Hi everyone! I have been on a spiritual quest for about 10 years now and somehow it has lead me to explore the world of OBE's. A few weeks ago I read two books by William Buhlman that changed my whole perspective. It has felt for a long time that I am very close to opening a door but didnt have the keys. When I read those books I literally found the keys. I realized that many of the things Mr. Buhlman experienced had happened to me in the past but I didntknow what they were. I had no name for them. Now I do and I am learning which way to turn those proverbial keys for the first time. Those books are like AP manuals, they are so good!!
I have had a semi-separation several years ago that was extremely brief but a bit disconcerning. I had been laying on my bed and was involved in lucid dreaming. I knew I was unable to physically move as I did try to get up and couldnt (experiencing sleep paralysis never bothered me). I vaguely remember just finding myself sitting up so I must have just relaxed and just did it. I saw my room but then a figure that had been hiding behind the doorway whipped very fast towards me and pushed me back down. The force of impact reverberated for several minutes throughout my now conscious but paralysed body. I also heard a whoosh sound as I re-entered. I distinctly remember this being as wearing kahki's and his jacket had pleated pockets and he was wearing a Australian type hat with the ties and flipped up brim and had dark hair/mustache and complexion. He also wore an expression of a scowl as if he really didn't want me to get out. The whole thing happened so fast that I didnt even have time to notice if anything in my room was different.
The experience didnt really scare me much, I just though it was very, very interesting and has left me with a very strong taste for more LOL.
I look forward to the day when I AP voluntarily and work towards mastering it as I feel I have many, many things to learn. Thank you all for this forum.
Barb
I have had a semi-separation several years ago that was extremely brief but a bit disconcerning. I had been laying on my bed and was involved in lucid dreaming. I knew I was unable to physically move as I did try to get up and couldnt (experiencing sleep paralysis never bothered me). I vaguely remember just finding myself sitting up so I must have just relaxed and just did it. I saw my room but then a figure that had been hiding behind the doorway whipped very fast towards me and pushed me back down. The force of impact reverberated for several minutes throughout my now conscious but paralysed body. I also heard a whoosh sound as I re-entered. I distinctly remember this being as wearing kahki's and his jacket had pleated pockets and he was wearing a Australian type hat with the ties and flipped up brim and had dark hair/mustache and complexion. He also wore an expression of a scowl as if he really didn't want me to get out. The whole thing happened so fast that I didnt even have time to notice if anything in my room was different.
The experience didnt really scare me much, I just though it was very, very interesting and has left me with a very strong taste for more LOL.
I look forward to the day when I AP voluntarily and work towards mastering it as I feel I have many, many things to learn. Thank you all for this forum.
Barb