i had a projection last night
- stood up, wanted to go outside - thats what i normally do, i like to explore haha, something wouldnt let me turn towards the door so i looked to the right, seen my stepdad sitting on the couch, told him i was bored and wanted to go out and have sex, he looked scary.
my mom looked creepy too, sitting next to him on a chair. creepin me out, so i asked her if she wanted a foot massage. i started to give her one but her legs started stretching out and pushing into my stomach, it old her i wanted to have sex too .. lol ( i dunno what was with me, haha )
i looked into the kitchen seen my brother but he fell down or something and my stepdad came out of the kitchen and started attacking me and grabbed my side of my stomach, i was holding him bac k, his face was the face of a demon , didnt like the sight of those damn teeth and ugly face so while i was holding him back i was just thinking, screw this so i woke up and went to sleep on the other chair ahaha
* so .. when i wake up, if ive had a dream where someones poking me, or grabbing me etc. why is it when i wake up i can still feel where they were grabbing me ?
also, why is it that sometimes i feel like there is an invisible barrier not allowing me to move a certain way ? is there anyway i can get past that ?
- stood up, wanted to go outside - thats what i normally do, i like to explore haha, something wouldnt let me turn towards the door so i looked to the right, seen my stepdad sitting on the couch, told him i was bored and wanted to go out and have sex, he looked scary.
my mom looked creepy too, sitting next to him on a chair. creepin me out, so i asked her if she wanted a foot massage. i started to give her one but her legs started stretching out and pushing into my stomach, it old her i wanted to have sex too .. lol ( i dunno what was with me, haha )
i looked into the kitchen seen my brother but he fell down or something and my stepdad came out of the kitchen and started attacking me and grabbed my side of my stomach, i was holding him bac k, his face was the face of a demon , didnt like the sight of those damn teeth and ugly face so while i was holding him back i was just thinking, screw this so i woke up and went to sleep on the other chair ahaha
* so .. when i wake up, if ive had a dream where someones poking me, or grabbing me etc. why is it when i wake up i can still feel where they were grabbing me ?
also, why is it that sometimes i feel like there is an invisible barrier not allowing me to move a certain way ? is there anyway i can get past that ?