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Well I didn't exactly know what aerokiness was when I was little obviously. All I knew was that if I told the wind to go it went and if I told it to stop it stopped. I didn't really think much of it at first I mean I was only like 7 when I discovered it while playing,"Magical Princess" with my best friend Kera. It felt kind of normal to me, like it was just there kinda like school or something, so I didn't hide it at first. In 5th grade I told my friends about it and showed them. They thought it was amazing! We even started our own little group of water Earth Fire and air and we were all assigned elements. They would always become frustrated when they weren't able to control the element they wanted to and they all looked up to me to show them but I didn't know how to, it just happened, so our little group didn't last long. I remember when one of my other friends didn't believe me and told me to prove it. I approached her and as i did a huge gust of wind came and blew on her. She freaked out and ran away, so that didn't make me feel too good. I thought my power was cool but obviously to some it wasn't. I remember when I told my parent's about it, my mom just laughed, the kind of laugh a parent would make if they thought something their kid was doing was cute.My dad thought it was ridiculous and always put me down about it and teased me to the point where he made me think that I couldn't do it and thats when I kind of shutdown and didn't show anyone anymore. I was always afraid to be judged or afraid that it wouldn't work and I would make a fool of myself. I still think that at times. Although this is true I try to practice frequently but sometimes my self-consciousness gets in the way and distracts me. I don't know what to do. I always wonder if there is people like me and if I will meet them, I keep searching and searching and listen intently to what people say in hopes that I will discover something and find out that they have a power like mine. I don't want to go through this on my own, not knowing what I'm supposed to do with this power, what my purpose is. I want to know my purpose... that is my number 1 goal in life and it frustrates me greatly as all these years pass and I don't get any answers. I'm only 15 years old, I don't know what to do. It's hard for me to practice because there is always someone watching me and I have no privacy in my house whatsoever, I just really need some help. How am I supposed to practice so I'll get better? How do I find my purpose?(What I'm supposed to do in this world? What is my task?)Please someone give me advice!