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I don't know how to explain this, but during my dream I knew that it was a dream, but somehow I wasn't aware of it. It was like a regular dream played by my mind, because I'd have done better things than sitting on some roof made of floor tiles while knowing it's a dream. I'm pretty sure I did something else, but that's very blurry to remember. The ending of the dream made me consider if it was lucid or not, as I looked at the sky and I saw dark blue storm clouds coming towards, so I said to my self I have to wake up before it starts, I lift my right hand to the sky as if I was about to take off, but I just stood there, wondering why it's not working. Well that's the most I remember 

This night I randomly woke up at night for seeing a weird dream of me doing usual things in a different way and it wasn't that vivid. Then I went back to sleep after drinking some water until the morning alarm rings. In the morning everything went fine, I slept that night for about 5:40 hours. I went to school and apparently I didn't have my first 2 classes, so I went back home and didn't have much to do, so I thought of taking a nap even though I wasn't sleepy. I set my alarm to ring after 1 hour and 30mins and I laid down on my back. While I was lying I was thinking about the usual stuff for about 20mins without being able to sleep, so I turned on my side and then I lost my consciousness(fall a sleep). I wasn't in a deep sleep as I woke up and checked what time it is and it was 5mins before the alarm. So I kept lying. When it rang I clicked snooze( for 10min) as I still had some time left. While I was lying I was waiting for the alarm with my eyes closed. I could hear my family walking in the other room, when all the sudden I lost my consciousness, after a few minutes I started seeing things in my mind, I wasn't really in control of it, but what I remember is that I was looking at a photo of a person when suddenly the photo started doing motion, spinning and I started hearing really loud buzzing noise in my ears, my mind woke up. (I've read about this buzzing noise before, that it's a stage of AP, but I never really thought that It will literally be that strong.) As I was in this state I was still able to hear some noise from the other room and I would have tried to go deeper with this state but I didn't have much time left, so I tried to move and I couldn't! I freaked out, I didn't know for how long I'll be stuck like this and if it's not something wrong happening with me, because I've never been paralysed before. I wasn't seeing anything, just darkness and I felt my leg sliding down even though I doubt it physically was. Then somehow after 30 seconds I fully woke up.