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I am only writing this as a friend of mine's younger sister told me about a dream she had when she was a little kid (we were discussing interesting dreams). It has had me spooked out, as I had a similar, if not exactly the same dream as she did when I was a young child. I let her describe it and draw what she could as I became interested, but I didn't feed her any of my info. In my opinion, this does not seem like something that a small child should be able to imagine o_o.

I would say somewhere between the ages of 4-7, I fell asleep in the back seat of my mom's car. The dream started in a nearly pitch black area, I wouldn't even call it a room, as it did not seem like a real place, almost just within my mind(?). A bunch of old men (40-65 probably) in cloaks were surrounding me in an incomplete circle, basically a U shape. At first (as if I had entered the room in the middle of something) they were just chanting something random, then they stopped and began talking to me directly. I remember their faces and voices clearly, though... it has been so long, I cannot remember what they said anymore, which is usually my problem with remembering dreams as I write them in my journal now. There was a floating platform somewhat high above our heads, almost like a sun-dial, with the circle spinning around the triangular portion. Behind me there was this giant black slab which descended from the sky. I cannot say what it was, though it wasn't made of rock or anything, it had no reflections, writings, or images (that I could see?), and it did not seem to be a door or gate or anything, basically just a tall rectangular tablet of blackness.

There were two differences between her dream and mine. First was what we focused on; she focused on their hands and bodies, saying their faces were unclear or warped, while I focused on their voices and faces, not being able to see or pay attention to their hands or bodies. In her dream, she said they were holding some kind of spheres which had black triangles in the center. The black rectangle in her dream shattered, where in mine it started to fall towards the center of the room and I instantly woke up. She attempted to draw some weird symbol she remembered seeing on the cloaks (which we both described as being reddish-brown) though I can't say I've ever seen it before.

I remember this dream clearly because I tried telling my mom about it after I woke up, but being a small child, I just told her there were faces talking to me in my head and she thought I had lost my mind, so she took me to the doctors. He told her I just had an overactive imagination, and that was that.

Now that I am older, and I've had a strong focus in history, religions and mythology, philosophy, archaeology, etc., the closest thing I can relate this to would be a druid ritual, though I honestly have no clue.

Can anyone explain to me if this has any meaning at all? She's 7 years younger than me, but says she had the dream around the same age I did, it makes little to no sense.
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My view on reality has been "revealing" itself to me more and more lately, I have become very spiritual, searching for the origins of humanity, the origins of the division of the mind and our current states of being, and I have been looking into the origins of the monotheistic view of "Jehovah" among many other deities and gods with a wrath and strong sense of "self" rather than an embracing "all" characteristic.

The "god" I view, can be called anything, the infinite source from which all things come, an infinite spiral, whether we have been diverted from this original source or not, I do not know.

I know little to nothing about Astral Projection, yet. I have recently been researching to see if this life is really an illusion, as I believe everything is infinite and comes from the same original source or creation. In the past couple of months I've been slowly reading more and more books. I've read the Tao Te Ching, Hua Hu Ching, Baghavad-Gita, Mahabharata, etc. I've been looking into eastern philosophies. I haven't really started meditating much, nor have I learned yogic ways, but I have the very basics of meditation down; I've been looking into the chakra/kundalini system among many other spiritual "devices" mentioned throughout several religions; everything from chakras/kundalini to metatrons cube and sacred geometry. I am dedicating my entire life to this research and eventually I will go on a journey in search for a guru, though I believe I have already found my first guru, as I believe anything can be a guru.
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To my statements and questions:

Last night I was at a friend's house, a nearby light was shining through a flower/vine and projecting an image onto the wall. It was the very basics of sacred geometry. I was astonished to see it so coincidentally through the opening in the stems/vines of a flower within the same week I discovered sacred geometry. A point separated into point a and point b; forming two circles of equal diameter (though it was mostly only the vesica piscis which was visible).

My friend told us not to touch it as she didn't know what it was yet, so what did I do being my curious self? I touched it, put one of my hands over it and closed my eyes trying to concentrate and focus, a friend of mine did the same on the other side with his opposite hand. Everything he saw, I had been seeing the exact polar opposite in every way over a 3 dimensional plane. The very first thing we saw was little... "energy" or light particles(?) kind of floating around forming three dimensional spheres that started moving around, they then formed or changed into triangles or pyramids and some other stuff happened. The last thing we were able to see before we removed our hands was what looked like a giant butterfly made out of a collective of the energy. We stopped for about five minutes and involved my other friend.

This other friend I was with has always been... "out there", claiming to be a strong wicken from her bloodline, though most just think she's crazy. I can't explain it, it really does all sound crazy, but she told us she was channeling energy from the source we were seeing. I put my hand on her shoulder, as did another friend of ours; We could both, visible as day, see the three of us with our eyes closed. It was all white light or energy covering every inch of our physical form, everything else was black because our eyes were closed, maybe some outlines of stuff around us, but for the most part I could only see us. At first I jumped back, thinking "what the hell was that?" and then I put my hand back and it was still there, I could see all of our movements as well.

She said that we were viewing things through the eyes of our other selves in the world within our own. I have no clue what she was talking about honestly. I believe everything is a conscious form of energy, and so I believe I was just seeing energy emanating from the source into our physical or metaphysical forms, thus being able to see the forms with my eyes closed.

What was this? What did I experience? How could I see without my eyes open?

I then returned alone and meditated near the projection and placed my hand upon it, the only thing I could "see" was a swirling vortex basically pulling in the space around it, the center was visible, yet transparent and I could see the center of the center, if that makes any sense. Visually the "physics" of it were much like this picture:



While the motion of it was much like what is listed below, it wasn't related to top/bottom; the entirety of everything around it was spiraling in towards the center, much like a tornado pulling in space from all directions, rather than air.



What was this? Am I discovering something? I am still completely baffled at it all.
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Note: No I was not on acid or any hallucinogenics, nor have I ever been, nor will be. I have had one OBE about two years ago, though I was stupid and freaked out instead of enjoying it, and I have had many lucid dreams over the years.

My favorite lucid dreams so far were:
1.) A strange dream, the electrical grid and all technology had stopped working, I saw my neighbors and my dad as young adults, in their 20s. We somehow fixed a few cars to get them working again. I met up with friends (whom I don't have in real life) and their two little girls; it was their birthday. We were driving on the interstate and there seemed to be pulses in the sky that were destroying clouds, almost like an aerial battle without vehicles, at least none that I could see. The sky then started morphing into what looked like silk kimonos of all different colors, though mostly red. The best way to describe, as they weren't physical, it was the sky or something in the sky morphing around dimensional space. Then we got out of the car and started walking along a path between the interstate side rail and several fields. The first field was of luminous, extra large sakura trees. The next field was actually a stream (river, creek, something) filled with GIANT lotus flowers luminescent/glowing and the entire area was also covered with dark, twisting vines that covered up about 35% of everything that could be seen. The next field was a somewhat tall corn field, nothing more than that, and the corn was also luminous, almost gold. The next field seemed like an adaptation to the corn field, the size of the stalks had been multiplied, there were flowers growing out where kernels had "blossomed" and it was also glowing, even more so than the former two. Finally we came upon a park table/bench and a field of grass (the side paths were over) and we were going to celebrate the girls' birthday. Her mom gave her a little glowing beed, and the girl picked up a small purple flower petal. She dropped them at the same time, and they floated down, almost as if there was a magical force around them, falling at a constant unchanging rate, different than even if a person were on the moon. The beed began to glow brighter until the two fell to the ground. The girl then picked them up, took something to carve into a tree and placed the items in the tree I believe. Darkness soon overtook the park area, and I could hear what sounded like a werewolf howling. We ran away instantly, on the way back, the dad had been taken by whatever was in the woods, and you could hear him screaming as he was ripped apart or eaten. I and one of the women made it back to the car safely, but we had all forgotten about the kids, so I ran as fast as I could to save the girls, which I did. However, when trying to get back to my seat in the car, I noticed a man running faster than any human could possibly imagine, he swept the second woman, who had not yet made it to the car, off of her feet and basically tackled her to the ground. He began biting her neck, and in a creepy voice, not even translyvanian he gave some kind of warning, I cannot remember, to all of humanity. I instantly woke up.

2.) Time had ceased, on the television, there was an eclipse; the moon covering the sun. I could not move much of anything other than my physical self. I was exactly in the same position I had fallen asleep after coming home from school, as well everything was EXACTLY in the same place, including my dog. I could not lift papers, I could not move my book bag or change the TV channel, my dog was not conscious, and I could not move her, everything was physically stuck together, as if they were boulders too heavy to move, or if they had merged into one and could not be moved... I can't explain it. Outside the sky looked much like a nebula, the ground at the end of the street had been chipped away, there was really nothing to do in this dream, so I just meditated after a while. I was in this dream for at LEAST a day, probably longer. When I finally forced myself to wake up, it had only been two minutes in reality.

3.) I knew I was in a dream and asleep instantly and found myself in complete empty space. I then created my own reality from scratch, my own planets, starts, natural laws, my own physics, my own humanoids and animals/plants, everything. I was the creator for a change.

I have had dreams that have later happened in real life many, MANY times through my life, since I was a kid. I've had dreams that never involved me, nor people I knew, I've even had dreams about people dying who were later on the news =/. I predicted my sister's second pregnancy through a dream, and continued to pull an April fools joke that ended up turning bad because she had just found out the night before that she was pregnant D:.

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This is something weird and I believed unrelated, but I honestly have no clue now:

QuoteA couple of hours prior to this, I had been hanging out with a friend of a friend, because I'd been recently telling her of my findings as of yet. The two guys believe they were connected to each other by mind or soul, and that they could clearly and completely see a world beyond our own and had been learning immortal techniques. I thought he was crazy, and later I found out he almost died from an accidental acid trip >_>; his friend had multiple sheets in a water bottle and he took a drink a couple years back without knowing.

He kept talking about this "dark beast" which had no name that he believed to have created everything in this universe. His two sons, the serpent and the one and only, which he basically said were like Zeus and Hades, were created and eventually things kept creating until we were created. He said that he's gone to the supposed "heaven" and it's not what people think, it's quite disturbing he said actually, seeing beasts that should not have been and people tied to chains with little orbs floating in front of them, which made them let out blood curdling screams. These two believed they were "chosen" of some sorts.

I didn't really believe anything he was saying, especially after I found out about the drugs, but he messaged me saying he was "attacked by the beast" again right after I returned home from the weird experience two nights ago. It's all kind of odd and I'm confused as to what's going on o.O
If there is such a thing as the dark beast, the demon king, the devil, w/e, I believe that it is either a test or a consciousness that branched off from the original spiral of life to attempt and create its own reality. Since we are all consciousnesses from the infinite spiral of life, (the creation or exhale of breath from the original source, and the inhale or the destruction of all that is, so that the source may gain all of the knowledge and experiences from the creations he/she/it created), we have free will and can quite literally do anything, and I believe we are in a pocket universe. Regardless of whatever reality may truly be, I believe this life and existence are a mere illusion imposed upon us by a force trying to live vicariously through us.


Could someone enlighten me a little?