My computer broke down a while back, and when I returned, I find everything changed. It's . . . overwhelming. Well, I like what was done, except now I have to click and backtrack instead of just having one page where I can go straight down and sift through all the topics (unless that's still accessible; if so, how do I do that?) But, I didn't come to rant about that; at least everything looks more beautiful 
Point is, after my computer broke down, I decided to go ahead with some . . . training, I guess you could say. I just got done reading a book about Astral Projection, so I began at it, again. I have a three-day report card.
Day one: No different than any other day, I started the day and did everything within the day the same as I would any other day. I did not think about astral projection through any of it. That night (I can't do anything in the daytime, the light bothers -- distracts -- me) I lay in bed for about thirty minutes, doing a breathing exercise. Held one breath for as long as I could, let it out slowly, took a deep breath, let it out. I repeated the process ten times before I began breathing normally again. It was probably another fifteen minutes later that I found myself having a strange sensation; my entire body was tingling, and I felt like I was floating on air while also spinning around in circles. This sensation came when I was imagining myself floating in pool of green (not a liquidy green, but an airy green, like bring in a green outerspace). I came out of the "green state", finding myself standing beside my bedroom door. Of course, this was my entire self standing by the bedroom door, so perhaps I was sleepwalking (although I've never had problems sleep-walking before). After laying down again, I fell asleep.
Day two: My breathing exercise must have done something to me, for the entirety of the next day I had troubles breathing. Not that I couldn't take in breath completely again, but rather that I found myself doing stuff without breathing at all. I would, on countless occasions, find myself holding myself subconsciously. That night, I felt asleep before I could complete anything, probably because of my breathing. But, something was different this night. I had a really neat dream: I was at like a reunion for grade school (actually it was seventh grade that was getting back together), and I was talking to some friends and things, finding out things about them. For your information, I found that a lot of these things are actually true about them, even though I haven't talked to them in a long time.
Day three: my breathing has returned to normal, but I can't seem to concentrate on anything as clearly. I couldn't get that strange sensation to return, nor could I even fall asleep. I stayed up for thirty-one hours.
I'm not going to give up, even though that has been a week ago that all of that happened. Instead, I'm giving myself a rest, and will go back to it in a few days. Oh, and if anybody has any comments or suggestions, please do tell, for I really want to know if I'm doing something wrong, therefore bringing about the complications?
Point is, after my computer broke down, I decided to go ahead with some . . . training, I guess you could say. I just got done reading a book about Astral Projection, so I began at it, again. I have a three-day report card.
Day one: No different than any other day, I started the day and did everything within the day the same as I would any other day. I did not think about astral projection through any of it. That night (I can't do anything in the daytime, the light bothers -- distracts -- me) I lay in bed for about thirty minutes, doing a breathing exercise. Held one breath for as long as I could, let it out slowly, took a deep breath, let it out. I repeated the process ten times before I began breathing normally again. It was probably another fifteen minutes later that I found myself having a strange sensation; my entire body was tingling, and I felt like I was floating on air while also spinning around in circles. This sensation came when I was imagining myself floating in pool of green (not a liquidy green, but an airy green, like bring in a green outerspace). I came out of the "green state", finding myself standing beside my bedroom door. Of course, this was my entire self standing by the bedroom door, so perhaps I was sleepwalking (although I've never had problems sleep-walking before). After laying down again, I fell asleep.
Day two: My breathing exercise must have done something to me, for the entirety of the next day I had troubles breathing. Not that I couldn't take in breath completely again, but rather that I found myself doing stuff without breathing at all. I would, on countless occasions, find myself holding myself subconsciously. That night, I felt asleep before I could complete anything, probably because of my breathing. But, something was different this night. I had a really neat dream: I was at like a reunion for grade school (actually it was seventh grade that was getting back together), and I was talking to some friends and things, finding out things about them. For your information, I found that a lot of these things are actually true about them, even though I haven't talked to them in a long time.
Day three: my breathing has returned to normal, but I can't seem to concentrate on anything as clearly. I couldn't get that strange sensation to return, nor could I even fall asleep. I stayed up for thirty-one hours.
I'm not going to give up, even though that has been a week ago that all of that happened. Instead, I'm giving myself a rest, and will go back to it in a few days. Oh, and if anybody has any comments or suggestions, please do tell, for I really want to know if I'm doing something wrong, therefore bringing about the complications?
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