Hi, not sure if this is the right place to post this but the shear amount of available forums is a little over whelming for a newbie.
Anyway, here is my story.
I have always been a bit of a loner and had a bit of an episode at 21 after a few years binging heavily on canabis. I would smoke a lot of the stuff and just sit with my thoughts, almost meditating I guess (looking back on it).
Well I went pretty crazy, seeing things and hearing voices. The doctors refused to label what was wrong, but I was certain that people could hear the thoughs in my head. This dellusion has never really left me.
I have lived a pretty "normal" life for the last few years, but recently took a step backwards. Basically, I have the most random thoughts pop into my head - things I would never think of my self. And people who are in close proximity say these things out loud.
It feels as if their thoughts are popping into my head before they say them, I guess. Or maybe my thought gets put into their head, so they shout it out. Except these things are not my thoughts, I dunno where they come from.
For example I looked at a girl the other day as she and a boy were walking towards me. The thought "hello sid" popped into my head and as they walked past, she said the same thing to the boy, as part of her conversation. I dont even know anyone called Sid!
Really this is the most craziest experience that anyone could have.
As the doctors have no clue and every other link on the internet just says "keep taking your meds", I just wondered if someone with an open mind could shed some light onto this for me?
Cheers,
Mad_head
Anyway, here is my story.
I have always been a bit of a loner and had a bit of an episode at 21 after a few years binging heavily on canabis. I would smoke a lot of the stuff and just sit with my thoughts, almost meditating I guess (looking back on it).
Well I went pretty crazy, seeing things and hearing voices. The doctors refused to label what was wrong, but I was certain that people could hear the thoughs in my head. This dellusion has never really left me.
I have lived a pretty "normal" life for the last few years, but recently took a step backwards. Basically, I have the most random thoughts pop into my head - things I would never think of my self. And people who are in close proximity say these things out loud.
It feels as if their thoughts are popping into my head before they say them, I guess. Or maybe my thought gets put into their head, so they shout it out. Except these things are not my thoughts, I dunno where they come from.
For example I looked at a girl the other day as she and a boy were walking towards me. The thought "hello sid" popped into my head and as they walked past, she said the same thing to the boy, as part of her conversation. I dont even know anyone called Sid!
Really this is the most craziest experience that anyone could have.
As the doctors have no clue and every other link on the internet just says "keep taking your meds", I just wondered if someone with an open mind could shed some light onto this for me?
Cheers,
Mad_head