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So one evening I am sitting at home, as dark fell I got the inspiration to engage in the art of traveling the astral plane. So I lie down and began to rest and meditate, soon enough I was on the edge of sleep and my body was fully asleep. Then as it happened I floated out, old tricks are the best tricks lol. I was the in the real time zone here on Earth. I flew out of my room and and into the yard and enjoyed the weather and sky for a few. Then suddenly I was in a different place and the experience had turned into a half conscious lucid dream, except one thing, It was a complete friggin nightmare. I was alone and very afraid because of it and everything I looked at turned scary. I was there for a very very very long time. It was the most terrifying experience of my life. Anyway the whole point of this is a prayer request for me. I have been having very very severe negative effects ever since then. Hearing voices, visual hallucinations, anxiety attacks, panic attacks, extreme nightmares pretty much every night. Also since the I've been having delusions. Like really believing big things in my life that are not true. Basically every extreme effect of really really bad schizophrenia. Anyway this brings me to the point of this thread. If you can believe....   Then I want you to say one prayer for me...   I say again, if you can BELIEVE and have FAITH, Then I want you to say one prayer for me. No, this is not one of those prayer chain messages. I am just having a really hard time and I need you to say one prayer for me. Any would be greatly appreciated. Thank You...<3

Hello everyone...  I've posted here before but my account
got deleted or something...  anyways....

Basically what we have here is me building my head using
synchronicity and strange forms of magick i've invented, know pun intended 

And I've been doing this for about 2 years.... I can now go into a daze with eyes open and see the deepest most brightly colored geometric fractals imaginable...far better than LSD or Mushrooms...but of the same nature in appearance...
...and also see what look like ghost people or animals pretty much everyday or whenever i want really...   I can also see UFOs quite clearly in the sky day and night....

just wondering if anyone else does this....  and also wondering if this would help me to achieve astral projection  or shamanic journeying...
I don't know why but I have a feeling this visual gift i have would really help shamanic journeying more than astral projection as I have attempted both many times...