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A few minutes ago, I was asleep in my bed (I'm in my summer house)
I was dreaming unconsciously. I was in my winter house (actually I no longer live there, we moved to another winter house a few months ago), I walked to the room of my computer. My computer wasn't there as it should be here in my summer house, but I noticed something. My keyboard receiver was there, and it is actually in my summer house here. I Suddenly logically thought that it can't be there, and I gained my consciousness. I was lucid dreaming. I started to know it was a dream, just like I'm awake. I actually felt awake then. I was looking (leaning on) the table and I started rising. I couldn't remember how I should get to astral and I just wished to be with someone I love. In a few seconds (I mean not suddenly) everywhere went white, like it's shining, but of course, not disturbing my eyes. I was, like physically, feeling some pressure at my chest, and I decided to go back to my body as only thing I was seeing was a white brightness. I wished to go back to my body and suddenly I was in my bed, eyes open. I couldn't move (wake up paralysis) but my eyes were open (I'm not really sure if my eyes were physically open, but I was clearly seeing my room, the door etc. from my eyes' perspective.

I did what I did when I had that paralysis. I just let myself relaxed for a second and my eyes closed (or that vision went away), I tried to wake up with full power and that worked, I woke up from my bed normally.

So,
Was I close?
Any suggestions?

Last night I was trying to sleep, and started feeling my body less, and I thought I was going to do it. I got excited, I tried to get out, tried to feel out of my body, tried to believe something's pulling be out, but that feeling got less and less (not suddenly) and stopped. I'm not scared about any of these things so there's nothing to do with fear. How can I go further?

I was at bathroom, about to take a bath, and I had a strong feeling that someone was also with me there. I was very anxious and always tried to look back. I never had such a strong feeling like that;

But I'm sure someone was with me, its not the normal paranoid I, and lots of people, always have.

Anyway;
Can I make a communication with them from physical form to astral form?
Can they show themselves to me?
Can they do anything, good or bad, to me there?

3 or some weeks ago, a weekend, I woke up, but didn't get up. Everybody likes to rest on bed on a weekend after waking up - just like me.

But I didn't really want to sleep much, and I closed my eyes accidentally (hard to hold open when sleepy). After a moment I felt like sleeping - but I was completely - 100% lucid and aware. I couldn't move - that feeling (when you wake up but are paralyzed, that regular feeling) happened to me. But I wasn't scared (I get scared when I have this, just like many people), and wanted to - just try - an OBE. Wanted to go to the girl I love - in a very fast speed (this IS REAL love). As I though, there was something - I could see something, but very blurry and abstract. As I wanted to go to different things and people, things changed, but there was nothing recognizable. I was aware, I knew it wasn't a dream (not a "lucid" dream too), I just saw meaningless, abstract things I can barely - or even can't - remember on a black infinitive background. I was feeling each my body a bit and another feeling - I haven't experienced before.

While these happened - I didn't feel any scare - instead, I was feeling warm and good, didn't feel anything bad.

My question;
What can it be?