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Hey guys wassup wassup.

I had a SUPER AMAZING EXPERIENCE today.

So a lil review ive been hardcore meditating for a couple months, and ive finally decided ima go back to trying to get obe's, since what im really interested is higher awareness i dont want to just have fun you know?

I tried yesterday, no success, i tried last night, no success, but last night i was sleeping unusually light, i felt like i barley got into dreams cus my body was still there somehow. I also got a perfect 7 hrs (usually way oversleep) so i kinda got up walked around a bit layed on the couch and tried to fade down then went back to my bed.

The technique that i used was i imagined something a single real object that i ACTUALLY cared about and concentrated on it. Im sure you've heard of this method but you have to CARE about the object for it to stick. The object i imagined was MONEY LOL, i could actually smell it ha ha ha. i also meditated on the blackness behind my eyeballs, tried to listen to my ears whining, and tried to feel my heartbeat. the last two didn't really stick though.

Be careful and don't take too much on at once you want to MAINTAIN a constant "formula" of sleep and concentration, where the end result is not too much of either. My chi raising techniques helped me stabilize it.

So there you go, now what happened was i was DREAMING, but i was still lying there IN MY BED. it was like the inverse of lucid dreaming almost! like a trance. and i kinda started switching between trance, and lucid dreaming, i think this went on for a couple hours, but it didn't feel like it. all of a sudden i realize that im awake and dreaming i mean really power awake. i could remember all my dreams and i could experience this excrement. the first thing i noticed was how much stronger my senses were, but also how unstable my energy was, it felt uncomfortable forcing two consciousness together like the energy was too stressful in my dream body. I tried to focus and focus and focus on OBEing and i got vibrations, but i could feel "real body" too and it was making it uncomfortable, there was alot of NOT GOOD feeling, and i felt there was an energy blockage in my right leg mid-thigh.

Anyways I realized that i couldn't make it so i tried to make my energy get better in the dream so since i kinda had a heightened kind of awareness in my dream i was able to figure out energy raising techniques right on the spot, i ran around while brightening the colors, in a way that i cant really explain, and i ate food to increase my energy and power as well. i was maintaing lucidity and memory for a long time now and still had the memories of all my other dreams in my head as well, as well as periodically transitioning to feeling my body, and i tried to fly but then decided it was too distracting and tried to SEE my body and to go out of body, i saw me lying there for half a sec, but i was in such a different head space. Then i woke up.

OKay if you dont like deep philosophy and introspection then DONT READ THIS PART>>>

A couple things i realized is that even though my EGO was the same in the dream my entire subcoincious and hormones were WAY different, a la smoking marijuana or doing hard drugs.

The difference was so DRASTIC that it made it hard to remember the dream as being even the SAME PERSON, even though i maintained exactly the same EGO.

The second thing i realized was that in my dreams my senses were PURE and my mind was FRACTURED, while in waking my mind was PURE while my senses are FRACTURED.
Okay, so what i mean by that is
i don't mean fractured like broken i mean fractured like so complex and changing that you cant focus on one pure thing. like for example in my dream i could focus on the essence of a sense like color and it would become stronger and stronger, but i couldn't hold my thoughts. While waking the thoughts are simpler and so you can increase them, but the outside world and senses are too complex so you cant single out their purity.
I feel like if i could focus on just one color like say the white on my monitor with enough purity for long enough, i could intensify it enough for it to become brighter and brighter, more colorful. In fact im going to start doing purity meditation because i realize that we cant find the essence of things because they are ever-changing and inter-melting, never being in a position long enough to become stronger. you have to wade through that filter. I may even be able to dream on command one day.

So anyways i am wondering HOW DO I GAIN MORE POWER/ENERGY/CONTROL/AWARENESS in my dream state so that i can start to meditate in the dream or go out of body.

Love astral pulse <3,
David

Hey guys wassup wassup.

I had a SUPER AMAZING EXPERIENCE today.

So a lil review ive been hardcore meditating for a couple months, and ive finally decided ima go back to trying to get obe's, since what im really interested is higher awareness i dont want to just have fun you know?

I tried yesterday, no success, i tried last night, no success, but last night i was sleeping unusually light, i felt like i barley got into dreams cus my body was still there somehow. I also got a perfect 7 hrs (usually way oversleep) so i kinda got up walked around a bit layed on the couch and tried to fade down then went back to my bed.

The technique that i used was i imagined something a single real object that i ACTUALLY cared about and concentrated on it. Im sure you've heard of this method but you have to CARE about the object for it to stick. The object i imagined was MONEY LOL, i could actually smell it ha ha ha. i also meditated on the blackness behind my eyeballs, tried to listen to my ears whining, and tried to feel my heartbeat. the last two didn't really stick though.

Be careful and don't take too much on at once you want to MAINTAIN a constant "formula" of sleep and concentration, where the end result is not too much of either. My chi raising techniques helped me stabilize it.

So there you go, now what happened was i was DREAMING, but i was still lying there IN MY BED. it was like the inverse of lucid dreaming almost! like a trance. and i kinda started switching between trance, and lucid dreaming, i think this went on for a couple hours, but it didn't feel like it. all of a sudden i realize that im awake and dreaming i mean really power awake. i could remember all my dreams and i could experience this excrement. the first thing i noticed was how much stronger my senses were, but also how unstable my energy was, it felt uncomfortable forcing two consciousness together like the energy was too stressful in my dream body. I tried to focus and focus and focus on OBEing and i got vibrations, but i could feel "real body" too and it was making it uncomfortable, there was alot of NOT GOOD feeling, and i felt there was an energy blockage in my right leg mid-thigh.

Anyways I realized that i couldn't make it so i tried to make my energy get better in the dream so since i kinda had a heightened kind of awareness in my dream i was able to figure out energy raising techniques right on the spot, i ran around while brightening the colors, in a way that i cant really explain, and i ate food to increase my energy and power as well. i was maintaing lucidity and memory for a long time now and still had the memories of all my other dreams in my head as well, as well as periodically transitioning to feeling my body, and i tried to fly but then decided it was too distracting and tried to SEE my body and to go out of body, i saw me lying there for half a sec, but i was in such a different head space. Then i woke up.

OKay if you dont like deep philosophy and introspection then DONT READ THIS PART>>>

A couple things i realized is that even though my EGO was the same in the dream my entire subcoincious and hormones were WAY different, a la smoking marijuana or doing hard drugs.

The difference was so DRASTIC that it made it hard to remember the dream as being even the SAME PERSON, even though i maintained exactly the same EGO.

The second thing i realized was that in my dreams my senses were PURE and my mind was FRACTURED, while in waking my mind was PURE while my senses are FRACTURED.
Okay, so what i mean by that is
i don't mean fractured like broken i mean fractured like so complex and changing that you cant focus on one pure thing. like for example in my dream i could focus on the essence of a sense like color and it would become stronger and stronger, but i couldn't hold my thoughts. While waking the thoughts are simpler and so you can increase them, but the outside world and senses are too complex so you cant single out their purity.
I feel like if i could focus on just one color like say the white on my monitor with enough purity for long enough, i could intensify it enough for it to become brighter and brighter, more colorful. In fact im going to start doing purity meditation because i realize that we cant find the essence of things because they are ever-changing and inter-melting, never being in a position long enough to become stronger. you have to wade through that filter. I may even be able to dream on command one day.

So anyways i am wondering HOW DO I GAIN MORE POWER/ENERGY/CONTROL/AWARENESS in my dream state so that i can start to meditate in the dream or go out of body.

Love astral pulse,
david

(note):dam this post turned out alot longer than i thought it would
Hello I am new to Astral Pulse. Last night I had the two most interesting dreams of my life.
I don't remeber the begining parts of them very well but I remember the ends.
The first dream I was playing some dream-video game of starcraft and the dream switches to a place I've been many times before but never remebered concoiusly. Its amazing how much crazy and wierd work goes on in your dreams that you dont remeber. There are entire worlds out there that you dont remeber. In your dreams.

This is a scary place but its a place of truth. The feelingings are very tripped out and strange. Pretty much I was zooming around inside my energy field/chi or lets just say inside of my body. I was feeling my organs and their supression and pains. It was like being aware of all the inner workings of the body from the organs point of view. I knew I had tapped into this place many times before but had never succeeded in helping much and sometimes damage was done. But this time was differnt. I had Energy. So pretty much I felt my respritory system had problems and pretty much I felt my entire energy/body was being held back by this "block" in my heart. I went deeper and deeper until I was controling my heart and I was freeing the energy inside of it.

This was an extremely intense feeling of inflamation and pain and moving through a dam of blocked energy. My heart was doing flip flops and the pain started to wake me up. I realized that not onnly was all of this real, but either I was having a psychologically induced heart attack, or I was freeing my heart of major diseased forces. I was 90% awake and started to try to tone down the energy as I was actually afraid I might die.

Now I was awake and the feelings were just the same as in the dream and I was completley amazed. I spent 5 minutes sending energy through my body as feelings and energy felt like they were being freed up. There was pain at first and twitchings and moving shards of pain but then just a feeling of love energy and higher vibrations. I eventually started to calm down but I felt way different and better. Eventually maybe hour or half hour later I went back to bed satisfied with my healing.

Some higher dreams insued but I dont remeber them. The last thing I remeber is the most important, and that is of me being in a room like say a bathroom with a big mirror on the wall. I was standing there and there was a weight on my back. There was someone on my back. This person was me. Or should I say an identical me. He was grabbing onto my back like a monkey or someone doing a piggy back and pulling as hard as he could to get me out of my body through the back of my neck, head, or spine area. I felt strong vibration and I was being rocketed, but my subcouncious mind started to become scared as the whole scene was very creepy and the face of my twin became evil  and trashing around. I knew it was okay though and he was working for me and kept trying to go out of body but instead I ended up waking up with vibrations still going through my body. All of this happened in a mater of seconds.

That was the closest I've ever come to OBE.
Ever since the heart dream I've felt better/differnet and when I give people hugs I feel intense love.
Its been about 14 hours.
What am I to make of these dreams?
I think healing through dreams is real and that maybe one of the best ways to go out of body is to leave through chest if lying on back and leave through back if lying on front. I was lying on my front and I realized the he was on my back because of the subconcoius pressure or warmth on my front or something. Its like the people who get a demon siting on their chest when they lie down on their back.

Has anyone else had dreams like these?
The things i could help contribute to these events are that I took acetyl carnitine, ive been practicing strong concentration meditation of my own kind which ive been perfecting over the last two weeks, and i think im falling in love, with someone who is now living in my house but it is complicated and she has a boyfriend and is pregnant and he doesnt want her to abort and is very emotional about it, but shes starting to lean towards his side and shes only 25 too young i think, but the first time i met her i felt we had a connection ive sent energy toward her and she always always reacts somehow its very wierd. i feel like ive known her forever. shes extremeley beatiful so much its hard to stare at her and she has an amazing crazy personality and she is flirty with me as i am with her. however it has been immesnley frustrating not being able to tell her how i feel because of her situation and i want whhats right for her, but all ive been feeling and thinking about for the last few days is this girl and feelings of primal excitment and love but also frustration. whenever she leaves the house i can barley move i feel and just lie there on the couch until she comes back. its absolutley insane for me to feel this way towards a girl ive know for a handful of days but its how it is.

Okay sorry about the effing love story but i think it contributes.
Open to all replies peoplez