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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GdT3ZMy0AAM
here's a link to a press conference witness testimony about government possessing extra terrestial technology including anti-gravity propulsion etc

and link to the organization's home page
http://www.disclosureproject.org/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vr3x_RRJdd4

this occured to me when reading Good Omen by neil gaiman and terry pratchett :D:D
i tried to chuckle, but somehow blocked it and was just vaguely smiling, leaving it unexpressed
as i woke up this (next) morning i was in wonderful mood, and understood that i still haven't laughed from that one, and was feeling just about to laugh
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now i laughed for some time, and my mood got slightly down, but still haven't laughed all of it

the point is when we block some emotion we go around feeling just about to express it, why don't we do this to positive emotions and have a great time for the rest of our lives

(of course, from "spiritual" ( or my inner critic for that matter) point of view we should express everything, but what the heck, this one is easy, i will read the rest of the book, covince myself that i am doing this for dear AP readers, feel even better (hm, shouldn't mention it, this is a form of expression after all), and see how much laughter i can accumulate)

now it struck me that it can be done for PSD, wonder which negative emotion can withstand the power of laughter

my rebirth started here, with finding these forums, was my starting point and sometimes safe harbor when i was dealing with the unimaginable (thx Tay, Rastus, and others), and, most of the time, with myself
(this moment is complete in it's own right)

effectiveness is the measure of truth
i wish you (all) godspeed

that's all, long road it was

http://www.ascendpress.org/articles/affiliates/Ascension101.html

http://www.therainforestsite.com/cgi-bin/WebObjects/CTDSites.woa/132/wo/7n7000fG200b0300z/0.0.49.13.0.1.0.0.0.CustomContentActiveImageDisplayComponent.0.0.0

put it in you bookmarks  

(In order to bring more clarity to the channel in the written word, it has been changed a bit during transcription. Thoth is very deliberate in his messages and therefore many "hmmm"s and other pauses have been diminished. Please do take what resonates with you and leave the rest.)





The Third Servant / October 16th 2004





Welcome everybody to this third meeting of "Monthly Channellings with Thoth". That would be me (chuckle). Today we are going to talk about an issue that many spiritual friends try to avoid. Now you might think about what that could be, since it would be appropriate to consider all things when being on the spiritual path.



The issue of what you refer to as ego is an issue that many spiritual people have a tendency to either repress or just ignore. Many human beings even think that the ego is something that we should get rid of. In many spiritual traditions the ego was seen as some kind of false God. Something that was standing between the person and the God they believed in. For some reason it has, for eons of time, for some reason, the human always had to have an enemy. And it seems that in religious matters and in spiritual matters that the ego became the devil, and the enemy of reaching spiritual knowledge and of joining with God again.



The ego in itself is very much just like a tool in this reality, this reality where duality is common. A tool to be able to be in a process of separation. Hmmm. As with your bodies. Your body is also a tool you have with you, that creates some kind of separation. But these are just tools, they are not something just standing in your way.



Actually they are quite necessary for the process.



You see, what happened, when you decided at one time, and all of us decided at one time, not only us in this room, but every human being and soul on the other side of the veil, we decided that we would create this place of duality. We decided that we wished to move some energies 'cause all the energies were stuck. And the energies were not in a position of any kind of resolution.



So this is why we created this universe and this planet. And we decided that we would bring a body with us. A body that would give us the opportunity to experience everything on a scale from bad to good, you could call it. And from our side of the veil, there is actually no judgment in either thing, because they are all just a preset stage for experiences that each of us chose to have, and coming here so we can experience allot with the body, nice things and things we do not like. The ego gives us the possibility to experience separation and that is the first issue that we will meet. That is separation from others. But it is also a tool that we have where the personality can be created when coming into this reality. Without a personality here, without what you would call an I, you would be quite lost. You would have absolutely no sense of what was going on and you would not be able to, how to put this, you would not be able to distinguish energies and different experiences that you would encounter here.



You would not be in a position where you could judge anything, which can also be very good, but also not so good.



You would also not be in a position to choose anything, because to choose you have to , and you really have to, be in a position where you know of duality and of opposites. And this is what the ego is providing. So it is a tool for all of us and not to be discarded or pressed down into the unknown.



The ego is the one subject that has made it very difficult for many human beings to come to a point where they could actually like and maybe even love themselves.  Love of self is very important when you are walking the path of a spiritual being.



If you are condemning or judging parts of yourself you are still in a position where you could become more whole. There is nothing, absolutely nothing wrong with that , it is all a natural process, but it is information that you can use on your path so that you might choose instead of subconsciously just doing whatever you have been doing all the time, cause that is not choosing, that is just reacting. To become a master of life it is very important to learn the tools of choosing, because when you can choose you will start to create, and when you create you become a master of your reality.



And you are all capable of this. There is no one walking this planet not capable of it. It is all a matter of choice.



Here we will address the matter of free will. Free will is a kind of strange subject, because all of you deep down in your heart truly know of free will. But you see the ego does not know of free will. Because the ego is in an undeveloped state - a reaction to your past. So the free will does not exist in the reality of an ego that is not loved by you.



Many people in the societies that are democratic have started to learn about free will. It is still within limits because there are still many regulations and rules about what you may or may not do, but you are starting to grasp the concept of free will. But free will is much more than you will meet in the democratic societies on this planet.



Free will is not only something you can use if you want to choose an education or which job you would like to have or which boyfriend you want and won't have, or which gender. Free will is something that emanates from the inside. It is the understanding that everything you will ever experience, and everything you ever have experienced you have been choosing, and you have been choosing by free will. You might not be aware of it at this point but we know from the other side of the veil that you with an interaction of your soul and with your soul, you have been choosing freely to encounter the things you have been experiencing in your life. They ALL have a purpose. All the experiences you have ever encountered in your life.



The simplest way to put a purpose to the experiences you have is that energies always will seek some kind of resolution. So energies are always trying to get into balance if something is out of balance. You will draw experiences to you where you have the opportunity to resolve it. It is not always that you do so. That is appropriate. You will always get a second chance, also when it does not feel good (chuckle).



But to deepen the process inside yourself, to get in contact with the free will, will actually help you accept more of the ego that you are carrying around with you. There is absolutely nothing wrong with your ego, as I said earlier, it is a tool, but it is a tool, with time, that you can choose how to use. It will take some practice. It will take some insights. But it is definitely not the devil and it is not to be shunned away.



As little as you could exist without your soul , as little you can exist here without an ego. You would dissolve. That is not the purpose here. Why come to this planet only to dissolve? There is no point in that. Then you could have stayed on the other side, you were dissolved of ego there.



So the trick here is, to put it simply, when you encounter parts of yourself, of your Self, of your I, which you do not like very much, remember: You have chosen this! You can make another choice! But the choice is a very important part. Remember to love this part of yourself that you just saw, because it is the opposite of something that you could not know of if you did not experience it. When you accept yourself, and love yourself for who you are, everything will automatically come into resolution. It is a very beautiful process. Hmmm.



It is a step. It is a step on the way. It is not possible to skip it, although many people would like that (chuckle), because it is not always nice. If one chooses so. But it is like with the chakras, you start at the root, then to the hara and then to the solar plexus. Ego is very often connected with the solar plexus. It is not only connected to the solar plexus, but as human beings, and the system that you know of, you have put the ego there. But when you see it as a step, it is a very important step before you can reach your heart and move further. There is never one step that is not important.



There is never one step that you should actually jump over. It is not a chase, it is not a horse race: who can get from point A to B fastest. Although some are faster than others. But that is not the point. The point is the road you are on. It is the moment you are in that is important. It is really not that important where you would be in three months, because everything that is in the future emanates from the Now that you are in. So the choices you are making Now are influencing the future and this is to the core of your being. It is not only on the outside, which is very important to remember, the outside is just a reflection of your inside. Most important is your inside, so your choices inside, they are the one creating your future.



So here I will address the issue of discernment. Of how you know for yourself. What is right and what is wrong for you at this moment. Because you see from the other side of the veil there is nothing right and nothing wrong in whatever you choose, but for you it could sometimes be important to choose the wrong thing instead of what you would consider to be the right thing. Many of the judgments that we put on what we encounter is from the head. And the head really does not know that much (chuckle). Let me tell you, the ego knows actually a bit more and your heart knows even more.



So if you start only to choose form the mind this could be a choice that is layered with information that you have gathered in this lifetime from either the school or the system you live in, or from your parents. So, they are not choices that YOU make. Hmmm.  When you encounter situations in your life and you are not sure what to do, where to go, try to get out of your head. Try to go inside and feel what would be good. And sometimes you will discover that you might choose something which your head says: " this is not good. This is the wrong decision" Well, but maybe there is so much wisdom for you to gather from what your mind would call " a wrong experience".



Sometimes it is also important for the ego to have experiences with it, for later, because you can really gain a lot of wisdom also from the ego. Hmmm

One moment please. (Pause)



So. On your path, we truly wish to address the point of discernment. We truly wish for you to know that all information you ever could need in your lifetime is within you. Even all the stuff I am talking about. Everything, all information ever gathered in this whole universe and even on the other side of the veil, is all inside of you. With time, you will all learn to get access to all this information. You are all capable of healing, of being clairvoyant, or of channelling. You are all able to access this information. They are a part of the spiritual path. They are all a natural part of the spiritual path. It is all very natural. It is really not that important. The importance of it is that you come to a place where you can, yourself, get the information from the inside. It is not important to be a medium, and it is really not important to be a clairvoyant or a healer. There is no one outside of you that is more important than you are. That sounds very ego like ( chuckle), but this is actually the truth (chuckle).



Love. Loving yourself is what will move you wherever you wish to go. This includes also loving the ego and everything around you. And with that we would like to take a break or rather the medium would (chuckle). So, until then...

after waking up, i suggest praying:
Holy Michael, the Archangel, defend us in battle.
Be our safeguard against the wickedness and snares of the devil.
May God rebuke him, we humbly pray;
and do you, O Prince of the heavenly host, by the power of God
cast into hell Satan and all the evil spirits who wander through the world seeking the ruin of souls.
Amen

if you are christian and don't want to sin, he will come and clean up
and do yourself a favor and go visit a christian/catholic exorcist who will clean the matter properly

due to valuable materials scattered around the net i got the idea of simple request, we can quickly give you what you want and get what we want (hopefully   )
just post a subject you need link to, like psionics, dragons (hehehe;)), kundalini, oobe (heh, you already are in the best place )  etc
one thing, each link should ideally contain short desciprtion what valuable materials are there, most of sites cover each other, but some contain info that is hard to find (or if there is not enough info to bother just PM the member)
i think this is good idea, i would ask any mod if it couldn't be made sticky, depending on how it works out

so i should start it:
i request any link with good information on purpose of dragon souls, and their incarnation on earth

http://www.chaosmatrix.org/
all you need to know about chaos magic, + fotamecus sigil and rituals

ok, to cut it short,  i and my friend did reading on each other through messanger, she has vision and i "know" and see "essential meaning"
at one point she spotted dragon near me, more or less like reptil.jpg from this site
http://www.beyond-the-illusion.com/files/Aliens/Reptillians/Pictures/
then another, more dinosaur like dragon came out from her and they started to fight, it took some time, then they smelled !!! each other and returned into us
i was dead sure that it was reptilian so i tried to remove it straight away (perspective of being anyone's dinner is irritating to say at least), but my soul "plugged off the kether",  so i couldn't interfere, later downloaded some knowledge through crown so i know it is integral part of me, he is part of my soul (another tool, just as me), but the rest is hazy, as usual with cracking into 3d
i tried to find some info on the web but i'm drowned in computer games (who needs them anyway, heh ), anyone ?
oh, and don't bother if you don't know
edit: i changed title so hopefully someone who can answer my question will come ...

in the last week it raised from about 7140 to 7200 now
interesting times we live in    

well, we have many concepts for karma, and understand how it works it in a different ways
time to clarify it, i will speak from my experience

at first i thought that karma is what we owe to others, like i hit you and you will hit me or something, perhaps in future life, perhaps right now

well, it isn't working that way

actually karma is not attached to specific person
(this would be called attachment and is energy link that drains your chi to the target, and it DOES stay between lives)
rather the situation is recreated by parties that have corresponding karma, but may have never met before in any life, when it is fullfiled both sides are free
of course there is a possibility that the karmic situation was so specific, that fullfiling it may require the previous party exclusively (there is noone around with similiar karma)

having cleared it we may turn to releasing karma
here i am a bit confused, hence the topic
since it isn't attached to anyone in particular (hopefully), understanding situation and intending to release it releases it
since you learned the lesson there is no need to experience the other side, that wouldn't make sense
but is that so ?
there should be some reaction on the other side, the law of cause and effect mustn't be broken, but then to who, to all interested in particular, to mass consciousness ?
or you just must complete it in life situations
my experiences suggest otherwise
so i'm wondering here, and i am interested in your input

i start out as a beast (the one from x-men, furry, great stamina and endurance) driving a car on a normal road, when suddenly half of the car is gone and i see a great beast that devours it, and i know it is after me too (note that i don't feel any emotions, just run)
so i get the other half and start driving again, then it is too devoured, and i'm left with some small scooter,  sort of what clowns use in circus, i drive it but i know it is not fast enough to escape, so i go out of the road on foot, i see some sort of long bench which  i use to gather speed through the scooter and shot through the air in direction of nearest trees, then i go at the edge of the forest near shooting course (dunno how it is called properly) and i see middle aged man in white clothes and moustache and i know that he is going to shot me, so i do somersault and got only scratch on my ankle, beast devours him, then i go toward more dense forest and i see some sort of tunnel in bushes, then another knowing that this is satan's groove, i go through the tunnel and see hell doberman (whatever) approaching me from that directions, shouting something like you won't pass, i dodge him, he goes further into the field and is devoured by beast, in the meantime i try to jump through the bushes but they are too thick, so i go on the ceiling of the tunnel to the entrance and run further, and then one important thought appears:
thank god that i am a beast and not a human, else i wouldn't make it
i run through the forest and get back to the road, where i see a caravan of trucks and i'm content because i know that the beast won't be able to devour them instantly and i can drive over it, i jump on the first one and i see lots of cabbages, then second one and too lots of cabbages, throw the cabbages at the beast and it is puzzled and  lost, then change of scenery and i'm with the same trucks on the loading ramp where they put them into metal baskets, sort of like in supermarket, the beast is searching near the end of the caravan, and i know that i finally lost it, i hold a cabbage in my right hand as drive toward another tunnel, and it slips from my hand and crashes onto metal basket, the beast is alarmed and i get inner knowing that it must have happened anyway, i speed up and go through some door, another change of scenery, i'm a small turtle, not long after hatching, and i'm in hotel on some island,  it turns out that the beast(me in form of te beast)  was too on the same island (this is my realization only), and that i have been arranged a diving course by woman i'm with in the room, at first we are surprized when we wake up, she takes me (still turtle) in her hand and tells me that she arranged it all to allow me to shed my shell, which blocks my growth, and there was no other choice
at this moment the door to the room suddenly opens, i know it is a beast, and then i wake up
but due to my interest in shamanism i quickly fall into trance (whatever) and finish the dream, the beast swallows the small turtle and i understand that his digestive juice will dissolve the shell, and at that time the beast burst into pieces and pure light being emerges, drowning the room with light, and disappears, that being was me

i can interpret dreams, of course, but are interested in your, especially Leos, opinion

http://www.sacred-texts.com/eso/chaos/cybercft.txt

oh, and do use circuit 7 when reading this

light/dark

all of our outer problems are manifestation of inner problems, else they couldn't manifest
so each of our "enemies" is pointing out the problems
the disease was before the virus, virus is only manifestation of the disease
when we correct the problems, the enemies will be powerless
honor the opportunity to grow, thus honor everything


PS i will add in maximum brevity more, i ask for no post like: i agree and anything that doesn't contribute directly to the topic, keep it short
removed part for better understanding
thank you

each of us is different, and has a different set of qualities
while some of us have experience is cooking, the other may be mechanic etc etc
summing up mental and physical qualities, each of as should balance out to zero, while in reality it is impossible
however, as oversouls we are  all equal (at least in theory, and can't accept it becouse of lack of data)
so we treat others as equal becouse of all they are, or what avatars  they are now ??, the second one is impossible
equal in rights, ok
but not equal in what we are down here
taking into account conditioning - but that negates free will, they had no conditioning to evolve, no will sufficiently conditioned to move further
honoring others, ok
but how on earth can i do that ??
i treat them as equal becouse of their potential, but that's dubious explanation, what of those who use their potential
your views ?

sensitivity ?

you have to be careful what is a projection of your mind and what isn't, and what can you atribute to remote influence and what not, these pains could easily come from energy movements due to development and such

don't let schizophrenia get you, but don't worry, this is part of the learing process, i guess that most of us been there

all of it can be trained, or i was just unaware of my abilities []

maybe you got block on your divine connection - from crown chakra upwards through planes

or just do it yourself

descriptions would be called for, though some names are self explanatory

Well, when you fill the sub-navel, Robert Bruce says that it does also spill over into the rest of your chakras. However, the sub-navel does not have to be full in order for that to happen. I suppose it's like a small, planned leak to the rest of your chakras in order to better balance your growth. If you're doing the full body circuit, you're building up the head portion of the energy body anyway.

have you thought of healing that would lessen his fear, and thus desire to control

have you tried holy hand grenade ??
http://www.metatech.org/cloudbuster_&_orgone_generator.html

heh, just as i have thought, they are connected, just follow the pattern and have a good snack
OM is too big to bite, though :/

Thank you for that input.  It's definitely something to think about.[:I]

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another thought:

when trying to heal ilness and having allergic reaction at the same time, healing as strenghtening immunologic system causes even more violent allergy attack, due to more active response of the system to allergy substances

the point is to teach the body to ignore the substance, for the time being i can't see anything better than passing information to the body (and empower it with another web ) to ignore the substance, but it is very lenghty process

 

I've seen a blue screen like that, I think you can manipulate it. For instance a lot of times in OBEs I get a "control panel" that shows up on it, I can press buttons on it to teleport around. You might try using your imagination to write into the screen and see what you get.

Unfortunately I don't really know how to get the screen at will and if you have ideas on that I would definitely like to hear them.

From the description I read of Bardon's technic:
hands = earth
from wrists to elbows = water
from elbows to shoulders = air

Just because cube posted some techniques that made sense and were effective doesn't mean every post of his should be made a sticky or permanent.

well for some vamps, the energy tendril is used, but for others, they just make a ball of the other persons energy with sheer will, or just will it to them.

so my advice to people who have vamp trouble, use a shield that disguises your energy. its your choice what you make your energy look like. but they sometimes help.

Hi,
  what is it exactly?An album?Mp3?And where can I fint that?Thank you.

This looks really cool.

I'll sure try it out next time.