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#1
I recently discovered isolation tanks, or aka flotation tanks. Look them up, pretty sweet. They essentially aid in the process of disconnecting from your physical senses. Seriously, look them up. They use incredible amounts of salt to provide a buoyant floating experience. So yeah, I stumbled upon that, cool right? I'll never be able to afford it but I know about it now and it reminds me of things I've seen in some movies like the one with Tom Cruise where they can predict the future, he's some sort of cop. There is a scene where 3 females were lying in water and they were the psychics that powered the machine or something. So now I'm visualizing this isolation tank along the same lines, now look up i-sopod, those look really cool. Alright so now that this information is stored in your brain let me tell you something else.

I've been practicing clearing my mind and just letting things jump out at me, acknowledge them and push them away again. You can practice this while meditating or even walking down the street. I feel if my higher self is going to contact me, or even yours contact you for that matter, our minds have to blank and ready to accept what they have to offer. So yeah, my mind is blank, im cleaning my apartment like a maniac just listening to music and I'm in the zone. I glance over this book that my teacher gave me a few years back that I have never even read but I keep around because of sentimental value, my teacher liked me so she gave me a book so it's special to me. Well yeah, I glance over this box and I see the narrow spine of the book, I turn around and walk away doing whatever it was I was doing. Then I just stopped, turned around, grabbed the book, let the book fall open in my hands. I read the two pages that fell open. The book is part of a series, "His Dark Materials". This book is about peoples souls living outside of their bodies called Daemons. So now in my life, I'm studying how everyone has a higher self, a true self that is with us every second of their lives. I could get into explaining it but you can just research it, you will find it. So yeah this book I picked up, I read the first two pages. Lyra(main character) and her Daemon(her soul) was talking, Lyra told her soul she was leaving, she had to find someone in Jericho. She was going to leave a window open so her daemon could travel back and forth through worlds so he could find her. Aright so right here, after I read this I was so overwhelmed, like what the hell. I'm learning about this "window" called astral projection right now, and in the book she said she is leaving a window open. We are essentially projecting and finding our souls, our higher selves, our daemons. That is what she's talking about in the book, leaving the window open for her daemon to find her. So by this point I'm 110% this is my higher self speaking to me through the things I have around me. Right at the end of the page it said, "Can you read..." as if my higher self was saying, it's right in front of you, I'm telling you in plain english.

So after I read this and came to this conclusion, I emptied my mind. I thought, "maybe I'm onto something, I got to let this stuff have a chance to show itself to me." I let my thought become empty, I reread the pages, I underlined words that felt like they had "deeper" meaning, I don't know how to describe it, the words just felt important. So this is what I got,

The message I have found for myself reads,
"He lives in Jericho, Which is where I should be now? Search through the untidy bookshelves for a map of the city. He's coming back in our homeland, so this is what we'll do. I'll leave this window open for you and you can shelter in here, and fly out whenever you need to. I shall come back at... Can you read"

So yeah I don't know what this means but I looked up Jericho, turns out there is a few interesting things about this place. Jericho is a village in Jordan north end of the Dead sea. It was also the first place taken by the Israelites under Joshua. It is also referred to as the Promise Land. Also, in Jericho lies one of the original 7 wonders of the world, the hanging gardens. So I looked into the hanging gardens and turns out they are being destroyed by people revolting against their leaders. The seven gardens is a very sacred place, why I don't know but I feel drawn to the information of the place. If you know anything about any of this PLEEEEASE inform me.

All right, so I'm on the phone this morning shooting the crap with my friend and I get into the Dead sea topic and isolation tanks. He tells me how the Dead Sea has the highest amount of salt for any body of water on the earth. Umm, excuse my language, but are you shitting me guys? So isolation tanks and the Dead Sea have the same consistency pretty much. So this little passage that stuck out at me in this book lead me into finding out about the hanging gardens and the Dead Sea. Also, I feel like the name Promise Land is important as well. There is more to this message I just can't put my thumb on it, any thoughts guys? I am almost positive this is a message from my higher self. Has anyone got this type of message from their higher selves before? I feel as though because I haven't actually met mine yet in a projection or a dream this might be the way he would communicate with me.

I also want to point out, everything happens for a reason. Everyone exists with a purpose in life, you reading this right here is simply because you were meant to. That book was a premeditated idea from the creator, I was meant to have it, whether or not I planned on reading it. It served a purpose. Remember that when you live your life, everything that occurs in that very day is meant for you to have an experience. Whether good or bad it's your decision, the experience is up to you.

Namaste and love to all of you

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I also want to point out that this message might not even be directed to you. Me writing this thread right now could be meant for someone else to read so they can learn what they need to learn. Remember that whatever knowledge you stumbled upon might not be meant for you, share it with the world and let it find the right person. We are all here for one great purpose, we all meet in the end for one large picture, try to imagine that.
#2
I recently discovered isolation tanks, or aka flotation tanks. Look them up, pretty sweet. They essentially aid in the process of disconnecting from your physical senses. Seriously, look them up. They use incredible amounts of salt to provide a buoyant floating experience. So yeah, I stumbled upon that, cool right? I'll never be able to afford it but I know about it now and it reminds me of things I've seen in some movies like the one with Tom Cruise where they can predict the future, he's some sort of cop. There is a scene where 3 females were lying in water and they were the psychics that powered the machine or something. So now I'm visualizing this isolation tank along the same lines, now look up i-sopod, those look really cool. Alright so now that this information is stored in your brain let me tell you something else.

I've been practicing clearing my mind and just letting things jump out at me, acknowledge them and push them away again. You can practice this while meditating or even walking down the street. I feel if my higher self is going to contact me, or even yours contact you for that matter, our minds have to blank and ready to accept what they have to offer. So yeah, my mind is blank, im cleaning my apartment like a maniac just listening to music and I'm in the zone. I glance over this book that my teacher gave me a few years back that I have never even read but I keep around because of sentimental value, my teacher liked me so she gave me a book so it's special to me. Well yeah, I glance over this box and I see the narrow spine of the book, I turn around and walk away doing whatever it was I was doing. Then I just stopped, turned around, grabbed the book, let the book fall open in my hands. I read the two pages that fell open. The book is part of a series, "His Dark Materials". This book is about peoples souls living outside of their bodies called Daemons. So now in my life, I'm studying how everyone has a higher self, a true self that is with us every second of their lives. I could get into explaining it but you can just research it, you will find it. So yeah this book I picked up, I read the first two pages. Lyra(main character) and her Daemon(her soul) was talking, Lyra told her soul she was leaving, she had to find someone in Jericho. She was going to leave a window open so her daemon could travel back and forth through worlds so he could find her. Aright so right here, after I read this I was so overwhelmed, like what the hell. I'm learning about this "window" called astral projection right now, and in the book she said she is leaving a window open. We are essentially projecting and finding our souls, our higher selves, our daemons. That is what she's talking about in the book, leaving the window open for her daemon to find her. So by this point I'm 110% this is my higher self speaking to me through the things I have around me. Right at the end of the page it said, "Can you read..." as if my higher self was saying, it's right in front of you, I'm telling you in plain english.

So after I read this and came to this conclusion, I emptied my mind. I thought, "maybe I'm onto something, I got to let this stuff have a chance to show itself to me." I let my thought become empty, I reread the pages, I underlined words that felt like they had "deeper" meaning, I don't know how to describe it, the words just felt important. So this is what I got,

The message I have found for myself reads,
"He lives in Jericho, Which is where I should be now? Search through the untidy bookshelves for a map of the city. He's coming back in our homeland, so this is what we'll do. I'll leave this window open for you and you can shelter in here, and fly out whenever you need to. I shall come back at... Can you read"

So yeah I don't know what this means but I looked up Jericho, turns out there is a few interesting things about this place. Jericho is a village in Jordan north end of the Dead sea. It was also the first place taken by the Israelites under Joshua. It is also referred to as the Promise Land. Also, in Jericho lies one of the original 7 wonders of the world, the hanging gardens. So I looked into the hanging gardens and turns out they are being destroyed by people revolting against their leaders. The seven gardens is a very sacred place, why I don't know but I feel drawn to the information of the place. If you know anything about any of this PLEEEEASE inform me.

All right, so I'm on the phone this morning shooting the crap with my friend and I get into the Dead sea topic and isolation tanks. He tells me how the Dead Sea has the highest amount of salt for any body of water on the earth. Umm, excuse my language, but are you shitting me guys? So isolation tanks and the Dead Sea have the same consistency pretty much. So this little passage that stuck out at me in this book lead me into finding out about the hanging gardens and the Dead Sea. Also, I feel like the name Promise Land is important as well. There is more to this message I just can't put my thumb on it, any thoughts guys? I am almost positive this is a message from my higher self. Has anyone got this type of message from their higher selves before? I feel as though because I haven't actually met mine yet in a projection or a dream this might be the way he would communicate with me.

I also want to point out, everything happens for a reason. Everyone exists with a purpose in life, you reading this right here is simply because you were meant to. That book was a premeditated idea from the creator, I was meant to have it, whether or not I planned on reading it. It served a purpose. Remember that when you live your life, everything that occurs in that very day is meant for you to have an experience. Whether good or bad it's your decision, the experience is up to you.

Namaste and love to all of you
#3
I have been searching youtube just kind of letting my brain wander. I stumbled upon some clips of Joe Rogan talking about these isolation tanks. How does this community feel about them? What do we know about using them to achieve self awareness?

Namaste
#4
Hi, my name is Ryan. I am starting discover a lot of things about myself, I am on the path of learning and understanding. I have yet to open my minds eye or see auras or anything of that sort. But I have been listening to the youtube videos, "Galactic Federation of Light" from two different people, I'm under the impression these people, or beings are E.T.s or aliens? Well I don't like using words like this because it has predefined outlandish definitions. So I will refer to them simply as our brothers and sisters for now. So back to my point, how do you find out what galaxy you are from? What galaxy are you from? Is there anyway for you to find out what galaxy I'm from? How can I find out for my own?

I seek guidance,
Namaste
#5
I want to provide the link to my first journal entry, I switched it to this forum because I thought it would be more suited here.
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http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome_to_out_of_body_experiences/my_first_quotexperiencequot_in_astraljournal-t33359.0.html;msg274818#msg274818
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Alright I started my journal in another section but I seen this one more fitting. So if you would like to view my first entry just check out my posts. I am 21 years old and I have always felt there was more but i never felt to strong for any religion. I almost knew they were close but didn't have the whole picture. Well I thought psychics were just people who were unique. Yes, they are special, we are all special. We have just forgotten. This is my journal of my personal experiences on the path of reawakening myself. I was once a close minded individual. But after researching the topic it has way too many facts to close it out. So here it goes, journal entry 2. I look forward to all your tips and help.

Namaste

Journal Entry 2: 3/6/11 8:11 PM
Issues that need to be worked on
•   Diet – When focusing on my energy traveling through my body I feel an uneasy sensation in my stomach area. I think this comes from a poor diet. Any tips?
•   I feel like I still expect too much, I need to lower my expectations while not losing faith.
•   Practice dream remembering techniques, I really need to get in a habit of writing these entries in the morning.
•   I also feel as though I need to add more structure to my practices so my internal clock is on point with my meditations, I feel like that plays a big part too.
•   All I can think of right now, again it's later in the day and I am anticipating things in the physical.
•   Being able to pick up on the frequency without audio software.
Practicing Techniques
•   Listening to hemi sync or other audio software
•   The noticing technique
•   Rubbing my chakra points to clear them
•   Visualizing energy flow through my body and my head
Second Experience
•   I want to point out I was not intending to astral project or experience anything for that matter, I felt mentally tired from all my research during the day. My body was just saying no.
•   One of the videos I stumbled upon was an energy manipulation tutorial (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mEG2Yffh0jQ)
•   I sat down on my couch and began to rub my chakra points and visualized a bright white light cleaning my system and I was just aware that my chakra points was there.
•   I lied there on the couch again listening to hemi sync, the youtube videos, while cleansing my chakras.
•   When I got to my stomach area I felt an uneasy feeling. Almost that you would compare to when you have to go to the bathroom, but I already went and I knew that wasn't it. I think I need to find a new diet to help with my energy. Any tips?
•   So I lied there visualizing energy traveling through my head, through my spine, the whole ordeal.
•   When I put my hands out and focused on energy within my palms it almost felt as though someone blew cool air into my palms.
•   Like I said, My body "said" no to the idea of trying anything crazy. I just knew I wasn't up to it, the more I practice without cleaning my chakras the more I wake up with the hangover affect. I did not focus at all on a vortex or try to find the wormhole.
•   I'm sure when I can the chakra energy points and understand a little better I will push my body's limit, but until then I'm going to try to move a slow. Any tips on viewing chakra energy?
•   So I lied there thinking of energy traveling through my body, I visualized energy in my minds eye shining like the sun. I did this while listening to the hemi sync. I visualized the energy pouring out of my hands and feet to help reacquaint myself with the feeling.
•   I fell asleep, without even seeing it coming. I just passed out like a rock, just right out of left field. Well I slept, maybe I had a dream, maybe I didn't, well I know I did. Nothing was really there, I was not aware of anything.
•   Then I woke up, but it felt like a groggy state of mind. I felt overwhelmed incredibly, like being in a tunnel. I felt like I just hit g forces when me and my friends did donuts in cars. I don't know I can't place it. But it felt like I was getting tugged?
•   Well I wake up and my girlfriend must've jumped on me while I was sleeping, but she said I woke up while she was walking over to me. I wasn't "aware" or "awake"(I quote these words because I can't place the feeling)
•   When I was in the motion or process of waking up it felt as though everything around me was, I don't know, in my center focus I guess? Especially my girlfriend, it felt as though I knew all her emotions, it felt like I experienced every feeling she had ever felt in her life. Needless to say, this feeling at the time felt like an overwhelming joy combined with the feeling of being in a tunnel.
•   I couldn't even explain any of this if it came down to details because when I was fully aware it felt as if all this slipped from my mind, just gone. This is why I need to write my journal entries immediately after something strange happens.
•   Well needless to say I was intrigued by this feeling and rushed off to bed to maybe have a lucid dream. Nothing, pure blackness. That's really how it felt, that is all I could remember upon awaking.
•   I lied there in bed, bored and tired. Did not want to try to go back to sleep and lucid dream because this takes energy from within your chakras. Like I said I just feel like mine aren't right and it makes me tired as hell.
•   After an hour of trying to remember I took a shower. In the shower I started to roam in my thoughts to pass events. Then it hit me like a friggen bat, déjà vu. I remembered the dream I had.
•   The dream I had the night before was in Vermont, I was living with my friend Ryan, my name is Ryan as well and we always have fun with that. Well the dream, or what I can remember is very short, just the feeling of knowing I was there and I had made it to a place I so badly want to be in. I had a dream when I was 18 of being on top of a mountain watching the sunset (or rise?). The feeling, the emotion of this dream was completely amazing, not a care in the world. Just the feeling of wanting to live in the moment for ever. When I awoke I realized that emotion was never going to be experienced in my life of being awake, I simply would never be that happy. I grew to accept this. Well this mountain has always burnt an impression in brain, especially when I think of happiness and I want to just think of a peaceful place.
•   Well just recently I had visited Vermont at my friend Ryan's house. It was so relaxing being at the top of the mountain. One thing about me as an individual is I grew up in the city and I just have this sense of being trapped. So when I go to remote places(I'm talking in a physical sense like camping or skiing) I feel so free, this is what I dream of, lol literally.
•   When I was driving home from Vermont and I was leaving the mountain it hit me again right in the face, the déjà vu. So overwhelming, I felt the emotion again from the dream. That I was so sure I was never going to feel again in my life, at least not while I was awake. I almost wanted to pull over and just feel it. But I just kept going and let it go.
Conclusion
•   What I think that feeling was, when I described feeling all my girlfriends emotions ever in her life, the feeling of feeling everything in the room. The feeling of touching everything around me, and coming through a tunnel, like tunnel vision. I can't really describe it. But what I think it was, was me possibly tapping into their being, their sense of being? Everything comes from the source, everything. Every inanimate object, because it was thought of. So if it was thought it comes from the source. I don't know I can't describe it. Any input on this guys?
•   I don't know what to conclude from last nights dream but I have the sense of being "pushed" in the right direction, almost as if the dream was a reassurance to move there? I don't know. Are there any spiritual locations in Vermont? Any high energy spots? I don't know I really don't understand any of this. I mean I have studied it and broken it down into a visual perspective for my brain but I still don't "grasp" it.
•   I need to start doing my journal entries after every thought or memory that feels important so I can get every last bit of it. Or dreams even for that as well.
•   I need to understand how the diet affects your bodies energy and I need to follow it.
•   I need to start listening to Robert Monroe's rundowns on a day to day basis, if anyone has any other suggestions please feel free to lead me in the right direction.
•   Stop expecting so damn much and just, I don't know, I guess just ease into it.

Also, I'd like to say something about the user name I have chosen real quick. Anakin Skywalker, he was pretty much brought into the Jedi council before he was even aware of his abilities or who he was. He was trained and taught the way of the force. I guess you could say they had a true intent and a higher self as well if you wanted to. Well as I see it, Anakin lost sight of his true intent. I don't want to say I personally feel as though I'm Anakin, but we are all Anakin. But unlike Anakin we can't lose sight of our true intent. Or ultimately we will most likely end up like him? I don't where I'm going with this but I seen it as showing a significance at we're at in our lifetime. All of us, not just a handful.
I seek guidance,
Namaste
#6
I have read that the best way to remember your dreams and experiences in the Astral is by keeping a journal. I have decided to make my journal completely public. I have discovered astral projection and your third eye only 7 days ago. I knew people were capable of psychic abilities but I thought they were just born with it. Turns out we're all born with it some are just born with the pineal gland more in tuned? I don't know but I will find out. I had my first experience last night after listening to 1,2,3 out of 10 hemi sync videos on youtube. I have read a lot of stuff from Frank Kepple, watched a lot of videos from Dero7 on youtube. I watched the video, "The Spirit Molecule". I have indulged myself in knowledge about the pineal gland and the third eye in the past week just trying to re-familiarize myself on the topic(I say re-familiarize because we all have access to this information within ourselves). I would like to also point out I stumbled upon an interview with the lead singer from Tool. If you would take a look at this, http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/3060836. I want to also point out I have never believed too much further pass a physical life on earth, I believed you lived and you died, the end. I have always listened to Tool and it is the only band that can give me chills and make me have a cold feel to my skin on a warm sunny day. They make my hair stand on end with some songs, now I know why. If you listen to all Tools songs with the idea of the astral plane you will hear how he describes his experiences with each one of his songs. I mean the interview I just showed you makes it evident he is well aware. Tool is the name of the band, they are just that, a tool for the human mind. They have been subliminally telling the people that listen to their music, burying it in our subconsciousness to know there is something more. I want to make it known, I am 21 years old, I have never really felt too deeply into a religion or spiritual sense of view. I do know that energy is energy and you really can't break it so I knew some concept of the soul was accurate. I have never meditated before and I always seen it as pointless. I thought, "What is the point of sitting there quietly thinking of nothing? What could that actually achieve?" Now having giving you guys a little background on who I am I want to say now I fully believe the things I have been reading in the pass week and I am learning. This is a journal I will be posting in a few communities to let people see the progress I make. This might help other people who are on the same path I was and am currently on. I would also like to say that I am seeking peoples opinions and guidance down this road. Here is my first journal entry, they will get more organized as I get used to the structure of the entry. Namaste.

Journal 3/5/11
Issues that need to be worked on
•   Clear my focus
a.   I have a very hard time "noticing". My mind always speaks up with something to say. This is very hard to overcome. This is what's keeping me at bay.
b.   Submitting to not eating before bed, I love food.
c.   Trusting in myself, being able to fall backwards in my thought or no thoughts
First experience
   I listened to 3/10 Hemi sync from Monroe
   I smoked some cannabis
   Followed up by practicing the "noticing" technique
   My girlfriend and I got into a fight, this made me unsure of even trying to enter astral
   I merely focused on discovering my highest intent with each breath
   As I lied down in bed, I felt it, the high pitch ringing in my ear. It began
   I KNEW this was my pineal gland picking up on the frequency that has so long been there
   I could feel/hear multiple ringing sounds, I don't know how to explain them
   By this point I could feel my blood run through my limbs as my sensors began to shut down
   By this point I tend to be drowsy and am fighting sleep
   I want to try to explain these frequencies, I'm going to refer to them as waves because that's how they felt.
   These waves overlie one another, they all merged into one sound but yet, I could draw my focus to each one.
   There felt to be 3, maybe even a fourth but I could not find it, it felt to "slip" out of my "focus" I quote this because at this point your focus is another sensory it feels. Almost like a whole new sense.
   I'm going to describe the waves from easiest to focus on to hardest to focus on, this is really hard for me.
   The first wave felt fast, a lot of ripples in the sound. An angry ocean as I felt at the time.
   The second wave was a mellow ocean type of feel. I want you to picture the speed of the ocean waves as I describe these.
   The third wave was a deep hum almost, with the imagery of the ocean at one of it's calmest states.
   Now if there was a fourth I could barely sense it or find it.
   I could adjust my "focus" to each one and feel each "wave" in its own affect.
   This is all new to me so I just safely trusted this was my pineal gland.
   This is where fighting sleep became hard.

   I fell asleep and did not have a lucid dream. I awoke the next morning to remembering nothing, "Did I possibly meet my higher or wider self? Did I find out where to start or begin to learn how to "phase"? Did any guides or helpers find me like I focused on before falling asleep?"

   I lied there in bed, still hearing the waves, the frequencies. I still hear them now if I focus, I'm now coming to the thought I like the term unfocus because that's exactly how it feels. But for matters of matching the vocab of the majority we'll call it focusing.

   I lied there again practicing the noticing technique while letting the waves overtake me.

   I fell asleep, (I have read taking a nap after you awake is a good way to find what it is we are looking for)
This is where I'd like to point out yesterday(3/4/11) I had a discussion with a close friend of mine(MJ) who I haven't spoken to in a while. I HAD to call him and explain to him my new found knowledge of the pineal gland. He told me he had too discovered it within the pass week. He was reading, "The Spirit Molecule". I happened to download the movie version on the day he picked up the book, very strange but so mapped out it feels. We shared knowledge and indulged in this new found information. I love the band Tool and I explained to him how Maynard knows of this. Well needless to say Tool has been preparing my mind for this for a long time now.
   I began to dream but I thought I was awake, conversing with my friend now in real life about the topic.
   I expressed with him my knowledge to him in great detail.
   Now this is where it get's interesting.
o   He said to me, "Ryan, I can't clear my mind the voice never shuts up." (This is my exact problem)
o   I said to him," You just need to ride the frequency, ride the wave. You need to be clear and willing to accept this noise as your only limb, your only sensor. You need to be the sound."(this is the answer to my problem, coming from me within my dream but coming from me? I expected someone in my dream to tell me, not me)
o   I awoke abruptly in the middle of my conversation as if being tugged into the physical world all in the middle of this last sentence I just told you. I awoke saying this in my sleep. I was saying the answer to my problem. I woke up from my sleep with the tail end of the sentence coming from my lips, my problem now in my consciousness mind. I was nervous my girlfriend heard me talking in my sleep and would think I was losing my mind. I asked if she heard me but she was asleep.
   I want to describe the emotion of where I was in the dream
o   Warm and comforting(My mother's house where I was raised)
o   Energetic and stimulating with the knowledge and information I was sharing
o   Awake and alive because like I said, I didn't think I was dreaming I thought just the opposite
o   Happy in the fact knowing my friend believes the things I'm saying
   Alright now I want to describe what it looked like behind my eyes
•   I was in the kitchen
•   MJ was in front of me
•   He was sliding on his socks across the floor like I used to do as a child
•   All the tables and decorations were there, it felt
•   There was another kid there. Watching from behind MJ almost as if for his turn to slide on the floor
•   He never moved but he watched me as if to be listening
•   He, I think, had his arms crossed on his chest.(something I've always done)
•   He didn't feel out of place, he felt like part of the "crew"
Conclusion
•   The Dream
So My conclusion is that this boy, waiting his turn, was my higher or wider self. I feel as though he was funneling the information through on how to focus, he was allowing me to tell my friend, someone I feel comfortable with. He brought me to my old house where I also feel comfortable. He put us in motion of doing a childhood activity I felt comfortable with. He even jerked me into the physical realm with the thought still rolling out of my mouth. He allowed me to answer the issues I have within myself by telling it to someone else.

I will be keeping a journal from here on out of all my experiences and I will be posting them to multiple forum communities and sharing them with people who have been so open as to guide me on this path. I am putting this journal out there to help others on their path and also so people can lay down their raw opinions of what they think about my personal experiences. I have a huge feeling in my chest right now as I type this. I feel something happening.
•   The waves
The waves are the four focus' that Frank Kepple speaks of. We are radios with dirty dormant antennas, the pineal gland. Hemi Sync tunes into your pineal gland and does something. It made the "waves" very overwhelming to me and made them known. As Dero7(as I like to call him) stated; earth, wind, fire, and water radiate from our fingers. Or something of that nature. These are what I believe to be the 4 different focus ranges. I'd also like to state that picture tuning your radio and you got a crappy connection, what do you do? You adjust the antenna and you find a good station. We are the same except we only have 4 stations. We are programmed on station one. The pineal gland is your antenna and you need to tune it. When you begin to feel these "waves", these frequencies, these "radio stations" you tune into them, you focus. You will feel your focus become of your sensory and you tune into the wave of your choice. This is my personal opinion feel free to add yours.
•   The meditating and noticing
I am not good at either of these yet, my mind never shuts the hell up. Some of you might notice just by the way I typed this my mind is sporadic, I never stop thinking.
My message from my dream was clearly how to evolve from that and I'll take it for what it's worth and I'll grow. I don't really have much to say about this because I'm still a baby in terms of this. If anyone has any tips please share with me and indulge me with your knowledge.
I seek guidance,
Namaste
#7
First I'd like to introduce myself to the community as this is my first post, but then again some of you may already know me. My name is Ryan F. and I am from New Hampshire. I am 21 years old and as we all know every 7 years come great change. I honestly don't even know where to begin with the changes I have been experiencing over the past few years of my life but I'll start with a universal change I know we have all picked up on, the increase or speed in time. Well I have recently stumbled upon the process of astral projection not too long ago and a few months before that I glanced at a book titled, "Dreamwalking", I believe. I don't know what words to describe this, but these ideas of dreamwalking and astral projection have been manifesting in my brain it feels. So I research, research, research and I feel like all this knowledge is already in my body somewhere. Well in my research I discovered the pineal gland and how it is essentially dormant when we're born. I was under the impression people who were "special" was born with special abilities. I could go on forever about the things I learned in the past 72 hours but I'll sum it up like this, picture a lion hunting an animal for food. That lion hunts out of pure instinct. The pineal gland and this unactivated DNA and the astral planes are all connected to the instinct within us.

I want to say that I've had dreams since 2003 about the end days or the end of time. I've had under ten of these dreams since then. I've had weird nervous system tingling feelings like there is more to the body that I'm in. The speed of time increasing is also another sign. I don't my mind is drawing a blank right now, I'm trying to speak from my center but it's hard to express myself. I've never meditated in my life, I don't understand really how it works. I used to be close minded to a spiritual world, where as now I feel so sure. Everything is changing.

I guess what I'm getting to is this, I need help. I've never meditated before in my life, and I never heard the work chakra until 72 hours ago. I don't know how to see my energy body, well I know I need to open my third eye. I would like to find a counselor to guide me through this process until I meet with my higher self, then I, my higher self, will be my own counselor.

What was it like meeting your higher self for the first time? Can you find me in the astral plane while I'm lucid dreaming and help me find my higher self? What are the limits? Forgive me for being naive, this is all new.

Namaste,

Ryan

Just editing out your last name, you give more than enough information for someone to track you down.  ~Xanth