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It's been sometime since I've felt well, in fact, it's been so long I can hardly remember. I have struggled with chronic illness and have attempted to heal(with some success have you) for at least 5 years now. My hair has been falling out on and off for a year, I have developed multiple food and chemical sensitivities, and have several different autoimmune processes going on in my body. I attribute most of these from an extremely long extended period of negative outlook in my teen years and a little beyond, followed by a period of antibiotics that set off a serious infectious agent imbalance that lead to my leaky gut, which then progressed into the food sensitivities and environmental illness , which then progressed into the autoimmune and other organ disturbances. I have come a long way in my self healing as it was apparent most doctors couldn't help me a long time ago, but I feel I am at a wall that needs to breached. Not just hopped over, but to be destroyed and whatever apparent blockage along with it. I can't seem to fully heal my gut even on a strict diet as some thing will seem to set off inflammatory reactions, thus halting progress. I am not sure why I am disclosing this information on this forum, seeing as I have never posted here and only have browsed for a short period of time, but I guess this is a call for help if anyone is to hear it.  My thoughts as of late are not to the tune of the usual determination and surety of eventual return of wholeness despite my debilitating symptoms, but instead more so from a place of hopelessness and worry. Your prayers and thoughts are welcome, and very much appreciated. I thank you all for listening.