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I've posted this already in a "predictions for 2005" thread, but I feel it stronger theses days than I did at the beginning of the year.  The pope is at his last threads.  Somehow, I think he also knows or feel it.  He's marching` towards the other side.

Here's an interesting dream I just had.  I was morning and I wasn't out of bed.  I had awaken at around 10 and was doing some light energy work.  Eventually, I got a little sleepy and put that aside to gain a little more rest.  I reached a point where I was semi-conscious.  I could start hearing noises very clearly; in fact, my dad was walking into the room looking around at my stuff.  The weird thing is that I noticed that the sounds weren't real and that the person there truly wasn't there, but the noises were so realistic that I couldn't help but to think that I was being felled into believing this.  As I noticed that, I pulled back and forced my eyes open, only to realize what I already knew; None of it was there.  So I re-closed my eyes and a few minutes after, the noises start again and there's my dad walking in my room again.

The weird part is that my clock was set for 11:30 and did indeed ring at that time.  When I woke up, I felt a very heavy sensation, which led me to believe that the whole thing was actually a dream.  In other words, I never really opened my eyes in the first place.

I stumbled upon this song from "Regina Belle".  The type is Smooth Jazz, so it may not please everyone, but hate attention I wanted to bring was towards the lyrics which are indeed very beautiful/thoughtful:

If I ruled the world
Every day would be
The first day of Spring
Every heart would have
A new song to sing
And we'd sing of the joy
Every morning would bring

If I ruled the world
Every man would be
As free as a bird
Every voice would be
A voice to be heard
Take my word
We would treasure each day
That occurred

My world would be
A beautiful place
Where we would weave
Such a wonderful dream
My world would wear
A smile on its face
Like the man in the moon
When the moon beams

If I ruled the world
Every man would say
The world was his friend
There'd be happiness
That no man could end
No my friend
Not if I ruled the world
Every head
Would be held up high
There'd be sunshine
In everyone's sky
If day ever dawned
When I ruled the world
If I ruled the world


... Makes on dream I would say

I've had this interesting experience yesterday (technically this morning).  At night, I was watching t.v. and took 2 of my fav. stuffed animals (yah; even though I'm grown up <lol>) and placed them on my lap.  For whatever reason, I thought for a brief second (I'll have one daughter and one son. One was female and the other male) so my dream may have been caused by that, but it left my mind pretty quickly after the initial thought came around, so here goes the dream:

The dream (unfortunately) is slightly blurry now since it's been ~18hrs since I've had it, but somehow, I recall making love to a girl (I almost feel like it was an acquaintance I had made in Vegas last year, but maybe that was just my brain associating a face to a person; she lives too far anyways \).  This part was more of a fact then an event I experienced in the dream.  At one point, time shifted quickly and I realized that I was a single father; that I would have a daughter.  Time moved on quickly and her age was around 7 I'd guess.  The interesting part is that I felt what I would best disrobe as "fatherly love".  One where the child precedes everything in your life.  I also experienced the child's birth, but the weird thing is that no mother was actually involved.  It was like the child "came to be" somehow.  This part is unfortunately slightly blurry.

I don't have any kids and have been single for quite some time, so this was a pretty interesting feeling.  I don't think I had experienced this type of "love" before.  It's also weird technically speaking since you will typically not find a single dad where the mom is not at all in the picture (I have no clue what had happened, but the mom simply wasn't there).

What made this dream especially weird is that I didn't actually go through a plot or a set of actions.  It's not like I was walking and this happen or something of that nature.  It was more like a backwash of information flooding my mind at given points in time.  Sort'a like someone thinking back about the things they have done in the past.  They don't actually see/touch/etc the actions, but they recall their state given the events that happened.

Maybe it's another me experiencing this in another realm.  Who knows \  Time will tell...

I'm always intrigued to read predictions/prophecies.  To me, it's like reading a book, which has a story and a plot, but with a very limited life.  It makes for great stories because we can relate to them (basic psychology).  Anyhow, I'm just intrigued to know what everyone thought about the new year.  Any predictions, gut feelings, guesses?

Personally, I feel that the pope will be retired (My first impression was lungs, but I feel something cardio - Maybe both or somehow related).  I also expect the typical increase in disaster (it's been nothing new for a while now).  My flood dream comes again to mind.  An earthquake followed by a tectonic plate shift would definitely flood the area in no time, while spawning new land; California rings a huge bell there \.  But '05 doesn't seem like inception and not the birth.

Only time will tell...

I'm posting this more as an informational piece than a question or anything else of the sort.  Last year, I was coming back home, my first plane took forever to leave (waiting for someone) and of course, I missed my flight.  To make a long story short, it was early, but still, no planes were flying home before the next day, so as ticked off as I was, I took my luggage and went to get a room to sleep at.  The next day, I was given a copy of the "Bhagdava Gita" by a priest in the airport.  It only clicked after, why exactly my plane was late on that specific day (and the fact that no other plane flew to the bay area on that day).

Anyhow, the part that hit me the most was at the end of the book where it states something along the lines of "We're parcels of God".

If you think about that for a second, it seems to explain a lot of things (mind split).  Why some religions calls us gods (although that's not quite correct).  It explains what type of control we have over any situation.  etc etc....  The more you think about it, the more you'll see how this connects ideas and makes the hardest things to believe, believable.

I just thought it may interest a few people to know that =)
I'm all ears for what you guys think about it!

It's weird, I think I've posted about this before.  I've previously dreamt that the city of San Fransisco was flooded.  I had a weird episode inside the city, eventually found a safe heaven at a restaurant, but I walked about it while it was flooded.

It just happened again, but in a different context; it's weird.  I just dreamth again that (I think it's SF, but can't be 100% sure) god flooded.  It was known a few hours in advance and was relatively violent.  My consciousness was in a sky rise with many other people.  none of which I knew, but many of which I felt like I knew to some degree.  A blur happened and somehow, I rode a rave.  Something told me to ride a wave; I did and I managed to "surf" the wave for a lack of a better word.  The flood was violent kind'a like something struck the ocean and blasted a tidal wave.  Anyhow, I ended up at a hill where a small town lived.  The town operated perfectly on its own, virtually not caring or perhaps not knowing of the flood.  The colors were vibrant and it had this old look to it (rocky roads, ...) perhaps Europe? <shrug>  Something made me understand that I was saved.

It's a weird dream, the second of a flood where I end up in a safe Heaven and it wasn't like I was thinking about anything related on that night.  I guess it also had to happen on another 13 \.  A # I keep seeing everywhere as posted previously.

Hi,

I've had a dream some while ago (I can't even remember when), but somehow today, something triggered my memory and I recalled the dream which I had earlier on (some other day too i do believe).

In that dream, I was in San Francisco and the city was flooded.  Some hills stood out so it wasn't submerged, but some delimited regions were flooded.  I seemed to walk around the city and "fly" over flooded areas or at least I don't recall walking there.  For some reason, it also seemed like a restaurant at the top of a hill was known to be a safe heaven.  I know the geography of the city since it's close to me and I know that this restaurant does not exist.  At least it does not if you look at the city and consider the fact that I felt that I was looking at the North Bay of the city.  Now that I think about it, there is a restaurant to the left of the city which is pretty high on a cliff, yet it doesn't feel like the place I SW in my dreams.  For some odd reason, it felt like it was SF but visually, it wasn't.   I wasn't doing much in the dream besides walking around and looking at the few people who were walking the streets (the weather was rather nasty).  Again, that restaurant was pretty packed and made it feel like a safe heaven.  Perhaps because of the flood?  <shrug>  I just thought it was interesting.

For some reason, for a little bit now, I feel somethings up on the West Coast.  Earthquake, flood, terrorist attack, maybe a combination.  Perhaps my impressions triggered this dream and it's also a pure fabrication.  Possible...

Here's in interesting effect I keep noticing and which now currently gets on my nerves.  As I go about total relaxation of my body, my eyelids will tend to open by themselves.  In some way, it feels like having my eyes open is the "natural position" of the eyelids and thus while I relax completely, my eyelids tend to open ever so slightly.  This of course is rather annoying and it's tough to do anything afterward.  If I put a little bit of energy on keeping my eyes close, I can feel the nervous system working to keeping them closed and as soon as I relieve all stress in that region, they eventually pop back upon.

Perhaps it also has to do with the position of the eyes when they are closed (ie: the direction I'm looking at).

Any ideas?

For those of you who have or have tried to have a romantic/mate type of relationship with another person while remaining spiritual (and growing in conscience), I'd like to know how the relationship turned out.

If your mate is also spiritual, it seems logical that both move along a smooth path, but I'm more curious about the case where you are spiritual while the other person isn't really.  I'm really not the type to enforce beliefs upon others, which I know can be a big issue and I also happen to know that many great people who moved along this path eventually found themselves single (but definitely not alone).  "Spiritual" here is meant in a broad sense.  It can imply anything from Wicca practices, spell casting to OBE attempts, ....

Here's an interesting thing that keep popping up and which I have only recently started to make sense out of it.  For about 3-4 years, I've often stumbled upon the time of day 3:14.  Initially, this amused me as I linked it with PI (3.14159265...).  But it started to appear more often (ie: when I looked at the time, 3:14 was up and showing).  Again yesterday night, I didn't look at the time for the entire night until we started cleaning the house and of course, the listed time was 3:14am.

I've just recently noticed that there are many 13s in events surrounding me.  My brother's b-day the 13th of May, Mine; 13th of October.  And Just recently, I met someone who's birthday is the 13th of November and the first time we came into contact was on the 13th of September.  Part of my skepticism is the fact that my parents are both born on April 15s (exactly one year apart) and I know it wasn't just a fluke in their case.  I don't know where this new relationship is going but I can't help but to be curious about it.

Now the two cases are related together because if you read 3:14 in the opposite direction, what you get is 4-13s which is exactly what I've got up there.  I don't know if this makes any sense or if it's skepticism above anything, but time will Tell I presume.

Any thoughts!?

Hi, (sorry for the super-long rant)

I figured that I would introduce myself as I plan to dwell in the forums as time permits.  I am not part of any sect, religion or similar types of groups although I know a fair amount about many of them.  In general, I feel that all the well-known ones all express the exact same idea but that their view on things are slightly different.  People have skewed some of them for their own personal purposes (which is a shame) but retrieving the oldest possible texts typically clears things up.  It's like looking at a medal and each group looking at it from a different angle.  The more I read and understand, the more things mesh together.  Interesting.

From the youngest of age I can remember, I've always believed in "magic", which I can best define as "the manipulation of energy"; technically we're already all doing magic with our physical body.  The rocks may believe we're doing "magic".  It's another point of view once more.  I've read a form of "daily thought of the day" from a Khabalist throughout high school, which kick-started my mind on the world of the invisible.  As I started university, I finally got connected to the Internet (I almost feel like there's a soul group attached to it; kinda like a rock has one).  I was first interested by stories of mythical/fabled civilization (Atlantis being the most prominent; Did I ever dwell it?  Is it due to surface soon? <shrug>).  This eventually got me to pages that pushed metaphysics as a whole and interestingly enough, astral projections got inserted into my life by a music group of the same name.

I later on found articles about Kundalini and I think that my chakras started working at that point.  I could feel energy surging through in a peaceful continuous flow.  From that point on, I can feel emotions as waves inside my body (it feels like a form of shiver) but the temperature does not cause it.  I don't believe theses are my emotions although some are.  I do not react to them in a physical way (besides the shiver-like behavior).  It feels like surging a circuit, but the lasting effect is that of a frequency to which the body seems to vibrate to.

I also stumbled upon early versions of tutorials about astral projection, where I got to a point where I heard an increasingly loud frequency, which scared me away on the spot.  Eventually, I ended up having many projects and had to put my meta-study aside for school.  What I just recently realized is that in elementary school, we had "meditation sessions".  For one hour, they would play a tape and we were to relax with our eyes closed in the gym.  I never really understood why/where this comes from, but it must have been from someone trying to push this.  All I can say is that, this is too young for most kids.

Anyhow, only recently have I had the time to work on energy buildup/concentration and OOBE.  Currently, I can get into the first trance stage but this is not the deep trance stage (not yet at least).  The interesting thing is that a few times ago when the meditation location's mood was just perfect, I could consistency feel my heart charka beating to the point where concentration was really hard to keep .  I need more concentration to achieve the later form of trance and likely project.  I feel like it's a mere mater of time and work.  My old youngsters dreams of continuously flying through a world at will makes me believe that I've done this before maybe also in this body <shrug>.  In theses dreams, will was making me fly and I recall times where I willed it but would not fly very high (as if slowed down by a form of gravity).  It all just sound like cases I've read.  Interesting is all I can say.

The forum seems to be primarily populated with two age groups [15-25] and [30-49].  The first seems to seek a different goal than the later (ie: more result based) but it seems the high-level path is the same as they will eventually end up recognizing the need to work abstractly first.

This rant is already longer than it should be;
Chris

Hi, (sorry for the super-long rant)

I figured that I would introduce myself as I plan to dwell in the forums as time permits.  I am not part of any sect, religion or similar types of groups although I know a fair amount about many of them.  In general, I feel that all the well-known ones all express the exact same idea but that their view on things are slightly different.  Some have been skewed with by people for their own personal purposes (which is a shame) but retrieving the oldest possible texts typically clears things up.  It's like looking at a medal and each groups look at it from different angles.  The more I read and understand, the more things mesh together.  Interesting.

From the youngest of age I can remember, I've always believed in "magic", which I can best define as "the manipulation of energy"; technically we're already all doing magic with our physical body.  The rocks may believe we're doing "magic".  It's another point of view issue once more.  I've read a form of "daily thought of the day" from a Khabalist throughout high school, which kick-started my mind on the world of the invisible.  As I started university, I finally got connected to the Internet (I almost feel like there's a soul group attached to it; kinda like a rock and a primitive form).  I was first interested by stories of mythical/fabled civilization (Atlantis being the most prominent; Did I ever dwell it?  Is it due to surface soon? <shrug>).  This eventually got me to pages that pushed metaphysics as a whole and interestingly enough, astral projections got inserted into my life by a music group of the same name.

I later on found articles about Kundalinie and I think that my chakras started working at that point.  I could feel energy surging through in a peaceful continuous flow.  I also stumbled upon early versions of tutorials about astral projection, but all attempts were in vain with the noted exception of one where I got to a point where I heard an increasingly loud frequency which scared me away on the spot.  Eventually, I ended up having many projects and had to put my meta-study aside for school.  What I just recently realized is that in elementary school, we had "meditation sessions".  For one hour, they would play a tape and we were to relax with our eyes closed in the gym.  I never really understood why/where this comes from, but it must have been from someone trying to push this.  All I can say is that, this is too young for most kids.

Lately is when the most interesting things happen.  My family had a friend who was a very powerful energy worker/psychic.  Of one thing, she gave my mom a reading and she identified that I were to be "away from home" eventually while my brother would stay back.  As such, I moved from Canada to California just about a year ago and I feel like I'm here to stay for a while (indefinitely?).  There are many links between my father/mom/brother in terms of past lives, but I'm the Grey card in this scenario.  Still there's something about them that links us <shrug>.  There's too many 4's for this to numerically make any sense.  

Speaking of numbers, both parents were born on the same date exactly one year apart.  As for me and my brother, we're both born on 13s but with 5 months in between.  A while ago, I often ended up looking at the time only to read "3:14".  Of course this smells like PI = 3.141592... but I just recently noticed that it can also read 4-13 if read reversed.  The interesting thing is that I just recently met someone (only once so far).  Her birthday ends up being on the 13th of November which is 11 months apart, but that curious 13 pops up again.  What's even more disturbing is that I got this strange feeling of looking for more 13s between us both and it just so ended up that the first time I had received any reply (via email) was on the 13th of September (4-13 odds?).  Not that much has happened since then besides meeting one another once in Sept, but her work and timing seems to push things back (Mere superstition?).

Speaking of superstition, another funny thing happened about a yea ago.  Last Christmas, I was coming back from Canada (visiting my family for Christmas) and to my great dismay, my firs plane was late and caused me to miss my second plane.  The catch-22 was that everyone at the counter for that company was GONE and there were no other flights home on that day.  Grumpily, I had to rent a room and take a flight the very next day.  As I got into the airport, a man was standing there giving free books out.  It was the "Behaved-Gita".  I systematically read a few pages of the book per night and it enlightened me on many things.  It basically made me look at another side of the "medal".  Things just seemed to make more sense.  It's like a confirmation that what you understood was it.  I mainly retained the facts and philosophy out of it.

As every circle meets its beginning, I went back to Canada this summer and stumbled upon more OOBE pages.  As I came into my folk house, I could hear a humble frequency in the air (it's the same as when you frown your head slightly except I didn't have to do that at that point to hear it).  I just felt the energy of the area and the more I read about OOBE, the more energy I could feel traversing my body.  On that night, I gave it a go.  The nice thing about my room at my folks is that it's pitch dark, the temperature is cold enough that you don't overheat but still require some blanket to keep warm so the temperature was pretty much perfect.  I ended up the first night stomped with a scenario where my heart seemed like it pounded insanely and thanks to Robert, I later found out that this was my heart Chakra beating.

Throughout the days, I consistently worked on projecting and had some interesting results although no real projection occurred.  I could feel the trantic state begin.  I could feel my body in a state of relaxation and could feel myself lifting upwards towards the ceiling.  It's felt as if an onion skin of the physical body was lifting upwards ever so slightly.  I felt as if I weighted less and I could also feel a form of petrification.  All along while the heart chakra pounded throughout the entire body.  The pulses were strong enough that I could feel it pretty much everywhere (eyes, heart, along the spine, ...).  I still have work to do on concentration and also on energy, but the feeling of "lifting" and the heartbeat combined with the feeling of being turned into stone was definitely intriguing enough for me to devour another book which I am looking forward to.

The unfortunate thing is that since I have been back home, I have a very difficult time reproducing anything.  Part of the problem is that the room is far from dark as light pierces through from various directions, but the most concerning thing is that my computer sits in my room and generates a constant noise.  I can typically ignore it for a good bit while meditating but it eventually pops back up after a few minutes although it does not while sleeping.  Concentration, again, seems to be lacking.  I'm also thinking that it's possible that I have used up my "reserve" which I had built up and that now I'm more or less depleted.

As such is my story.  I still have a lot to sort out and part of it I hope to find in the higher selves.  More and more, everyday, things seem to make more sense and things seem to talk to you.

Sorry for this ooper long rant, I promise my next posts will have a moderate length.


Looking forward to conversion with you(s),