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This is really strange.

I am on a new medication called Vyvanse to help with my ADD, known for one of its side effects being depression, but I find it strange how I am not depressed when I am astral projecting, in fact I feel amazingly great, but when I'm in the physical world I feel heavy, mournful and depressed. Mom commented that I seem "serious" and not my usual, humorous self. It's really sad because in the past two days I've projected again and it was some of the most epic, fulfilling projecting sessions I've ever done!

I dunno - is it my meds? Is it an addiction to staying in the astral world? What might it be?

Hi there, first post of my own I see...

Anyways I'm having an extremely difficult time astral projecting nowadays, even though I used to be able to do it moderately well (this was about 8 months ago when I last projected successfully, and even then it was quite difficult, but at least it was possible.) I know how to do it, and I follow a method called the "general transfer of consciousness" method, which is described in an astral projecting book I have. But when I try to do it now, I end up becoming so drowsy that I just end up napping instead (I say napping because, from my experience, it is exceedingly hard for me to project at night.)

This is a serious issue, especially since it is my goal to be able to astral project at-will on a regular basis. The reason for this is because I want to hold council with the gods regarding the whole 2012 issue, resolving any fears I may have about the upcoming date...believe me, all this 2012 hype scares the crap outta me.

Finally, I will say my lifestyle is very difficult and busy...I am taking two college classes at once and I'm still new to college. That combined with the fact that my boarding school makes you go to their own classes at least 3 times a day. I have autism and I get overloaded very easily, and usually my break time does not exceed two hours between appointments. And when you don't attend one, they get maaaad.

I'm thinking all this pressure, combined with sleepless nights and such is making me too stressed and drowsy at the same time that it's way too hard to astral project. Which sucks because I NEED to be able to project like I used to.