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#1
I appreciate if u some body can suggest some thing for my problem.

Every day when I wake up from sleep I feel like energy drained out of my heart chakra through some energy chord. I imagine as If Iam cutting the chord and hurl the energy balls. after some time, the drainage stops ( or completes ?? ). I have been under this attack for more than 3 months and  I wake up when the attacks happens and even fear to sleep. this problem spread to my meditation and even when I think I dose to find my self to the same problem thus deteriating me.  

I contacted couple of psychic healers, and they cleared the entities and found that some other  keeps on coming back as if some body is sending.   It looks like my wife is sending them unconsciously . My 8 yr old marriage is very rough one from beginning ( divorce is not a easy option in this case and I am resolved to heal )  and it looks like we had 3 life times hatred and she is sending this energy ( unconsciously  and she fears of separation to the max. extent  highly insecure)   . Unfortunately she doesn't talk to me unless she is some thing to attack( psychic ), thus compromises and possibility of conscious resolution is not possible.  My question is,

How can I resolve the karmic balance when this type of psychic attack and energy drainage  is going on multiple times  a day.   In order to avoid drainage, I avoid sleeping again if I wake up at 2:00AM. Suddenly my wife started insisting on sleeping and attacking me as a mad man, who doesnt sleep under the pretext that I dose in the  morning time  (which I occastionally do ).    I am not seeing any solution for this problem.  she is materialist doesn't believe in reincarnation or spirituality  and over the time I found her to be the obsessive compulsive psychic vampire thus attacking for even smallest things.
 I used prayers and some aura closing techniques , core image removal  tech. etc. which woked well previous attacks  and thier help is limited now . I know I am getting this problem to resolve my karmic stuff once for all , but not sure how to . any suggestions.
#2
when I meditate or seriously think  or using mind , I was not able concentrate ,felt like slipping into dream type of state and many times  I wake up as if I am waking up from a differnt world( and the memory of the event disappears immediately ) .   some times I can see some images as if some body is looking at me. I thought I can control this, but couldn't.  I contacted a psyhchic healer. she mentioned me that you have lot of emotions that are coming up , which you dont want to face, so you are checking out to different world. she also mentioned that I crown chakra is locked to different dimension making energy entering through crown is split, thus preventing any healing.   I had some problems in controlling the mind. Initially I thought it is lack of control of mind, but it looks like the issue of emotions.  It looks like cleaning the emotions is the correct approach and I see some solutions like  emotinal clearing , but I am n sure how . can any body has the similar os issues which got resolved. If so what is that?
#3
I was under some attack for a long time.   so I used garlic partial success and I  self suggest to wake up in case of any attack in dreams, as my most of attacks  come with some smoke screen of regular dream. I was able to clearly remember my dreams and was able to sense what is going on  atleast up to some extent in dreams atleast for 2 yearsw.  One time I woke up some laser type of ray hit my right hand and I found a thick black spot at the same area after 2 days and this thick spot dissipated thin and spot still exists, recently I woke up from sleep  2 or 3 more times with some sort of feeling of some thing is injected in to me ( with some water dropps falling sound).  The end result is very shocking. My ability to recollect the dreams disappeared instantenously.  My ability to be observant  ( the ability  that I had for 2 years )in sleep is gone .  This suddenly reminded me of some thing my    
 my spiritual healer said  some time back "they want to remove light from you" as a answer to my questions of attack. After 3 or 4 days , I was able to recollect some dreams ,but lacks depth of sleep recollection.  Over the years , I realized that I catch entities daily and cleanse my self of them and  had very strong interest in the meta physical stuff .   Did any body faced similar situation. I appreciate any feedback/Help.
It looks like the negatives did some thing to the astral body, even though I am not sure what it is . Did any body faced this type of situation.  I appreciate any help.
#4
After reading Psychic self defense  by robert bruce,  I started to realize psychic methods  Matrix uses particularly  core images to control humans.  I  found some core images and removed some core images. It has been very  good experience , even though things came back with vengeance.

I used to feel   that core images are on the top of a some poles  like message boards on the street. Initially, the core images are located over 2 poles and slowly the no. of poles had increased  to 4 poles and now 5 poles (  I used to destroy poles including images, but they used to come back soon ).  As the psychic attacks increased  in the form of lost attention/attacks on memory/attacks through family members, I started realizing that It is almost impossible to live without surface thoughts and to live in the present. Because of these constant attacks and my heavy work loads , I am mentally tired and goes into sleep once I try to use my mind.

I used to feel exhausted  when I remove core images.  Initially I used the robert bruce's technique of destroying with the swords and torches , which I started feeling  as time consuming.  I tried a new technique of  carrying he core image in to  boiler of hot liquid (like the concluding scene in terminator scene - melting liquid  ). when I do this, I feel sudden exhaustion of energy  and the  disappearance of  the  core image symptoms.    
I am not sure whether this is because of low energy level in general or a problem in the technique i used above?. Any similar experiences ?
#5
I have been under manipulation in sleep for some time. all my spiritual understandings and resolves/acts/any useful knowledge/memories are disappearing/corrupted in the sleep. I tried to do lucid dreaming in a hope to solve the problem. but I couldn't do that for long.  I feel the dream and manipulation behind the the dream , but how to control the manipulations with out praying for help from the evolved beings like Jesus etc.    I used to pray in the name of Jesus for protection, but used to guilty for not being able to resolve this issue on my own. Praying thing works well, but I strongly feel of some other nice solution that I can use on my own ?.

   I am under psychic attack through out my life ( may be it started with the abducton experiece at the age of 7 or 8 . Now I am 34 ), which I started realizing only recently. I started to recognise all the dream maniulations recently , when I started controlling my sextual desires and subsequent energy release.soon after I started controlling this, I used to get erotic dreams which automatically discharges my sextual energy. After some struggle, I came to a succesful method that worked nicely for my sextual discharge issue . " I self hypnotise my self to wake up when some body tries to steal my sextual energy or tries to manipulate me". I used to wake up no. of times in the night , with the symptoms of manipulations. . Finally I realized that any minor sextual temptation/thought is good enough for them to make me discharge. I removed all the temptation. It is painful to do remove temptation, because of the so many sextual message that are getting promoted surrouding us including my own habbits. If I lose sextual energy in dream, I used to feel that I lost will and control my over my body and mind. when I get up in the sleep because of manipuation, my intial question is what to do.
I tried garlic , it worked partially . garlic usage and smell created good amount of family problems , as my wife hated all this. For the same reason, I did n't even attempt to create running water barrier surrounding the bed.
Iam sure most of the people in the spiritual path has to deal with the dream manipulation. Any suggestions/experiences regarding this type of psychic attacks?

#6
well I can't really help you here but I can tell you my story [:D]. I prestimulate hands/feet and then begin doing the Two-Part Circuit mixed with the Full Circuit. I feel strong sensations when I draw from feet, but I never get tired. I've raised energy for 1 hour at one time and I didn't get tired at all. Maybe my sub-navel is really blocked or maybe not blocked at all? I dunno.
#7
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Originally posted by pxr87

Bruce mentioned about releasing the treatise on kundalini  in a kundalini post, posted dated 2002. Does any body know where I can find the book or on-line copy of it?.

Hi,
Not sure if it is published yet! However there are sections in Astral Dynamics on Kundalini, and as you know already there good threads on this forum with plenty of FAQ. Not sure what info you are looking for in particular? Although I have found the late El Collie's work very informative in the past. See: http://www.elcollie.com/st/st.html#Book

Perhaps someone else might point you in another direction?

Cheers,


Stephen
#8
Try here:

http://www.prsne.com/

This is the website to John Zaffis, he is the nephew of Ed and Lorraine Warren, the people who investigated the Amityville house. John is a demonologist and helps people with your kind of problems, even has contacts across the country that perform exorcisms.