Hi, some weird things have been happening to me recently. I've been reading about astral projection for a few months and wanted to experience it but got abit worried about being attacked by negs so I decided I wouldn't. Stopped reading and basically stopped thinking about it. Well a few weeks ago I "woke" up in the middle of the night(seemed to be between the sleeping and waking state) and felt energy flowing out of my back and something "pushing" both sides of my body. Then an overwhelming sensation it was covering my whole body trying to paralyze me. So instinctively I thought of a shield exploding around me trying to get whatever was on me off. It seemed to work cause I felt the "presence" becoming weaker. A week later same thing happens I felt energy being drained from my back again but this time also felt my bed "sucking" me kind of like the bed was becoming quicksand. I struggled but eventually could move my body and woke up.
So the next night before I went to bed I asked my higher self to create a shield if there's an evil presence. Thinking maybe my higher self could hear me even tho not having much luck communicating with it. Nothing happens that night but a few days later I wake up in the middle of the night feeling all this energy being drawn in my body and a protective shield surrounding me. it was amazing and I felt that nothing could hurt me.
A few days later I sensed I was about to astral project, feeling I was levitating. But I stopped myself, in my mind I was thinking I didnt want to. Maybe that was a bad idea.
A week or so goes by nothing really happening, except the light bulb in my room just died while I was getting ready for bed and now that I've got a new one it keeps flickering kind of like in a pattern! (neg maybe). I've started to pray too and asking my guardian angel to protect me before i go to sleep. I've been seeing the number 11:11 so much lately. Maybe a sign of someone or something trying to contact me?.
Ok so now to the topic of my post, last night I woke up around 1am after going to bed at 10pm. I was paralyzed and couldn't move obviously. Could sense a "dark' presence, so I tried to create a shield but lost concentration. Then I look up and see these hands above me slapping/hitting me in the face. I raise my energy and it seemed to repel it and when I stop it starts hitting me again. I keep my energy up but feel drained then all of a sudden feel something sitting on the bottom half of my body holding me down. I decided to wake myself up and just lied in my bed from 2am till 5am. Then today my gf tells me she wants to end it with me, which has made me feel pretty down. Maybe the neg will use this against me.
Why am I being attacked when I don't even astral project or want to, not yet anyway. Thinking about getting protection first. Someone please help me. Any comments/advice would be appreciated.
So the next night before I went to bed I asked my higher self to create a shield if there's an evil presence. Thinking maybe my higher self could hear me even tho not having much luck communicating with it. Nothing happens that night but a few days later I wake up in the middle of the night feeling all this energy being drawn in my body and a protective shield surrounding me. it was amazing and I felt that nothing could hurt me.
A few days later I sensed I was about to astral project, feeling I was levitating. But I stopped myself, in my mind I was thinking I didnt want to. Maybe that was a bad idea.
A week or so goes by nothing really happening, except the light bulb in my room just died while I was getting ready for bed and now that I've got a new one it keeps flickering kind of like in a pattern! (neg maybe). I've started to pray too and asking my guardian angel to protect me before i go to sleep. I've been seeing the number 11:11 so much lately. Maybe a sign of someone or something trying to contact me?.
Ok so now to the topic of my post, last night I woke up around 1am after going to bed at 10pm. I was paralyzed and couldn't move obviously. Could sense a "dark' presence, so I tried to create a shield but lost concentration. Then I look up and see these hands above me slapping/hitting me in the face. I raise my energy and it seemed to repel it and when I stop it starts hitting me again. I keep my energy up but feel drained then all of a sudden feel something sitting on the bottom half of my body holding me down. I decided to wake myself up and just lied in my bed from 2am till 5am. Then today my gf tells me she wants to end it with me, which has made me feel pretty down. Maybe the neg will use this against me.
Why am I being attacked when I don't even astral project or want to, not yet anyway. Thinking about getting protection first. Someone please help me. Any comments/advice would be appreciated.