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[First, I stopped having OBEs or anything even close. Why is that ?]

Hi all !
My last post was 2014 in here ! And my OBEs and sleep paralysis were mainly in 2010-2012 period where I was 17-19yr old.
I come here after 6 years because this is something really spectacular for me that happened in late 2014 I believe .
Here's what happened:
I got into my bed as usual and felt asleep without any sleeping paralysis or something similar to my previous experiences, because it was really really easy when I felt drifting upwards and I felt myself as PURE whiteness. No body, no thoughts or brain! I felt myself just as pure whiteness that is traveling really fast in a white matter. If I have to simplify it - just stare into blank A4 list, imagine that you're whiteness with no brain and nothing and imagine that you're moving inwards the list with really fast speed.
What happened next ? Well I felt that another matter approached me and it felt really sexy because it was mixture of whiteness and BLACKNESS !
Without having thoughts I just felt it is sexy because it is risky as the blackness is bad thing to mix with. So I did it. I felt the most insane orgasm in my life and woke up. My pants were dry !!!

But analyzing that, my life changed badly. First, I stopped having OBEs or anything even close. Why is that ?

What also makes me think a lot is that .. I had a wet dream before and I remember cuming in my pants,which is logical.. you feel the orgasm and physically your body responds to ejaculation. So back to the astral experience, the question here is - Why I didn't release after such pleasurable experience ? This must be 100% non-phisical experience as my body haven't responded with ejaculation. And to me this is plausible version for the afterlife.
And I want to ask if somebody knows.. Because I allowed the white-blackness to mix with me is it possible that I did something really stupid? I'm now 28 and don't have a girlfriend,always problems and nerves around me. And again.. why my OBEs/lucid dreams stopped ?

Thanks a lot.

Hi there.
I realized that the more wisdom you gain the more distant your connection comes with God and good things related to Him.
Almost everyone who gains enough wisdom and knowledge about the universe and ourselfs becomes an atheist.

Some had 'discovered' (and even myself,but changed my mind) that:
'Why everyone tries to escape the loneliness?
Nobody wants to be alone,because there is too much time left for him to think and the more time you think,the more smart/wise you get.And smart/wise people are sad.'

For me that's so atheist thought,even thought it is wise. Because there is noting good in it.No back door for success (to be wise and loving).
For me it is even Evil. And it is Evil not to hate the Evil.. So I hate that thought.

Which makes me think.. Is wisdom evil?  I'll be soo glad to hear any answers.

Thanks

Hi guys.
Last night i felt a little tired and i couldn't believe what's happening in my bed.
I usually can't sleep much. Always thinking for something and feel adrenaline.
This time I felt in semi-sleep state where everything happens for me.
I feel the paralysis and know what's going on.But this time it was different.
Somehow I managed to really get awakened and then switching again in that state.
I was switching from awake to paralysis like every 10  seconds !!! So weird!
Some of them were false awakenings but some where real. Like with just a blink i could see my real arms distorted and then paralysis state where my arms are unmovable (even that i feel movement).

What can cause so many "switchings" guys?

Thanks

Hi there.
I'd like to ask for help.
I've done few OBEs but recently don't initiate more of them,simply because i can't get out of the body.
In my first OBEs,when i get in hypnogogic state i am able to move my body with great efforts and then as more as i get far away from the bed the easier it goes..
But 90% of my last tryings is something that i really hate. When i try to move i feel moving sensation. If i move my hands just infront of my eyes i feel the sensation of that,BUT my hands are not moving at all.Same for all parts of the body.So i am trying and trying and then wake up in real.
There was just one time when i tried something different while i was in the same situation.Instead of moving i tried to imagine that my body is standing up and walking.. I closed my eyes while i was in paralysys and imagined really hard... as best i could. Then a blurry sort of sea waved type of vision appeared infront of my eyes and i was standing up and walking.. But it was really short. So i am looking for help for doing it by the old way. Just getting up from the bed. Any thoughts why it is not working anymore ?
Thanks and sorry for the big post.

Hi.
I'd like to tell you my last 2 obes i got recently.
The first one was amazing. I got false awakening in my  bed and i was 99% sure that i am awake,because my vision was PERFECT ! That never happened before in obe.. there was always some kind of distortion.Anyways i saw black shadow moving towards my bed,but i didn't got scared,because i know that can only happen in the outerworld (or simply OBE). With heavy movements i got out from my bed and started flying. I moved to the kitched thru the wall. That's my first time i bypass a wall. Then from the kitchen i decided to go to the nearest house,which is new and i haven't got visited it in reality. What i saw was comfort and cool room having all required types of accessoires.

My most recent obe was today .
I started to hear the rushing noises and i tried to make my state deeper by relaxing,but i couldn't and thought i am just with closed eyes in my bed. Anyways i decided to open my eyes to see if i am awake or in OBE.AAND WOOW. I was in semi-paralysis (that's what i call it when i can move with tremendous efforts) and my vision was like a zoomed 3x times !!!
Like i was having binoculars in front of my eyes. I get up from my bed and look trough the window. OBE ENDS.

Hi.
Each time i try an OBE and get into the non-physical world i don't have problems opening my eyes in the first seconds of its initiation (you know the rushing noises and so on). My non-physical eyes are rolling up(like in trance  ) and vision is a bit blurry,but i don't get awakened when i open them.
When i get out from the OBE and return into the physical world i am 90% sure that all over the time my real physical eyes had been opened ?!
I think that's odd. Happens to you too ?

[false awakenings]

Hi there,
This is my first post and hope that you will like reading it.
OBE initializations are not so difficult for me.. The problem is getting out when in paralysis state.
What means what for me: Physical body - the real body which i use now for writing; Astral paralyzed body - The body where you are paralyzed and trying to do projection;Energy body - The body where we all aim at...astral projection

Before a year ago i had false awakenings(hypnopompic state) and then read about that stuff.4 months ago i was desperate to do an OBE.So i tried to move my hands and they did,but they were sooo heavy.But fighting with them for a while made them easier to move till i got out from my bed. Was short OBE. Next night was the same and even tried to go trough the wall but got blackness.I saw scarab bug and made few steps back so was back in the room.And that's pretty much like it.
1 month ago i tried to do an OBE not from false awakening because it happens too rarely,but just after i loose consciousness. What happens is that in 8 am i wake up then relax deeply and think of something.I feel how my physical body goes asleep.I often make some small tests to know if my physical body is asleep by opening my eyes a bit.If that happens with much effort and see blurry vision then i am ready for an OBE. Today i wake up in 8 am and till 11.30 am i made 10 tries to do an OBE ! All of them unsuccessful . My first 2 successful OBEs were from false awakenings as i mentioned,but these ones are from hypnogogic state and maybe that's why it is a little bit different and i don't know what to do. In this scenario when i move my arms i don't see them,but feel the movement. So i am moving my energy ones? It is really easy to move my entire energy body. From all of these 10 tryings today i am stuck,because of that... About vibrations- the vibrations are like vibrating sounds in my ears.I can increase them by some sensation like fear.No matter how much i increase them nothing happens(that's why now trying doing OBE without vibrations). So my best attempt (without vibrations) was moving my energy body to get up from the bed(without seeing it or feeling it,because my vision is stuck in the paralyzed astral body). When my energy body entirely split from the paralyzed astral body i heard a pop-out sound. Now i couldn't feel nor paralyzed astral or energy body,with no sensation or position of the energy body.

Any one can help me why my first 2 meetings with OBE were different(heavy but movable astral arm) with those i am having and struggling with (vision stuck in paralyzed astral body;movement sensation in energy body) ?

Thanks in advance