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My guess would hafta be it's just your desires. First of all, you really shouldnt get your hopes up, and second, i think 99% of dreams are just reflections of the self, rather than being prophetic or anything of that sort.

I know exactly how you feel though, I used to have a lot of those dreams.

cold showers??? nooooo not me

It sounds like you're on the right track.  I don't know about the sick feeling though.  You might want to stop if that persists.  Recently I get a sinking/spinning feeling and then go rigid.  When rigid then I can leave.  Just keep doing what your doing and allow yourself to sink deeper into it.

Sleepysean123, from what i've read, you can find the name of the 'guide' that you are communicating with by playing hangman with it.  Start out like: "HOw many letters does your name have? Is it ______ (number of letters)?"  and so on and so forth.  PLay it like you would with the regular hangman game.  At this point though, it's not necessary to know your guide's name because they come and go; switching between guides because that's what monitor guides do.  If you still have trouble with it though, try contacting Mayatnik on msn.  I think his screen name is Mayatnik@hotmail.com.  Alrighty, bye.[]