around 6 years ago i was sitting in my room late at night doing some sort of remedial task, cant quite remember what, when out of no where i noticed a bright flash occur just outside my window, it was strange in that it seemed like a powerful flash but no noise followed, i just thought it was some sort of flash photo. Several minutes later the same thing happened again, a powerful flash with no following noise or anything, then again and again and again. At this point i looked out of my window to see several balls of light appear out of nowhere with flashes, like miniature explosions that happened very quickly but then just vanish. I really had no idea at all as to what to make of this. Maybe 3 or 4 days after this i started to notice some very concerning changes in my life. 1. my bones/joints/muscles felt very sore and ached 2. i noticed that my hair was starting to fall out in big clumps 3. i developed a tinnitus like ringing in my ears. 4 i felt inexplicably strange and scarred 5. all things seemed to not go my way like my luck had just bombed 6. i started to mumble to myself, in a way that i can control but seems acceptable with regards to the emotional state i was feeling.
In the times that have passed life hasn't really seemed to have progressed, i don't think i have healed, im not sure what happened then and am not sure what to do now, but i do know i what to sort myself out. Any information that anyone could provide in regards to what happened/ how to resolve myself would be greatly appreciated, thank you.
In the times that have passed life hasn't really seemed to have progressed, i don't think i have healed, im not sure what happened then and am not sure what to do now, but i do know i what to sort myself out. Any information that anyone could provide in regards to what happened/ how to resolve myself would be greatly appreciated, thank you.