Hi there. My name is Patrick. The past few months have brought about a revelation in my perspective. I don't know why but it is what it is. I've taken to meditation in a way I never have in the past. I've begun to see myself as not my physical body. Finally, I've a sudden deep urge to connect with what ever it means to be a non-physical thing.
I'd played with the idea of projection in the past. It's been 16 years since I read a couple William Buhlman books. At the time I tried a few things but it really didn't stick. Now everything is different. I'm committed to this. Somehow I know that this is possible for me and is something I'm meant to do.
I've not gotten very far. I've approached the "body asleep, mind awake" state but I've not achieved it. As of last night I started tying a leather string around my finger attached to a bunch of nuts and bolts. The idea being if I fall asleep, I'll drop it and wake up. So that's my focus at the moment, to become able to hover on the edge. Next I hope to tackle the almost hopeless task of resisting clearing my throat. Lol.
I feel impatient but I am seeing that I cannot rush this. It's a worth while lesson to learn.
I feel fortunate to have found the home base of Frank Kepple. I'm really glad to be here. I'm ready to humbly learn from you all.
I'd played with the idea of projection in the past. It's been 16 years since I read a couple William Buhlman books. At the time I tried a few things but it really didn't stick. Now everything is different. I'm committed to this. Somehow I know that this is possible for me and is something I'm meant to do.
I've not gotten very far. I've approached the "body asleep, mind awake" state but I've not achieved it. As of last night I started tying a leather string around my finger attached to a bunch of nuts and bolts. The idea being if I fall asleep, I'll drop it and wake up. So that's my focus at the moment, to become able to hover on the edge. Next I hope to tackle the almost hopeless task of resisting clearing my throat. Lol.
I feel impatient but I am seeing that I cannot rush this. It's a worth while lesson to learn.
I feel fortunate to have found the home base of Frank Kepple. I'm really glad to be here. I'm ready to humbly learn from you all.