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Ye learn to enjoy what your doing , if you despise cadavers your going to feel depleted.. Meditate on it (imagine what your doing in all its glory ,smell ,feelings etc) ,and imagine you do so happily with little effort. I think its safe to say most people who disects human for living do so because they actually like it.(who else would take such jobs it sounds absolutly sickening to most people).

Same for talking to crowds if you think about what their gonna think about you ,your gonna use lot of effort getting it perfect only to find yourself forgetting the next line and have to look up ,wich cause more stress ad infinitum.
If you just learn the presentation reasonaably well ,who cares if you gotta look up now and then. Imagine thats its not realy a crowd but just a image of a crowd around you wich doesnt care one way or the other against you(wich is probably true). Also learning the tricks of speaking to crowds (like looking confident ,crowdsweeping gaze ,seeking a second or 2 eyecontact with important or randomly picked persons , using overheads equipment to draw attencion from you,etc.)

As for confrontations its an uncertainty element here ,what kind of confrontation are you talking about ,its big diffrence between claiming your right to return a new tv thats broken down and confronting your close friend wich has hes way with your wife!(wich will probably leave even the strongest jelly in the legs).

A talisman can help in that regard its between you and what you dont like and you belive it will reduce the unpleasantness of thise things. And if you belive it ,it most likely will .

you need not purchase those things, you should instead purchase the new cd by

THE WEAKERTHANS- reconstruction site

fear not, for the path to enlightenment is filled with false prophets and bendy spoons,

but seriously, use N.E.W which is available on this site

good to hear [].

~kakkarot

You're not going to listen to me, but I'm going to give you my insight anyway.  You are letting your fears rule your experience.  I don't believe dreams have any hidden, mystical meanings, because I know myself very well.  It took a lot of work to rid myself of the superstitions the world has tried to place on me, but now I see clearly.  What, at one time, appeared to be symbolism in my dreams became clear reflections of my state of mind.  We play with a wonderfully moldable world in our dreams which helps us work out our daily frustrations and fears.  Be careful not to read too much into them though, because you are creating that world and only you can tell us what they mean.  Fear and superstition rule the world right now.  I used to think I felt spirits around me, and I used to cower in fear in the dark.  There's nothing out to get you, and there is no boogy man.  Only when I released my fears did I finally see Truth.  It's not what you want it to be though, because you probably want the world to be mysterious and mystical.  It's not though.  In fact, it's so much more wondrous when seen in it's incredible simplicity.  Most people live in a dangerous web of lies, superstitions, and religions.  If you're Christian you're probably afraid to consider the statement I've just made.  That's fine, because things are going to be ok.    We're all going to be ok.  By the way, when you die you're going to see this life for what it truly was and you're going to be sorry if you've lived it under the mindless control of a religion or superstition.  Trust me.  When you realize you've just died but you're still thinking, and when you adjust to the place you're in after death and you start to converse with others around you, you're going to laugh at yourself.  You're going to see that life happened in a blink, and you wasted a lot of it by worrying about silly things, but don't worry too much about that either because everyone will have done the same thing.  You don't have to believe me, because it doesn't matter so much anyway.  Everything is going to be just fine.  

Kozzi