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Hi everyone...

I just feel the need to share this personal matter, I hope I'll get some answers...

I'm 27 and I must say I have a problem with Love... I can't seem to hold that Big L feeling for more than 6 or 7 months... after that it just disapears and changes into "care about a partner"

I wonder why this keeps on happening, My goal would be feeling in love all the time wich I see as True Love!  I allways seem to fall from the cloud and start to be influenced by "typical" material maters and my relationships end more or less after 2.5 years

Is this normal?? Does this happen to everyone and though it happens they mary... have kids and hold on to eachother just because they are scared to be alone?

I wonder... should I give up this dream or is my faith worth it and should I continue my search till I find the One... or
Am I wrong and should accept this "I care about You" and hold on to what I have?

 This matter makes me very sad and though I trust my feelings they overwelm me!

Please help!

It was a typical Sunday afternoon in my new appartement...girlfriend working late shift and me myself and I working a bit on my PC till 18:00 because I felt a bit tired I decided having a short nap.
Went to bed, left my pull-over and socks on... I had meditation in mind with maybe an OBE but I didn't put my expectations too high...

So I layed on my side (because I can't sleep on my back) till I was on the edge of falling assleep... decided to turn on my back to see what would happen... I got to the stage were I didn't feel my body anymore quickly and started to "see" some early stage dream images... I was fully conscious but very relaxed so I tried to imagine all sorts of "dream-body" movements to get out...

* very heavy spinning
* "swimming" forwards
* levitating with imagin of actually getting out but when turned around I didn't see my body so I realized it was a false (dream maybe)
I even tought I actually got physically out of bed
* gravity push down with result of false (dream) touching the floor
* I even imagined hearing enya music which was very nice!

The reason why I am sure of the "false" is because I had an OBE once and I know that there are no doubts about being out or not... the strange thing is I almost believed that I was physically out... so I think I was not conscious enough... but it was very nice to visualize so freely... something that never happened to me

I felt a bit tired of visualizing so I decided to open my eyes and check the time... surprise I could not move! Because I didn't feel anything...I was completely not aware of my body (neck downwards)
I got rid of the paralysis by starting to wiggle a bit with one hand... stronger and stronger
Got up and when I checked the time it was 22:00!

(four hours had past!!!?)
I think I'm very close to exiting and I found a trick to get rid of the (move your body to fall asleep input) first lay on my side till I almost fall asleep and then move to my back... and let go with no expectations ... just lay back and watch and play!

This book is a must-read! I realized a lot reading it... Strange thing is it seems to refer a bit to O.B.E... especially the next book after this one from "James Redfield"  "The Tenth Insight" He is talking about the transformation of the human awareness that eventually leads to traveling with the human body trough space and time

[] Nice one

Jimmy

That's what the "Astral Pulse Island" forum is dedicated to.

You might be able to enter somebody's dream & make them realise they're dreaming, but it's apparently not possible to just grab hold & pull

There was an article I read on AP a while ago, I forgot who by - Possibly C. Godin - that stated that most people interested in APing couldn't tell you why the idea fascinated them so much.

I agree. Ever since I first encountered the concept, I've wanted to do it. I can give all sorts of reasons for why, but none of them are the real reason - just 'fringe benefits'.

Yes, I want to be able to visit mystical realms. Yes, I want to be able to fly. Yes, I want to be able to enter dreams whilst wide awake and lucid. Yes, I want to meet non-human spirits.

But in the end, none of those possibilities are what really make me interested in AP. They're "as well as" reasons. It boils down to: I want to AP because I want to AP. I have no specific reason. It's just something I truly want to be able to do.