
greetings,
Kusuri^^
p.s: sorry for my bad english, i hope it's readable..