I've been astral projecting unconsciously since i was a child (when I say unconsciously or how ever it is spelled, I mean that i don't do anything for it, it just happens and when it happens, well, i take control of it and have awesome adventures and stuff) and it is very often, i love it, and I've found alot of amazing information over there, way much more than the ones you can find in books ;B
Pain is always there, it always hurts, it always feels like little needles between my bones, i have managed to get used to it, but like two days ago, it was 5 am, and i lay in bed to sleep, but suddenly i feel i was falling (that's normal i know), and some strange noises start to sound outloud, the energy was all around and it felt awful and good at the same time, it felt like some kind of sick pleasure...
and i heard my own voice saying; So this is how madness feels like?
I was literally suffering to death, and I'm not exaggerating, it was real pain
then this awesome music start to sound, and i was able to control everything (I'm a musician so this is like a dream for anyone like me xd)
but the point is, what is this pain i went through?, low planes? that's impossible i haven't done anything to get there, i was even happy when i went to bed that night
could anyone please help me? D;
Pain is always there, it always hurts, it always feels like little needles between my bones, i have managed to get used to it, but like two days ago, it was 5 am, and i lay in bed to sleep, but suddenly i feel i was falling (that's normal i know), and some strange noises start to sound outloud, the energy was all around and it felt awful and good at the same time, it felt like some kind of sick pleasure...
and i heard my own voice saying; So this is how madness feels like?
I was literally suffering to death, and I'm not exaggerating, it was real pain
then this awesome music start to sound, and i was able to control everything (I'm a musician so this is like a dream for anyone like me xd)
but the point is, what is this pain i went through?, low planes? that's impossible i haven't done anything to get there, i was even happy when i went to bed that night
could anyone please help me? D;