Good evening everyone,
I know this is my first post and forgive me if I an being too abrupt by asking for help right away before an introduction. I just really need to know if anyone else has ever experienced this.
I am a fairly decent projector. I can't do it spontaneously but if I try at it, I would leave my body. I've been projecting for about 9 years now. I stopped for a while because of work/stress all that other good stuff. But for the past 3 of those 9 years I have been terrified to leave my body now.
Sometimes the vibrations would come randomly, which is fine with me but as soon as I start to rip away from my physical body, I come face to "face" with this darkness. All I can feel is grabbing, scratching and screaming. Sometimes when the vibrations start I can already feel something crawling on my legs or standing right next to me screaming at me.
One time I was able to get completely out of my body, leave my room but was held down by this darkness. I call it a darkness because it doesn't really have a human form, or any form for that matter. Its kind of hard to explain.
I've seen some pretty crazy things on my travels but nothing has really scared me. But this darkness just terrifies me. It literally waits for me each and every time now. I stopped projecting for a while and everytime I try, its there!
Has anyone else experienced this? Anyone knows how to deal with it or what it is?
Thank you for reading
KAL
I know this is my first post and forgive me if I an being too abrupt by asking for help right away before an introduction. I just really need to know if anyone else has ever experienced this.
I am a fairly decent projector. I can't do it spontaneously but if I try at it, I would leave my body. I've been projecting for about 9 years now. I stopped for a while because of work/stress all that other good stuff. But for the past 3 of those 9 years I have been terrified to leave my body now.
Sometimes the vibrations would come randomly, which is fine with me but as soon as I start to rip away from my physical body, I come face to "face" with this darkness. All I can feel is grabbing, scratching and screaming. Sometimes when the vibrations start I can already feel something crawling on my legs or standing right next to me screaming at me.
One time I was able to get completely out of my body, leave my room but was held down by this darkness. I call it a darkness because it doesn't really have a human form, or any form for that matter. Its kind of hard to explain.
I've seen some pretty crazy things on my travels but nothing has really scared me. But this darkness just terrifies me. It literally waits for me each and every time now. I stopped projecting for a while and everytime I try, its there!
Has anyone else experienced this? Anyone knows how to deal with it or what it is?
Thank you for reading
KAL