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Because I still have ongoing entity problems that seem to have been attached for some time. I found this Shaman that seems to really know what he's talking about:

http://www.azizshamanism.com/

I have ordered a full shamanic blackthorn bead necklace at £100 and he has also made me what is called an Angelic Khodam for extra strong protection, amongst other things, at £300. (See his "Magickal Items" on his website). Info about Khodams here:

http://www.indotalisman.com/Khodam.html

He's also going to scan my aura for attached spirits and remove them (exorcism). The tree spirits in the Shamanic necklace, and the Angelic Khodam, are there as kind of personal psychic body guards to stop any spirits re-attaching and block any further psychic-attacks.

If I'm going for it I may as well get the full treatment.  

It is a 4 and 1/2 hour journey either way costing me about £80, which leaves me about £10 to my name for 2 weeks. It's a bit of a gamble spending all the cash I have on this but I need to at least give this a shot to see if it works. I may be too tired to report back by the time I get home tonight, but will certainly do so tomorrow. Wish me luck.

Here is an article about people in prisons with mental health problems. From reading it it's obvious that a lot of them are neg related. Like the two guys who are afraid of water or washing etc.

http://society.guardian.co.uk/mentalhealth/story/0,8150,1367331,00.html

More golden nuggets for the psychically opressed!

http://www.theexorcisms.com/description.html

Enjoy!  

["The first area we heal is unconsciousness, which is stored in the gonads. This restores sexual potency and drive. During this process one releases all anaesthetics, drugs, hypnosis and other areas of numbness. Unconsciousness causes holes in the aura, and since nature abhors a vacuum, something will always fill that hole. Various spirits, entities and thought forms can enter. When a person is releasing unconsciousness, these possessions can be felt leaving the body as an ice cold wind. For example, after an operation a person may have thoughts they didn't have before. Apart from anaesthetics, entities can also enter the body of a small child when it is not in its parent's aura, since for the first three years a child does not have its own aura. At this stage ancestral spirits often enter the body. These ghosts are not necessarily the souls of people, but rather their emotional bodies. Intense emotions create an etheric form. Those ancestors that have unresolved emotions leave behind an emotional body that seeks to continue its existence through another family member. So a child can inherit its ancestors' emotional problems. Since, in these early years, the personality is forming, these problems are held very deeply, and are stored in the large intestine. This causes allergies. Allergies are caused by a weakness in the large intestine allowing the absorption of abnormal metabolic products. They are cured when all the ancestral spirits have left the body."]

Here is a link to an excellent free pdf book by a Shaman in the UK. I have posted it on this forum because certain parts (such as the one pasted below) are relevant to psychic self defense:

http://www.azizshamanism.com/books.html

"The first area we heal is unconsciousness, which is stored in the gonads. This restores sexual potency and drive. During this process one releases all anaesthetics, drugs, hypnosis and other areas of numbness. Unconsciousness causes holes in the aura, and since nature abhors a vacuum, something will always fill that hole. Various spirits, entities and thought forms can enter. When a person is releasing unconsciousness, these possessions can be felt leaving the body as an ice cold wind. For example, after an operation a person may have thoughts they didn't have before. Apart from anaesthetics, entities can also enter the body of a small child when it is not in its parent's aura, since for the first three years a child does not have its own aura. At this stage ancestral spirits often enter the body. These ghosts are not necessarily the souls of people, but rather their emotional bodies. Intense emotions create an etheric form. Those ancestors that have unresolved emotions leave behind an emotional body that seeks to continue its existence through another family member. So a child can inherit its ancestors' emotional problems. Since, in these early years, the personality is forming, these problems are held very deeply, and are stored in the large intestine. This causes allergies. Allergies are caused by a weakness in the large intestine allowing the absorption of abnormal metabolic products. They are cured when all the ancestral spirits have left the body."


I am also buying some magical items from this guy, I'll let you know if they work. He certainly sounds like he knows what he is talking about.

http://www.azizshamanism.com/magickal.html

Hi Folks,

Here are a couple of breathing-visualization-affirmation techniques i came up with recently and they work really well. Tried and tested. []

Basic:
While breathing in slowly through your nose, visualize the air you breathe in as pure brilliant sparkling white light that fills your whole body (deep breath).

While breathing slowly out through your mouth, visualize a murky color (whichever you choose) leaving your lungs and body and melting away into nothingness.

Try to keep the breathing rythm as natural as possible.

Add to this a mental (said silently within) affirmation such as:

In Breath: Love and Light Within.

Out Breathe: Negativity melts away.

Or:

In Breath: By the Father, Son and Holy Spirit(*note)

Out: Negativity melts away.

*note: The original Greek is Pneuma meaning 'breath' so you can use Holy Breath/Spirit/Ghost, whichever suits you best.

While doing the Trinity one i do two visualizations at once. The Light going in on the in breath, plus I do a mental awareness-hands cross from forehead to heart to shoulders while mentally saying "Father, Son and Holy Spirit" etc and actually breathing in the Holy Spirit/Breath.

It might also help if you imagine your body becoming weightless and more and more relaxed everytime you exhale. This sends me into mild trance.

Also, this can be used to neutralize negative emotions (i discovered these while being angry at a neg and finding my anger weakened me). If you meditate on the sayings "Cool headed" and "Hot headed" then assign a cool-calm feeling temperature to the inbreath and hot-angry one to the outbreath. This can then be used as part of the visualization technique so you are inhaling cool, calm energy and exhaling hot, angry(whatever) energy etc.

It shouldn't take long for this to calm things down. When it has I sometimes then revert to;

In breath: Light within.

Out breath: Light without.
(visualizing white light on both inhale and exhale)

Give it a try and let me know if it works for you or any additions or changes that may help.

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I wasn't sure where to put this so i'll post it here for now.


I am asleep at my grandmothers' house in the room i always stayed in when i was a kid at weekends. Although i know i am asleep my mind is half awake and i know i am lying in bed on my left side with my back near the wall facing outwards to the rest of the room.

I know im asleep and am trying to open my eyes because i have this feeling i need to be up for work and am not sure what time it is or if im late already. I then get the feeling of sleepily getting up out of bed with my eyes still 90% shut (for some reason its really hard to open my eyes) and walk over to a round clock on the far wall to see the time.

It looks like its around the 4:20 o'clock mark but the clock seems strange as it has more hands than a normal clock. I then think about looking on my  computer to get the time instead. Next thing i know im back in bed and still haven't opened my eyes yet. I remember thinking "did i just experience an obe?" and decided to try and get out of bed again to see if something similar would happen.

With a certain amount of sleepy effort i got out of bed again still with the feeling it is hard to open my eyes but can still see the room around me and a sense i'm also still in bed. I then go to the window to open the curtains to try and estimate if its still morning or what time it might be. I open the curtains and its still dark outside like a normal early winters morning. I then look down into the back yard and there is a figure standing there looking up at me. I get the impression it is female and then i wonder if im still naked or not standing there at the window (i sleep naked).

As i think this i feel someone appear at my side and put her arm around my waist and then it flicks to me being back in bed again, alone. I try to wake myself up and open my eyes and eventually wake up in my real bed at home (with my eyes still shut) and im laying on my left side facing the rest of my room. I havent slept in my old room at my grandmothers since she passed away when i was about 10.

I kept my eyes shut for a while because i find it easier to recall more of my "dreams" if i lay in the same position i woke in and keep my eyes closed to the normal waking world while doing so ( i remember the previous dream to this one where i have an argument with some criminal type trying to rip me off and end up shooting him in the knee with a gun). There is actually more to this last main dream that i cant quite remember (i think during the "dream" i did actually see through my real eyes (closed?) into my real room for a fraction of a second and then flicked back into the dream) but those are the basics.


I know i was OBE and flicked back and forth to my sleeping body even though it sounds like a dream of sorts i guess. But the fact i awoke on my left side and.... the clock i saw? I dont have a round clock like that but it was around 4:30 when i woke up!

Hmmm, maybe this should go in the Dreams forum but there seems to be some overlap here.

I read about some Kahuna practices in Denis Linns (sp?) book "Sacred Space" and just stumbled on this small article. Now i wanna find more material on Kahunas! This also reminds me of a story in "Psychic Self-Defense" by Dion Fortune where an Adept absorbes some kind of thoughtform into himself to get rid of it. And a character in Crowleys novel "Moonchild" does something similar. I suppose its similar to eating them in a way...

http://www.masterworksinternational.com/huna/hunarchive/huna98jan.htm

a snip: "The people of Old, Bishop Museum Press) was writing about the Hawaiian culture he remarked that if you were really ill you did not visit a kahuna lapa'au but you went instead to a kahuna ana ana as they were more adept at dealing with illness and disease. This hardly tallies with their dark reputation. In even earlier times the role of the ana ana was vitally important in the ho'oponopono process as a kahuna ana ana or "eater of filth" would be the one who if required exorcised any possessing spirits or who literally scavenged the thought forms within the family consciousness that had crystallised into separate entities. These entities would attach themselves to various family members and even move from one to another causing a great deal of emotional pain and distress. In the modern stories the ana ana is supposed to capture the spirits of the dead and then to send them to do his evil bidding and in olden times this was very much his role in part, the first part only that is! that of capturing any ghosts and helping them to return to Po. Thereby preventing them from harming the living."

http://www.lava.net/~pagios/negative.html

Copyright (C) 1998 by William Mistele.  All rights reseved.


Negative Spirits or the Dark Side of the Force (From a description
of the positive spirit Tagora and his negative counterpart)

Remember that in the Bardon cosmology, for each positive spirit in
the earthzone  there is also a negative counterpart.  Like Bardon, I
would suggest at the outset that you do not evoke negative spirits.
Bardon says a magician should only contact those spirits which are
compatible with his high ideals.  Since I actively work with the
Judges of Saturn who preside over both positive and negative spirits,
a study of negativity is not outside the range of my work and
responsibility.  And, as a matter of experience, I have met
individuals whose negativity could qualify them to be incarnations of
negative beings.  I have to deal with this kind of thing on a regular
basis.
    One difference between negative and positive spirits is that the
negative are closer to the physical world and have darker colors in
their auras.  For these reasons, they are easier to contact.  You do
not have to be as pure nor do you need some noble purpose to catch
their attention.  You neither have to elevate your consciousness into
a profound trance nor journey far on the inner planes in order to
encounter them.  Their activities are more familiar--their actions are
sensational and full of scandal.  Instead of uplifting and
transforming, they supervise obsession, degradation, and
destruction.
  This is not to say that they serve no purpose.  They too grant an
opportunity to learn through experience.  They give you a taste of
life and a chance to find out who you are and what you are made
of.  
    In fact, they like to challenge and test you.  If you do not have an
absolute commitment to the divine,  if your will is in any way weak
or undefined, they will visit you on occasion or send an emissary
deputizing for them--someone you work with or meet in school or
in your social life.  These spirits are happy to offer their services as
your tour guide, your confidant, counselor, and the author of your
life script if you need a ghost writer.
   If you lack meaning and purpose, they are happy to fill in all the
blanks in your application for incarnation.  If you do not know what
you are after in life,  you can be sure they will find something for
you to do.  Is life drab and boring?  They will find you a task
completely captivating and demanding.  After all, this is their job--to
get you completely involved with life if you do not want to play a
part or else deny you the basics so you come to realize how precious
the life is that you gave up.
  And if you despair for any reason?  Oh, wow, look out.  That is
like shouting or sending  an SOS sent on their private wavelength
saying, "I am here.  Come rescue me for I am lost."   You see,
akasha is so sensitive to will and imagination that your choices in life
automatically activate its resources either for creation or destruction.
Human choice and will are that dynamic and powerful.
    Negative spirits may appear to be exotic and otherworldly, but
they merely reflect things with which we are already familiar.  I have
a friend whose uncle is in the mafia.  Occasionally, he runs into mob
figures.  They always offer him "free" gifts out of respect for his
uncle.  But he knows that if he ever accepts a gift he will be bound
to the mob forever.  Once you take a free handout, they will call on
you for special favors.  You have a permanent relationship.
  I have another friend whose grandfather was a kahuna, a
Hawaiian priest.  Whenever he meets kahunas, they tell him about
the various Hawaiian spirits with whom he has a special connection.
But he wants no part of this.  He has never accepted the psychic
warfare his grandfather, as a kahuna, participated in.  He has
switched religions thinking that in this way he will escape from that
kind of negative spiritual action.  Each religion actually has its own
way of dealing with negative spirits, performing exorcisms, and so
forth.  
   The topic of negative entities covers a vast area of study.  Some
conceive of negative beings, devils, demons, and such as being
insidious, hideous, and violently destructive.  This seems to be the
case but you have to distinguish between lower astral plane entities
and highly developed negative beings.  
  As with the mob, if you go to a loan shark and default on your
loan,  the loan shark will come round and cause you physical injury.
If you run, he will hunt you down. The situation is like survival in a
jungle.  If you suddenly encounter a wounded animal, an animal
whose territory is invaded or an animal with a raging appetite, you
may find yourself attacked with an amazing ferocity.  Behind the
teeth, the jaws, the claws, and the venom is a pain, a rage, or the
blind desire to survive.  Entities on the lower astral plane can turn on
you with a pure, devouring hatred.  And these negative beings, like
the mob or an animal interested in survival, have a powerful sense
of territory and of who is in charge.
   But in the case of the loan shark, there is something more subtle.
The negativity takes the form of entrapment. Nothing is a matter
with what is given--with the money itself.  It is the terms attached to
the loan which make the transaction dark.  Often negative spirits will
sense the power within you.  They see that you have a destiny, a
mission, or something wonderful you are meant to accomplish.
What they do is tempt you with a shortcut.  
  You may have something you really want to do with your life.
But you do not have the money, the experience, the connections,
the friends, the influence, the knowledge, or the magick.  It seems
what is meant to be will never happen.  Your conviction is
inadequate.    
   In steps a negative being. It says, "I will give you power,
connections, and all the knowledge you will ever need."  Because
you lack experience,  the offer appears friendly and generous.  But
you have to be sensitive to what is missing.  Negative spirits often
will grant very positive things or gifts on two but not all three of the
physical, astral, and mental planes.  
   For example, they may dramatically increase you powers of
concentration on the mental plane.  And they will give ideal physical
circumstances where you can work toward you dreams.  But the
astral life they provide is contaminated.  Even as your opportunities
in life increase, your emotional life becomes a toxic wasteland
devoid of love and affection.  They humiliate you and cause
degradation to fill your astral body so you lose the self-esteem you
need to make independent choices.
    Consider another example.  As in some groups, there is a
physical community where you belong.  And there is love and
support nurturing you and drawing you into a life of sharing and
caring.  But what is at stake in this case is your mind.  You have to
think in a certain way.  Any deviation from acceptable doctrines,
beliefs, or interpretations is intolerable. You are not permitted to
think your own thoughts.  
    If you have complete control of individuals' bodies or their
emotions or their minds--just one of these three--you can pretty
much put an end to their spiritual growth.  If you can block a
peoples' contact with the spiritual, then you can destroy the world or
cause untold suffering.  
      The higher negative beings of the earthzone are intelligent and
conniving.  We can see the equivalent in human life.  The Drug
Enforcement Agency sent an undercover female agent to infiltrate
the drug cartels.  She was set up in a business which launders
money.  She succeeded marvelously with the Columbians and so
forth.  But when she went to meet the Italian mob, she ran into
something else.  
   The Italian mob did not know her.  When she got off the plane in
Rome, the mob photographed every single person arriving at the
airport that day.  They wanted to see if there were any other known
agents who came in as her backup.  The Italian mob operates its
own intelligence service similar to the FBI and the CIA.
  This agent succeeded in a securing a large number of arrests and
also the confiscation of $50 million of mob money.  But the mob
also put out a four million dollar contract on her life.  Running into
higher negative spirits is somewhat similar.  You are up against
professionals.  They have a lot of resources to draw upon to
manipulate and to harm you.  
  The mob may live down the street.  You may go to school with
their children.  You may have business associates or friends who are
under their influence.  In some countries like Japan, there is an
unwritten agreement between the government and the yakuza.  The
Japanese yakuza keep juvenile delinquents off the streets.  They
have their own system of internal discipline.  Like the IRA in Belfast
or the mob in Grosse Pointe, Michigan, thieves are not permitted to
operate in their neighborhood.  The mob controls evil like a
monopoly. In effect, it provides order.  Like a thieve's guild, it
insures that negative actions take place within prescribed limits.
Individual initiative is not tolerated.
   Hitler, during the Third Reich, gave occultists a choice.  Either
join the Nazi party or be sent to a concentration camp.  He wanted a
monopoly on magical power.  Even in the United states, since the
1970's, the CIA has run its own research and operations involving
remote viewing.  This is so effective as an intelligence tool that the
U.S. government wanted a monopoly on its use.  The government
actively interfered with individuals and private organizations
researching this skill.
    You can read on the internet and in books a great deal about
this.  It appears the U.S. government used disinformation, character
assassination, and ever physical assassination to control the spread
of information.  Negative beings are like that.  If you are developing
power, they want you to work for them or else they attempt to do
you in.
   The way to escape evil is to say, "I am committed to a higher
purpose.  I identify with it with my whole being.  If you proceed
against me, you proceed against the powers behind me."   In other
words, once you encounter evil--a highly potent negativity--it is no
longer life as usual.  You have to make an enormous commitment if
you want to regain balance and harmony.  This commitment must
transcend your own life.  It must be to the highest light you can
imagine and your commitment must be sufficient that your life then
becomes a vehicle for this light's expression.  In other words, you
need to find a source of power greater than the one which has
control of you.  If you are on a spiritual path, then you need a
source of spirit of greater power and might.
  There are times when there is nothing else that can save you than
your own absolute commitment to the light.  Everyone of us will
one day encounter this situation in one or more of our incarnations.
The Buddhist's refer to this as the motivation to seek enlightenment.
For the Judges of Saturn, enlightenment is much, much more than
something an individual attains to free himself from suffering.  It is a
state of mind in which you are free to celebrate the beauty of the
universe.  It is not just personal.  It is a cosmic event.
   Elemental beings can not approach an individual whose mind is
centered within akasha.  In a similar manner, negative beings can
not approach an individual who, in his faith and at his core,
identifies with Divine Providence.  The thing is you never want to
underestimate the influence of power either in a positive or negative
form.  You never want to make the mistake of assuming that evil
will go away, that once it has contacted you can ignore its touch and
go back to the life you had before.  You can count on negative
spirits to wait life times for you to make another mistake and then
they will offer you an invitation similar to one you accepted before.  
   On the other hand, it is interesting how much power Christians
ascribe to the devil. Jews will tell you that the devil is a minor
annoyance.  It is God you have to look out for--fear Him and
nothing else.  It is only with God's permission that evil enters the
world.  All power is under God's supervision.  If you read the
psalms of David, it is clear that David never forgets for an instant
that God is in charge and not the enemy or negative spirits.
   In our solar system, according to Bardon,  the spirits of the
sphere of Saturn are the Judges who govern both positive and
negative spirits when it comes to karma and cosmic law.  On a
planetary level and in the cases of black magicians, it is the Judges
of Saturn who determine for how long negative spirits may be
unleashed to cause destructive effects.  
  It is the task of Saturn to insure that the paths of spirit remain
open and uncontaminated.  They see the physical world and time as
helping us to discover the divinity within us.  Both negative and
positive spirits serve this same end.  The negative spirits bind,
confine, and destroy.  Again, it requires immense will to be free of
their influence.  
   The positive spirits teach how to take into your hands the powers of
creation.  It requires immense will to work with them.  The eyes of a
magician can see and understand the work and appointed purpose of both
kinds of spirits.  Consequently, a magician neither fears how this or that
experience may rob him of his purity nor does he close himself off from
the world to protect his devotion.  Ideally, he is able to offer
assistance and insight to whoever comes to him regardless of their
situation.
  What black magicians have in common is not their malice, domination, or
evil works.  If you search their hearts, you will find they have lost a
sense of the wonder and beauty of the universe.  In other words, their
hearts are closed.  They no longer seek or desire to see how akasha is
active in guiding and inspiring all things through the power of love.
   For myself, therefore, one of the most important tasks in developing
magical equilibrium is keeping myself inspired.  For me, power serves the
purposes of love.  It is an aspect of being creative.
   When I discover something negative in myself, I seek to capture the
energy and will within it.  I find an ecstasy, a divine purpose, or
natural way of growing which allows the energy and the power within the
negative to be expressed in a totally new way as part of a larger whole.
  The negative is an expression of isolation and destruction.  It
contaminates and steals. But the power within akasha is such that anything
can be brought into a greater harmony, anything can be turned around or
remade so it leads to fulfillment and deep satisfaction.  Love can unlock
any gate or heal any soul.  Part the work, for me, is in retaining my
commitment to and appreciation for this love during all parts of my
journey.

I had a dream last night i was showing Robert my new Jedi Light Saber. The light emitted from the saber was so bright it was difficult to look at. Later in another dream i had a fight with a load of Stormtroopers and gave em a whooping [B)]

Anyway this made me think of here and i thought i would post this story about catching a neg trying to attach/interfer using a Core Image. I originally wrote this last year.

It was while i was thinking of God and doing some general
philosophizing (as one does) when all of a sudden my(?) mind wandered to a recent event that happened two days ago. I won't go into detail apart from i had a disagreement with someone and that it isnt really of much importance.

I started reliving this disagreement with this guy in my head and started to feel angry about it. The more i went over it the more angry i felt.
Suddenly, i realized that i had gone from quite a happy feeling thinking about spiritual things etc, to an angry one and an incident that is totally unrelated.

I tried to stop thinking about the disagreement i had and push it out of my mind and get back to my philosophizing. As i did this i could feel a pressure build up in my head.

The more i pushed this "anger" away the more intense this pressure became until it was like a dull buzzing feeling about the size of a golfball at the front and just inside my skull to the right.

I suddenly realized it was a neg trying to interfere with my thoughts and went deeper into my mind to detach from this ball of "angry energy". As i detached myself from it, going into a light trance, i suddenly became very calm, no anger whatsoever but could still feel this ball of anger-energy floating in my mind-space trying to interfere with me.

Now let me say here that i know of the saying that one should not suppress ones emotions, but i assure you this anger-energy did not feel like it was mine and the buzzing energy sensation had all the tell-tale signs of neg interference. Through going into a light trance i was able to take a step back within and observe this happening in a totally calm mind-space and i was observing this attempt to inject some kind of negative energy-emotion-scenario into my inner space.

I have read books on evocation of spirits and these books tell you to "talk to the spirits in a civil manner" because if you show them anger you supposedly run the risk of opening yourself up to Obsession by said spirit.

Maybe this is one of the ways they attach or effect us by using negative emotions. If they are mainly a negative being, maybe they need something negative within thier targeted victim to attach to in the first place. Maybe they dont, but i think it probably makes things easier for them.

I thought i would post the technique i used to push this neg away and stop it interfering with my thoughts. It is a technique by Robert Bruce adapted from his New Energy Ways tutorial he calls "Core Image Removal" or CIR for short. Here's a link to his CIR technique;

http://www.astralpulse.com/articles/robert/articles_31.htm#2

And heres a link to his NEW tutorial on using "Awareness Hands".
http://www.astralpulse.com/guides/guides.htm

Robert uses his french looking Astral Sword, i use a Jedi Light Saber.

To fully stop the neg from trying to attach using this angry-scenario again i also made a point of going to see the guy i had a disagreement with and shaking hands etc. This has not returned since. My above story is notable because i caught the neg red-handed trying to attach using a Core Image.
Normally, removing a CI means searching for them in inner space. If one can stop it while trying to attach all the better.


Mac

[´Fear not´]

I never really liked school and English was one of my worst subjects. This is part 1 of a rough draft of me attempting to describe something that happened over Christmas. Should i even try to write this down? I dunno.
The day before, Boxing Day, i had another experience i may write up some day. Reminded me of shadow boxing. It ended with me shaving off my shoulder length hair. I always liked my hair long.


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It was 26th December i went out drinking with an old childhood friend, John. We went to his parents house first so he could get changed and he lent me a green top with the words 'Nike' in white emblazened across the chest. I had slept at his place the night before after coming from a party elsewhere, so I needed the change of clothes.

His father gave us a lift to the pub my friend frequents. It's a gay bar that is part of a gay niteclub nearby. I bought the first round, a Newcastle Brown for myself and a Lager and lime for John, and we sat at a table listening to the music. There were two DJ's, one playing the records, and the male owner, dressed as a female silvery Christmas tree, working the mic.

Even before we arrived i could feel things... changing? I felt happier than i had for a long time and there was that unmistakable background feeling of love. As we sat at the table my heart chakra began to blossom and fill my chest with the most amazing glow of warmth and bliss that would eventually envelope my entire being. John was too busy scanning the guys to have a conversation, which suited me well because i was busy exploding into a state of utter Bliss that is difficult to describe. I never really talk to John about my spiritual experiences, and he has no interest in that area anyway, so how could i say to him, "John, i think i'm having some form of samadhi/Kundalini experience?" At the time it seemed perfect that John had no interest in the things i do.

I just sat there with what must have been the biggest grin in the entire pub and went with the flow. The warm liquid feeling in my chest rose up to my crown chakra and it felt as though a soft warm flame was emanating from my head like a fountain. The Blissful loving sensation made me feel like i was glowing as brightly as the Sun and, glancing around, i thought to myself "Can they feel this?". I also thought, "Has someone spiked my drink?" (LOL!) but i knew no-one had because it started before we got there.

John went off to chat to someone at the bar and i sat at the table trying to look normal. I had urges to close my eyes and melt away into nothingness and pure bliss, but i couldn't in a bar full of people. So i just sat there quietly, gently holding back the tears of joy that wanted ever so urgently to wash my smiling face.

So i watched and observed everything around me. My attention went to the music and every word, every note played, became a direct dialogue with God. Every movement of the people in the bar, every expression on thier faces, every laugh or noise or flash of light from the disco lights was an expression of the Divine. I asked myself, "Can these people see what i'm seeing right now?" It was as if there was no difference between what i saw and what they saw. We were all like fingers in some mult-fingered Cosmic glove where the fingers Know but the glove does not. Thier Outer selves carried on as normal but i could see, and was conversing with, thier Inner selves on some level. Is this what is meant by the lifting of the veil of Isis? The glove being the veil and the fingers the Ultimate Reality? How many veils are there?

I felt like i was in Heaven and The One was saying, "Look, see! There is nothing wrong, everything is Perfect! Enjoy life, be happy, Love thyself!". And i silently replied, "I see you, i see you in all of this, there is nothing that is not you. How playful you are! how loving! How perfect!". And i smiled even more. My eyes would occasionally meet with someones and they would smile back and i asked them silently, "Do you know? Surely you can feel this? How could you not feel and see all this?" And the answer? "Shhhh. We choose not to." And that too, is perfect.

The DJ dressed as a Christmas tree, wearing the top of the tree as a hat, asked for requests. Something in me made me stand up and i went over and asked for 'I Feel Good' by James Brown. I felt like dancing now. I wanted to express the Cosmic Dance of Shiva (*see note) i was seeing all around me and to let go into the Bliss that was calling. To feel His limbs, His fingers, dancing all around me.

John had come to sit back with me but i don't remember what, if anything, we talked of. As i was experiencing all of this, the answers to innefable questions in the blink of an eye passed through my consciousness. I wanted to remember it all but knew that somehow i wouldn't. I do remember one song held some Cosmic symbolism i wanted to remember and asked him the name of the song. He told me but i still don't remember. So i just relaxed into the experience rather than grasp at it. It wasn't as if i was floating downstream, it was like being an empty reed in the stream feeling it tickle me and gently flow over me on its never-ending journey.

to be continued (i went to the nightclub)
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*note: For those not familiar with the Shiva symbolism here is a quote from "The Hero with a Thousand Faces" by Joseph Campbell. It descibes the symbolism of the usual statues of Shiva (picture below, see link);

"Briefly: the extended right hand holds the drum, the beat of which is the beat of time, time being the first principle of creation; the extended left holds the flame, which is the flame of the destruction of the created world; the second right hand is held in the gesture of "fear not", while the second left, pointing to the lifted left foot, is held in a position symbolizing "elephant" (the elephant is the "breaker of the way through the jungle of the world", i.e. the Divine Guide) ; the right foot is planted on the back of a dwarf, the demon "Non-knowing", which signifies the passage of souls from God into matter, but the left is lifted, showing the release of the soul: the left is the foot to which the "elephant-hand" is pointing and supplies the reason for the assurance, ´Fear not´. "

"Fear not, for all rests well in God. The forms that come and go- and of which your body is but one- are the flashes of my dancing limbs. Know me in all, and of what shall you be afraid?"- Shiva, Lord of the Dance.

http://www.worldtrans.org/CyberSangha/BUD-HIND/SHIVA.GIF

p.s. I also find that chanting/singing in Sanskrit makes it easier to continue do other things without having to concentrate on the lyrics too much because my main language is English. Just reading their meaning will help; i don't find i need to concentrate on the meaning of the words while i'm chanting.

I also think this may be beneficial as it might be an easier way of communicating with the Unconscious (read about A O Spare's sigil technique or Chaos Magick ). Ever had a song in your head and cant stop singing it without realizing? []

 

I tend to think that negs can use these traumas
like control buttons on you. It is a quick way to create
a specific feeling by pressing on a memory like this.

Also the thing about becoming an abuser yourself is probably
linked to the fact that you haven't dealt with the problem
and it starts 'haunting' you until you deal with it.

But I think worst thing in this is that if you are abused
your heart gets literally f****d up and it is very hard to
find love. It just feels like you are stone cold and have no heart,
like a robot. Lived like this most of my life, it has now started getting better though. Started aching in the heart centre when
I wrote this [|)]

Anyway I still tend to get 'pressed' on this button and then
my feelings just vanishes and I feel stone cold. Though it
tends to not happen when I keep my defenses up.

This is a good idea, I will work on some of the questions and answers I come across frequently in a bit.

Yes, balance is definitely a good thing, but it is important how that bablance is brought about.

I feel that the channelled information regarding the pole shift and other related events (with absolutely no disrespect to those doing the channeling, as some have proven to be well endowed with common sense), is somewhat akin to the "demon war" threads.

We have heard about quotes from channelers in the past giving us supposed dates for "the end of the world" which have not come to pass, and yet there are a great number of poeple who hang on to every word of these channelers, dare I say it - religiously, for more information about these events.

In contrast to this though, I have seen channeled information coming from this site that has nothing to do with end of the world prophesies, conspiracy theories and other such hidden agendas, but rather good practical and useful information to help guide those on a spiritual path.

It is the choice of the individual to either live their life in anticipation of some coming doom, or to live their lives to the fullest, believeing there is going to be a tomorrow. A person well advanced on their spiritual path, who has possibly been aided by channeled advice, will be someone who is learning to get the most out of the life they have now, and will probably be well equipped to cope with the change a pole shift or some similar event will bring anyway.

There is definitely a need to test the information you recieve from any spiritual source, be it aliens or angels. The test though is not necessarily against the findings of science, as science is nothing more than the orderly arrangements of the facts as we understand them at this point in time. The test is against your own spirit, your own intuition that tells you if what you hear strikes a chord with you or not.

There is a key phrase that is possibly the single most important element for all spiritual and metaphysical studies - KNOW YOURSELF!
Seek to know yourself first - your own heart, your own intuition. Learn to be guided by that intuition and it will serve you well in telling you what information that is out there is good for you or not.

While the mystics and their metaphysics, the channelers and their sources, and the sceptics and their science all sit around arguing over who's right, the student of spirituality who has learned to be guided by their intuition will come along, take a little bit of this, and a little bit of that, mix it together then hold it up against the light of their intuition - and a balanced view, and either discard it or use it as food to grow.

[]
Regards,
James.

If I may ask, how are you going to find out if a spirit is "bad" or "good"?

Why would you carve the Demons Sigil onto the mushroom?
-Aries

Well there you are, what happened to you all this time []

To quote from the link;

"Advanced Chodpas (practitioners of Chod) do not satisfy themselves with just the ritual practices. They often stay in cemeteries, desolate places, and haunted houses in order to face the fearful situations and experience the interference from desperate or evil spirits. By developing compassion for all beings, including those trying to scare or harm them, by sharpening wisdom through realizing the non-substantial nature of fearful phenomena and fear itself, and by deepening meditation stability through tolerating fearful situations, Chodpas gradually achieve transcendence over attachments, fear, greed, and anger. Through the hardship of direct confrontation they advance, step by step, on the path toward Enlightenment."

Wow, that is a great story. Thank you for posting it.

My opinin is that in the astral one finds only the things one expects.
Save for the people stuck in loops the inhabitants are neutral and willing to accommodate the expectations of a person pprojecting there.
Thus if you expect dragons, dragons is how the entities there will seem to you.
The whole construct of different planes is to enable souls to learn. Sowho are the beings already on those planes to argue if a dragon isn't what you need in order to learn?
The free will we have encompasses the choice to decide the manner in which we learn. It can be intellectual dialogue with a guide, retrievals or horrors beyond telling. You personally are responsible for choosing the format, everyone else is more than happy to accommodate you.

2cents & L&L
jouni

...........

Marc Cohn, (Marc Cohn), Walking In Memphis
1991
 
Put on my blue suede shoes
And I boarded the plane
Touched down in the land of the Delta Blues
In the middle of the pouring rain
W. C. Handy - won 't you look down over me
Yeah I got a first class ticket
But I'm as blue as a boy can be

Then I'm walking in Memphis
Walking with my feet ten feet off of Beale
Walking in Memphis
But do I really feel the way I feel

Saw the ghost of Elvis
On Union Avenue
Followed him up to the gates of Graceland
Then I watched him walk right through
Now security they did not see him
They just hovered 'round his tomb
But there's a pretty little thing
Waiting for the King
Down in the Jungle Room

Chorus:
They've got catfish on the table
They've got gospel in the air
And Reverend Green be glad to see you
When you haven't got a prayer
But boy you've got a prayer in Memphis

Now Muriel plays piano
Every Friday at the Hollywood
And they brought me down to see her
And they asked me if I would--
Do a little number
And I sang with all my might
And she said--
"Tell me are you a Christian child?"
And I said "Ma'am I am tonight"

Chorus:

Put on my blue suede shoes
And I boarded the plane
Touched down in the land of the Delta blues
In the middle of the pouring rain
Touched down in the land of the Delta blues
In the middle of the pouring rain

Hi David (?)
 I enjoyed that, thanks!

celeste

Interesting, because I've used Kava Kava for that purpose, and it's worked very well. I didn't really speculate on why it worked, was just glad to have some relief (and get some sleep). Taking whole-food-based B-vitamins with C and some herbs mixed in also seemed to help reduce the attacks at a time when my ability to function at work was beginning to be compromised, too.

At the time, I was going through a period of denial (despite what was happening in front of me and to me) and did not speculate on metaphysical realities behind the anxiety and overwhelming negative feelings.

Also, McArthur wrote:
"In certain states of mind people leak energy live a sieve thus possibly attracting a neg to feed on that energy. Trauma for instance is one(*note). What i am also thinking is that certain negs are able to trigger anxiety attacks, depression and etc and then feed on the resulting release of scattered energy by its victim."

At the International Institute of Projectiology and Conscientology (where I took their four weekend course on going out-of-body and their model of spiritual development but which focuses largely on Negs, which they call "intruders"), they specifically discuss what you mention as a reality. In fact, they concur with a lot of what Robert Bruce describes as the nature of Negs. Their main methods of dealing with Negs are energy work, avoidance of Neg-infested areas and people, good lifestyle, and self-examination.

Looking forward to your further postings,
Laurel

Sounds fantastic. Are the negs keeping completely away?
Is the white noise putting up a barrier to the electromagnetic
energy the negs give out? I'm trying to get a hold of
some Monopolar magnets that are supposed to interfere with
electro magnetic energy. Bipolar magnets are not so usefull.[]

I don't agree with the traditional definition of karma.
It's not about punishment or reward because like you said it would be pointless.

I view karma as the current set of lessons we are to learn in a lifetime. When we do things properly and learn or make a good effort at same the load of lessons gets smaller and our life get that much easier. When we do exceedingly well we may learn something we were going to hgave to learn in a following lifetime thus we'll make that life so much easier (== good trad. karma)

When we slack around and don't get withthe program we dont learn the lessons and have to do them again in th enext life, in addition to the ones we were going to do in any case. This will be a Bad Thing(tm) because there will be so much more to work through (== bad trad. karma)

The resulting change (easier vs. more difficult) can be seen as a reward and punishment system but that's only wihtin our physical context.

2cents & L&L
jouni

This is quite interesting. I think Adrian should make it a "sticky" for awhile.

The full body circuit in NEW seems to do the same sorts of things as grounding, and so does storing the energy in the subnaval storage center. Even so, I sometimes find grounding as a separate practice to be useful before doing my energy work to make a clean break from the activities preceding it.

Go dude! You still getting nasty psychic attacks then? I remember you saying about that, some time ago now.

btw was it you who I had a big long discussion with one the old forums about the whole "you create you own reality 100%" deal? If so, you were right! It is not simply "their fault".

THANKS for putting that link up - I followed it and have the brainwave generator - it rocks!!! Very powerful, I am so impressed.

good luck in your fight.

Rob

quote:Originally posted by McArthur

Think about Buddhists and thier prayer flags and similar things.

Of course! An insight i got after typing this...  it's just like a prayer candle but in electronic format. And it only goes out when you stop it playing. And its free, no candles needed.

Also, if anyone has a positive uplifting prayer, chant or poem could you share it? I (and others) might use them.

Here's another Buddhist chant;

Gate gate paragate parasamgate bohdi svaha.

It translates to something like : gone, gone gone all the way to the other side, Hallelujah. (sp?)


LVX

McArthur
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The Astral sphere (Yesod) is the Lady of the Lake (Shekinah) and someday soon she's gonna give me Excalibur.

Congratulations on your success!

I´d like to point out that reaching Tiphareth is very difficult (equalled to the full Adeptus Minor degree) and it´s even hard to "ground" that state.
What you´ve experienced is probably a lower Samadhi, the higher ones are very diffcult to achieve and they also mean giving up your ego in the process.
I´ve had some quite high and powerful spiritual experiences when I studied Bhakti Yoga system of  Sri Chinmoy, thirteen years ago.
I fully reached the Higher Self through meditation on the heart chakra, and those experiences made me seeing things from a much more spiritual viewpoint (also I had not a single psychic attack then) but soon I had trouble grounding this, I found myself having to confront others´lower natures very much upfront (as well as my own), my spiritual lifestyle was very much questioned and eventually I gave up my Yogic life, because it demanded of me to live a life (like a monk) which I was not prepared for.

Instead I turned my gaze on the Western Mystery Tradition and started working a free-traditionalist magick way some years later(using D.M. Craig´s infamous book MODERN MAGICK) and now I´m studying the Aurum Solis system /Ogdoadic Tradition.

Hi McArthur, good to hear from you again.

Middle Pillar? Golden Dawn? Please, a brief description of you would. It sounds interesting.

James S

- You don't choose the belief, the belief chooses you!

Recently I've been getting hit by something called "backdoor/subseven" and "trojan" and every time my firewall gives an IP. How do you trace it back so specifically to a single person?

How is good old Hans at Verizon? Any idea why the change of career?

Your story reminds me of things that happened at my parent's house when I was a teenager.
I would only go to a place like the one you are talking about if every single guardian angel and guardian spirit I now know was there to protect me. Even then I would only enter a place like that after I used various symbols of protection, and placed a spell of protection or blessing around such an evironment
I have encountered many types of negative spirits,and the best way to deal with them is to deafeat them.
If I were you I would stay as far away from that area as I possibly could.

Very good research McArthur. im very impressed with all the information you gathered. You said that the entity made the needle bounce as if it was morse code? Why not communicate with it that way? If this entity is friendly, tell it how to use morse code and ask it to spell out its name and such. My question is, does this presence scare you or attempt to harm you? If your trying to find a way to get rid of it, why not learn a bit more about this being first? I reccomend you learn some offensive and defensive techniques against spirits such as Psi Balls(notice my name?).

I sometimes feel a weird presence that passes through my house once in a while. I beleive that these are usually just vagabond spirits. I can sense most spirits or other entitys in my general area that nobody else can. its  possible for anyone to learn this, but it takes time.

Since this being is around, i reccomend you research him/her. Find out its name,age when it died, family, etc. You may actually find an old newspaper clipping showing this persons death or some other event of importance. As in common sense, don't bite off more than you can chew. Try not to upset it, because a nonphysical entity can give you hell for a while until you learn to get rid of it. If its a friendly being, ask it to try not to terrify you by accident.  I would allow ANY friendly ghost to stay in my home as long as it doesn't harm or accidently scare me. Sounds goofy, but good luck. As for effecting EM fields or neutralizing them, I don't know of any simple ways. If your a religous person, asking a priest to your home to try and help or exorcise this ghost would be a good idea. I have my own methods that I would use. I wouldn't ask a priest myself because im Agnostic, but if your religous, go for it.

-Andrew(aka Psi)

I found Paul's story, which seems more of a "non-fiction" relation of his own psychic attacks.  What does everyone make of this?  He also has a link to a photograph (near the end of his post) which I found to be frankly scary, how real it is I don't feel qualified to determine.  Anyway, here is what he had posted at strangeminds.com:

The Noonday Devil; Grey Alien Abductions
                      Written by: Paul_Schroeder


                      Abductions and their remnant elusive memories have opened all this for me,a
                      confirmed atheist until I saw aliens float me out of my body, in my bed at night. Then I
                      knew they were interested in an essence I never suspected I had - a soul.

                      Part of the alarming nature of the unknown is its mysterious link to the known; I awake
                      each night to a lewd exhibition of the merging. I open my eyes and turn to see the
                      digital alarm clock sitting on the lamp table next to my bed and see 12:12 am and
                      1:11 am and 2:22 am and 3:33 am and 4:44 am. This distresses me so badly upon
                      awakening that I cannot think; just a wave of panic that SOMETHING is waking me, as
                      the calculated odds of awakening each night precisely at those specific times is
                      astronomically impossible. The message intended seems to throw me off balance and
                      keep me wrapped in fearful confusion and lets me know that I am being toyed with but
                      yields no greater insight than to let me know that when I sleep I wander amongst
                      monsters and beasties.



                      Sometimes after abductions the interdimentional door, left open, invites the gangster
                      fringe element of the spirit world; sometimes demons are thrown into the equation as
                      spitework for attempts at thwarting abductions. But the unseen sinister world is as real
                      as the nose on your face.



                      The building, called Harold Hall, since renamed, perhaps stands four stories and
                      houses some eighty families. The basement area is the only place I've encountered
                      face to face the entity that followed me home and who stands gauntly by my bed at
                      night and delivers mind blowing dreams. It stands at the intersection of 92nd Street
                      and Fort Hamilton Parkway in brooklyn, not far from Shore Road on the Narrows and
                      abuts the old Army base still there, Fort Hamilton Army Base. I Know nothing of the
                      history of this building except that when I left, sure that anyone who entered the
                      basement would meet it, it seemed to have moved with me. I am straddling the fence
                      of the twilight zone surrounded by harassing, omnipresent, sinister, psychic, tenacious
                      entities whose presence fills me with wonder and indignation. Bless you for your
                      patience; the out-of-body attacks differ from my dreams in their vivid 3-D total
                      sensory envelopement and the inherent visciousness in provoking angst, realistic in
                      every way as compared to consciousness. The perspective is waking to find that I am
                      asleep wrapped in delusional thoughts and scenes, dreams so aligned with negative
                      thoughts that the scenarios reveal that they are imposed by virtue of their worst
                      scenario plots and their vividness. They, whomever these discorporate negative
                      thought entities are, are masters of delusions and I have recognized the raw power of
                      the vividness as more than my murky dream scenarios could ever muster and am
                      convinced that we are dead wrong about the nature of dreaming itself. At night your
                      astral body travels to realms from angelic to demonic, to a spirit world of myriad
                      vibrational levels and the pictures you see on the backs of your eyelids while you rem
                      are not dreams but visits, souvenirs of a greater reality. Like a goldfish who never
                      suspects a greater world beyond the ponds surface, the limited awareness of
                      humankind floats beneath the surface of a greater reality groping, mouth agape, in
                      total ignorance. Now, that's waxing my verbal virtuosity, dramatically.



                      Sadly, I've only met sharks, not the porpoises, in the ocean currents of
                      unconsciousness between 2 and 6 am and grounding is essential, but how? As we
                      struggle into consciousness each morning, a self-erasing mechanism destroys
                      memories of dreams. Only vague and vivid snippits remain as clues, but how many
                      people can recall dreams that were not dreams at all? I have recall for hours and days
                      afterwards of these impositions, unlike the general amnesia accompanying most of my
                      dreams, all of my life. I assure you that I have shockingly unlearned all Jungian and
                      Freudian concepts of dreams. It's only our own languag's impotence calling these
                      dreams. The Eskimos have myriad words for snow. We have only one word for dreams
                      that often are not dreams which we, ourselves, generate. My experiences, in the
                      extreme, illustrate this undigestible possibility to me. Paul, God bless you for the
                      chance to ventilate and exchange ideas in this horrid realm - horrid because that
                      attacks continue and vary in intensity to the point where I have tacitly accepted all
                      I've told you at the risk of denying everything about the mind and dreams I've ever
                      learned.



                      Description of haunting:

                      At night a large black shapeless mass turns out the lights while you are in the
                      labyrinth of mazes, hallways enroute to storage roomsin the back, and stands in your
                      way laughing evilly. There is a terror and a strong wave of hatred felt. Trying to retrace
                      your way in the darkness back towards the elevator, hugging the walls, brings air blown
                      onto the back of your neck, your name whispered in your ear and your clothing
                      clutched and plucked at by unseen hands. The presence is large and blacker than the
                      darkness surrounding it. You feel a sense of being watched and sense waves of intense
                      hatred which is undeniable. Flashlights fail and dim and blink out when you try to
                      outsmart its turning the lights out. The six floor apartment building ajuts the Fort
                      Hamilton Army Base a quarter mile away and is at the virtual foot of the Brooklyn side
                      of the Verrazzano Bridge. I have been the supt of that building between 1990 and
                      1999 and have encountered that entity through my denial to acceptance to raw fear of
                      it. It has intruded into my dreams, followed me into the elevator and into my bedroom
                      to evoke horrid worst scenario nightmares which betray that it knows my mind better
                      that I do. I avoided the basement, neglected my duties there and was subsequently
                      fired by the management office. This building stands at the intersection of 92nd Street
                      and Fort Hamilton Parkway in Brooklyn, New York. The psychic attacks continue,
                      nonetheless. I am drowsing over the bathroom sink half asleep and yawning,
                      supporting myself with my arms on both sides of the sink, tired, still half asleep naked,
                      when something brushes my face and loins, both just below the sink and just above my
                      face, above the sink. I open my bleary eyes and see an enormous conglomeration of
                      festooned fishhooks surrounding me, hanging from the ceiling across the sink. A
                      filigree chandelier of razor sharp connected fishhooks that I've stumbled onto, stark
                      naked, now with pinching sharp connections at my groin and lip and face that apprise
                      me, quickly panicking now, that I've been deeply hooked in myriad places, into my
                      genitals, pulling through my lip and my cheek and that to move backwards in shock or
                      panic flight is to deeply gaff myself further, inextricably and beyond help. I am
                      attached painfully and as I lift my right arm to gently work out the razor thin fishhook,
                      dozens of others fasten against and bite into my flesh scaring me further into
                      desperation and deeping my angst as I awaken, quickly now, to a gathering sense of
                      panic and helplessness. The hook in my cheek tears deeply into my mouth and the
                      fishhhooks unseen beneath the sink begin to bite deeper and more painfully into me. I
                      am a marionette impaled from face to scrotum and have wandered unknowing into this
                      macrome of razorblade-like fishhooks some madman must have concocted over my
                      sink in my bathroom. The slightest movement brings sharp, painful reminders that I
                      am stuck fast and in a nightmarish predictament I cannot solve as I am screaming, for
                      help from my wife who is asleep in the other room. Opening my mouth to holler, I feel
                      the deeper bite of the hook in the deep muscles of my face and I can only growl and
                      moan loudly, aware that I won't likely be able to reach her ears with my low moaning
                      and am becoming more entrapped with every movement. Like a monsterous windchime
                      of dangling fishhooks, I am trapped and my fear level climbs to near hysteria as I
                      awake suddenly in bed. Again I am aware of the imposed horror for etherial feasting
                      but dazzled at the raw power of the attack, the totality of sensory construction and the
                      visciousness inherent in the scenario. I am beset with demons, negative thought
                      entities who are malevolent and who know our minds much better than we do in
                      projecting telepathic sustained attack. How can you fight something you can't see?
                      This was the first of several creative virtual reality psychic attacks delivered on this
                      night and represent a continued program of spiritual and out of body attacks at the
                      hands of unseen entities who are clearly brilliantly malevolent and tenacious.



                      Submitted by Paul Schroeder for your comment and assistance. Some time ago a
                      friend of my wife's and a group of friends made a trip to historical sites in the Middle
                      East. During the tour she had a chance to visit a cave on one of the hills around the
                      holy city of Makkah. Inside, she was attracted by -she swears it was nothing but- a
                      bright light perched on the cave's wall, and took a picture of it. When she returned
                      home the rolls of film she used during the trip were developed. And she was surprised
                      to see a picture (attached) of a creature she never saw before in her life. She took the
                      picture and showed it to her spiritual teacher. The ustadzah explained that it was
                      Satan in one of its forms, as was described by her teacher decades ago while she was
                      still in school. Subhanallah! She made copies of the picture, my wife took one, and I
                      scanned it for you to see.

                      Click Here...



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                      http://www.abductions-alien.com/satan.jpg



                      The waves of sheer hatred, intense telepathic bursts of raw hatred felt by me in the
                      unseen presence of some of the harassing entities might well echo the demeanor of
                      this clearly interdimentional creature. Note the veination of the rock which bisects its
                      waist like a belt. It is transparent. Again I am convinced that, since a hateful bottom
                      spectrum of the unseen universe exists, I, too, have been grabbed and shaken by
                      demons, large, black, and strong as a bull and that a goodness, top-spectrum of the
                      unseen spirit world MUST exist. I have been snuck into faith by the rear door. The last
                      sentence of the letter accompanying this pix was: MAY ALLAH PROTECT US ALL
                      FROM DEVILS. The photo is authentic and, perhaps, the first I've ever seen of
                      ectoplasmic interdimentional evil. Note the ears and head area edges,unformed, and
                      the hooves and details of physiognomy. It has been suggested by UK experts that this
                      entity ALLOWED itself to be photographed as the rarity of such photos of such clarity
                      belies the elusiveness of these psychic mindreading sinister entities,i call
                      demons.They are horribly real and as psychic vampires are unparalleled.



                      The entity that tortured me was tenacious in following me everywhere I traveled and
                      made a point of letting me know it was with me as soon as I was sure I'd left it behind.
                      Doors would lock when I was showering although I was careful to leave all doors open.
                      Objects would move just within immediate sight and wild evil dreams at nighttime let
                      me know it was well with me despite my having traveled far. By all means, use my
                      comments and nightmare out-of-body attack scenario as a virtual experience.



                      Raw prayer to my spirit helpers to remove this dark entity has finally produced lasting
                      results. No horrid demonic nightmares or grey alien astral abductions have occured,
                      the result of a virtual miracle of faith and request. Seeing an evil, powerful,
                      attacking-with-nightmares demon removed by goodness is awe inspiring and
                      transforming and enlightening. Abductions and their remnant elusive memories have
                      opened all this for me, a confirmed atheist, until I saw aliens float me out of my body,
                      in my bed at night. Then I knew they were interested in an essence that I never
                      suspected I had - a soul.

                      Your astral body travels at night to realms from angelic to demonic, a spirit world of
                      myriad vibrational levels and the pictures you see on the backs of your eyelids while
                      you rem, are not dreams but visits, souvenirs of a greater reality. Like a goldfish who
                      never suspects a greater world beyond the pond's surface, the limited awareness of
                      humankind floats beneath the surface of a greater reality, groping, mouth agape, in
                      total ignorance. Aliens have failed to hybridize and now invade astrally to abduct,
                      monitor, possess, and to entangle their energies with ours to ride the reincarnation
                      rollercoaster of our auras giving a new meaning to a silent invasion. These are my
                      experiences.



                      www.davidicke.net/emagazine/vol16/articles/schroeder1.html



                      www.illuminati-news.com/schroederbooklet.html



                      www.illuminati-news.com/real_life.htm



                      http://davidicke.com/icke/magazine/vol-4/tapping.html



                      http://www.50megs.com/davidicke/icke/magazine/vol7/metdot.html



                      http://www.davidicke.com/icke/magazine/vol6/priest.html



                      Within a blackness, a voice intoning, resonant and deep, over and over and over. What
                      a beautiful child, such a lovely child. I am walking to a parade. Excited blare of crowds
                      and distant drums and trumpets propel me foward, holding two children, one in each
                      hand, as I rush expectantly eager that these small two experience the thrill and joy of
                      what is obviously a people-lined event just ahead. In my right hand is a small child of
                      perhaps six, in the other a frail, grey, long-armed and long-legged sickly tubular
                      creature-child who couldn't keep up. I swept this odd child up onto my shoulders and
                      felt its joy. It was a handicapped, ailing entity, sadly listless and lifeless. The scene
                      changed, as did the perspective. I was looking down at this tubular diapered child on a
                      bed as I heard that deep resonant voice suggest that I change its diaper. I was never
                      an eager changer of diapers with my own children when they were babies, choosing
                      sometimes to neglectfully leave a full ripe pungent baby for their mother to change,
                      who was due home any moment. I recoiled at the suggestion to nurture and care for it.
                      Both the creature and its toilet needs clearly repulsed me as I examined it closely. I
                      awoke, convinced that my experience was similar to others in attempts to have
                      offspring reunited with somatic abductee parents for nurturance as these hybrids seem
                      to be expiring. And that the word we use, dreams, is simply an inpotent problem with
                      our language's inability to describe it, the experience, in any other way.



                      Mass abductions are the taking of many people in an area at the same time, folding
                      time and space in a manner beyond belief so that time missed is not noticed by
                      abductees. As a loose rule, abductees' soul-personalities have agreed to participate
                      in these abductions at a distant point in time as a spiritual agreement and these
                      people are often virtual peace offerings between warring alien factions as somatic
                      banks to periodically retrieve somatic tissue from people with alien DNA, Most
                      abductees have alien DNA. They locate us as children to begin this tampering and it
                      continues regularly throughout life. I refuse to acknowledge this agreement as this
                      particular personality of mine has been purposely made aware of these intrusions and
                      as such reflect a clear violation of spiritual rights. I have dragged my feet and refused
                      cooperation. They change tactics and redouble their efforts. I enlist the spiritual help
                      from the same dimension that they use to enter and they lend demons into the
                      equation as spitework, muddling the picture. Tell yourself that you will remember and
                      vague and vivid snippits will remain which you can unfurl at leisure by worrying the
                      edges of the snippet - what happened just before and just after will intrude, slowly,u
                      ntil a fuller grasp entails. They now give me screen memories that are dreamlike in
                      nature and wrap me in general blackness at other times so that I awake with
                      nosebleeds, scoop marks and exhaustion without vivid remnants to recall. But the
                      screen memories are so aligned with their negative thoughts that the scenarios reveal
                      that they are imposed by virtue of their worst scenario plots and their vividness. They
                      are masters of delusions and can have you dreaming a snug little dream while they
                      march you around their craft for various nefarious purposes, and most are none the
                      wiser. I resent and frustrate their entrances, approaches and goals when I resist and
                      their tempers ill befit the advanced technology they have. Since they primarily wait
                      until you are in rem sleep, lucid dreaming works well to detect and interact with them
                      and is worth all the trouble it takes to master techniques of lucid dreaming. Prayer
                      works only if it is effective and repetitious and none of the standard appeals to saints
                      and Jesus works, but repeating GOD over and over does set up a different vibrational
                      level that can instantly end an abduction if one had the presence of mind. That's where
                      lucid dreaming comes in. Despair not, as they are psychic and have implants within
                      you that see and hear what you do, repeat often and with severe indignation to leave
                      you alone, now and forever. They'll hear you and then wait and see their reaction.
                      Never fear, they feed etherially from negative fears. Love them away and they'll be
                      puzzled enough to sit down and think things over before they come again. Remember
                      that creeping anxiety is the signature symptom of their intrusion and that if you feel
                      that fear building then they're aleady inside. Treat the anxiety as though it were a
                      person and order it away in the name of God. You'll see that the feeling abates
                      instantly but like yellow jackets at a picnic they unerringly try again, over and over.
                      Fighting them is a 24 hour, 365 day job from now on.

                      I, too, am convinced that effective repeated prayer that repells can and does work for
                      me, intermittently. The entities who abduct are unseen but the entities who assess the
                      testing I've been submitted to are flat like a gumby charactor, white like a refrigerator,
                      tall, hooded and telepathic in nature. The brain is somehow detached from the front of
                      the brain, where one's shoe hangs before one's eyes but one can't discern just what it
                      is. That's what looking out of the crafts window and seeing nebulae and stars was like,
                      precisely stated. The perspective was waking to find me asleep, wrapped in delusional
                      thoughts and scenes. I later discovered that these entities, just outside of sight, were
                      keeping me and a host of others during a mass abduction on short, psychic, surreal
                      leashes of control while manipulating them around the craft for various purposes. The
                      psychic nature of these entities is most uncannily canny and most who experience an
                      abduction will not recall being inside an alien craft or will dismiss these vivid
                      flashbacks as dreams. My only clue was waking with the joy of dreaming about a
                      wonderful wood inlaid staircase that brought me a rapture. It was unfurling backwards
                      in my mind. The events around the picture, and joy recalled at the staircase that
                      revealed it, was a ploy to erase the stars and nebulae I'd seen outside the window; a
                      cruel mind controlling taunt that ultimately backfired for the controlling mind reading
                      entity that imposed it. There is much yet to be remembered.



                      http://www.angelfire.com/zine/TheHaunt/theories.html


                      http://www.bridgeoflove.com/bookstore/icke/magazine/vol16/articles/schroeder1.html


                      http://www.davidicke.com/icke/magazine/vol6/priest.html


                      http://www.50megs.com/davidicke/icke/magazine/vol7/metdot.html


                      http://www.abductions-alien.com/user001.html


                      http://www.davidicke.net/emagazine/vol4/tapping.html


                      http://www.strangeminds.com/work.cfm?workid=182


                      http://www.darksites.com/souls/goth/blackflower/demons.html


                      http://www.strangeminds.com/work.cfm?WorkID=432


                      http://www.abductions-alien.com/satan.jpg

fides quaerens intellectum

Hi Mcarthur
  I pem'd you but you might want to describe some of your problems. The descriptions can help someone else who reads this.
  Nita

I read the story McArthur, I couldn´t find the word Jinn in it though...  as for that word by the way, the meaning of the name "Jinn" is less clear. In Muslim mythology, the Jinn (singular: jinni or genie) are (sometimes malevolent) supernatural beings. "Jinn" (jin) also apparently means "person" or "a man" in Japanese.
 So don´t you call me a Neg!! ()

 You are right, a rather rare commentary considering the "source"...
    .. well I hope America won´t fall into believing he is the only one who can "save them" from these invisible forces, no risk of that happening either I reckon´...

   Be well //Qui-Gon

- Your focus determines your reality -

Greetings McArthur!

quote:


I am a regular reader of the News Group alt.magick because some very interesting conversations go on there. Recently, a conversation turned into some kind of revelation of occult truths that are rarely spoken of. It is related to something you have written about regarding negs attacking children. I have provided a link to the entire thread but i will quote part of Nguyen's post here; Some are responses to questions by others, i will try to name them in this post as it progresses;

"[Casey said]> Like you once said nguyen (if I recall what you said correctly)
>
> 'the best don't even make it out of their cribs - they're killed
> before they have a chance to grow up.'
>
>[Lisa said] Some are hidden away though, eh? hah... and I guess they
> do their growing up later.
>

[nguyen replies] This is most unfortunate Lisa that you have mentioned this. First you
must know that this has almost certainly affected some who might read
this post. It is terribly insensitive to them.

People are not ready to know. I don't think they ever really will be
in my personal opinion. People can't handle that kind of reality very
well. I've seen rejection of just the bare hints of it too many times.

Now that you've put it out there though, I have to at least briefly
address it to put it into context.

Through well known standard medical studies it is known that America
has an unusually high rate of SIDS/crib death. It is also known that
different countries including less developed countries have a much
lower and in some cases almost non-existent. For this reason, standard
medical interpretation has led to the hypothesis that is some
(unknown) culturally dependent factor that is independent of level of
medical care.

Now we enter the world of the occult, which is not scientifically
verified. However, put together these known factors.

Most cultures around the world have made specific magical charms or
blessings to ward off crib death from Egypt to China and world round.
Think of where Baptism probably got started as a hybrid adoptive
pagan/christian ritual. The Xtian baptism plus the pagan magical charm
against early crib death. Overtime the Xtian rite has become a
ritualized formality mostly.

Most cultures around the world keep their babies in the bed with the
parents at least until recently. This is not often done in America.
It is known (medically) that a child's biorhytms synchornize with
their parents when in direct physical prescence. This has been
(medically) hypothesized as a direct factor in preventing crib death.

In occult terms we would say the child's aura is open. Next we look at
adults with 'psychic' or 'magical' gifts. We note that they are often
more bothered by autonomous agent (spirit) activity than your average
populace by a much higher rate. Why should it be any different for
babies? No reason at all.

In occult terms, we formulate an occultic hypothesis. The child's aura
is open. I know from experiments and observations and case studies,
that when two people hug their auras blend. Certain gifted mediums I
know use this trick (blending their aura) with their SO's at night to
prevent them from becomming unwilling possession targets. Which
characteristically includes in negative cases the difficulty of
breathing.

Occultic hypothesis: spirits attracted to gifted babies that stand out
to them just like gifted adults do take advantage of their open
isolated "auras" and either inadvertantly or purposely cause them to
cease breathing. The reason why it's higher in America is that when we
got our modern culture, we stopped doing allot of these things.

That's a hypothesis. In my studies and travels and interviews, I have
found a mountain of observations and information that directly and
indirectly supports this as a conclusion... if not a scientifically
conducted one.

Lisa, why did you have to say that? Never in a 100 years would I have
said that openly. There is so much about our world that people cannot
accept emotionally, perhaps are better off not knowing.

It opens one up to the idea that there is an invisible world of forces
and beings that reach in and bonk with their lives. If they can handle
that thought it has to be structured along religious and moralistic
lines. They cannot imagine it as a social economy, a natural ecology,
where the law of nature rules invisibly as it does visibly. They look
that that invisible world to offer them a better reality than this
one. A better world that despite depictions in many ancient traditions
as being just as I have spoken as cruel and capricious ... they look
to believe in something better... or at least imagine they will have
escape to oblivion from this world's cruelty.

People can't handle that Lisa.

There are 'rules' being broken here, and while I don't care much for
rules it still could have serious consequences."

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A very disturbing, but very important post.

SIDS has been on a rapid increase from the middle of last century at least, and, despite all of the research, no physiogical cause has ever been proven as far as I know.

What I do know, as a parent, is that it is probably the greatest fear of parents with a baby of less than a year old.

Many factors have been suggested, including formula milk, parents who smoke in the presence of the baby, and the one that has the greatest proof so far (and I believe could have substance) - is placing a child on it's stomach in the crib.

But who would have thought of a neg attack as the cause of SIDS? Or miscarriage? After what Robert in particular has said here before, this HAS to be a very real possibility.

I would really like to hear from Robert and Nita on this one.

I guess the sad thing is though, even if this can be proven among ourselves, the general populace would surely scoff at the idea  

And what would the recommendation be for those spiritually aware parents as psychic defenses for their infants? Placing a crib in a properly constructed and consecrated circle? Perhaps place garlic around the infants crib?

Very important issue is this, and thanks McArthur for bringing it to our attention.

With kind regards,

Adrian.