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hello

last night when i was laying in bed i wonderd
the most people on this forum all have something in common
they all have their opinions and cool standarded sentences
can it be that they are here to show off their ego-overrated opinions and throwing their sentences around to get an extra boost?
this would mean that their experiences beeing out of the body is just something they come up with to be special? they watch spider man movie, now trying to be spider man?
"experience it for yourself man!" you people feel so cool saying that? because it underlines that you are doeing something special which everybody should do
maybe you never been out of your body, it is lucid dreaming, just one topic, not 1000th?
who knows who knows

tell me what you think about this, or do you feel that urge of beeing better then others? tell me about the experience of wanting to be special, how does it feel? did it really cause all theese minds to come up with crazy theorys?

its important to clarify this because many people maybe see this forum and think that there is something amazing here, also would waste time on this

with best regards
alfalfa

hello

i couldnt sleep, so i stand up again walk to computer and sstart writing this post
you people try so hard to be good humans who do the right thing
most of you are sleeping even when actually awake
i feel so much pitty for you because i had alot of contact to you today
you probably guna think now "wtf? why he pittys us, is he arrogant?"
but no, it is the general human i am talking about which includes me aswell
you probably think now that i am not talking to you, but in many cases i am really still talking to you and it is your ego which creates even more pitty in me

so to stop haveing this pitty it requires me to take action
i ask you admins from the forum if i may, since this forum topic is about consciousness, that i can post my consciousness here
in form of thoughts i have, to fix all theese sad emotions in you people
yes your looking for other peoples approval without ever thinking from a bigger perspective
can those other people you live with really tell you that your doeing well?
why do you require to get approval so much?
you have all the answers in urself, you know if you are doeing well

i want to write my notes here because of this pitty which prevents me from sleeping
also so people can see the clear thinking of my mind so i get famouse

i used to write my thoughts in a program from ubuntu called tomboy notes
but i only streamd them with my friend d3nd3
now i require to stream it with some more people
so admins you can reply here if you agree that i can post my thoughts into this section of the astral pulse, or if you think that i should search another forum for this matter