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Hello, everyone,

It's been a while since I've posted last. Recently I moved into a new apartment. It's a basement apartment and I was able to sleep about a month without experiencing SP.

I've had Sleep Paralysis my entire life and it always "creeps" up on me especially after a long day at work. (Currently I'm employed full-time at Starbucks.)

Recently, I've been trying to sleep in my own bed and often times I'll automatically start to drift from my body through meditation but countless times, my body goes through either a SP episode or I'll wake up because I'll hear noises like creaks in the wall or random objects moving in my room (not necessarily supernaturally but over time, things will slide/slip to wake me up)

Every time, I keep my eyes open and there are no noises. As soon as I close my eyes, I hear things. I know that during meditation all of our senses are heightened so this could be a part of it. It continues to happen though. It's really annoying. It only started really happening after the most recent time I tried to AP. I've been experimenting with it for a while and I might have accidentally AP'd without remembering the journey the next morning. I just really hope I didn't accidentally let anything out of the low realm. I know that I'm not possessed because I am fine for the most part but even right now as I'm typing, I feel like there's something watching me and evil is lurking. I have focused on white light and used my thoughts to repel during my meditation but I couldn't find anything negative.

I am willing to take any suggestions. Would cleansing with sage work?


Cheers!

So last night I was going through my meditative techniques and recently I've started off by saying "I will wake up in my dream" around 5 times before I start trying to do it.

I don't know if this had any effect on what happened but my girlfriend and I had the same dream. I'll go into as much detail as possible.

I got a call from her this morning and I greeted her with the normal "Morning baby" and followed up with, "I had a dream that you slept over at my house." She replied with "I had a dream I woke up at your house."

So I started thinking, in my dream the first time I saw her was me getting out of the shower and getting dressed. She woke up with her head north and she was facing me. She said to me "I knew you were a cute boy" then the dream went on without her because she randomly disappeared from it.

I was asking her questions in the physical realm like "what did you say when you woke up" and "what way were you facing"

ALL OF THESE SHE GOT RIGHT. It freaked me out enough to where I had to text Ryan1337 to see what he thought. He didn't know what to think, so now I'm asking you guys. Has this ever happened to you? If so, is there a term for it?

Any help is appreciated

TS

I haven't AP'd yet but my friend who is an extremely spiritual being wanted to show me some recordings that he made after visiting a cemetery that contained EMI. It freaked me out and him and my best friend wanted to go to this other cemetery and I bitched out.

All yesterday I experienced intense sensations of someone watching me. Also I experienced even more intense vibrations as night fell.

I KNOW I'M A BAD WRITER. Don't critique my grammar

Thoughts?

Everyone knows this is such a cool deal! Everyone says make a wish at 11:11...what if you made it on 11/11/11 at 11:11? This is the only time this will ever happen in HISTORY. Cherish this day and stop thinking the world is going to end. DO SOMETHING DARING SO YOU CAN REMEMBER THIS DAY!

You lived 11/11/11!!!!


In all seriousness though, what do you think the significance is? I mean, I for one don't believe in exact dates having worth. If that were the case, Australians would have all the fun first. :3

I've read stuff about "The portal to divine free will"? Sounds like someone has eaten too many spirit cookies when I read that title.

THOUGHTS?

Has anyone ever heard of this? I have experienced it multiple times but it might be due to me being scared sometimes as I get deeper. It seems like it pulses in heat as I get deeper though. I can feel the energy pulsating and then it pulses through my body as pure heat and it eventually wakes me up.

Any thoughts?

Sorry if I'm rambling.

T

I have been studying this since I joined and I've tried to project almost every other day. I have been successful 3 times but I can't remember how I did it. It might have just been a lucid dream though. I know that lucid dreaming = astral projection but one is conscious and the other is unconscious. I just need to clarify a few things.

The vibrations I have felt are not what people describe them to be. I feel like it's merely blood rushing through my body but even after I attempt to project I can still feel them. Maybe they are the vibrations i'm supposed to be feeling but I have no way of proving. Could someone maybe explain in more detail?

The other question is something that i've struggled with even before I stumbled upon AP. I have always gone to sleep frightened of this force that was overcoming me. It's not like a possession more like an energy. It's something I can't explain at all. The way I do it is through my mind and somehow when i've acquired more vibrations, it's easier to do. I can try to do it without vibrations but it doesn't work without them. I may sound like i'm talking gibberish but I would like someone else's opinion on what it might be.  Through AP i've noticed that the energy isn't dark after all. I feel like it's always been there trying to help me AP. It could be entirely something different though.

If someone could help that would be great.

Tanner

Since this is a healing thread I decided I would share with you my latest experience.

About 4 years ago I suffered from an injury to my hands. No one can figure out what it is...most doctors say it's just an extreme RSI (repetitive stress) case.

I have been playing the classical guitar for 6 years now and for the 4 years i've had the problem in my hand, i've suffered extreme back pain and an uncomfortable sensitivity to cold air blowing on my hands, or vibrations interacting with them.

During my latest OBE, not full projection yet, in the beginning phase I felt the vibrations very easily and they seemed like they all began to focus on my mainly injured hand but slightly came into the other hand. Now at least 12 hours later I still feel the vibrations.

Is it possible that during the OBE while listening to the binaural beats, my spirit was possibly healing me?

sorry for all the commas and what not. I get carried away with pauses

thanks for any feedback you can supply

I'm new to this forum but i've found that it seems to be the most popular in terms of members so I decided to join this one as well.

I am very intrigued by AP and I have been experimenting with it for a few days now. I've heard false claims such as "you won't be able to it your first try" and "it takes many months or years to get a good one"

I don't know about everyone else but i've already had crazy experiences with it. Some that have scared the crap out of me.

I started using binaural waves last night to try to induce more and it took me on a crazy ride. I've probably only tried to it a few times now and I already feel like i'm extremely close.

Anyway, that's for another thread. I'll just say that my name is Tanner, i'm 19, i'm a fulltime college student and I love the idea and what AP has done for me thus far.