I've been wondering how to write this down without looking to gullible. Nevertheless the
evidence is convincing, and I am still trying to swallow the information given to me this last
month.
A friend of mine, whom recently became a Christian confided in me that she was going through
some terrible moments. She admitted she was scared to death of what was coming after her and her
son. She said that she was meant to pay up for her practices of Wicca. She ran terrified out of
her witch group and resorted to a church that baptized her and offered her protection. She is
much calmer now and in good faith I see her happy and healthy.
She spoke to me of Hell's rising, that these days more and more evil is entering our world. She
had been practicing spell-craft and sorcery for some years with other people yet when I met her
she never gave a hint of being witch-like.
Now for some context, I used to be Catholic, and I fervently followed it, I would consciously
separate good from bad in whatever situation I saw, and for a time it was good to recognize it.
With catholicism I was given the assurance that I was protected by God and that I had to
acknowledge good from evil. Catholics always gave an image to evil, Demons and the Devil, and an
image to Good, Angels and God. The evil images only existed for me as long as I believed in this
religion.
Once I reached my teenage years I drifted away from the church, feeling it was negatively
impacting my life, for that I was always in pain and alone. After leaving religion behind, all
manner of demons and devils ceased to exist for I no longer acknowledged their existence as
individuals. I recognized that both good and evil exist, but they were no longer single entities
out to catch me. I was grateful for leaving the church because I managed to adapt easier to
society and make a few friends.
Fast forward to last month, this friend of mine spoke to me. She said I am posessed by a demon,
and a big one at that. She spoke of how she knew of it, she saw it, she felt it, and until
today, she admitted that she and her group of Wicca practicioners had been scanning to find me
(or rather the demon that lies within). She and her ex practicioners are all now following their
church where they feel protected from following an ancient art that has consequences...
When she spoke of my demon, I couldn't believe it, yet I had a hint that she might be onto
something. I was not believing her and I could easily answer her theories with my own based on
Astral Projection and the wider reality that we have been recognizing by means of experience and
the books/authors most of us have read on this forum (Monroe, Campbell, Frank Kepple etc). I
told her I no longer subscribed to those belief systems, that evil was not a force within me and
I know of my own good heart and will. Yet for some strange reason my apartment became twice as
cold as usual and I began shaking.
I spoke to her of how the shadow that was near me when I managed to astral project could have
been a manifestation of my own fears, or even better, a test from my own guide. But she is
convinced that something supernatural lurks around me. She also says that I know of IT. (I keep
saying no, but I feel she might be right... I cant really tell, maybe this demon has been here with me from early on).
She says I must see it for myself. Although after speaking with her, I only fear she has increased my fear of the unknown
to the point where if I do search for it, I will find it. I have fallen into her story and I
could create this scenario for myself. I feel I cannot prove or disprove it since I already have
a hint of believing her.
Now something else happened. Last week I brought a girl home, whom I have a crush on. We were
talking for a few minutes before we had to leave for a soccer match that some friends had. She
said she felt something in my apartment, that someone else was here. I took the opportunity to
speak of ghosts and astral projection, but I never intended to scare her. I told her of the
shadow that was next to me. All of a sudden she shifted and started crying, she was in panic,
although with her eyes wide open she could not see me, she was seeing someone else, she kept
saying "You aren't him!, your are not him!" I tried calming her down, she sat down still crying
and in terror of me. Fortunately the phone rang, it was a friend saying he was outside and that
we should get on our way to the match. This interruption brought her back and I took her to my
car. She calmed down, but now it was me who was uneasy.
I cannot avoid feeling a little Ego increase after my ex-witch friend mentioned that others know
of me and that which lurks beside. She says they have known for some time, and some of these
people I even know but they wont say who they are. I feel watched...!! She also mentioned I
could have opened a door early in life that allowed this entity to reach me. I told her of how I
played OUIJA as a kid, as well as tried a couple of things here and there.
She holds this demon responsible of my loneliness and my terrible luck with women (my luck with
women is another topic altogether, I get noticed a lot by women, but I rarely get a girlfriend...)
I cannot really know how to interpret all of this, I don't feel like blaming my bad situation
onto something external is really the solution. For all intents and purposes I have been on a
path were I realize that I myself am responsible for my loneliness, I pushed people away, I kept
myself closed and locked down from people so that I would't get hurt. I avoid having girlfriends
and talking to people because of former experiences where I learned that the solution to pain
was to avoid people. (I know I shouldn´t and that is something I am currently working on...
)
I've even had strange phenomenon occur to me, two years ago was a spontaneously enlightened for
around 8 months, and all was good, I couldn't find evil anywhere and I was followed all day by a
bright white light.
In any case I just wanted to get this off of my chest as it has kept me uneasy the past few
weeks, I cannot even attempt to astral project in fear of this creature, this entity which she
gave life to by mentioning it to me. She assures me IT has kept everyone at bay, and moreso that
she was punished by it when she got close to me.
I know that her belief system is quite strong, and I have always been gullible to other people's
beliefs. Given her beliefs and the fact that the girl I brought home got terrified of me make me think.
I just want to know if anyone believes in demonic posession, if Hell trully is rising,
if I can overcome this, or if is just a bunch of rubish. I feel I lost the power to prove her
theories since I myself will create the entity. I dont know what to make of this.
Thanks
evidence is convincing, and I am still trying to swallow the information given to me this last
month.
A friend of mine, whom recently became a Christian confided in me that she was going through
some terrible moments. She admitted she was scared to death of what was coming after her and her
son. She said that she was meant to pay up for her practices of Wicca. She ran terrified out of
her witch group and resorted to a church that baptized her and offered her protection. She is
much calmer now and in good faith I see her happy and healthy.
She spoke to me of Hell's rising, that these days more and more evil is entering our world. She
had been practicing spell-craft and sorcery for some years with other people yet when I met her
she never gave a hint of being witch-like.
Now for some context, I used to be Catholic, and I fervently followed it, I would consciously
separate good from bad in whatever situation I saw, and for a time it was good to recognize it.
With catholicism I was given the assurance that I was protected by God and that I had to
acknowledge good from evil. Catholics always gave an image to evil, Demons and the Devil, and an
image to Good, Angels and God. The evil images only existed for me as long as I believed in this
religion.
Once I reached my teenage years I drifted away from the church, feeling it was negatively
impacting my life, for that I was always in pain and alone. After leaving religion behind, all
manner of demons and devils ceased to exist for I no longer acknowledged their existence as
individuals. I recognized that both good and evil exist, but they were no longer single entities
out to catch me. I was grateful for leaving the church because I managed to adapt easier to
society and make a few friends.
Fast forward to last month, this friend of mine spoke to me. She said I am posessed by a demon,
and a big one at that. She spoke of how she knew of it, she saw it, she felt it, and until
today, she admitted that she and her group of Wicca practicioners had been scanning to find me
(or rather the demon that lies within). She and her ex practicioners are all now following their
church where they feel protected from following an ancient art that has consequences...
When she spoke of my demon, I couldn't believe it, yet I had a hint that she might be onto
something. I was not believing her and I could easily answer her theories with my own based on
Astral Projection and the wider reality that we have been recognizing by means of experience and
the books/authors most of us have read on this forum (Monroe, Campbell, Frank Kepple etc). I
told her I no longer subscribed to those belief systems, that evil was not a force within me and
I know of my own good heart and will. Yet for some strange reason my apartment became twice as
cold as usual and I began shaking.
I spoke to her of how the shadow that was near me when I managed to astral project could have
been a manifestation of my own fears, or even better, a test from my own guide. But she is
convinced that something supernatural lurks around me. She also says that I know of IT. (I keep
saying no, but I feel she might be right... I cant really tell, maybe this demon has been here with me from early on).
She says I must see it for myself. Although after speaking with her, I only fear she has increased my fear of the unknown
to the point where if I do search for it, I will find it. I have fallen into her story and I
could create this scenario for myself. I feel I cannot prove or disprove it since I already have
a hint of believing her.
Now something else happened. Last week I brought a girl home, whom I have a crush on. We were
talking for a few minutes before we had to leave for a soccer match that some friends had. She
said she felt something in my apartment, that someone else was here. I took the opportunity to
speak of ghosts and astral projection, but I never intended to scare her. I told her of the
shadow that was next to me. All of a sudden she shifted and started crying, she was in panic,
although with her eyes wide open she could not see me, she was seeing someone else, she kept
saying "You aren't him!, your are not him!" I tried calming her down, she sat down still crying
and in terror of me. Fortunately the phone rang, it was a friend saying he was outside and that
we should get on our way to the match. This interruption brought her back and I took her to my
car. She calmed down, but now it was me who was uneasy.
I cannot avoid feeling a little Ego increase after my ex-witch friend mentioned that others know
of me and that which lurks beside. She says they have known for some time, and some of these
people I even know but they wont say who they are. I feel watched...!! She also mentioned I
could have opened a door early in life that allowed this entity to reach me. I told her of how I
played OUIJA as a kid, as well as tried a couple of things here and there.
She holds this demon responsible of my loneliness and my terrible luck with women (my luck with
women is another topic altogether, I get noticed a lot by women, but I rarely get a girlfriend...)
I cannot really know how to interpret all of this, I don't feel like blaming my bad situation
onto something external is really the solution. For all intents and purposes I have been on a
path were I realize that I myself am responsible for my loneliness, I pushed people away, I kept
myself closed and locked down from people so that I would't get hurt. I avoid having girlfriends
and talking to people because of former experiences where I learned that the solution to pain
was to avoid people. (I know I shouldn´t and that is something I am currently working on...
)I've even had strange phenomenon occur to me, two years ago was a spontaneously enlightened for
around 8 months, and all was good, I couldn't find evil anywhere and I was followed all day by a
bright white light.
In any case I just wanted to get this off of my chest as it has kept me uneasy the past few
weeks, I cannot even attempt to astral project in fear of this creature, this entity which she
gave life to by mentioning it to me. She assures me IT has kept everyone at bay, and moreso that
she was punished by it when she got close to me.
I know that her belief system is quite strong, and I have always been gullible to other people's
beliefs. Given her beliefs and the fact that the girl I brought home got terrified of me make me think.
I just want to know if anyone believes in demonic posession, if Hell trully is rising,
if I can overcome this, or if is just a bunch of rubish. I feel I lost the power to prove her
theories since I myself will create the entity. I dont know what to make of this.
Thanks