Hi, everyone,
I found this forum on google and wonder if you can help me with a little problem/question that seems to stay with me.
I have had a lot of lucid dreams already (regularly) which I have squandered on sex and telekinetic games. But not all of them. In some I was trying to let my higher self (terminology is not that important to me, I think many of you will know what i mean by that) guide me "upstairs". I would really like to get to "the next level" as I feel that my morality and spirituality are trying to take some steps forward.
I had dreams which induced unimaginable joy, starting from a beautiful landscape, joyful laughter or a loving embrace of some sort of personification of love/god/whatever term pleases you. Then the (visual) scene seemed to vanish into "just" the feeling of joy. But then it stops and I think it's because I don't feel worthy or because I'm afraid of not being worth or maybe because just afraid of what might be waiting for me. I know that I should get rid of that fear and I think I can overcome it, that's rather a psychological issue I have to settle myself. But here's my question: Something really astonished me. It happens from time to time, when I become aware of being lucid or awake in the dream state, that I say "(God,) enlighten me!" and then I'm referred back to my body. But now only my legs are floating somewhat higher then the rest of my body, my chest and my head are still "grounded". How can this be? How can I/god/whatever be so selective about body parts, allowing some to let go and others not? Why don't I get lifted up
?
If anyone could answer this, they would help me a lot.
Thank you.
I found this forum on google and wonder if you can help me with a little problem/question that seems to stay with me.
I have had a lot of lucid dreams already (regularly) which I have squandered on sex and telekinetic games. But not all of them. In some I was trying to let my higher self (terminology is not that important to me, I think many of you will know what i mean by that) guide me "upstairs". I would really like to get to "the next level" as I feel that my morality and spirituality are trying to take some steps forward.
I had dreams which induced unimaginable joy, starting from a beautiful landscape, joyful laughter or a loving embrace of some sort of personification of love/god/whatever term pleases you. Then the (visual) scene seemed to vanish into "just" the feeling of joy. But then it stops and I think it's because I don't feel worthy or because I'm afraid of not being worth or maybe because just afraid of what might be waiting for me. I know that I should get rid of that fear and I think I can overcome it, that's rather a psychological issue I have to settle myself. But here's my question: Something really astonished me. It happens from time to time, when I become aware of being lucid or awake in the dream state, that I say "(God,) enlighten me!" and then I'm referred back to my body. But now only my legs are floating somewhat higher then the rest of my body, my chest and my head are still "grounded". How can this be? How can I/god/whatever be so selective about body parts, allowing some to let go and others not? Why don't I get lifted up
?If anyone could answer this, they would help me a lot.
Thank you.