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Hello people of understanding,

I think my spiritual progress was halted from ill deeds I have done in the past year but a recent experience is a good sign that I am getting back on the right path.

About the experience I had the day before yesterday.

It happened after I failed my first CDL class B road test.  I was upset because I failed after running over a curb with the bus.

I only get two chances and I was extremely worried about the retake next day.  the day before I failed my first test I woke up like 5am extremely tired, at the end of the day I had this really strong urge to sleep, and my eyes were shutting themselves.

I went to sleep at 6pm on my back and immediately I went into sleep paralysis, it was very intense and I heard this voice which sounded like mine and was in my language saying, "OH no, the mirror the mirror, " "warya(boy), the mirror the mirror"

After that episode, I knew that meant something because I heard my inner voice more than once before. About a year ago I was in an office helping a friend of mine make a website.  He put someone on the speakerphone and after they were done talking, I was about to make a bad comment about the voice of the person in the other line and I heard something in my head say it is his father, I ignored that voice and I embarassed myself when he responded "that is my freaking father".

Anyways, back to the topic.

Day 2 of my cdl test, after my first failure.

I did well on the freeway and just as I was heading back to the parking lot, the tester made me go through a small area of construction which had a narrow road.  My left mirror bumped a sign and I failed.

Then it occured to me that the voice I heard the previous night, was referring to that mirror.

I was told that I did well and can come back in six months, because that is the law and they can't over turn it.

I am not upset anymore because I have an interview this week with a school bus company but what upsets me is that the inner voice is not detailed enough, no vivid images at all just a voice.  I can't control it but if it tried to communicate with me shouldn't it do it in a way that will get the message across to me.

And what makes matters worse is that I rarely hear it.  I hear it Only when their is a strong worry and anxiety.
-McQuack

Hello all, I haven't projecting for over a year and a half now.
I am having a dry spell.
I have been practicing for over a year, and all I can experience is sleep paralysis.

I am so desperate for an OBE that I want an advanced projector to come and rip me out of my body.

-Mcquack

Hello,

During the past few years, the truth of knowing that I am more than an animal and behaving more like a spiritual being has physically affected me.

This indescribable cool state of bliss descends upon me when I meditate.

Their are also phenomenon like desires coming true.

It seems that we are in a huge hologram and that we are only seeing the part of it which our senses are attuned to, most of what we see is what we want to see.

Thought does have physical effect, and I think belief is real energy which comes to us, or our consciousness changes the frequency higher to be more aware of the physical world and all the phenomenon happening around it.


-McQuack