Hello everyone,
I've been reading this site for a couple years after I graduated High School which was in 2007. I've had experiences since 6th grade and younger that I can recall. First experience I could remember vividly was what I believe was levitation (if I had to guess the age I was around 5-8 years old). One night I was laying down on the floor watching tv at night. I began to fall asleep and felt weightless for a split second then fell what felt like a couple inches to the floor.
Second experience was in the 6th grade science class, I was always top of the class and always bored from being finished ahead of everyone else. Well one day I remember zoning out and staring at my pencil sitting on my desk and willing it to roll back and forth. Skipping to High School; which was the worst time of my life for the first year of it I was a very depressed person (Older Sister moving away, close friend passed away from cancer.) Just couldn't handle it anymore it was way to big of a school for me. I had to get out of their so I transferred to another smaller school to start over I guess you could say.
This is when I started playing with the Psi-Wheel, seemed almost second nature to me somehow within months I was able to control it easily from across the room. I could will it to turn whichever direction I wanted it to. My little sister (3 years younger) and I use to play mental games too at this time. I would ask her to think of a shape in her mind or a color and I would close my eyes and told her what I saw. Which 4 out of 5 times was correct.
We then started playing with a homemade Ouija Board. Had some interesting results with that nothing spooky at all. I also tried Automatic Writing too, after the Ouija Board and Automatic Writing, I started having sleep paralysis/body buzzing sensation. Which occurred often and scared the crap out of me, I thought an entity was trying to posses me and out of nowhere screamed for Jesus to Save me and make it stop. Which it did and until the present I stopped doing anything.
Now present day, I still believe in Jesus as being an entity that came to save us and enlighten us from eternal death. Heaven being the Astral Realm and freedom to do whatever we want and Hell as our conciseness being stuck here on earth. And God as being what everything is made up of the glue that makes anything possible to exist. And so I believe many people who go to church and blindly listen to a pastor have it wrong or are being led by the false prophets into eternal death. You have to actively pursue enlightenment to attain it. Now I realize that my sleep paralysis wasn't demons, but my energy body/Astral Body. Which is what I think I used to move the Pencil, and Psi-Wheel.
Recently since I got laid off and realized all of this, the Sleep Paralysis has started happening again. I had to wake up at 4:30 Am every morning to go to work and have got use to that. But since I'm not working I still wake up and try to sleep longer. And now I have been having extremely Lucid Dreams. The past couple nights/mornings I've been able to attain the Vibrational State just by thinking about it. And have been really wanting to project. But every time it happens and it been happening several times in the night I go into a lucid dream and can't separate.
Sorry for such a long intro I wonder how many people will read it? lol But basically that is my Life story and what I believe.
P.S. I have a cool picture I took in a cemetery on a Halloween Eve (2005) when I was in high school. I will post it when I find it, it's somewhere in my facebook or myspace albums lol. And I wish I would of had a camcorder back when I was playing with the Psi-Wheel. The way I could get it to spin in a direction I chose stop then reverse it at will was amazing. But can't seem to get it to work anymore. Been putting more effort in trying to project than anything.
I've been reading this site for a couple years after I graduated High School which was in 2007. I've had experiences since 6th grade and younger that I can recall. First experience I could remember vividly was what I believe was levitation (if I had to guess the age I was around 5-8 years old). One night I was laying down on the floor watching tv at night. I began to fall asleep and felt weightless for a split second then fell what felt like a couple inches to the floor.
Second experience was in the 6th grade science class, I was always top of the class and always bored from being finished ahead of everyone else. Well one day I remember zoning out and staring at my pencil sitting on my desk and willing it to roll back and forth. Skipping to High School; which was the worst time of my life for the first year of it I was a very depressed person (Older Sister moving away, close friend passed away from cancer.) Just couldn't handle it anymore it was way to big of a school for me. I had to get out of their so I transferred to another smaller school to start over I guess you could say.
This is when I started playing with the Psi-Wheel, seemed almost second nature to me somehow within months I was able to control it easily from across the room. I could will it to turn whichever direction I wanted it to. My little sister (3 years younger) and I use to play mental games too at this time. I would ask her to think of a shape in her mind or a color and I would close my eyes and told her what I saw. Which 4 out of 5 times was correct.
We then started playing with a homemade Ouija Board. Had some interesting results with that nothing spooky at all. I also tried Automatic Writing too, after the Ouija Board and Automatic Writing, I started having sleep paralysis/body buzzing sensation. Which occurred often and scared the crap out of me, I thought an entity was trying to posses me and out of nowhere screamed for Jesus to Save me and make it stop. Which it did and until the present I stopped doing anything.
Now present day, I still believe in Jesus as being an entity that came to save us and enlighten us from eternal death. Heaven being the Astral Realm and freedom to do whatever we want and Hell as our conciseness being stuck here on earth. And God as being what everything is made up of the glue that makes anything possible to exist. And so I believe many people who go to church and blindly listen to a pastor have it wrong or are being led by the false prophets into eternal death. You have to actively pursue enlightenment to attain it. Now I realize that my sleep paralysis wasn't demons, but my energy body/Astral Body. Which is what I think I used to move the Pencil, and Psi-Wheel.
Recently since I got laid off and realized all of this, the Sleep Paralysis has started happening again. I had to wake up at 4:30 Am every morning to go to work and have got use to that. But since I'm not working I still wake up and try to sleep longer. And now I have been having extremely Lucid Dreams. The past couple nights/mornings I've been able to attain the Vibrational State just by thinking about it. And have been really wanting to project. But every time it happens and it been happening several times in the night I go into a lucid dream and can't separate.
Sorry for such a long intro I wonder how many people will read it? lol But basically that is my Life story and what I believe.
P.S. I have a cool picture I took in a cemetery on a Halloween Eve (2005) when I was in high school. I will post it when I find it, it's somewhere in my facebook or myspace albums lol. And I wish I would of had a camcorder back when I was playing with the Psi-Wheel. The way I could get it to spin in a direction I chose stop then reverse it at will was amazing. But can't seem to get it to work anymore. Been putting more effort in trying to project than anything.