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My guesse is that a implant was installed into my psyche when I was littlle.

Actually there few but let's talk about this one first - my friend say damage has been done to my strato tropic membranes of my merkaba. I saw visions where this cross withe nails sticking out was jammed into my energy body.

That's interesting you say but what it means? It means I can not feel effect of entheogens - none of them. Not E not lsd not shrooms not kratom... Not even alcohol.

I got to remove this devilry one way or another. I need healing or ... I need a "pardon" for the entities of the cabal who installed this thing.

Any ideas? If you pray for me I would be very glad.

Let me tell you my story.

My friend introduced me to electronic cigarettes.

I bought 1.

Everything top top notch, beautiful non toxic non harmful vapor... lots of liquids and flavours to choose... lovely relaxing smoke/vapor...

That was in the shop where i bought it and was tought how to use it.  I take e cig home and try it there....................................... it is not working. Well, what i mean is it releases unpleasant burning horrid vapor!!

I take it back to the shop, shop owner checks that everything is working, i try it - it is working.

I take it home.......................... its the same story - nasty toxic fumes come out of it.

This scenario happens half a dozen times.

To make long story short now i figured out what is happening.

Also i wanted to make clear i have a negative entity/demon attached to him. And this being is the one behind all this!!!

No amount of prayers, no amount of new e liquids no amount of new coils in the cig - NOTHING helped.

I was sooo angry with the whole situation, for months... now i am at peace and simply gave up.

I dont know what is going on, quite simply this is impossible for a spiritual entity to do! It violates physical laws! Cos e cig is mechanic!! How can a spiritual entity affect physical matter?

Right now all i want to know is HOW this MF pardon my french doing it.

It is either a VERY VERY strong skilled demon... OR a god form which is around me , been around me for 8 years... and 8 years ago i ticked him off and he has been harassing me ever since...

Very strange phenomena innit? doesnt get any strangier thna that.

Met a really lovely girl at a laundramat the other day, very pretty chick, one of the prettiest I've seen

I was gonna chat her up when she returns to pick up her cloth but some dude instead arrived and picked up her cloth. Her boyfriend? Flat mate? Brother?

To make a long story short I didn't get a chance to chat her up or take a pic.

But while she was out I took a picture of her clothe spinning in the dryer...

I want to access morphogenetic fields and track her down... But I'm not very good at this.


I might post the pic later on


What do I do what can I do? I'm praying I meet her again it's a small town

Woke up at 3 am after an astonishing vision!

Here's what happened.

It was more of a astral assignment rather than a simple dream.

In this nocturnal vision I got in touch with a cool white witch. She informed me she had a interesting task for me. She gave me instructions: we were in some sort of big shopping centre / mall, she told me to take a paper bag with fresh bread in it and go and start talking to a group of young cheerleader type girls who were near by. White witch specifically told me to ask them 3 question, of which i forgot what they were...  :frown: ... and also asked me to get one of the girls to smell fresh bread, for reasons i dont completely understand...

Anyway, i did what i was bid to do- i walked up to them and started talking. They were all stunning, slutty and beautiful in their early 20s... so i started talking to them, after asking them 3 questions i was about to give them bread when one girl called a security officer and told him i was pestering them and wouldnt leave them alone...

So, the security guard grabbed me and told me  to leave. At this moment my friend white witch appears and throws something at one of the sluts. I look at her and she is no longer a cheer leader but a vampire!!! The other girls seem to be going thro some kind of transformation too while the leader of the pack turned into some kind of unfamiliar monster!

Leader monster grabbed the leg of my friend witch and i jumped in to help her and disconnected them.

At this moment i was about to conjure a ball of plasma between my hands and send it into the leader monster at which point i returned to my sleeping body...

So guys, take notice: next time you in the mall and see a bunch of cheerleader type sluts hanging about do not assume they are what they appear to be!

There's little time left. Hope this post helps. In this post apocalyptic time i hear a calling.

To become sort of a monk on my last leg of my spiritual journey.

I feel when i obstrain from guilty pleasures my spiritual progress expands so i've been thinking: NO alcohol, no smoking cigs, ecigs, pipes, cigars. No sex. No drugs (except for benzos) and very specific diet: bread and milk mostly.

This should give me a boost.

Anyone else have any ideas?


ps.

There is one more thing i had in mind: i brought some dirt/dust from Australian red desert many years ago, it would be nice to shave head and spread/cover my head with it, but unfortunately i lost the dirt...

Hello

I wanted to inform you that i am running a spirituality chat on MSN/yahoo messenger. At the moment there are about a dozen of people and i've been running it for a year now... but there only few people adept in spirituality, so we are looking for more. Me and this other geezer are spirituality masters and we discuss some never before seen material about illuminati, 2012, NWO, aliens, energy and other supernatural phenomena.

Feel free to join us, no matter if you are adept or new you are welcome!

Just U2U me your MSN handle (or post it below) and i will add ya!

just today i managed to lift a powerful spell away from my spirit...

It said that all evil people on the planet and in space were telepathic, next  this neg pretended to be all these people!!
It said i was destined to take command of illuminati and work with demons ...

Finally i proven to myself this is not people but a simple NEG

It feels so light and good to be in the land of the living again ...

But this neg messed up my chakras and energy body petty bad, and its still very much around me. Last night garlic helped to weaken its attachemenst a bit...

I will post more later

intro: admins, this is a serious situation my life depends  on it, please  keep this thread as it is, i need some help!!


http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome_to_astral_chat/30000_dollars_reward-t24850.0.html


I woke up after 2 years of inactivity in this forum.

Demons are certanly still here, whats more theres growing confusion, there two entities hovering around who claim to be Jesus! One of them in an imposter, theres this good Jesus who did a healing on  me last year and then theres this evil Jesus who constanly harasses me!

http://jalruza.bravehost.com/goodbad.html

Theres a lot of talking in that other thread and i havent read the other two pages only the first page, soooo - NEW thread:

Im offering a large sum of cash to anyone who can help me get back on  my two feet!!!

Just read this:
http://jalruza.bravehost.com/goodbad.html
link.

If anyone can help, anyone, with anything to clear it all up i would be forever in your debt

Im at a very diffuclt phase of my life right now!!
Situation is critical! Hope is running thin! Health is being left out and forgotten. Negs are pressing onto me with their campaign!

PLEASE help me guys!
Basically there are two parallel realities running in my mind right now. Theres TWO entities i communicate with who claim to be Jesus!
What your about to read is either

A. The most brutal and evil, empty pointless case of demonic possession.
or
B. A paper that can change the world!

I have compiled a small text
http://jalruza.bravehost.com/Chronicles.html

Its a bit crazy and with references to some things which mods might find offensive. But this is important!!! My life is on the line! Please let this thread just be and see where it leads us!

I have been a member of this wonderful forum for many years now. And its been almost 6 years since i started campaign against negs in my life.

Thanks to all who helped me in the past, together we can crack this case. Thanks in advance to all who help!

To any competent healer able to banish negative entity

I just got out of almost 2 years worth of neg brainwashing. In a few words, this neg appeared to me as all these people in the astral, i would see them with the corner of my vision and i would know they spoke to me (but i couldnt understand what most of the time). So it made me belive that people are simply becoming telepathic! I got a crack down on this when i decided to contact people who were sending me these telepathic messages and of course non of them know anything about it.

This neg would make it look like that all a person had to do was to think about visiting me in the astral and his projected double would appear infront of me instanteniosly!

This is so crazy, how can anyone do it. I cant belive i fell for this crap.

I got neg entity problems and ive been told to do this ritual daily. So that it will act upon my psyhce, connect me with devine energy flow and make life for negs very difficult.

I was wondering if anyone here practises it and to what effect? How long have you been doing it and what have you noticed?

Further we could share our skills and secrets on how to perform it in detail.



The other day i had the most powerful ritual yet. Archangel invocation was spectacular and so powerful. After that my whole energy body felt so juciy i sat and remember feeling energy 'surges' going thro my body for hours after that.

But perhaps the greatest effect came at night, i had some nasty nightmares, in one particular i found something was chasing after the Michael Kraig who wrote Modern Magick where i got that ritual. Somethhing was chasing and trying to get him in my dream!

I am going to share with you an experience where i was p attacked by another human being, not by a neg. At the time i didnt even believe, an attack of such scale was possible, i thought only negs could do something like this and i was prepared to deal with that.

What i wasn't prepared to deal with was a psychically adept human, in possession of my saliva.....




As you probably know if you posses something like a blood sample or saliva, it makes psychic contact with the person 100 fold stronger... When the attack begun I first felt pressure on my chest. Then i felt pressure from my back around heart chakra, it felt like something was literally squeezing my right hand side heart chakra. Then the real trouble started , since it was saliva , i felt really uncomfortable grip gaining strong influence on my neck especially at the back of my neck where it joins the head.

Then it reached further and i could feel a massive load on my 3rd eye - normally my developed 3rd eye always feels online with a comfortable pressure , i can feel energy passing it, but there i could feel the energy was PUSHING thro it and basically it felt extremely uncomfortable and very painful. It overloaded my third eye, it overloaded my heart, my throat, and my crown chakras.

And so i was left with 4 chakras overloaded, under strain. Perhaps, my 3rd eye was affected the most: in the days and weeks to come it exhausted me. All feeling can be described as if a man from WWF , was holding me from behind by my neck and what do you call that manoeuvre where you try to squeeze your opponent to submission? Well it felt like that only all the time, first for days, then 3 days later it weakened a little bit, i could function normal before that i couldnt even do anything but run around streets at night in agony trying to think what to do... i found drinking beer helped to ease it a bit...

So after 3 days it weakened a little bit and at least became manageble.


Before we continue i would like to know what are your thoughts on this.

I used to work with these 2 for few month, its been about 1 month since i seen them, i moved over 200 miles away and now i started looking for new job.

The thing is, 1 month ago, they psychichally attacked me and i had to call ambulance and spent few days in intense care.

Now it might just be after image but i keep seeing them with my corner vision, like im sitting in computer launge in my local library, and the person at the far end looks like those people. They seem to take some interest in my privite life and try to be part of it. What can i do to get rid of them? Im sure that i will never see them again but how can i get rid of them in the astral? Because they seem to be visiting me in te astral as well! Mind you none of them are psychichally adept and i think they are being aided by negs.

What can i do, i practcilally tried everything, LBPR, lots of other counter measures, i would like you to pray for me guys, i really need some help here.

The names of the person is John Graham and the other ones Barry.

If anyone on here can give me a hand in exorcising id much appreciate it.

Ta

The last post by her was in April this year, i was wondering where she is or if anyone knows her present email ?
Apart from Nita and Robert is there anyone else i could email for some advice on psychic self defense?

Ok for the past few weeks i have been getting some disturbing vibrations in my feet!

I seem to have a strong neg attached to me. My feet, everytime before going to sleep and many times thro the day feel like something is tickling them! The feeling is really intense! Its sort of cold and unpleasant. Also i seem to be getting same buzzing and vibrations coming from my stomach at night! It feels like theres a bee colony, almost like in that alien movie where a creater is about to pop out that poor guys belly! Its very disturbing.

It all started couple of month ago, i started seeing things with my side vision: things that werent there! For example i seat in a group in this room and watching a presentation. And then there is this girl on my left hand, and with my SIDE VISION it seems as if she's posing her boobs at me and doing other such things,  and its all accompanied with a remorsefull sterile lust feeling.

Also im seeing lots of closed eye visuals pre sleep, disturbing visuals which try to convience me that these things happen in real life!!! That just drives me insane, im having the hardsest time trying to prove myself that these things are not true.

Then i can hear an ambinet sound like water flowing and i start hearing disturbing stuff like cry and or nasty words etc.

Its like theres this major enetrgy leak somewhere, its like driving a car without a whindshield! What do you think i should do?? Anyone?

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Just when exactly healing happens?

Suppose your body is possessed by demon. Just when exactly their connection to you 'snaps' and your home free? What triggers that event? Does it depend on karma residue or your own strength of will power?

What do you lot know about the healing power of sex?

Some food for thought, kundalini, its a pain in the butt to raise it to a high level manually and its even bigger pain in the butt to stay grounded once the energy is raised.
Sex can get it up just like when you ascend, in a blink of an eye

However, not just any knid of sex i.e. not the traditional alpha male  where male is the only party that uses female form to get off. But rather when both man's and womans experience is mutual. Tantric sex, if you will

When one experiences such orgam, energy in the chakras reaches Biblical proportions clearing anything and everything. Unless you have traumas and energy blocks your unlikely to notice anything unugual, besides feelings of extreem pleasures

Imagine the male party, imagine his spine as energy in a straight line, imagine that its blocked. Now what happens man and woman become one, her energy is healthy and they merge and it clears all the blocks in her partner.



Sex that is based on love rather than animal instinct is the most powerful, easiest and pleasant way to heal.

According to the Pleadean Agenda, when the act is complete, your outstanding karma is cut down by 50%. Sort of half - lifed, if you will, every time it happens.
Let that sink in for a moment, half your karma anihilated by one juicy orgasm.

By the way, its important to note that this healing sexual act can occur without physical proximity to your partner. It can happen in the astral.

What do you lot think, have you heard anything about it?

Its one of the many ways to heal someone.

At the time of an accident when emotionally someone is traumatised,
the core of the ego splits, where one bit remains stuck at the age when the trauma occured, the other bit movies on with the body in the now.

What soul retrieval does, it employes the use of a shaman, who reaches for your broken half and joins you together. I read an excellent book on this topic by someone, but she never actually bothered to tell how to do the retrieval yourself.


damaged ego can get complicated

We all have egos right, an ego is basically a MODEL of reality, i belief system from which all thoughts and actions come out.

If a part of the ego is traumatised, it seems that in your day to day life, even if its been more than 10 years since the accident, all behaviour, which originates at the core of the ego, comes from a disected point of view.

if something happens NOW, one bases his actions not on the now, but partly from a state in which he was left when traumatised



I dont know why but Roberts core image removal doesnt work for me at the slightest.

I want to explore soul retrival further. Few times in the near past, i spotted my inner child, the split half of me stuck in the same age, in the same state, when trauma occured. I need to get him home to me.

Ok i think the tide is high and things are getting a little out of hand.

A litle background info: i have emotional trauma and over the years i've been trying to heal it. Lately i feel like i'm getting closer and closer, i'm more in touch with my emotional state, but i have little control.

Increasingly i feel like i'm on the edge of loosing self control. i need to learn some emergency technicues on how to stay CALM and GROUNDED in the pressent. I got these mental loops, with mix of anger lust and fear on it. And its spinning and sometimes i feel like its going to sneak up on me and kick me in the butt.

One way to address it is thro physical body: i find that i tend to forget to breeze very often and when i forget to breeze i kind of loose my mental RPM and dive down. So breething deep and steady is a must. Then theres my body, sometimes when i'm very in touch with my emotianl state and i can feel trauma and me are face to face my body starts shaking, like shivers like really powerful shaking. And THAT is happing at increasing intevals and intervals are likely to increase.

Im taking herbal remedies, im not going to take any benzos and syntetic remedies.

I think staying in present is the most important. I dont even have any people in the physical to whom i can relate.

I know this isnt related to AP but i think people here might be able to help.
When i try to AP i can not reach a trance state often, very raraly i find myself consious in a trance. Its like i can not relax, every time i relax i jerk mentally and back in lower orbit.