You may or may not have read my first entry introducing myself. Basically I have started trying to exit through my sleep paralysis.
The first couple times I exited I experienced astral blindness as I was to close to my body. I tried again this morning. It is getting easier for me.
I planned on going out the front door and to the street and flying from there. I tried rolling out my body which seems to work quite well. The problem is I feel quite clumsy when I get up off the floor and then I am in a rush to get away as quickly as possible. I tried three times. It was exhausting. It seems to take a huge amount of concentration and willpower. But all three times I was blind and even when I was on my street I was blind. maybe 6 meters away from my body. I tried saying "vision on".
Then I went to these strange places but it felt more like a lucid dream. It was all a bit vague and dreamy. It didn't last long. I remember food and some sport center. I have extremely lucid dreams. More lucid than these experiences. I am under a lot of stress now and forgot to protect myself so I may have attracted a low level experience? Could I have gone back to dreaming? I am going to start meditating again soon I think this will help.
Please help, this is all very strange and I woke up feeling very emotional.
Thanks
The first couple times I exited I experienced astral blindness as I was to close to my body. I tried again this morning. It is getting easier for me.
I planned on going out the front door and to the street and flying from there. I tried rolling out my body which seems to work quite well. The problem is I feel quite clumsy when I get up off the floor and then I am in a rush to get away as quickly as possible. I tried three times. It was exhausting. It seems to take a huge amount of concentration and willpower. But all three times I was blind and even when I was on my street I was blind. maybe 6 meters away from my body. I tried saying "vision on".
Then I went to these strange places but it felt more like a lucid dream. It was all a bit vague and dreamy. It didn't last long. I remember food and some sport center. I have extremely lucid dreams. More lucid than these experiences. I am under a lot of stress now and forgot to protect myself so I may have attracted a low level experience? Could I have gone back to dreaming? I am going to start meditating again soon I think this will help.
Please help, this is all very strange and I woke up feeling very emotional.
Thanks