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For the last 2 weeks I have woken up just a few minutes after 3 am, it's like clock work and very uncanny. I always meditate with my husband before going to bed. I understand why I wake up at 3, because that's the time everyone is asleep, energy levels are different, and guides have a better chance of wanderings etc. What made this morning very unusual (I am practicing at trying to meditate the moment I wake up, without moving before hand etc-this is tough!) I felt myself sink quite deeply and quickly, something that came very quickly, where as in evening I have to really work at getting to this place. I made the mistake of letting myself drift off (was only 1-2 mins) Something began playing my wurlitzer piano very LOUDLY, it was a melody of some sort (not just a cat running across the keys) but only lasted a couple seconds. It made me bolt straight up because It startled me so. I felt as though this was deliberate and whatever it was did not want to sleep and wanted me to continue, however after that..my heart was pounding to hard to try......Any thoughts on this??

I did the no no and got to comfy from Meditating and "fell" asleep. I dreamed I was running on the side of my house in my bare feet, I came around the corner where there was a bush in the way (thats normally not there) I hesitated and said "oh hell with it" pointed my arms straight up in the air and blasted off. It was like Rocket fuel, and felt for some reason I did it entirely too quick. The FEELING was so intense, so unforgettable, I felt it in every cell of my body, this was very new to me.

I wouldn't share my experiences with just anyone. Very few can I talk to about cept my wonderful hubby and recently my mother. She is really into certain things, but holds on tight to her christian traditions.

When I spoke to her about my recent projection in finding my grandfather (her father) she was very intrigued, and even wanted me to ask him something if there would be a next time etc. She even confessed to me of having an OBE once when she fell asleep on the couch and was hovering over her body. She panicked and lost it. She said she has always understood that when you leave your body, that anything can over take it because of its vulnerability. All I could say was that we can control on who or what wants in, and I was in full control.

Does anyone have any advice on a better explination I could give her??

My first sucessful Projection!!
My grandfather. He was the closest loved one a girl could ever want.  We shared a rapore that was un matched by anyone.

I was flying four feet off the ground, when I zeroed in on him perhaps about 20 feet away I could make out his image sitting on a park bench petting his dog. I sat down on his left, and smiled like it was a place we met all the time. I said "Is that Ralphie that you are petting?" and he smiled and said "Yes it is, and it's also bootsie" (his dog prior to Ralphie) I got pretty worked up and had couldn't stand to be there very long. I stood up and said "I'm sorry, I can't stay..Is there anything you want me tell anyone?" and he said "Why yes, tell grandma that I will be sitting right here waiting for her, AND I'm so glad I don't have to eat her cooking anymore!" and laughed.  The next day this encounter got me thinking about a nickname I have called him most of my growing up. When I was very little and couldn't say Grandpa, i would use the word "bokkan" This nick name was adopted by the family and became his only name with us till the day he died. I used a letter board the other day and asked if I might get the name of my spirit guide to assist me when I am having trouble next time. The letter spelled out BAKAAN I was floored! Not the way I have spelled it over the years, but how much sense did that make???
Then I did some internet digging on the word, and the first definition I pulled up was a Measurement of great distance in the Mayan culture.....

I had my first Astral sighting that was in its true form (no mistaking it) Was a small snake that came from my upper left corner of my astral vision, slowly approaching forward. It was made of entirely points of lights, almost glittering. I felt that the surface it was on was very flat, (no floating up or down) I wasn't afraid at all, but got myself out because it just the first most amazing thing I had ever seen.

yeh that happens to me too...no clue what it is, but i never really questioned it or it never got to me.