But an oldie one!
Decades of OBEs...lucid and all sorts experiences from age 6 onwards. I think I read every book on OBEs growing up.... but my interest was how to stop them. Finally in mid 90s I came to the watershed that either I stop or I was going to get fired and that didn't sit well with me. My family wasn't going to get fed on astral whatnot. Some of them were rather frightening and the warning of sudden death was there also...equally idiotic to chance with a growing family. Yes I felt protected always....prayer always helped...as did my off world team helpers....but there was this warning of possible sudden snap given dimension travel. Added to that was the constant indicators that I was a nuisance to myself and others off world too! They didn't want me to recall some things in this brain or even understand them. So basically I was given the clear message...get on with your life!
The solution was willpower...stop the vibrations...stop the exit...stop recalling anything...stop giving it attention.
And I walked and flew the four corners of this earth in a couple of decades of astonishing career success. I ended with huge satisfaction I completed bringing up two great people. Job done I think!
Now over the hill and retired, the time I gave myself to return to it and open that door again has arrived. But do I want to?
So I will sit here for a bit and see if I do.... personally I feel it's way too complicated for this earth brain that can't cope with input and mistranslates based on earth experiences and images it knows. It's not as simple as linear exit one body...onto next. The way you leave determines which 'body' you use...which dimension you go to...what experiences you have....and waking up in lucid on the other end of the galactic wherever with help getting back that your lucid brain isn't aware off, that goes off tangent like a 2 year old fouling things up exploring existences I fully know how they function....when not in lucid earth brain interfering mode.....and having those high speed tunnels that go on forever to return through....isn't what I call fun. Neither is sitting close to earth spaces. That's dead boring.
On the other hand I do enjoy some of what I recall. So I may just decide dream recall is good enough and not go heavy footing all over my off world life upsetting plans and basically act like a clueless disruptive two year old 'over there'.
So I am a project in the making....here to visit and see if anything filters through as to next steps.
Decades of OBEs...lucid and all sorts experiences from age 6 onwards. I think I read every book on OBEs growing up.... but my interest was how to stop them. Finally in mid 90s I came to the watershed that either I stop or I was going to get fired and that didn't sit well with me. My family wasn't going to get fed on astral whatnot. Some of them were rather frightening and the warning of sudden death was there also...equally idiotic to chance with a growing family. Yes I felt protected always....prayer always helped...as did my off world team helpers....but there was this warning of possible sudden snap given dimension travel. Added to that was the constant indicators that I was a nuisance to myself and others off world too! They didn't want me to recall some things in this brain or even understand them. So basically I was given the clear message...get on with your life!
The solution was willpower...stop the vibrations...stop the exit...stop recalling anything...stop giving it attention.
And I walked and flew the four corners of this earth in a couple of decades of astonishing career success. I ended with huge satisfaction I completed bringing up two great people. Job done I think!
Now over the hill and retired, the time I gave myself to return to it and open that door again has arrived. But do I want to?
So I will sit here for a bit and see if I do.... personally I feel it's way too complicated for this earth brain that can't cope with input and mistranslates based on earth experiences and images it knows. It's not as simple as linear exit one body...onto next. The way you leave determines which 'body' you use...which dimension you go to...what experiences you have....and waking up in lucid on the other end of the galactic wherever with help getting back that your lucid brain isn't aware off, that goes off tangent like a 2 year old fouling things up exploring existences I fully know how they function....when not in lucid earth brain interfering mode.....and having those high speed tunnels that go on forever to return through....isn't what I call fun. Neither is sitting close to earth spaces. That's dead boring.
On the other hand I do enjoy some of what I recall. So I may just decide dream recall is good enough and not go heavy footing all over my off world life upsetting plans and basically act like a clueless disruptive two year old 'over there'.
So I am a project in the making....here to visit and see if anything filters through as to next steps.